Summary: How they would react at you calling them by their name instead of their nickname.
Warnings: cursing.
Pedri
"Flaco!"
You call from the laundry room, you were searching for the mop because of something that spilled.
You don't hear him answering you. "Flaco." You call again, giving him a few minutes to call back. You sigh, finding the mop without the mopping part. "Flaco!" You shout, trying for him to hear you.
You leave the mop there, knowing that it was easier for you to clean the spill with napkins than to find it.
"Pedro!" You call, grabbing a few napkins to clean the mess.
He hears you from the outside of the house, where he is playing with Nilo. He walks inside, finding you cleaning something.
"Did you just call me Pedro?" He asks,
"Si, please turn off the spaghetti." You say, throwing the napkins on the trash can. "Also, I called you like a thousand times. Where were you?"
"I was outside with Nilo." He explains, pointing to the door. "You never call me Pedro." He says, confused at you.
You smile at his confused expression, pitching his cheek.
"I was going like < flaco, flaco, flaco > and no answer, so I used your name." You explain, shrugging. "Pass me the sauce, please."
"Isn't that your name?" You ask, squinting your eyes at him. "Pedro." You say, teasing him.
"Don't call me that." He pouts even more. He walks over to where you are, placing his chin on top of your shoulder. "I'm your flaco." He says, hugging your body.
"You are going to burn yourself with the hot pot, Pedro." you smile, pitching his hand lightly. "Food is almost done, seat down."
"Flaco." He hug you tightly. "Say it."
"I don't know what you are talking about." You laugh, trying to escape his hold. "Pedro"
"Bua, you are killing me." He sighs, letting his hold go.
You smile at him, how cute he looked while pouting and giving you those puppy eyes.
"Grab the plates," you say, pushing him towards the cabinets. "Flaco." You whisper.
He pauses, turning his head to where you are. "Repitelo!" He points at you, leaving the plates on the counter. "Go on, repeat it!"
"What are you doing?" You laugh, hugging him as his arms wrap around you. "You are so funny, flaco." You smile, giving him a kiss on the top of his nose. "Or should I say platanito?"
"Love that nickname." He smiles.
"Okay, let's use that one." You laugh, pushing him lightly. "Platanito."
Gavi
"Can you pass me the remote, ojitos?" You ask him.
He was on his phone while you two were sitting on the couch. You put on a movie but your phones seemed more interesting.
"Ojitos." You call again, taking the eyes from the phone. "Ojitos?" You say, looking at him being dso focus on the phone.
You try to reach for the remote, failing for the third time. You turn no look at him, he was still on his phone, watching this video.
"Pablo!" You call, tired already.
He looks up for the phone. "Si?" He asked
"Pass me the remote, please." You smile at him, stretching your arm for him to pass it to you.
He frowns, grabbing the remote. "Sorry, didn't hear you."
"Thanks, Pablo." You smile, turning the tv off. "That movie was boring."
You return to your phone, checking your tik tok for new things. Pablo, on the other hand, is looking at you with a frown.
"Look at this." You giggle, showing him the tik tok. His questioning eyes are looking at you. "What's wrong?"
He pouts even more, you only use his name when you are mad or you are fighting, so he wonders if that's the case.
"You call me Pablo."
You roll your eyes, trying not to laugh at him. "Oh, don't be mad. You weren't listening, and I needed the remote." You say, moving closer to him. "Love you, ojitos."
He changed his expression, smiling and getting closer to you. "That's better."
Ferran
"Can you hand me the sauce?" He asks, placing the meat on the grill. "Please."
He was fresh out of the hospital, wanting to cook for his friends and family. He was trying to feel like he could do normal things, even tho he couldn't eat that heavy for a while.
"I still think you should be resting, nene."
"I'm fine, I'm a shark. Don't worry about it." He smiles, placing more food on the grill. "Sauce, please."
You nod, going back to the kitchen to grab it. You notice that there were two types of sauces.
"Nene, I have two sauces here." You say loudly for him to hear you. "Nene!"
You wait for a few seconds, nothing. Ferran was too busy watching a tik tok to hear you calling his name.
"Nene!" You try one more time, still nothing. You roll your eyes, walking back to where he is with both sauces on your hands. "Ferran!"
"Hey! I learned how to do chimichurri on this tik tok." He smiles, showing you his screen. "Why do you have both sauces?"
"Cause I called you to ask which one, but you never answered." You hand him one sauce. "Also, we just bought chimichurri, Ferran."
He looks up to you. "Are you mad?" He asks, frowning a little bit.
"No, why?" You ask, confused at his question.
"You don't call me Ferran, like ever. I'm Ferran to my sister, to my mom, to my dad, to the culers, but to you, I'm not."
You smile, getting closer and hugging him from behind. "Sorry, I keep forgetting you are mi nene."
Fermin
You walk inside of his house, a small cake box on your hand. You left your things on the table next to the entrance.
"Guapo!" You left the cake on the table, sitting down on a chair. "Guapo!"
You frown, Fermin texted you earlier that he was home. You meet up to him because you were going to a friend's birthday party and she asked you to take the cake.
You wait for a few minutes, still nothing. You walk upstairs, trying to find him to get going.
"Guapo, are you here?"
You open the door to his room, finding him watching something on tik tok with so much volume it was obvious why he couldn't hear you.
"Fermin!" You shout.
He throws the phone somewhere, grabbing his chest with both hands. He looks at you with wide eyes, scared because of your shout.
"Joder, me he cagao'" He says. "You never use my name, and now you come here and shout at me."
You roll your eyes. "I called you like three times, I thought you were asleep." You explain. "Put your shoes on, let's go."
He nodded, doing what you told him. You walk downstairs to see if you had everything you needed.
"Can we agree on you never calling me by my name again?" He asks, grabbing the car keys. "That was scary."
You chuckled at him, he looked so worried. "Vale, guapo."
Can you do one with KY and him and reader are talking and stuff like that. Theyâve been talking for a while on Instagram. Sheâs a model and actress, but even though she likes him and she knows she likes him. She just canât put herself to open up fully to him because of what people said about her long play or all that she doesnât know cause she doesnât trust footballers and all that and heâs sweet and all that, but itâs just complicated because she doesnât wanna open herself up if heâs not willing to have a serious relationship, she doesnât wanna do that playing games and all that so when sheâs like with a cold star and stuff like that, she notices like sheâs more comfortable with her cold stars like the way she looks at them it looks like sheâs in love with them, but the thing is for him. She just has that look.
Yesssss btw I think you meant stare but idk so I'm sorry if that's not what you meant lol.
Serious
Pairing: Kenan Yildiz x F!Reader
Summary: You've been talking to Kenan for a while, but you don't want him to get too close yet, which comes off as if you don't really like him, but your eyes say otherwise.
Includes: alcohol, angst, fluff at the end.
Authors note: I'm so sorry if this is not what you envisioned but I still hope you enjoy!
Word Count: 1681
The colorful lights flashed, going back and forth, one wall to the other. Music was loud, so loud that you could become deaf from it. I was out for a girl's night. The more and more drink we got, the more and more open I also got. It started by telling them small things like weird fears and stuff like that but then I ended up telling them that I was talking to someone.
"Oooooh so who is it?" All of them say in unison. When they asked that, that's when I knew I messed up. "Nobody important" I sobered up really quick. "No now you have to spill" one of them slurs out. "It's really no one important. I don't even know if it's going to go anywhere. I mean with who he is and what people like him are known to do I really don't think that it's going to last. And I don't know I just don't think I'm the type of girl he would be really into." all of their mouths were agape "Girl how could any man not want you lets be for real." One of them spits out "If I was a man, I would want you all to myself" another one smiles at me.
"Okay, okay, now let's all go dance, enough with this serious talk." I get up from the booth and all of them did the same. I let them go first and I just followed. Before I got to close to them though, my phone buzz. It was a notification, from him.
Instagram
Kenan Yildiz:Â Hey what are you doing?
You: I'm out with my friends
Kenan Yildiz: Oh really? Where?
You: Um why
Kenan Yildiz: I'm just wondering. Because I'm also out with friends.
You: ok...I'm at ####
Kenan Yildiz:Â What a coincidence I'm also there. Is it ok if I buy you a drink?
You: Yea but I have to be there when you buy it for meÂ
Kenan Yildiz: Why?
You: I don't know your intentions of buying me this drink. And plus, I don't need you doing anything to the drink
Kenan Yildiz: Come on you know I won't do that, but I'll wait.
I go over to the girls and tell them that I'll be right back. As I'm walking to the bar, I was able to spot the boy from a mile away. He was taller than all the rest of the people there. He sees me right away and starts smiling.Â
"Hi beautiful" he hugs me "hi" I smile softly "what would you want to drink" "Um maybe a crown and coke?" I say as if I was almost asking and he nods and orders it. "So how are you" the way he said it made it sound like he genuinely cared. "I'm good. what about you, how are you doing." "I'm also good." There was a long pause after that. Before I tried to talk my drink came.Â
"You know what, I think we can talk more later right now I think we should just dance." I don't let him talk before pulling him to the dance floor. At this point I didn't really care if anyone saw us. At first, I wasn't really near him, keeping my distance but as the music kept going our bodies kept getting closer. When I noticed this, I couldn't help but freak out a bit. "I actually need to go to the bathroom!" his face kind of fell but he immediately changes it to a smile. "I'll wait with you then" I nodded my head
There was a line to the bathroom, but it wasn't that bad. I looked up at him taking in his features. "Thank you for waiting with me." a grin appeared on him face "Of course why wouldn't I wait with you" "I don't know just nobody really does that kind of thing" "well I think any guy that really like a girl would" I roll my eyes and he laughed "What is it not okay that I'm telling you that I like you?" "I didn't say that" "then why did you roll your eyes" I shook my head while chuckling a bit.
Before we knew it, it was finally my turn to go to the bathroom. I went in and out and noticed that he waited for me again. "Wow, waiting for me again, how gentlemanly." A smirk was on his face. I blinked and all of a sudden, we were centimeters apart from each other. And I could tell that he was kind of leaning in. But before anything could happen, I pulled back and kind of pushed him away. I shook my head "we can't" his face completely fell this time "why can't we" I could tell that he was frustrated. "Because we can't" I started walking away and by the time he caught up to me we were already outside. "Where are you going" his voice is stern almost. "Home...I can't be here" He grabbed my wrist.
At this point we were far enough that not many people were near us. Far enough that no one would hear us. I turn to look at him; he looked mad but also concerned. "Why don't you let me get close to you. You barely let me in" "How am I supposed to let you in when I know people like you. You guys never do serious things, and you play around with girls, and why would I let you in when I don't want to get hurt."Â
His face was unbearable, a mix of sadness and hurt. "Look I'm sorry but I really don't want to get hurt" "I understand that, but I wouldn't do that kind of thing. Especially to a girl that I've been eyeing for over a year. And I just don't know why you would think of me like that"Â
There was another long pause like earlier in the night. "Look I don't know how to change your mind, but I think I'm done for tonight and I would rather have me drive you home so would you like a ride home." I stare up at him with light tears in my eyes. "Hey, don't cry I understand you don't want to be hurt." he wiped the salty tears that had started to run down my face. He cupped my cheeks after that and made me look up at him. "I can tell by your eyes that you want to give in, that you like me, so just give in."
