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[fckmini]

my masterlist <3

started: 18/01/22

CURRENTLY WATCHING: jojo’s bizarre adventure! :D

Requests and suggestions are OPEN! For anything!

message me if you want to be added to any of my taglists!

My fandoms are: 

 Narnia, The Witcher, The Hobbit, The Lord of The Rings, Peaky Blinders, Twilight, The Vampire Diaries, The Dead Poets Society, Game of thrones/ A Song Of Ice and Fire, House of the Dragon, One Piece, Mob Psycho 100, Attack on Titan

for all characters and any ships!

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The Lord of The Rings:

Imagines:

Prank Wars -  Platonic fluff! Merry and Pippin x gender neutral reader  (requested by @therealsomajesticdonki )

Birthday - Platonic fluff! Legolas x fellowship (requested by @i-did-not-mean-to )

Autumn - Thranduil x gn! Reader romantic fluff & slight angst (requested by @blueberryrock )

Care -  Legolas x Aragorn platonic hurt/comfort! and fluff

Spring -  Thranduil x fem elf! Reader romantic fluff (requested by @chocotacobread )

Series:

Grief (part 1) - Angst! Legolas & Thranduil deal with the loss of the Queen of Mirkwood

Drabbles:

Together - Platonic hurt/comfort! Legolas x Gimli x Aragorn (requested by @i-did-not-mean-to )

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The Hobbit:

Imagines:

imagine falling in love with Kili 

Series:

Golden (part 1) -  Angst! Modern gn! reader in middle earth x Bilbo and Thorin’s Company

Drabbles:

Sweet Tooth  - romantic Bagginshield fluff :) 

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My random miscellaneous writing/ non-fandom drabbles:

Like real people do - romantic longing/ fluff

Swallow - tw! eating disorder implications

Identity - tw! gore

Adventure

Rival

Baby names list

Streetcar Named Desire Moodboard!

Grief - vent

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Sweet Tooth - bagginshield fluff drabble!

- Golden: part 2 is coming soon, so pls keep your eye out for that!

- sorry this is so late and small, i’ve been really depressed recently, but i hope this is okay lovelies!! 

-  just a little fluffy drabble of bilbo x thorin (bagginshield)

As always please give me some feedback and please send requests <3

mutuals and ppl I think might be interested: @in-darker-dreams @tolkien-fantasy @the-messy-nessie @blairsanne @aceofatook @lilunoakes @shrimpsthings @the-nerd-procrastinator @khazdith @glorfindelridesagain @therealsomajesticdonki @catnip-and-caprice @blairsanne @leafycasper @ur-gucchi-im-crocs @thelifelemonsgaveyou @emptyspace008 @iactuallyshipeveryone @zemosboy @theelfmaiden 

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Fervently savouring his butterscotch kisses, Thorin overindulged himself. Toothachingly sweet, he enveloped them with his tongue, yearning for more. Greedy, sloppy and open-mouthed, they fuelled his burning appetite. Each touch was a gentle declaration of love that grew more frenzied. Bilbo's warm, cinnamon eyes met his, gleaming with adoration. His hobbit's face was framed by soft, toffee curls of hair. A strawberry flush of blush glazed his cheeks, lightly dusted with caramel freckles. The golden hue of dawn, pure and lustrous, poured over the lovers. A loving warmth seeped into their skin as they basked in the sunlight. Bilbo's name became like a prayer, falling devotedly from Thorin’s lips. His hobbit, his love, his cherished treasure, adorned his sturdy arms. Tears became salt pearls, bright jewels for Thorin’s fingers to weigh as he soothed all sorrow with his adoring embrace. Light touches, like butterflies, danced tenderly over each other, committing every inch of skin to memory. Thorin’s heart chanted as Bilbo satisfied his sweet tooth by sprinkling him with sugary kisses, honey caresses, and lingering saccharine glances. All his possessions for a moment of time. Thorin clutched them close to his heart as his love’s delicate hand encircled his.

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grief

tw/ cancer mention, death, suicide mention

something I didn't realise about grief is the guilt that comes with outliving those who were older than you... they're static, frozen at the age they passed like a pressed flower and I'm meant to continue to grow. im allowed to get older and they aren't. I know it sounds like a basic realisation, but it has all hit me at once.

as someone who has a history of suicide attempts and mental illness it feels cruel that someone so precious, beautiful, innocent - ready for life - should be taken away so soon. a bright light extinguished. whereas someone like me, flickering and dim, continues. it's not fair. I've always known it's not fair. death is impersonal, cancer doesn't care about the individual.

it's her funeral tomorrow. I can't go. the guilt tastes like ash in my mouth. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to honour her, I don't know how to say goodbye. when I last saw her, I held her hands tightly. they were smaller than mine, cold and fragile. I kissed her softly and cupped her face in my hands. I promised if she needed me, I'll be there. I swore that we would get our happily ever after.

Now, when I talk, or even type, about her I choke on the past tense. I try to recall her voice, her face, her laugh - a mantra, trying to commit everything I can to memory. I know it won't last, memories wither as time passes. it's not fair.

I am missing her funeral. I am breaking my promise to her and it breaks my heart. I couldn't help her, I couldn't wish it all away. they told me that she passed away peacefully, just fell asleep so much until she never woke up. I hate it. I hate that she could barely move, speak, think. she didn't dream. she just slowly sank into oblivion and we were all helpless. nothing could take her back and now she is gone forever. forever. I'll never hear her voice again, never hear her laugh, never see her smile. she will never make more art, never finish her degree, never watch her siblings grow up. she is just frozen in this awful sleep and we'll never get her back.

I didn't know it was the last time. the first time I saw her was also the last. our first touch was our last, our first kiss was our last.

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HI EVERYONE!!

I am BACK. I’m so sorry I’ve been gone for so long… I’ve been struggling with lots of mental health and family issues. I am going to start being active and writing again!!

updates:

my gran passed away

I have done some travelling (which I will post about soon)

I am now going to start writing for game of thrones and house of the dragon characters!

[luna-redamancy]

I just wanted to say I LOVE your courting posts!!! theyre amazing and were a joy to read <3

Aweee thank you so much!! I’m so glad you enjoyed them!! You just made my day 💕