#feeling normal

[easilycherished]

this is just — what if there was someone to hold your hand? to gently kiss your knuckles and be there with you in your hardest moment

what if after a lifetime of doing it alone someone said ‘do you want me to come with you?’ said ‘of course’ said nothing at all but was there was strong and solid and still in your storm

what if?

[b1adie]

You didn’t come down from the sky? — This city is mine anyway.

[gayhockeyshow]

Something about how the first scene that was shot was the penthouse scene and the last scene that was shot was shane and ilya by the fire. Something about how the first interaction they had on set was sexual and crazy and the last was emotional and deep. Something about the connection between the plot of the characters and the actors that so lovingly and wholeheartedly portray them

[defectivegembrain]

"I want what they have" not as a lighthearted shipping phrase but as an expression of deep visceral violent jealousy

[semiconductiveshanehollander]

thinking about teenage ilya back in russia during the winter wearing a massive puffer jacket and a neck gaiter and big fluffy mits with a hat that covers most of his ears but the bottoms peak out and they’re just a little red. imagining him doing a big dramatic show for sveta like when he wrestled with her on the bed but instead he’s all done up in winter gear and they’re around a fire instead and filled with liquor and laughter that makes their faces redder in the cold. imagining him an hour later slouched back into a chair by the fire with his face mostly buried into the high collar of the coat as he half dozes with a scrunch to his eyebrows like he won’t give into the exhaustion even though he’s hitting the crashing point from the alcohol he, sveta and sasha have been drinking straight from the bottle for hours now. like that’s my son actually

[nocoastposts]

Good morning to Connor Storrie in a thong and to Connor Storrie in a thong only.

[occudo]

Do you ever think about Martin Blackwood?