I nod my head. "You're finally letting me in" I nodded again and a smile reassuring smile appeared on his face. He lightly put his forehead on mine and whispered, "You can take it as slow as you want to, okay? I don't want to rush you into anything." "Okay, I'm ready to go home"
He nodded his head and took me to his car; he opened the door and helped me get in. I gave him my address and he started to leave. The whole car ride was silent, but not a bad silence, a calming one. We finally got to my house. "Do you want me to help" "If that's not too much to ask for." I say quietly. "Of course, it's not too much to ask for."Â
As we get to my house, I give him the keys, and he gets in and takes me to my bedroom. He brings me into my bed and tucks me in. "Ok I'm going to go but please text me when you wake up, okay?" "Don't go" I whine "Are you sure, I don't want you to end up regretting it in the morning and your drunk." He looked a little concerned "Kenan I'm not that drunk, I know what I'm saying." "Okay, okay. Then do you want to change." "Yea turn around" I didn't really have to say the rest because right after I said yes, he turned to the corner.
I got changed into some silk shorts and a matching silk tank. "Okay I'm done, do you want me to get you some cloths" he turns back around and looks at me, fully taking in how I looked. "Yes please" "Okay let me take off my makeup first and then I'll get something"
I took off my makeup, got him something to wear, and he changed. I was sitting in my bed kind of waiting till he was done doing whatever he was doing. He came in and looked at me for a long second. "I can go sleep somewhere else if you want me too" "No you can sleep over here." I say quietly. With that he sits beside me in my bed. He looked over to the bedside to see some of my vogue magazines. "I have those too" A gentle smile was placed on his lips. "What? You have my magazines?" A smirk played on my face. "Yea, why wouldn't I have the magazines of the women I've had my eyes on for forever now?" A long pause sat in the air, it took me a while to answer since I was shocked by his answer, "I don't know" blush crept up on my cheeks and ears and he noticed that.
"Well, I think we need to go to sleep since it's almost 3 am" He started to lay down and I followed. "Okay, I guesssss"Â
As we laid there in silence, I turned towards him and he did the same. "Thank you" I say quietly as if it was forbidden for me to say. "For what" he scrunched his eyebrows as if confused. "For making me open up and realize that you won't hurt me, at least I don't think so" I say the last part teasingly.Â
I started leaning in without realizing it, but this time I wasn't going to pull away. I could tell he was hesitant at first but ultimately gave in. The kiss was patient and slow and slowly but surely became a little faster but not rushed fast. For the first time I was okay with being close with someone that I liked. And it felt freeing.
While I was watching some couple trends/videos, the trend "She has Mom Hands" keep on pulling up so I thought about writing a little something based on that, hope you guys like it, let me know in the comments what you think!âš
Also, I'm extremely sickđ but hey, I got the free time to write something!
Warnings: mentions of Latina!reader
Mom Hands
Pedri:
"Is the chicken done, amor?" You ask finishing cutting the avocado
"Yes, mamĂĄ dijo que lo cortarĂĄ ella" (Mom said she'll chop it)
"Not happening, guapo" You inmediately said "This is something for me to show you and your family something about my country. I'll not have your mom, dad or brother to help me out with anything; I can do it"
"You don't have to do it"
"But I want to. Your mom wants to try something traditional from my country and I'll do it, gladly. She has already taught me so much about Las Islas Canarias, that I kinda feel bad because I don't do my country's dishes for you guys"
"They really don't care about it"
"But I do"
"But you shouldn't, hija" Rosy's voice came from behind the two of you "Let me help you"
"Rosy" You whine a little "I really want you guys to enjoy everything"
"I'll enjoy it a lot more if I can help you with a little something"
"Don't do anything and sit pretty, please?" You shyly ask
"Everything but that"
"Fine" You drag out the 'e' "Only with the chicken! But can you put it in the blender? And that's it" She smiled nodding
"I can do that" You smile softly going back to cutting some dressings for the filling when you feel a kiss on your neck and some arms wrap around your middle
"Mi chica terca" (My stubborn girl)
"Calla" (Shut up) You said smiling as he giggled
"Venga Pedri, deja a mi niña tranquila, que haga su trabajo. Esto se ve riquisimo y tengo mucha hambre" (C'mon Pedri, leave my little girl alone, let her do her job. This looks delicious and I'm very hungry)
"Vale, vale" Pedri nodded going to stand besides you "Want me to help you with something?"
"Can you flip the arepas, please?" He nods leaving you and Rosy in the counter while he stood in front of the stove
"They're stuck"
"ÂĄAy no! Try to peel them off without breaking them"
"Voy, hijo. Que las vas a dañar" (You'll break them)
A few seconds passed and the kitchen fell silent
"Did you do it, Rosy?"
"I'm trying, cariño. But they're stuck"
"No no, coño e' la madre. Voy" (No no, fuck. Coming) You quickly forgot about the filling and washed your hands going over to both Gonzålez.
You see Rosy handing you the spatula but you don't mind it, with your hand you grab the beggining of an arepa and carefully lifted it off the pan, not caring how hot the pan was but making sure it didn't break. Once you finally lifted it, you flipped it over and did the same with the other four arepas.
"Esto estĂĄ es listoo" (Done) You smile before going back to the filling
"Hey, I've never seen you do that, preciosa"
"Do what?"
"ÂżComo carajos has hecho eso?" (How the hell did you do that?)
"What?"
"Pues eso! You flipped an arepa over with your hand! The pan was so hot and you didn't even flinched!" You just looked at him not knowing what to say
"That's called Mom Hands, hijo" Rosy looked at you smiling "I've already told you this but you better not let this girl go. She's a keeper" She side hugs you, kissing your cheek as you blush
"I know she is" He whispers, giving you a kiss "That's why I'm never letting her go"
Gavi:
"Preciosa, the bread is done"
"Perfect! I already have everything cut, the sauce's are done as well. The only thing what's left are the sausages, are they done?" You asked your 10 months boyfriend, you see how he looks over the boiling pan
"I think so"
"Did you opened them in half so they can be cooked better?"
Pablo, falls silent and looks again to the pan "...No"
"Amor! Te pedĂ que lo hicieras desde el inicio!" (I asked you to do it from the beggining!)
"They still need to cook a little" You pull one out with a fork "I'll open them"
You pulled out the chorizos with the fork and once you let the water drain out of them, you grabbed them with your hand and put them on the chopping board at the same time you grabbed a knife and sliced them in half.
"Hey, hey, hey!"
"What, what, what?"
"It's hot! You're going burn yourself!"
"They're not hot"
"The sausages were in boiling water, of course they're hot and of course you'll get burned!"
"I'm ok, baby" You kiss his cheek as he watches you take out the boiling water and put another pan to fry the sausages "It's not a big deal, I've cooked for a while"
"I know you've and I've seen your mom and grandma do the same, I know this is how you cook but that doesn't mean I'll love watching you put your hand on top of boiling water or in hot oil"
"Eh, que conozco mis lĂmites" (Hey, I know my limits) He laughs
"Don't do it again"
"I'll try not doing that again in front of you" You say leaning to kiss his lips "Do you think it's hot enough?" You ask pulling your hand on top of the pan
You laugh watching his eyes wide open in horror "Y/N, no! Dijiste que no lo harĂas!" (You said you wouldn't do it!)
FermĂn:
"FermĂn!" You called for your boyfriend, you waited a few seconds to see him pulling up to the kitchen "Where are the height sticks?"
"In the top left drawer, maybe?"
"Can you please hand me some? EstĂĄ tortilla me estĂĄ haciendo la vida imposible" (This tortilla it's making my life impossible) You said both hands occupied
"Why?"
"Es que esta parte de la tortilla se devuelve para este lado, con los palitos de altura se mantiene y como todavĂa les falta cocciĂłn, pues espero que se mantenga y no se rompa" (It is that this part of the tortilla is returned to this side, with the height sticks is maintained and as they still lack cooking, I hope it keeps and does not break.)
FermĂn nods, giving you some, you were so into what you were doing that you didn't realized that you were touching the hot pan with your bare hands.
"Huh?" You looked him to see a small frown on his gorgeous face
"You just flipped the tortilla with your hands and a few seconds ago you were touching the pan"
You look at your hands "Sisi, no te preocupes, mi vida. No sentĂ nada la verdad" (Yeah, yeah, don't worry, dear. I didn't feel anything if I'm honest)
"ÂżCĂłmo tĂș si puedes hacerlo como si nada? ÂżY yo que lo intento y soy cuidadoso, me quemo?" (How can you do it just like that? And me, who tries and is careful, burns myself?)
"ÂĄPues que lo he estado haciendo desde hace mucho!" (Well, I've been doing it for a long time!)
"ÂĄPero que tĂș colocas tu mano dentro del aceite caliente!" (But you put your hand in the hot oil!)
"Tampoco asĂ, Ferran" (It's not like that either, Ferran)
"ÂĄNo te falta mucho para hacerlo!" (You're not far from doing it!)
"Fer" You sighed softly "Let me see"
"Ice will solve this, don't worry" He said letting you see his arm, it had a small red spot in it
"Yes, it will. I'm sorry, love"
"Don't worry, preciosa" He kissed your hair "Let's keep cooking, I won't stop until I have a taco made by myself in my hands"
"Don't get too excited, okay?" You pushed him out of the way with your hips, your hands working on the food "I don't want Pedri or your coach to get mad at me because you went to practice all burned"
"You need to teach me how to do that, nena. I want to try it" You smiled nodding
"Another time tho. Don't want to risk any other injury"
"Nah, if you want to worry, then worry about my starting with Flick, I can handle Pedri"
"My gosh" You murmur shaking your head "I love your guys friendship but sometimes I feel like I'm third wheeling with the two of you"
"Jealous much?"
"Of Pedri? Buah!" You shake your head "You love me and Pedri loves bald people" You stuck your tongue out jokingly before laughing at Ferran's face, he soon joins laughing with you
featuring: pedri, fermin, joao, gavi (i had to include my bby sorryyy!) and jude
warnings: teensy bit cringe at times, be warned ...
a/n: once again apologising for being ia, but an eternal thank you to anon and every one else who's still interacting with me and sending me requests!! trying my best to get through them, thank you all for your patience <333
You donât remember how it had happened honestly, the two of you had just been hanging out in his bedroom, a situation you had come to find comfort in since its frequency had become almost like a routine to the two of you. The air outside was cool, giving the two of you an excuse to curl up together under the blanket and binge watch episodes of your favourite show in a comfortable silence. That was, of course, until you heard the chime of your phone - causing you to perk up out of your boyfriends arms.
