#fennec speaks

[liquid-bonhomme]

Every time I see shit like this happen. With Courtney, with Britt, how Claire Corlett was treated, etc, I always have the same thought--

If, by some punishment by the universe, I find out my rapist has become some kind of notable figure online, for whatever reason-- you simply could not, for love nor money, get me to say shit about it.

The hypothetical I might ever run in to them again in a professional capacity, being put in a position some day I might have to explain why to someone I can't be near them, already nightmare scenario.

To the fucking internet peanut gallery of jeering rubes right now literally joking about throwing tomatoes?

Nope.

Fuck that.

Nope nope nope.

If that makes me weak or a coward, well. Just seeing this happen second hand over and over again is not making me feel too swell, so.

Out of survival, I could not be convinced to put myself in this kind of position. Just being completely honest here.

I'm in a sort of numb shock right now that I'm watching a bunch of Tumblr queers resort to reheated, literally just, homophobic pedojacketing redhoric from the 2010s. We do truely all have that dawg in us, huh? Mom said it's my turn to be the reactionary conservative.

I can hear you all pissing your pants from here. What I am seeing some of you saying is so blatantly literally just homophobic reactionary conservative tarring and feathering, unambiguously, I know there's literally nothing I could say to convince you otherwise.

You all know what you're doing. You don't care.

Yeah I get it. Okay.

I actually do not give a flying fuck how mean or rude or pissy Britt was to you one time or whatever. I'm seeing a behavior extremely farmiliar to me. I'm seeing the same fucking humiliation ritual I've seen one thousand times before of people's empathy coming as a loan at best, a thinly veiled piece of blackmail at worse, with the cost being a nice big fat fucking pound of flesh as payment.

Oh-- but what's this. Hang on guys, my clairvoyance is acting up again. I predict, right about now, what y'all are thinking is, "but muh eden!"

Oh how did I know.

Because, Eden being accused of being cringe on main is of course, of equal grievance and harm as being accused of being a pedophile, right?

Yeah.

Very serious, legitimate accusations going on right now by very serious people who absolutely have even just a single piece of spine in their bodies. This is absolutely not such a grimly absurd situation it's genuinely fucking rope fuel to bare witness to.

Absolutely none of you are utterly fucking pathetic shiteaters at all.

Good job team.

[amphibiandrama]

I'm Kid B in Fennecs Doc. He lied

Dramatic title, but its such a miserable post I think I get to add a little drama to it. No beating around the bush, I'm who Fennec refers to as "Kid B" in his newest doc

That second last paragraph? Wrong. I never said I left the server because of the fight. This is the last message I sent, copy pasted into both servers (this screenshot is from the Olive Grove).

I made it EXTREMELY clear I didnt want anyone to bother me. Fennec still sent Kid C to go snoop. I wont bother with his phrasing of "checking in", because snooping is what it was. He wanted to know why I left, so he sent a 13/14 year old (I dont know Kid C's birthday, they were one of those ages) to go check in on an at the time 15 year old me, instead of you know. Doing it himself like the owner of the two servers and adult I had previously had a good relationship with he was. I'm going to guess here that he could guess why I left and knew I wouldn't have reacted well if he reached out

The reason no screenshots have been provided is two things, actually: Nicole wanted to keep me and especially Kid C out of the public eye as much as possible. I'm choosing to do this on my own because I realized this was in the doc and I wont let Fennec get away with lying. That singular screenshot (which nicely shows that Kid C was sending the entire convo to people live probably, good to know I was arguing with Fennec by proxy) is from the middle of the conversation. To summarize it, Kid C reached out, I vaguely explained what happened, they gave the version of evens Fennec gave and we got into a fight. I wont post the entire thing because I still want to do that, and because this convo is extremely painful to me. Because I am no longer friends with Kid C because of this. Because Fennec decided to send them to fight his battles for him the coward. Because after this convo was over I was sitting there at 11pm trying not to cry because I just lost a friend who I had cared about a lot, who I still worry about. I almost cried reading through it again to make this post

Here's proof I am in fact Kid B, colours are roughly the same

Interesting that Fennec admits the entire situation was "poorly managed" when it was so much worse than that yet never apologizes to Britt, Nicole or the other person that got caught up in this (not me, someone else)

Due to this bullshit I lost an online safe space that was extremely important to me at the time, because my situation irl when this all went down was not good. A safe space I had only just gotten comfortable in after having the last one nuked because Courtney lost his shit and couldnt take criticism. All of this still hurts, and I doubt it will stop hurting soon

[britts-galaxy-brain]

Okay I need to ask yall a literacy question. Watch this scene real quick.

