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[harbormyselfs]

Happy Women’s day to my fav woman. <3

[harbormyselfs]

730 days

She didn’t know when and she didn’t know how. But she did know why, she knew why she loved the awkward Newton Scamander. Ever since that day, that day where she hexed an annoyingly rude Gryffindor girl and ran faster than her feet can possibly bear, that day where Professor McGonnagall threatened to take away one hundred house points to Slytherin. No. It was two hundred. She vividly remembered this day. Not because she dreaded seeing all the students pack their bags and brag about looking forward to coming home and the possible presents they’ll be getting during Christmas break, not because she casted the spell “Oscausi” and succeeded the first time. But because she came upon the love of her life. Although she didn’t realize that at the moment, in the back of her head, and the way she felt when her hair stood up on her arms when he continued a conversation with her despite the rumors or maybe in this case, history of her cruel family, Leta Lestrange knew that Newton Artemis Fido Scamander would be the man in her heart she would always carry. Although years past all the conversations, all the hallway walks, all the sneaking off to the forbidden forests squeezing each others hands due to excitement of what creature they’ll run into next, all the blame taking (that Newt did), all the guilt (that Leta felt), all the letters sent, all the photographs framed, and all the reuniting smirks and glances. Past all that. Leta did not know that things would turn out this way. She didn’t picture it this way. Never in a thought or a daydream. Although she always thought that her future was set to spending her life with a Scamander, she didn’t ever imagine it to be Theseus. It felt as if she blinked, her heart skipped a beat then there it was. “Yes.” The word she didn’t expect to come out of her mouth when Theseus kneeled on one leg presenting the extravagant engagement ring. She knew that Theseus was fond of her, and she couldn’t lie Leta was fond of him too, she was fond of him. But she wasn’t so sure that she loved him( Not as much as she love Newt at least). That she wanted to spend an eternity with him. But she said yes. Why? Is it because she loved Newt so much that even when he was away and exploring in some far off land, a land where he didn’t invite her to venture off with like he used to, a new land where he can’t possibly send her letters? Does he still even look at her picture? Does he still keep it? Before Newt left they had huge fight. It was an argument about something stupid. She doesn’t even want to remember it. She refuses to. All she knows is that she insinuated the argument because her blood boiled of anger when he didn’t ask her to come along and just dropped the news of him leaving to Leta like she meant so little. She didn’t confess of her anger about him leaving in front him instead she just focused her anger on the stupid argument. Its been two years. A long miserable two years without hearing from Newt. They both said they things regret but he could’ve written. He knew her address, he knew. She wrote. But he never wrote back. Leta cried herself to sleep for a straight three months. Now its been two years and she had woken up with Theseus on the left side of her bed. Theseus reminded her of Newt. A little. Very little. They were completely different people but sometimes. Oh sometimes. Leta would see Newt’s precious reflection in Theseus’ eyes. Now she’s engaged to Theseus. Theseus popped the question during a family dinner with Mrs. Scamander. After he popped the question and Leta said yes, in a shocked state. A half an hour later Newt has shown up. Mrs. Scamander greeted him. Squealing because she missed the younger son so much. Leta knew that Newt wrote to his mother. And sometimes even Theseus. But not to her. Not in a whole two years. 730 days. Seven hundred and thirty. He was a little less pale now. His hair just a shade darker than the last time she saw him, he has a few more freckles and tiny scars on his arms. And as he stood there hugging Mrs. Scamander, Theseus walked into the hall to greet Newt as Leta followed him. There was a moment of silence. Until Dougal hopped out of Newt’s coat pocket making its way to Leta’s ring. Then that’s where it was. Where Newt noticed. Leta made a light chuckle when she felt the niffler, then she looked at Theseus then to Newt who’s eyes looked glassy. Theseus then told Newt about the engagement, Theseus kept an empathetic tone.Theseus knew that Newt and Leta had a long loving history. Ever since they met at 13, closer at 16, then loved each other so on. Newt looked down at his shoe avoiding eye contact from his older brother. Then he looked up to Leta. Leta didn’t dare to say a thing. She was angry at Newt.  So angry. But so heartbroken. If only he came a day earlier. He didn’t even have to ask for her back. He could’ve just showed up, and in the spot Leta would claim to be his again. A beat. Then Newt looked up to Leta. He then walked over to her. With a tear escaping his left eye. Their faces close and Theseus just stood there not knowing what to do or say. Newt said in a melancholic tone “Congratulations.” Leta stood there. Heart torn into two. She didn’t question Newt’s congratulation statement because deep down she knew Newt still had a place for her in his heart, but then again, it’s been two years. So much can change. So much did change. Newt stood there feeling betrayed, although he knew it was his fault for shutting her out for so long. Their minds then wandered off to the reasons on why they loved each other. So many reasons. Reasons that in a million years. Maybe more. Yes. More. Would never go away.

[marugin]

[meglupin]

*Newt and Tina walking*

*Newt stops, grabs Tina's hand, leans over and kisses Tina on the cheek*

Tina:...

Newt:...sorry, I-

Tina: You missed.

Newt: Miss how could I miss.

Tina: No, you missed.

Newt: Missd? I don't get-

*Tina stands on tippy toes and kisses Newt*

Tina:....

Newt:...Oh, that missed! Gotcha.

[politicalprocrastinator]

Only straight people ever think that queer representation isn't necessary and I'm sick of it

[regrettablewritings]

Okay but Newt Scamander’s biggest fear being the idea of having to be stuck working a regular, boring desk job instead of doing what he loves is so relatable and a fear many people actually have but are too afraid to admit to it due to the type of ridicule they’d receive and I support him.

PS - The suggested belief he has of people following what their passionate about instead of being limited by an occupation that smothers them just adds more layers to his reasons for helping Jacob and I adore him so much.

[lastofthetangelos]

how the hell did they just apparate onto the hogwarts grounds in the new trailer,,,,how the hell,,,,,,,how the

[depplovers]