âBro, could you get that for me?â
Pedri
Honestly he doesnât think much of it at first, since your guysâ relationship has always been pretty casual in the way that you both trust each other enough not to overreact. He reckons that it probably slipped out by accident, and given that itâs what most of his teammates and friends call him, he doesnât react that much. Sure, he noticed it, and filed it away to the back of his mind as a sign that you might be mad with him but heâs a pretty calm boyfriend only offers an amused eyebrow raise.
Itâs only when he leans over and grabs your phone do you realise what youâve said - but only decide to double down on it to get a reaction out of him.
âThanks bro,â you say as nonchalantly as you can manage when he hands you your phone, immediately going to respond to whatever message had caused the notification sound. And at first it seems like heâs not going to indulge your obvious bait for a reaction - of course until you hear the rustle of bed sheets and his strong arm snake around your waist.
He lets out a soft mumble that roughly translates to - âWhat is it baby?â - as he buries his face into the crook of your neck in a loving, yet almost pleading manner. It doesnât take long for you to give in to his charms.
âIâm only messing with you,â you giggle, patting the top of his head reassuringly.
Fermin
If thereâs one thing you know about Fermin, itâs that heâs observant. However, another thing about him is that heâs a sly little shit. So whenever he feels he can sense you trying to prod at his temper it only ends in him serving you back your own attitude.
âOf course, bro,â he says, and even though youâre not looking at him as he turns to grab your phone, you can tell he has a wide smirk spread across his face.
You only give him a knowing look, and try your best to maintain your composure while stifling your laughter - but the minute he drops your phone into your hands you know heâs not going to back down on this.
âThanks, dude,â you quip.
âAny time, my man.â
Silence, and youâre trying to figure out your next comeback while ignoring the weird way him calling you âmy manâ made you feel. You feel oddly stupid for starting a game you know you couldnât keep up with, but luckily your boyfriend has already caught wind of this by the look of amusement on his face.
âSomething wrong, mate?â he chuckles as he leans over to peck your lips that you hadnât realised had formed a pout. All you can do is sigh in faux-exhaustion before erupting into a fit of laughter.
Joao
Itâs only once heâs reached over to grab your phone, that he clocks the odd new nickname. Immediately, but silently, his mind starts racing through the possible reasons as to why youâve bestowed it upon him - did he do something wrong? He did only kiss you twice before leaving for training that morning, and he did accidentally move away from you when the two of you were cuddling earlier. Heâs worried, but heâs also up to play your game if need be.
His grip on your phone tightens, and you hear his voice low, daring - âWhat was that darling?â
You truly meant it as an accident this time, and he manages to snap you out of it with his words. âOh, sorry, babe,â you correct yourself and he nods as if to silently say thatâs better.
You get your phone from him, and a quick kiss on the cheek before he settles back to wrapping his arms around you, tucking his head into the crook of your neck so he can look at your phone next to you.
Gavi
Whilst something like being called âbroâ might not matter to most other guys, it definitely did to your boyfriend. His reaction to your words was immediate, his head whipping up from where he had been laying beside you, eyes round and pleading.
âWhat?â his voice was quiet, almost unbelieving and you had to try your best not to laugh at how dramatic your boyfriendâs reaction was. Still, a small chuckle escapes your lips, only making you feel worse as a small pout forms from his lips.
âSorry, it slipped out,â you reassure him, reaching up a hand to stroke his cheek lovingly. He furrows his brows as if to pose the question - are you sure? But you only take this as a sign to mess with him, just a little more.
âWhat, you donât like me calling you bro?â Youâve completely forgotten about your phone at this point.
âNo, definitely not.â Heâs oddly serious when he says this, but this only adds to how amused you are by this situation.
âAlright baby,â you hum out your apology, trying your best to further express this through your thumb on his cheek - and luckily he seems to get the message. Before you know it, heâs melted back into your arms, your fingers curling lazily around his hair.
Jude
âWhat?â
Jude is quick with it, turning to you immediately as soon as the word leaves your mouth with an expression that makes you realise your mistake all too quickly.
âBro?â he asks again, almost daring you to repeat it, but the shocked laugh he lets out reassures you he isnât taking it to seriously - only getting an unfair amount of amusement from your mistake.
âWhatever, babe, there,â you say in mock-annoyance, not wanting to let him get the better of you.
âNuh-uh, you called me bro,â he pushed, leaning in close to you, his voice teasing.
âIt was an accident, okay?â
âSure,â he hums, finally grabbing your phone and handing it to you, all the while having a stupid smirk on his face, âIâll just have to start calling you mate or something, yeah?â
âDonât be ridiculous,â you mutter through pouted lips and he finally gives up the act, settling back by your side and pecking your cheek as an apology.
- As soon as all the players come off the pitch Pedri goes straight to you he doesn't care about all the cameras and the people shouting questions at him he has one thing on his mind and that's youÂ
- Once he finds you his arms go straight around your waist to hold you tight he doesn't spin you round or jump up and down with you in his arms he simply just holds you soaking up the moment
- You tell him how proud you are of him and the season he's had which makes him a little emotional because after last season he wanted nothing more than to just play as many matches as possible and he's done just that exceeding all your expectationsÂ
- He doesn't want to go back to the party he knows will be happening in the locker room he just wants to enjoy this moment with you because your encouragement and unwavering support is a major reason why he's been so motivated this season because he wanted to show you that he's as good as you always believed he wasÂ
- You didn't let him just stay with you because you want him to be part of the team celebrations but you do give him one more minute to hug you which he takes full advantage of by spending the whole minute kissing you until you have to physically push him off youÂ
- Before he goes he takes a picture with you which he posts on his story with the caption my trophy which you know is super cheesy but still you save the photo to remember this moment foreverÂ
Gavi:Â
- He is so full of energy when you finally see him even after all the locker room celebrations as soon as he sees you he runs towards you full speed which nearly has you falling straight to the floor but luckily he had enough balance to keep you both uprightÂ
- Straight away he picks you up and starts throwing you in the air he nearly drops you a few times and other times he nearly throws you high enough to hit your head on the ceiling but somehow neither of those things happen although you didn't care one bit how close you came to getting hurt because you were just happy for Pablo and the teamÂ
- If you let him he'd spend the rest of the night with you in his arms throwing you in the air like it's nothing but you don't because eventually you know he will drop you and after a while it makes you feel a bit sick so he has to let you down but not before he's had his funÂ
- Once your feet are finally back on the floor his lips are straight on yours. He always kisses passionately that's just the way he is but he was extra passionate as he kissed you this time there was just something special about the kiss like it held all the emotions of the last year the highs and the lows that all led to this exact momentÂ
- To win the title after going through such a horrible injury even if he didn't feature as much as he might have liked meant a lot to Pablo and to have you there to celebrate it with him meant even more because you stuck by him every second of his recovery and cheered him up with the dreams of this moment now it's here and he couldn't be happierÂ
- The rest of the night is crazy with celebrations at the training centre and then the chaotic drive home but Pablo has you by his side taking in as much of it with him as he can while also protecting you from some of the craziness as he's knows it's a lot for you even if you say you enjoy itÂ
Alejandro:Â
- He's so excited he's almost bouncing off the walls but that doesn't surprise you when he's really happy he always acts that way which makes you smile knowing that he's proud of his achievements because he should beÂ
- As soon as he gets the chance he slips away from the team celebrations and comes straight to find you and when he does you brace yourself for impact because you know he's going to run straight into you which he does but he surprises you by picking you upÂ
- He spins you round even though he knows spinning can make you feel sick because he's just that excited and honestly you don't care because you are excited too and you want to celebrate with him even if it means getting a little dizzyÂ
- To make up for spinning you round and making you dizzy he makes sure to smother you in kisses all over your face and neck before he finally kissed your lips which he doesn't want to pull away from but you don't want to be seen almost making out so you pull away eventuallyÂ
- At some points you feature in his live when he randomly decides to pull you in and kiss your cheek or dance around with you which ends up all over tiktok with so many people calling you two the cutest coupleÂ
- On the way home the fans surround your car so Alejandro decides to celebrate with them but he can't leave you out so he makes you put the car in park and join him standing out the sunroof and he even sits you on the roof so you can take it all in and it's a lot but it fills you with joy that you get to be part of all thisÂ
Ferran:Â
- There's no great time to get appendicitis but the timing really couldn't be worse for Ferran as he has to miss all the teams celebrations for the title he contributed to helping them win but as sad as he is about that it's made slightly better by having you with himÂ
- Your celebrations are somewhat muted as Ferran is still recovering so instead of jumping around like the rest of the team are Ferran has you climb into his bed so he can cuddle with you as that's the best way he can think of to celebrate in his positionÂ
- Your try it be careful as not to hurt him but he pulls you right into his side so he can hold you and shower you with kisses which really you should be doing to him but who are you to argue with him after he's just had surgeryÂ
- During the celebrations the boys FaceTime him so you grab his phone and hold it so that he can see everything going on and feel as much a part of it all as possible and of course it's not the same but just from the smile on his face you can tell he's still enjoying himselfÂ
- After leaving the stadium some of the guys come to the hospital to see Ferran so you go to get out of his bed so he can talk with his teammates but he doesn't let you he makes sure you are still curled up next to him the entire time as that's when he's at his happiest especially if he can't be amongst the whole team and the fans
- Once the boys left things get quieter and the both of you settle down for the night although it takes a while for you both to fall asleep after all the excitement but eventually Ferran falls asleep first so you text the guys to thank them for trying to include him as much as possible before going to sleep yourselfÂ
Fermin:
- The match against Espanyol had everything it was tight, full of tension and most importantly of all Fermin scored, you really didn't see it coming so when the ball went into the back of the net you couldn't even cheer your jaw was just on the floor but you were so proud of himÂ
- He spent a while celebrating with the team which you fully expected so you just waited patiently until Fermin finally emerged hair a mess and still jumping around until he saw you then he stopped jumping around and ran over to you bringing you straight into his arms so you could jump around togetherÂ
- Eventually you get to properly congratulate him on his goal and the title but that's the only words he lets you get in before he kisses you and grabs your hand to bring you to join the celebrations which by that point are slightly less intense but it's still a lot of funÂ
- At some point you somehow end up wearing Fermin's shirt which was all sweaty but it really didn't bother you as you were just having so much fun and soaking up the moment because Fermin will never win his first la liga title again although he will hopefully win many more in the futureÂ
- The night was long and you get separated from Fermin again as the players go out onto the balcony at the training centre but you watch it all filming every second to show him at some point although he has his eyes on you in the crowd most of the time occasionally blowing you a kiss or making a heart with his hands directed at youÂ
- By the time you get home you are well and truly exhausted but Fermin is still full of energy but because he knows you're tired he settles down in bed with you and just holds you taking in everything that's happened in the last few hours and as he does he realises his lucky he is to get to experience it all with you so he kisses you gently just as you are falling asleep
"thinking is all wrong, love will happen when it wantsâ
genre â fluff, suggestive, a tiny bit of angst
word count â 20k
summary â y/n has always been close with her brother gavi's best friend, fermĂn lĂłpez. what began as a childhood crush is now a dynamic filled with tension and playful teasing. after y/n's relationship with her toxic boyfriend ends, fermĂn sees his chance and steps up, turning his flirty banter into something real. as emotions rise, their undeniable chemistry leads them to confront the feelings they've hidden for years, realizing that their connection has always been deeper than they thought.
an â based on honesty by pink sweat$. i had so much fun writing this <3
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the day gavi left for la masia was one of the hardest days of y/nâs life. her little brother, whoâd always been so shy and reserved, was suddenly thrust into a world much bigger than their small home in los palacios. she had always been the protective older sister, the one who made sure gavi didnât get lost in his own thoughts or overwhelmed by the world around him. but now, she couldnât protect him from the unknowns that awaited him at la masia.
the house felt quieter, emptier, without gaviâs presence. even aurora, who was usually the lively one, seemed subdued. y/n couldnât help but worryâwould gavi make friends? would he be able to handle the pressure? would he miss home too much?
her worries didnât fully ease until gavi came home for the first time after joining the academy. but when he did return, she was surprised to see how much he had grownânot just physically, but in confidence. her shy little brother was still there, but there was a new light in his eyes, a spark of something stronger. and he wasnât alone.
