#favorite uncle

[tianalaurence1]

Tim with William, George and Louis- he's nephew and grand nephews three generations. Easter 2026

[evilhorses]

Oh Oh Handsome mannnn~~ meet Varus! Vals adoptive older brother, his parents are from a sky island near her home island. He has very large wings because if you’re gonna have people living in clouds they should have wings at least capable of gliding. He’s a big sweetheart and a wonderful person to just be around. Although when him and Val are off duty they are absolute chaos siblings....

[keerawrrr]

heading to Austin....Juicy is on his way now 👌👌 I look super cute n I feel good lol everything is A1 so far....I'm driving!! #LetsGo!

[pancake-aura]

Thinking bout my uncle Butch (Elroy) lately. I really hope he’s ok. He’s all alone in his house and can’t really function. Wish I could be more there for him. ❤️

[rastronomicals]

7:06 AM EDT October 22, 2024:

Bardo Pond - "Favorite Uncle" From the album Dilate (April 24, 2001)

Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm

File under: Heavy Psychedelia

[bugzheadquarter]

Update

Tw. Mention of death

So. I don't know honestly. I'm most likely gonna rant how I feel here because. I'm unsure of how to bring it up to my friends now. I am going to skip school as to I still need some time to. Adjust with my feelings.

I'm not really here to play the pity party or anything.

I just need a way to explain how I feel.

So I guess this is like. My way of sorting my feelings out.

And honestly.

I'm just so burnt out and just everywhere. I like. Need a way to figure out my words to of how I feel and I dunno.

I guess just share some insight of what's happening since my brain is like every where at the moment.

So. As if of yesterday morning. At 2am, my uncle was found deceased. We had found out the news about mid day. So like around noon.

The news was unreal. Like. Are you sure he's actually.. Gone? Are we talking about the same man? The guy who survived a building falling on him? The same guy who used to pretend he was being dragged by monsters under our bed?

I couldn't believe the news. If anything I refused to believe it. Because we had just seen him. He was perfectly healthy. He mentioned that he was having some seizures. But that's it. He was fine. He was healthy. I cried and hugged into his chest. He made jokes about my parents ans I arguing that whole day. He made sure we all saw eye to eye that night. He made s'mores in the oven.

Not to mention. My parents spoke to him like not even a couple of days ago about my graduation. Me enlisting into the military.

He was the kind of uncle we could go for months without talking. And he'd check up on us randomly or message us as if we had been talking the whole time.

I was so stressed and just in shock from the news. I barely ate my dinner. I ate some of my lunch. But I ended up getting sick from all my dis–stress.

Today was somewhat better. I got out of the house to distract my mind. But. It's weird. Like. I just wish. Pray that one day. He makes a posts or just walk through the door and just claim it was all a big joke.

I'm feeling the same of when my grandma passed. Two years ago.

I'm going miss him. And now. I'm unsure of what to do. What's next for us? What do we do now that he's gone?

He was my family's glue. He helped us stick together. He helped when my dad did stupid things. Helped when our days were shitty as hell. He even drove to meet my parents when my grandma passed.

Not to mention. He said he wanted to start coming out more for barbecues. Spend more time with us. I was even planning on inviting him to my army ceremony.

He passed so suddenly and so unexpectedly. To top all this. My parents were already going through hell because they got insulted and assaulted by some customers from their landscaping business. They were being blasted on some stupid community page. We were having hell all this week. Everything was just going to shit.

My mom has been saying that when your life feels as if everything. Is going down hill. The world around you starts crumbling beneath your feet. The universe is making way for something good to come into your life.

As much. As I want to take that saying to heart... My only thoughts to that saying remained all the same.

If something good were to come out of all this...

Was it worth the lost of our favorite uncle? Worth losing a best friend? Would it all be worth gaining something new we can't even share with him?

He was only 35 years old. 2 years younger then my parents.

[rastronomicals]

4:56 AM EST November 14, 2023:

Bardo Pond - “Favorite Uncle” From the album Dilate (April 24, 2001)

Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm

File under: Heavy Psychedelia

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[rastronomicals]

4:55 AM EDT October 28, 2023:

Bardo Pond - "Favorite Uncle" From the album Dilate (April 24, 2001)

Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm

File under: Heavy Psychedelia