You're not going to understand what I'm asking if you don't watch it, since the following question requires ✨️context✨️.

When Blue Fangs says "We love you, let me kiss you", what do you think this scene is trying to convey?

Implied zoophilia. The writers and artists definitely wanted to see a dog-like thing fuck that bishop.

SYMBOLISM.

I'll give you an even easier one. When Maroon fuckin 5 said "Baby I'm preying on you tonight, hunt you down eat you alive, just like animals", what do you think that line was trying to convey?

Implied zoophilia (and also probably cannibalism). Maroon 5 definitely gets off on the idea of literal animals fucking and eating each other.

SYMBOLISM.

It's almost like humans have been using animal symbolism to convey primal mindsets and behaviors (which can and often does include erotica) ever since humans figured out how to use fuckin symbols as literary devices.

[ravensruin]

I so badly want dangerous crow boy and his plastic dress wife to breach containment please oh my god, somebody get strange-aeons on this stat

[fennec-foxhound]

Honestly, I never intended for something like my mother to ever be on my blog. It only ever came up in conversation once Fennec and co. decided to use that personal information as a way to send me death threats in anonymous asks a year ago. Despite being distraught and furious, I decided to show what was said. It was the only proof I had that the anons were coming from his circle.

As for who sent the most recent one? I don't know. I can make some educated guesses based on how I suddenly got that as well as some other hateful messages when I made certain posts, but I'll never know for sure.

It's incredibly upsetting that information about my life I gave to people I thought were my friends would just be used to hurt me despite those people no longer having contact with me for almost 2 years now.

There was never an apology about it from Fennec or anyone else in his circle. The only thing he chose to do about it was attempt to use it as a way to slander one of my best friends.

Oh and rereading the doc, he also tried to condemn me for my very hurt reaction. My reaction about either him or someone in one of his groups telling me to kill myself in a way that ropes my deceased mother into it.

He can't even pretend to act sympathetic towards the people he dislikes. Not even for a paragraph. Not even when it revolves around something like my "foundational trauma".

[microwaved-oranges]

i could be willing to believe all these fractures are a result of people who wanted to do the right thing and just having differences in how to go about that

but some of y'all are so goddamn vindictive it's astounding

fennec is cozying up to lio. fucking. convoy and his circle and you still think he's credible becuase BrItT bAd!!!1!!1

yeah fennec cares about victims so much you guys.

hey, remember the rosa call??? sweeping that one under the rug are we???

[that-one-kiddo-in-the-back]

It's shit like this that makes me feel super fucking privileged that my rapists, my abusers aren't YouTubers or writers.

And I hate you guys for that.

[purpledemonlilyposting]

Real talk;

Does bitching and jerking each other off over the same fuckers online help anyone?

Who does it help, really? 🤔🤔🤔🤔

If you actually give two fucks about victims of incest, abuse, csem, etc you know what you do? 🤨🤨🤨🤨

Give the victims help, aid, resources. Money so they can get what they need. Therapy. Helping to fund recovery. 🤯🤯🤯🤯

But thats not very fun, eh? 🥱🥱🥱

Nawwwww its WAY more fun to just circlejerk online on Tumblr dot com about the evil tranny of the week 🤣🤣🤣🤣

This place is a circus and yall are clowns LOL 🤡🤡🤡🤡

Sai is a dumb motherfucker, britt is a no-lifing dumbass motherfucker, fennec is a desperate loser bitch, ant is on track to becoming a lolcow, foxhound is an asskissing dumbass, tepes is a dumb little simp, hearts is showing with her whole ass she wasn't loved enough as a child, frogcunt is just a scrawny little parasite, yall are so fucking dumb as balls and will never accomplish anything with yourselves 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Except for being funny as hell its a neverending circus up in here🍿🍿🍿