âthis is fermĂn,â gavi said proudly, his arm slung casually around the other boyâs shoulders. âheâs my best friend.â
fermĂn looked a little uncertain, his eyes flickering to y/n before quickly looking away, as if he was trying to figure out how to act. there was something endearing about the way he shifted on his feet, his hands stuffed into his pockets like he didnât quite know what to do with them. he was taller than gavi, lean and lanky, but his posture was relaxed in a way that hinted at the quiet confidence heâd grow into later.
ânice to meet you, fermĂn,â y/n said softly, offering him a smile. she felt a strange warmth bloom in her chest as their eyes metâsomething unfamiliar and a little unsettling. she was used to boys looking at her, but there was something different about the way fermĂnâs gaze lingered, hesitant but curious, like he didnât quite know what to make of her.
ânice to meet you too,â he mumbled, his cheeks flushing pink as he quickly glanced away again, the tips of his ears turning red. gavi, oblivious to the sudden tension in the air, continued talking, but y/n found it hard to focus on anything other than the quiet, almost shy presence of fermĂn standing in her home.
he wasnât like the other boys y/n had met. fermĂn didnât try to impress her or put on airsâhe was just... himself. awkward, a little unsure, but with a kindness in his eyes that made her heart skip a beat. she wasnât used to feeling so flustered, especially not around someone like him. it wasnât love, not yet, but it was somethingâsomething that settled in her chest and made her cheeks heat up every time fermĂn happened to look her way.
and fermĂnâhe felt it too. he had never been good with girls, especially not ones like y/n, who seemed so effortlessly beautiful and composed. but there was something about her that made his heart race, something about the way she smiled at him that made his palms sweat and his words stumble. he didnât know what it was, exactly, but he knew that he wanted to spend more time with her, to figure out why being around her made him feel like he was standing on the edge of something big, something he couldnât quite name.
from that moment on, fermĂn became a regular fixture in their home. their parents took an immediate liking to him, treating him like another son. fermĂn had moved to la masia young, away from his family, and y/nâs parents took it upon themselves to welcome him with open arms. there was always a seat for him at the dinner table, and y/n noticed how quickly he became a part of their everyday life. he was always thereâlaughing with gavi, helping around the house, or simply sitting quietly, his presence a comforting one.
and every time fermĂn was around, y/n couldnât help but feel a little flustered. she found herself stealing glances at him when she thought he wasnât looking, her heart fluttering in a way that was completely unfamiliar to her. it was ridiculous, reallyâhe was just gaviâs best friend, just a boy. but there was something about him that made her cheeks flush and her thoughts scatter, and it drove her crazy that she couldnât figure out why.
they never spoke about it. neither of them dared to mention the way their eyes lingered a little too long on each other, or the way their faces heated up when their hands brushed by accident. it was just a crush, something simple and innocent, the kind of feeling that made them both a little shy, a little awkward, but not brave enough to admit it to each other. and so, they stayed in that strange limboâtwo teenagers tiptoeing around their feelings, both too scared to say what was really on their minds.
but those quiet moments, those unspoken glancesâthey were the beginning of something neither of them could have predicted.
the late afternoon sun streamed through the windows, casting warm, golden light across the living room as gavi and fermĂn sat on the couch, their eyes glued to the tv screen as they battled it out in a heated game of fifa. the sound of buttons clicking filled the room, along with the occasional groan of frustration or triumphant shout from gavi, who was clearly winning.
âhowâs your sister?â fermĂn asked casually, though his focus remained on the game. his tone was light, but gavi didnât miss the way his friendâs voice softened ever so slightly at the mention of y/n.
gavi chuckled, shaking his head as he glanced over at fermĂn. âstill not single, if thatâs what youâre asking. i donât know why you keep waiting around, hermano. sheâs got that guy from uniâwhatâs his name?âthe one everyone hates.â
fermĂn shrugged, his fingers moving deftly over the controller as he tried to stage a comeback in the game. âdoesnât matter. iâve waited this long; i can wait a little longer. besides, iâm not giving up that easily.â
gavi laughed again, more amused than anything else. he didnât take fermĂnâs flirting seriouslyâhe just thought his friend liked to mess with y/n because she was pretty and because it got under her skin. âyouâre insane, you know that? you could have any girl you want. they throw themselves at you, and youâre still hung up on my sister?â
fermĂnâs eyes flicked to gavi, his expression suddenly serious, though the corners of his mouth twitched with a smile. âyeah, but none of them are her.â
before gavi could respond, the sound of soft footsteps reached their ears, and they both turned just as y/n appeared at the bottom of the stairs. she was wearing her usual comfy shorts and an oversized shirt, her hair a little mussed from sleep. she froze when she saw them, her eyes widening slightly as she realized she wasnât alone.
âdidnât know you two were here,â she muttered, her cheeks flushing as she crossed her arms over her chest, suddenly self-conscious about her appearance.
fermĂnâs eyes lit up at the sight of her, a slow smile spreading across his face as he leaned back against the couch, his gaze raking over her in a way that made her heart race. âyou look good, hermosa. you donât need to hide from me.â
her blush deepened, and she rolled her eyes, though she couldnât stop the small smile that tugged at her lips. âyouâre impossible, fermĂn.â
âyou love it,â fermĂn shot back, his voice teasing but with an underlying warmth that made her stomach flutter.
gavi, oblivious to the tension between them, just laughed, shaking his head. âhermana, donât let him bother you. heâs harmless. besides, iâm sure youâre used to his nonsense by now.â
âoh, sheâs definitely used to me,â fermĂn said with a wink, his eyes never leaving y/nâs face. âbut that doesnât mean she doesnât like it.â
âdon't you have anything else to do?â y/n asked, trying to keep her voice steady as she made her way to the kitchen, grabbing a glass from the cupboard. âyou have plenty of girls who throw themselves at you. go bother one of them.â
âi told you,â fermĂn said, his voice dropping slightly as he followed her into the kitchen, leaning against the counter as she filled her glass with water. ânone of them are you, mi vida.â
she took a sip of water, trying to ignore the way her heart raced at the sound of his voice, the way his presence seemed to fill the entire room. âyouâre just saying that,â she muttered, though her voice lacked conviction.
fermĂn stepped closer, his eyes darkening as he lowered his voice to a whisper. âyou know iâm not. iâve waited this long, and iâll keep waiting until you see it too.â
her breath caught in her throat as his words sent a shiver down her spine, goosebumps rising on her skin. she hated how easily he could get under her skin, how his words made her feel things she wasnât ready to admit, even to herself.
âyouâre wasting your time,â she whispered back, though even as she said it, she knew it wasnât true. fermĂn had always been differentâhe wasnât like the other guys who flirted with her, who saw her as just another girl. there was something about him that made her want to believe him, to trust that he really did mean what he said.
âmaybe,â fermĂn said with a shrug, his tone lightening as he stepped back, giving her space. âbut i donât mind. some things are worth waiting for.â
she rolled her eyes again, but there was no hiding the small smile that tugged at her lips as she turned away, trying to ignore the way her heart still raced. âyouâre impossible,â she repeated, though this time, there was a hint of affection in her voice.
âand you love it,â fermĂn said with a grin, his eyes twinkling as he leaned against the counter, watching her with that same soft, almost reverent gaze that had made her heart flutter the first time theyâd met.
gavi finally looked up from the game, his expression amused as he watched the two of them. âseriously, hermana, donât let him get to you. heâs just messing around.â
fermĂnâs eyes flicked to gavi, his smile widening as he replied, âoh, iâm not messing around. not when it comes to her.â
y/n felt her cheeks flush again, and she quickly turned back to her glass of water, trying to hide her reaction. but even as she did, she couldnât help but feel a small thrill at fermĂnâs words, a sense of anticipation that she couldnât quite shake.
because no matter how much she tried to deny it, there was a part of her that was starting to believe him.
y/n was in her room, completely absorbed in her music, the soft hum of her headphones drowning out the world. she bent over to pick up something from the floor, unaware of anything beyond the lyrics swirling in her mind. her back was turned to the door, oblivious to the fact that someone had appeared at her doorway, watching her with a wicked grin.
fermĂn stood leaning against the frame, his arms crossed, eyes unapologetically lingering on her. he didnât even bother hiding the way his gaze trailed over her form, taking in every curve, every detail. the corner of his mouth tugged upward in amusementâhe loved how unaware she was of the effect she had on him. moments like this, when she wasnât guarded, made him want her even more.
she finally sensed something, turning her head slightly and spotting fermĂn out of the corner of her eye. startled, y/n straightened up quickly, her heart jumping in her chest. her headphones slipped off her ears, the music abruptly fading as she whipped around to face him.
"oh my goodness, fermĂn," she gasped, placing a hand over her chest. âyou scared the hell out of me. what are you doing here?â
he just shrugged, a lazy grin plastered on his face. âi was just enjoying the view,â he said, his voice slow and deliberate, his eyes flicking down her body before locking with hers again. âyou really shouldnât leave the door open when youâre bent over like that. itâs dangerous.â
y/nâs eyes narrowed, heat rushing to her cheeks as she processed his words. âgod, youâre such aââ
âwhat?â fermĂn interrupted, stepping into the room without waiting for an invitation, his movements smooth, calculated. âiâm just saying, baby, you have nothing to hide.â his voice dropped lower, more sensual, as he stood closer now, his presence overwhelming in the small space of her room. âin fact, you should show off a little more. itâs a crime to keep all of that to yourself.â
y/n rolled her eyes, crossing her arms defensively as she backed up slightly, her back brushing against the edge of her desk. âyouâre disgusting.â
fermĂn chuckled, unfazed by her deflection. âand yet, you havenât kicked me out.â he stepped closer, his voice lowering even more, laced with a teasing edge that made her stomach flip. âi know you like it when i flirt with you. i give you all my attention, hmm? â
âi think youâve confused liking it with tolerating it,â y/n shot back, though her voice wavered slightly. it was hard to keep her composure when he was this close, his presence making the air feel thicker, heavier.
fermĂn leaned in, his lips dangerously close to her ear. âi donât think marco flirts with you like this, does he?â he murmured, his breath hot against her skin, sending a shiver down her spine. âhe doesnât make you feel the way i do.â
y/nâs heart skipped a beat at the mention of marco, the guy sheâd been seeing casually on and off in uni. their relationship was complicated, messy, but it was nothing like thisânothing like the tension she felt with fermĂn.
âyou donât know anything about marco,â she replied, her voice barely a whisper as she tried to steady herself. she was determined not to let him see how much he affected her.
fermĂnâs smile widened, his eyes glinting with mischief as he leaned even closer, his lips brushing the shell of her ear. âi know enough. i know he doesnât know how to touch you like i would,â he whispered, his voice dripping with suggestion, each word a deliberate tease. âhe doesnât know how to please you like i can. you feel that, donât you?â
goosebumps erupted along y/nâs skin, her breath hitching as his words sank in. the worst part was, he was right. there was something about fermĂn that got under her skin in a way no one else could. but she wasnât about to give him the satisfaction of knowing that.
âyou think too highly of yourself,â she said, her voice steady despite the flutter in her chest.
fermĂn pulled back just enough to meet her gaze, his dark eyes burning into hers. âno, y/n.â he murmured, his lips curling into a slow, confident smile. âi think just the right amount. youâll see that eventually.â
the tension in the air was thick, electric, and for a moment, y/n almost faltered. the way fermĂn looked at her, like he was daring her to give in, was temptingâtoo tempting. but she wasnât going to let him win this easily.
with a quick smirk, y/n pushed herself off the desk, brushing past him as she made her way toward the door. âkeep dreaming, fermĂn,â she tossed over her shoulder, her tone light but teasing, leaving him standing there, high and dry.
fermĂnâs eyes followed her, a frustrated yet amused chuckle escaping his lips as he watched her leave. âoh, hermosaâ he called after her, his voice low and smooth. âi know you want me too. i am a patient man; i can wait for you to come around.â
y/n didnât bother responding, though her heart was still racing as she left the room, leaving fermĂn wanting more, just as she intended.
it was another friday night at the gavira household, but the air felt different tonight, thick with an unspoken tension. fermĂn sat on the couch, his fingers tapping restlessly against his thigh as aurora, her boyfriend, and gavi settled in for movie night. aurora was nestled under a blanket, her head resting on her boyfriendâs shoulder, while gavi stretched out beside them, lazily flipping through the channels to pick something to watch.
but fermĂn? fermĂn wasnât paying attention. he couldnât. his mind was elsewhere.
"where's y/n?" he asked again, his voice tight with frustration, though he tried to sound casual. heâd asked the same question earlier, but now it felt more like a demand than idle curiosity.
gavi sighed, rolling his eyes as if to say, not this again. "sheâs out with marco. theyâve got some uni thing or whatever."
at the mention of marco, fermĂnâs jaw clenched, a wave of jealousy crashing over him. he tried to ignore the bitterness in his throat, but it was useless. marco. it was always marco. how many times had he watched y/n leave to go see him, always with that same hopeful look in her eyes?
âmarco?â fermĂn spat the name out like it left a bad taste in his mouth. âwhy do you guys let her be with him? you know heâs no good for her.â
aurora glanced at him from where she was curled up, raising an eyebrow at his sudden outburst. âsheâs a grown woman, fermĂn. weâre not her keepers.â
gavi nodded, his voice filled with amusement. âyeah, man. y/n can take care of herself. besides, why are you so worked up? youâre always flirting with her, but we all know youâre not serious.â
aurora snickered, clearly entertained by the whole situation. "come on, fermĂn, youâve had a crush on her since forever. but we all know youâre just... you."
gavi laughed at his sisterâs words, oblivious to the depth of fermĂnâs feelings. "yeah, besides, all those girls at the club basically throw themselves at you. donât act like youâre some lovesick puppy."
fermĂn felt the sharp sting of frustration. they donât get it. gavi didnât get it. none of them knew how long heâd been waiting, how much he actually cared. but he didnât argue. he couldnât. he didnât want to seem vulnerable, not with them teasing him like this.
but his mind kept wandering to y/nâand marco. she deserves so much better than him.
the rest of the night dragged on, the movie playing in the background as fermĂnâs thoughts spiraled. gavi and aurora were oblivious to the internal war going on inside him. every second that y/n spent with marco felt like it was chipping away at him.
as the movie ended and everyone started getting ready to head to bed, fermĂn slipped into the kitchen to grab a glass of water, his mood still dark. just as he was about to leave, the door creaked open, and y/n walked in, her face pale, her expression a mix of anger and hurt.
she froze when she saw him, visibly taken aback by his presence. "oh, great," she muttered under her breath. âiâm not in the mood for this.â
fermĂn didnât bother hiding his concern. âfor what?â he asked, stepping closer to her. âfor me?â
y/n crossed her arms over her chest, trying to appear composed, but fermĂn could see through it. âyes, for you. iâm really not in the mood for your flirting, fermĂn. not tonight.â
his gaze softened as he looked at her, catching the way her eyes flickered with something deeperâsomething more vulnerable. âiâm not just your flirt,â he said gently. âiâm your friend, too. remember?â he leaned in slightly, a teasing smirk tugging at his lips. âand donât forget who gave you your first kiss.â
her eyes widened, the memory hitting her like a wave. âugh,â she groaned, wrinkling her nose. âthat was disgusting.â
they were twelve, sitting under the tree in her backyard, a warm summer day. it had been an innocent dareâsomething childish, something silly, but the second their lips met, fermĂn felt something he couldnât quite name at the time. the kiss was awkward, clumsy, and over in an instant, both of them laughing nervously afterward, neither realizing the weight of what it meant.
âdisgusting?â fermĂn feigned offense, though a mischievous smile danced on his lips. âyou didnât seem to think so back then.â
y/n rolled her eyes, but there was a trace of a smile on her face despite the hurt lingering in her expression. âwhat do you want, fermĂn?â
he ignored her question, stepping closer and gently grabbing her hand. âsit down with me,â he urged softly, his voice lower now, more serious. âtell me what happened.â
she hesitated, but something in his tone made her comply, and she let him pull her to the kitchen counter where they both sat. she sighed, looking down at their hands for a moment before speaking.
âmarco,â she started, bitterness creeping into her voice. âhe embarrassed me tonight. we were at the club, and heââ her voice wavered, and she clenched her fists. âhe kissed someone else. in front of everyone. like i didnât even matter.â
fermĂnâs grip on her hand tightened, his jaw clenching as anger bubbled up inside him. âhe did what?â his voice was low, dangerous.
âyeah,â she scoffed bitterly. âi guess he figured he could get away with it because weâve been so on and off. like it didnât matter.â her eyes met fermĂnâs, and she forced a weak smile. âitâs over between us. for good this time.â
fermĂnâs heart raced, his mind flashing through all the times he had to watch her with marco, pretending he was okay with it. but nowânow she was single, and he finally had an opening. his fingers brushed hers softly, their closeness suddenly thick with tension.
âheâs an idiot, you know that, right?â fermĂn said softly, his eyes boring into hers. âyou deserve so much more than him.â
y/nâs gaze flickered to his lips for a split second before she caught herself, pulling back slightly. âfermĂn, donâtââ
he didnât let her finish. instead, he leaned in, his face inches from hers, his breath warm on her skin. âlet me kiss you,â he whispered, his voice low and full of desire. âjust this once.â
for a moment, the world seemed to stop, their gazes locked, the weight of his words hanging between them. y/n hesitated, her heart pounding in her chest, and then, before she could think it through, she nodded.
fermĂnâs lips were on hers in an instant, soft but insistent, a mixture of pent-up desire and tenderness. his hands found her waist, pulling her closer as she melted into the kiss, years of tension between them finally snapping. the kiss deepened, his hands sliding up her back as her fingers tangled in his hair.
y/nâs chest rose and fell rapidly, her breath still mingling with fermĂnâs as they both turned toward the sound of the creaking stairs. but there was no oneâjust the empty space of the dark hallway leading up to the bedrooms. for a heartbeat, they stayed frozen, staring, listening for any sign of life. but when no one appeared, fermĂnâs gaze slowly slid back to y/n, a slow, dangerous smile curving his lips.
âyou scared?â he murmured, his voice low and husky, the heat between them flaring up again as if it had never been interrupted. âbecause iâm not.â
y/n swallowed, her throat dry, but she refused to look away from him, her pulse thrumming in her ears. âyouâre crazy, you know that?â she whispered, her voice breathy, her body still thrumming from the intensity of their kiss.
âonly when it comes to you,â he said softly, taking a step forward, closing the gap once more. his hands found her waist again, his touch firm and possessive. âevery time iâm around you, i feel like iâm losing my mind.â
her heart pounded wildly as his words sank in, and the fire in his eyes made it impossible to pretend she wasnât affected. every inch of her felt like it was burning, aching for his touch. she knew she should stop this, knew they were treading on dangerous ground. but the way he was looking at herâthe way he was holding her, like she was something precious, something heâd waited so long to haveâmade it impossible to think straight.
âfermĂn,â she whispered, his name a soft plea on her lips.
âsay it again,â he murmured, his forehead brushing against hers. his voice was rough, edged with need. âsay my name like that again.â
âfermĂn,â she breathed, her fingers gripping his shoulders, pulling him closer. he groaned softly, the sound reverberating through her, and then his mouth was on hers again, hot and demanding, his kiss full of raw, unrestrained passion.
this time, there was no hesitation, no holding back. his hands slid up her sides, skimming over her curves as if he couldnât get enough, as if he needed to touch every part of her. y/nâs hands fisted in his shirt, tugging him closer, her own body arching into his. sheâd never felt like this beforeânever felt this desperate, this alive.
âyou have no idea what you do to me,â fermĂn murmured against her lips, his voice strained, his hands wandering down to grip her hips, pulling her flush against him. âyou think he could ever make you feel like this?â his tone was dark, possessive, filled with a kind of jealousy that made her heart race even faster.
âno,â she gasped, her nails digging into his shoulders as he trailed hot, open-mouthed kisses down her neck. âfermĂn, Iââ
âthen say it,â he growled softly, his teeth grazing her skin in a way that sent shivers down her spine. âtell me iâm the only one.â
âyouâre the only one,â she whispered, her voice breaking as his mouth found that sensitive spot just below her ear, his tongue flicking against her skin. âyouâoh god, fermĂnââ
âthatâs right,â he murmured, his hands sliding down to cup her ass, lifting her up onto the counter with ease. âjust me, y/n. no one else.â his words were like a promise, a vow, each syllable laced with heat and desire. âyouâre mine.â
the way he said itâso certain, so absoluteâsent a thrill through her, making her pulse race. she shouldâve stopped him, shouldâve reminded him of all the reasons this was a terrible idea. but instead, she found herself wrapping her legs around his waist, pulling him closer, wanting to feel every inch of him.
âprove it,â she whispered breathlessly, her lips brushing against his in a teasing, almost taunting kiss. âprove that youâre better.â
his eyes darkened, and for a moment, y/n thought sheâd pushed him too far. but then fermĂnâs lips curved into a slow, dangerous smile, his gaze searing into hers.
âoh, i will,â he murmured, his voice a low, seductive rumble that sent a shiver of anticipation down her spine. âbut you already know that, donât you?â
before she could respond, his lips were on hers again, his kiss deep and consuming, his hands sliding up to cradle her face. he kissed her like he was trying to memorize her, like he wanted to burn himself into her memory, his touch leaving a trail of fire wherever it landed.
âyou think he could ever do this?â fermĂn whispered against her lips, his hands sliding down to her thighs, squeezing gently. âthink he could make you feel like youâre burning from the inside out?â
âno,â she whispered, her voice barely audible, her breath hitching as his hands moved higher, teasing the sensitive skin just below the hem of her shorts. âonly you, fermĂn. only you.â
âgood,â he growled softly, his mouth trailing down her neck, his teeth grazing her skin. âbecause iâm not letting anyone else have you.â
their kiss deepened, the world around them disappearing until there was nothing but the two of them, the heat between them, the way his hands gripped her like he never wanted to let go. y/nâs fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, her body arching into his, her heart racing in her chest.
âfermĂn,â she gasped, her voice breaking as his mouth moved lower, his lips trailing fire down her throat. âweâwe shouldnâtââ
âdo you really want me to stop?â he murmured, his breath hot against her skin, his hands sliding up to cup her face, forcing her to meet his gaze. âtell me, y/n. tell me you donât want this.â
her resolve crumbled under the intensity of his stare, the way his hands framed her face so gently, like she was something fragile, something precious. âiâi canât,â she whispered, her voice trembling. âbecause i do want it. i want you.â
fermĂnâs eyes darkened, his grip tightening. âthen donât say no,â he murmured softly, his lips brushing against hers in the barest of kisses. âdonât push me away.â
âi wonât,â she breathed, her heart pounding wildly. ânot anymore.â
the relief, the raw emotion in his gaze nearly undid her, and then fermĂn was kissing her again, his lips claiming hers in a kiss so deep, so intense, it left her breathless. he kissed her like he was afraid sheâd disappear, like he was trying to pour every unspoken feeling, every ounce of desire into her, and y/n found herself responding just as fiercely, matching his passion with her own.
âyouâre mine,â fermĂn whispered against her lips, his hands gripping her hips tightly, possessively. âand iâm yours.â
fermĂnâs hands gripped her waist, lifting her effortlessly onto the counter, her legs instinctively wrapping around his hips. the cool marble beneath her was a stark contrast to the heat simmering between them, his body pressed firmly against hers. his mouth claimed hers with an urgency that made her head spin, his lips searing against her own as his hands trailed up her sides, fingers splayed against her back as he pulled her closer.
âyouâre driving me crazy,â he murmured between kisses, his breath hot against her skin. âdo you know that?â
âgood,â she whispered back, voice breathless as her fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him even closer. âbecause you make me feel the same.â
his response was a low growl of approval, his lips trailing down her jaw, nipping gently at the sensitive skin of her neck. she gasped softly, her body arching into his, every nerve alight with a fire that only he seemed capable of igniting. the feel of him nestled between her legs, the solid weight of his body against hersâit was intoxicating.
âfermĂn,â she breathed, his name a soft plea on her lips, her nails raking lightly down his back. âdonât stop.â
but just as he leaned in to capture her lips once more, the sound of footsteps creaking on the stairs made them freeze. they pulled apart abruptly, eyes wide as they turned to see aurora standing at the base of the stairs, rubbing her eyes sleepily. y/nâs breath came in quick, shallow bursts, her face flushed as she tried to smooth down her hair, pretending like they hadnât just been seconds away from losing themselves completely.
âwhat are you two doing?â aurora asked suspiciously, her gaze flicking between them, her brow furrowed in confusion. she looked far too alert for someone whoâd just woken up.
âjust⊠getting water,â fermĂn answered, his voice a little too casual, his hands still resting on y/nâs waist as if he couldnât quite bring himself to let go. y/n nodded quickly, biting her lip to keep from laughing at how ridiculous they mustâve looked, flushed and breathless in the middle of the kitchen at midnight.
aurora raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced. âright,â she muttered, glancing between them one last time before turning back to the cabinet and grabbing a glass. she filled it slowly, her eyes lingering on them for just a moment too long before she finally turned and padded back up the stairs.
the second she was gone, fermĂn turned back to y/n, a wicked grin tugging at his lips. âweâre not very good at sneaking around, are we?â he murmured, his fingers brushing lightly over her bare thigh, the touch sending sparks of electricity dancing across her skin.
âmaybe we should practice more,â she suggested, her voice low, teasing as she leaned forward, her lips grazing his ear. âyou know⊠when no one else is around.â
the suggestion hung between them, thickening the air with anticipation. fermĂn groaned softly, his hands tightening on her hips, his resolve wavering as she looked up at him through her lashes, eyes dark and full of promise.
âdonât tempt me, hermosa,â he warned, his voice a low growl, his hands sliding up to cup her face gently, his thumbs brushing over her cheekbones. âbecause if I take you to bed now, I wonât be able to stop.â
âwho says i want you to?â she whispered back, her breath warm against his lips, her fingers trailing lightly down his chest. the way she looked at himâfull of mischief and desireâmade it nearly impossible to think, every rational thought disappearing in the haze of want that clouded his mind.
ây/n,â he murmured, his voice strained as he rested his forehead against hers, trying to keep himself in check. âgo upstairs. now.â
âbutââ
ânow,â he repeated firmly, though his gaze betrayed just how close he was to giving in. âbefore i change my mind.â
she pouted, her lips forming into a soft, teasing smile as she slowly slid off the counter, making a show of it, her body brushing against his as she moved. she felt his hands grip her waist briefly, like he was fighting the urge to pull her back against him, his eyes glued to her every movement as she took a step back, then another.
âgoodnight, fermĂn,â she purred, her voice laced with amusement as she turned, giving her hips an exaggerated sway as she walked towards the stairs.
and then she felt itâa light, playful tap against her bottom, making her squeal softly, more from surprise than anything else. she turned back to see him smirking, his eyes dark with hunger, his fingers lingering where heâd touched her, as if he couldnât quite bring himself to let her go.
âgo,â he murmured, his voice a low rasp. âbefore i change my mind and take you right here.â
her stomach flipped at the raw desire in his voice, her pulse racing as she took another step, her eyes never leaving his. âsweet dreams, fermĂn,â she teased, a wicked smile pulling at her lips as she started up the stairs. âdream of me.â
âi already do,â he shot back, his gaze burning into hers. âand tonight will be no different.â
she shook her head, laughing softly as she made her way up the stairs, feeling the weight of his gaze on her the entire time. and just before she disappeared around the corner, she glanced back, giving him one last, playful smile.
âgoodnight, fermĂn,â she murmured softly, the words almost a promise.
âgoodnight, hermosa,â he whispered back, his voice filled with a longing that made her heart ache.
and with that, she turned and disappeared up the stairs, leaving him standing alone in the kitchen, his heart racing and his hands still tingling from the feel of her skin.
âdios mĂo,â he muttered under his breath, running a hand through his hair as he tried to calm himself. âsheâs going to be the death of me.â
but even as he turned away, heading for the sink to splash some cold water on his face, a slow smile spread across his lips.
because tonightâtonight, sheâd chosen him.
and that was all he needed.
the next morning, the atmosphere in the kitchen was light and lively as y/nâs family gathered for breakfast. the scent of freshly brewed coffee mingled with the aroma of scrambled eggs and toast as her mom hummed along to a tune on the radio. gavi and their dad were already engaged in a spirited debate about last nightâs game, while aurora and her boyfriend, adriĂĄn, whispered quietly, still looking half-asleep.
but y/nâs attention wasnât on any of them. it was on fermĂn, seated right across the table from her, his eyes lingering on her lips whenever he thought no one was looking, like he couldnât stop replaying every stolen moment from last night.
she bit back a smile, determined to make him squirm for the way heâd left her breathless and aching before sending her to bed alone. âsuch a gentleman,â sheâd teased softly before slipping up the stairs, knowing heâd been one wrong look away from following her up and finishing what theyâd started.
âso, y/n,â gavi suddenly spoke up, snapping her out of her thoughts. âwhatâs going on with marco? are you two⊠back together again?â
the entire table fell silent, every gaze turning to her, and y/n froze, her heart hammering. she opened her mouth to respond, but fermĂn beat her to it.
âtheyâre not together,â he said smoothly, his voice calm but firm as he set his coffee cup down, his eyes locked on gaviâs. âin fact, theyâre completely done. forever.â
every head at the table turned toward him, eyes wide with surprise.
âwhat?â her dad blinked, clearly thrown. âsince when?â
âsince last night,â fermĂn replied, a slight smirk tugging at his lips as his gaze flicked to y/n. âshe told me herself.â
aurora narrowed her eyes, her gaze darting between the two of them. âshe told you?â she repeated slowly, suspicion creeping into her tone.
âyes,â fermĂn said lightly, leaning back in his chair, looking completely at ease despite the tension crackling in the air. âwe had a little⊠chat.â
y/nâs heart was pounding, heat creeping up her neck. she could practically feel her familyâs curious stares burning into her, but she couldnât look away from fermĂn, who was watching her with that infuriatingly smug smile, his eyes gleaming with something dark and triumphant.
âwell, thatâs wonderful news,â their mom said brightly, clearly choosing to ignore the tension between them. âi never liked that boy anyway.â
âneither did i,â gavi muttered darkly, his gaze still fixed on fermĂn like he was trying to figure out what the hell was going on. âbut wait, why didnât you tell us?â
y/n opened her mouth to answer, but fermĂn spoke first again, his voice soft but firm. âbecause she was still processing it,â he said, his eyes never leaving hers. âbreaking things off for good isnât easy, especially when thereâs history.â
her heart skipped a beat. the way he said itâthe way he looked at herâit was like he was talking about more than just marco. like he was talking about them.
âwell, good for you, y/n,â aurora said firmly, snapping everyone out of the tense moment. she raised her glass of orange juice, a fierce look on her face. âto cutting out toxic boys and moving on to better things.â
âto better things,â the rest of the family echoed, lifting their glasses in a toast.
y/n forced a smile, clinking her glass with gaviâs, her heart still racing. âthanks, guys,â she murmured softly, feeling a rush of warmth at their support.
but even as the conversation shifted to other topics, she couldnât stop sneaking glances at fermĂn. couldnât stop thinking about the way heâd stepped in, the way heâd spoken up for her like it was his job to protect her, defend her.
and then, just as everyone started getting up to clear their plates, fermĂn moved. he slipped behind her, his body brushing hers for just a moment, sending a shiver down her spine as he leaned in, his lips brushing the shell of her ear.
âyou didnât think iâd let you handle that alone, did you?â he murmured, his voice low and teasing.
she sucked in a breath, her pulse racing. âwhy did you do that?â she whispered back, her voice barely audible over the clatter of dishes.
he pulled back slightly, just enough to meet her gaze, his eyes dark, intense. âbecause i donât like sharing whatâs mine,â he murmured softly, his hand skimming lightly over her lower back, making her shiver. âand you, hermosa⊠youâre mine.â
her heart stuttered, the air between them crackling with tension.
âoh?â she whispered breathlessly, her voice trembling despite herself. âsince when?â
fermĂnâs lips curved into a slow, wicked smile, his gaze dropping to her lips, then lower. âsince the second i kissed you,â he murmured, his voice a low growl that made her knees weak. âand from now on, no one else gets to touch you. no one.â
her breath caught, her entire body tingling at the possessive note in his voice. âdo you understand?â he murmured, his eyes burning into hers.
âyes,â she breathed, barely able to form the word. âyes.â
âgood girl,â he murmured, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to her temple before stepping back, his gaze still smoldering. ânow go upstairs, y/n.â
her heart jumped, her pulse racing. âwhy?â she whispered, fighting to keep her voice steady.
fermĂnâs eyes darkened, his gaze dropping to her lips, then lower. âbecause if you donât, iâm going to forget where we are and make you scream my name right here in this kitchen.â
heat flooded her cheeks, her breath hitching. but before she could respond, he stepped back, giving her a wicked grin. âgo,â he murmured softly.
she swallowed hard, forcing herself to turn, to move towards the stairs. but just as she reached the first step, she glanced back over her shoulder, arching her back slightly, giving him a slow, deliberate smile.
âyou know,â she murmured softly, her voice a low, teasing purr. âyouâre not the only one who likes to tease, fermĂn.â
his gaze darkened, his jaw clenching. âwatch it, hermosa,â he growled softly, his voice rough. âor youâre going to regret it.â
she smirked, giving her hips a slow, deliberate sway as she ascended the stairs, her heart pounding.
âweâll see,â she called softly over her shoulder, just loud enough for him to hear.
but even as she disappeared down the hall, she could still feel his gaze burning into her, still hear his words echoing in her ears.
youâre mine.
and god help her, but she liked the sound of that more than she should.
the house was quieter than usual, the muffled sounds of the tv drifting in from the living room where gavi and their dad were engrossed in some match commentary. aurora and adriĂĄn were in the backyard, talking softly, their laughter drifting through the open windows. it was a rare, peaceful afternoon â a break from the chaos of training schedules and back-to-back matches.
fermĂn had been wandering down the hallway, headed towards the kitchen to grab a drink, when a soft hand grabbed the back of his shirt and yanked him sideways, right through the door he had looked at for what felt like hours.
y/nâs room.
âhermosaââ
the door clicked shut behind them, and before he could even register what was happening, she was on him, her mouth hot and insistent against his. fermĂn froze for a split second, eyes wide, hands hovering uncertainly above her hips. but then she kissed him harder, her fingers tangling in his hair, and he melted against her, a low growl rumbling in his chest as his arms wrapped around her, pulling her flush against him.
âwell, hello to you, too,â he murmured breathlessly when she finally pulled back for air, his lips already chasing hers again.
âshut up,â she whispered, and then her mouth was on his again, all soft heat and urgency. she kissed him like she couldnât get enough, like he was something she needed to breathe. fermĂnâs head spun, his heart pounding wildly in his chest.
âmiss me, did you?â he teased between kisses, his voice a low rasp.
y/nâs only response was to nip at his lower lip, tugging him closer until his back hit the door. âmaybe,â she muttered, her hands trailing down his chest, slipping under the hem of his shirt to splay against the warm skin of his stomach. âyouâre insufferable, you know that?â
he chuckled, the sound low and rough as he cupped the back of her neck, tilting her head up so he could deepen the kiss. âand yet youâre the one who couldnât wait to get me alone,â he murmured against her lips, his smile widening when he felt her shudder.
âshut up,â she repeated, but there was no bite to her words. only want.
they stumbled back, fumbling towards the bed as they kissed, their hands roaming, pulling, grasping at each other. every nerve in fermĂnâs body was on fire, his senses overwhelmed by the feel of her, the taste of her, the intoxicating reality of having her pressed so close.
they broke apart just long enough for her to push him onto the bed, climbing up to straddle his lap, her thighs bracketing his hips. fermĂnâs breath hitched, his hands flying to her waist as he stared up at her, his gaze dark and hungry.
âgetting used to this view,â he murmured, his voice low and strained, his fingers flexing against her hips. âcould watch you like this all day, hermosa.â
y/n rolled her eyes, her lips twitching in a reluctant smile. âgod, youâre such aââ
but whatever insult she was about to throw at him melted into a gasp as fermĂnâs hands slid up her sides, his thumbs brushing teasingly against the underside of her breasts. she leaned down, capturing his lips in a fierce, breathless kiss, her hands framing his face as she poured every ounce of longing and frustration and pent-up desire into it.
âfermĂn,â she whispered against his lips, her voice trembling. âi donât want to wait. i need you.â
his heart lurched, a rush of heat and affection and pure, unadulterated want flooding through him. he kissed her back just as fiercely, his hands roaming down to grip her thighs, pulling her closer until she was pressed tight against him.
âhermosa...â he groaned, his voice rough, torn between need and restraint.
she kissed him again, harder, her hands sliding up into his hair, tugging just the way she knew drove him crazy. âplease,â she whispered, her breath hot against his ear. âfermĂn, pleaseââ
but just as things started to spiral, just as his control began to slip, fermĂn broke the kiss, his hands coming up to gently cup her face.
âno,â he breathed, his chest heaving as he forced himself to pull back, his gaze soft but firm as he looked up at her.
y/n blinked down at him, her brow furrowed, her eyes dark and dazed. âwhat?â
he swallowed hard, his fingers trembling slightly as he stroked her cheek. âweâre not gonna have sex, y/n.â
her face fell, her confusion quickly morphing into frustration. âwhy not?â she demanded, her voice sharp with disbelief. âyou know iâm not a virgin.â
fermĂn flinched, his jaw clenching tight. ânot that,â he muttered, his gaze flicking away. âeven though... dios, i wish i never had to see you and him together.â
y/nâs heart stuttered, a pang of guilt and something else â something raw and painful and achingly tender â twisting in her chest. âfermĂn,â she whispered, her voice softening. âwhat are you talking about?â
he took a deep breath, forcing himself to meet her gaze again. âiâm talking about wanting more than that,â he said quietly, his eyes searching hers. âi want to... to court you, y/n.â
she stared at him, her mouth dropping open. âcourt me?â
âyeah.â fermĂnâs lips twitched in a wry smile, his hands sliding down to rest gently on her hips. âi want to wine and dine you, hermosa. i want to treat you like you deserve to be treated. i want to take you out on dates, hold your hand, show you off to everyone. because youâre more than just sex to me, y/n. youâre...â
he trailed off, his gaze softening, turning almost shy.
âyouâre everything.â
y/nâs heart stopped, her breath catching painfully in her throat. she stared down at him, her chest tight, her mind whirling as she tried to process his words.
âfermĂn...â she whispered, her voice trembling. âyou... you really want that?â
âof course i do,â he murmured, his gaze never wavering. âyou think iâd spend all these years watching you from the sidelines, wanting you, only to rush things now?â he shook his head, his hands squeezing gently at her hips. âyouâre worth more than that. weâre worth more than that.â
y/n felt a lump form in her throat, her vision blurring. she blinked rapidly, trying to force back the sudden rush of emotion. âbut i thoughtââ
âi donât care what you thought,â fermĂn interrupted softly, his thumb brushing over her bottom lip. âall i care about is you. i want to do this right, y/n. i want to show you how much you mean to me. because you deserve that. more than anyone.â
her heart swelled, a rush of warmth and affection and something terrifyingly close to love flooding through her. she stared down at him, at the boy sheâd had a crush on for so long, the boy who had always been just out of reach, the boy who was now looking up at her like she was his entire world.
âfermĂn,â she whispered, her voice barely more than a breath. âi...â
âshh,â he murmured, his gaze soft and warm and achingly tender. âyou donât have to say anything, hermosa. just... let me show you.â
y/n swallowed hard, nodding shakily as she leaned down, pressing her forehead against his. âokay,â she whispered. âokay, fermĂn.â
he smiled, his eyes crinkling at the corners, his hands gently cradling her face as he kissed her â slow and sweet and heartbreakingly gentle.
âte prometo,â (i promise) he whispered softly against her lips, his voice low and rough. âiâm gonna make you forget every single moment with him. iâm gonna make you feel like the only girl in the world, hermosa. just you and me.â
y/nâs eyes fluttered shut, a single tear slipping down her cheek as she kissed him back, her heart aching with the force of everything she felt for him.
âokay,â she whispered again, her voice choked. âokay.â
and for the first time in a long time, she felt like maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay. because she had fermĂn. and he was more than enough.
the moonlight draped over them like a silk blanket, casting gentle shadows that swayed with the breeze as fermĂn led her through the secluded garden path. tiny lanterns lined the cobblestone walkway, illuminating the darkened flora and creating a dreamlike atmosphere. the night felt almost surreal, like stepping into a scene straight out of a romantic movie. and when he finally stopped at the small, private terrace overlooking the city below, y/nâs breath caught in her throat.
âfermĂn,â she whispered, eyes wide with wonder as she took in the sight before her.
a single round table sat in the center, draped in an elegant white cloth, adorned with a modest bouquet of fresh roses. candlelight flickered softly, casting a warm glow over the delicate china and crystal glasses set meticulously for two. it was simple, understated, yet breathtakingly beautiful. beyond the terrace railing, the city lights twinkled like a sea of stars, stretching out as far as the eye could see.
âdo you like it?â fermĂn asked softly, his voice low and uncertain for the first time that evening.
âlike it?â y/n turned to look at him, her gaze brimming with emotion. âitâs perfect, fermĂn. iâi didnât expect this.â
he ducked his head, a bashful smile tugging at his lips. âwell, i had some time to plan,â he murmured, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. âiâve... wanted to take you out for a long time, y/n.â
the sincerity in his voice made her chest tighten. stepping forward, she reached out and took his hand, squeezing gently. âthank you,â she said softly. âfor making tonight so special.â
fermĂnâs eyes softened as he gazed down at her, his thumb brushing lightly over her knuckles. âyouâre special,â he replied simply. âso, itâs only fair.â
y/nâs heart fluttered at his words, a shy smile spreading across her face. âyouâre such a sap,â she teased lightly, her eyes sparkling with affection.
âonly for you,â fermĂn shot back with a grin, tugging her hand gently as he led her to the table. he pulled out her chair with a flourish, earning an amused roll of her eyes as she took a seat.
âa gentleman, too,â y/n mused, glancing up at him as he settled across from her.
âonly for you,â he repeated softly, his gaze lingering on her with a look so intense it sent a shiver down her spine.
they fell into easy conversation as the night unfolded, laughter and teasing exchanges filling the space between them. fermĂn had thought of everything â from the food (her favorite dishes prepared exactly the way she liked) to the wine, to the soft music playing in the background. he had paid attention, remembered every little detail sheâd ever mentioned in passing, and y/n couldnât help but be overwhelmed by how thoughtful it all was.
but more than that, it was the way he looked at her â like she was the only thing that mattered in the entire world â that made her realize just how deeply he felt for her.
âyou know,â y/n murmured, her voice soft as she leaned back in her chair, twirling the stem of her wine glass between her fingers, âi used to have the biggest crush on you.â
fermĂnâs eyebrows shot up in surprise. âused to?â
she laughed, shaking her head. âokay, maybe i still do.â
"maybe?â he echoed, leaning forward, his lips twitching with amusement. âso, what happened to that certainty, hermosa? you just fell out of love with me over the years?â
y/n bit her lip, her cheeks warming under his gaze. ânot exactly,â she admitted. âbut... i never knew if you felt the same.â
he blinked, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water. âwhat?â fermĂn spluttered, staring at her in disbelief. âare you serious?â
âwell, yeah,â y/n replied, a bit defensive now. âyou neverâ i mean, you flirted, but you flirt with everyone, fermĂn. how was i supposed to know?â
he groaned, burying his face in his hands dramatically. âdios mĂo, youâre killing me here, preciosa.â (oh my god, you're killing me here gorgeous)
âwhat?â she laughed, reaching out to nudge his arm. âwhatâs so funny?â
fermĂn lifted his head, his expression a mixture of exasperation and amusement. ây/n,â he said slowly, enunciating every syllable, âi have practically flirted with you every single day since i first met you.â
y/nâs smile faltered, her eyes widening. âyou have?"
âof courseâ he emphasized, leaning closer, his gaze boring into hers. âevery. single. day. how could you not know?â
âi justâ i thought you were being... friendly,â she stammered, still reeling from the revelation. âand besides, you never made a moveââ
âbecause i was terrified,â fermĂn cut in, shaking his head. âdo you know how long iâve wanted to do this?â he leaned across the table, capturing her hand in his once more.
âdo what?â she whispered, her heart pounding.
âthis,â he repeated softly, raising her hand to his lips and pressing a gentle kiss to her knuckles. âtake you out, tell you how much you mean to me... show you that iâm serious.â
y/n stared at him, her breath catching in her throat. âserious?â
âyes,â fermĂn murmured, his gaze unwavering. âiâm serious about you, y/n. i have been for a long time.â
silence fell between them, the weight of his words sinking in. y/nâs heart felt like it was going to burst out of her chest, her emotions swirling in a dizzying whirlwind.
âiâ i donât know what to say,â she whispered finally.
âyou donât have to say anything,â fermĂn murmured, his thumb stroking softly over her hand. âjust... let me show you. let meâ let me be what you need.â
y/n swallowed hard, blinking back the sudden sting of tears. âyou already are, fermĂn,â she whispered. âyouâve always been.â
his smile was soft, almost reverent. âthen let me do this right, baby. let me... let me take my time with you.â
y/nâs brow furrowed slightly. âwhat do you mean?â
âi mean... maybe we shouldnât tell anyone just yet,â he said hesitantly, his gaze searching hers. ânot until weâre sure.â
she blinked. âsure?â
âthat this is it,â fermĂn murmured. âthat itâs real.â
y/n stared at him, her heart aching at the vulnerability in his eyes. then, slowly, she nodded. âokay,â she whispered. âi respect that.â
he exhaled softly, relief flooding his expression. âthank you.â
âbesides,â she added, a small smile tugging at her lips, âi really donât want my family in my business right now.â
fermĂn chuckled. âunderstandable.â
âbut,â y/n continued, her gaze turning serious, âif weâre serious about this, fermĂn, weâll have to tell pablo eventually.â
he winced slightly at the mention of her brotherâs name but nodded. âi am serious about you, baby. but... letâs enjoy this for now. just us.â
y/n smiled softly, squeezing his hand gently. âjust us,â she agreed.
fermĂn leaned closer, his gaze warm and tender as he whispered, âdoes that mean i can kiss you now?â
âyou donât have to ask,â y/n murmured back, her smile widening.
he didnât need any more encouragement. with a soft sigh, fermĂn closed the distance between them, his lips capturing hers in a slow, sweet kiss that spoke of all the feelings heâd kept hidden for so long.
it was perfect. just like everything else that night.
the house was unusually quiet when y/n pushed open the front door, her shoulders aching from a long day at uni. she let out a tired sigh, tossing her backpack to the floor before kicking off her shoes. she barely had time to register the silence when her momâs sharp voice pierced through the quiet.
"nena! come to the living room, now."
y/nâs eyebrows shot up in surprise. "uh⊠okay?" she called back, her tone unsure as she padded down the hall. the second she stepped into the living room, she froze.
her entire family was thereâher mom, dad, gavi, aurora, adriĂĄn⊠and fermĂn, lounging casually on the couch, a smug smile already playing on his lips. he had the audacity to look entirely too comfortable in her familyâs living room, and y/n's suspicion grew tenfold when she saw the gleam in his eyes. trouble.
"whatâs going on?" she asked slowly, eyeing her family warily before her gaze landed on fermĂn, who looked far too pleased with himself. "why is everyone staring at me?"
"sit down, nena," her dad said, his voice uncharacteristically serious as he pointed to the armchair across from him. "we need to have a talk."
her frown deepened, but she did as told, gingerly sitting on the edge of the chair like a deer caught in headlights. "did i do something wrong?" she asked cautiously, glancing nervously between her family members.
"weâre worried about you, nena," her mom finally spoke, her tone laced with concern, though her expression bordered on disappointed. "youâve been acting strange."
"strange?" y/n echoed, her brow furrowed.
"itâs marco," gavi spat, his voice brimming with frustration. "we know you're still seeing him."
y/nâs eyes widened in disbelief. "what? no, iâm not!" she protested, shaking her head.
"nena, donât lie to us," her mom said, shaking her head, her voice tinged with that familiar disappointment.
"yeah, we know youâre hiding something," aurora chimed in, crossing her arms and narrowing her eyes. "youâre sneaking around, hiding your phone."
"leaving the house at weird times," adriĂĄn added, piling on.
"and youâve been smiling at your phone like an idiot," gavi muttered, shooting her an accusing look.
before y/n could defend herself, fermĂn, sitting back with a smug grin, decided it was time to chime in. "and you havenât been eating your momâs cooking, hermosa," he said, his voice dripping with mock concern. "thatâs very suspicious behavior."
y/nâs jaw dropped as she shot him a look. "why are you even here, fermĂn?!"
he shrugged nonchalantly, leaning back against the cushions. "just a concerned friend," he replied, the smirk on his lips betraying his faux innocence. "looking out for your well-being. you know me, always so thoughtful."
"youâre not helping!" y/n snapped, her eyes narrowing at him.
"iâm not supposed to help," fermĂn quipped, giving her a slow, lazy grin that screamed smugness. "iâm here to make sure this intervention goes smoothly. moral support and all that."
"weâre serious, nena," her dad interrupted, his tone deep and authoritative. "marco is no good for you."
"heâs trash," aurora stated matter-of-factly, her arms still crossed. "absolute trash."
"garbage," adriĂĄn agreed, nodding seriously.
"toxic waste," fermĂn added with exaggerated thoughtfulness, leaning forward like he was imparting some great wisdom. "you know, the kind they bury underground because itâs too dangerous to deal with."
y/nâs head whipped around to glare at him again, her frustration mounting. "shut up, fermĂn!"
he simply raised his hands in surrender, his smirk never fading. "hey, iâm just saying what weâre all thinking, preciosa."
"he made you cry all the time, y/n," adriĂĄn said, bringing the conversation back to seriousness. "you deserve better."
"yeah, like someone who actually respects you," aurora added, her tone softening as she reached over to give y/nâs hand a squeeze.
"or someone who doesnât insult your thesis project," gavi muttered darkly. "the guyâs a total jerk."
"total jerk," fermĂn echoed with a nod, his smugness practically radiating off of him. "i would never call your thesis stupid, hermosa. in fact, iâd love to hear all about it sometime. bet itâs brilliant."
y/n shot him another death glare. "youâre making it worse!" she growled.
"iâm making it better," fermĂn countered smoothly, his grin widening. "trust me, youâll thank me later."
y/n groaned in exasperation, burying her face in her hands. "youâre all insane," she muttered. "i told you, iâm not seeing marco."
"we donât believe you," gavi said bluntly, folding his arms over his chest. "youâre hiding something."
"itâs so obvious," aurora added. "youâre distracted, always sneaking off somewhere."
"and donât think we havenât noticed you acting all dreamy," adriĂĄn pointed out. "like youâre in love or something."
"youâre practically glowing," fermĂn added cheerfully, his voice full of teasing amusement. "very suspicious, indeed."
y/n let out an incredulous laugh. "youâ"
"see?!" her mom interrupted, her voice tinged with worry. "heâs already making you upset again, nena. we just want to help."
"we canât let you fall back into his trap," her dad said firmly, giving her a pointed look.
"we want whatâs best for you," aurora chimed in softly, her hand still resting on y/nâs arm.
"someone who treats you like the queen you are," adriĂĄn added, his voice gentle.
"someone who appreciates your cooking," fermĂn said with a serious nod, his expression mockingly sincere. "your macarrons? out of this world."
y/n made a strangled noise of frustration. "why are you even here, fermĂn?!"
"because i care about you, preciosa," fermĂn replied, his eyes twinkling with amusement as he leaned forward, resting his chin in his hand. "your family just wants to make sure youâre okay. and so do i."
y/n threw her hands up in disbelief. "i hate you so much right now."
"you love me," fermĂn corrected easily, his smug grin practically daring her to argue. "we can discuss that later."
fermĂn barely had a chance to cross the threshold of her room before y/nâs cool voice cut through the air. she sat on her bed, arms crossed over her chest, her gaze fixed firmly on some point past his shoulder. despite her words, he caught the slight upward quirk of her lips and knew she was putting on a show. but for now, heâd play along.
âoh?â fermĂnâs eyes narrowed, a smirk already tugging at his lips as he stepped forward, kicking the door shut behind him. âand what, hermosa, did i do to deserve such harsh punishment?â
âyou know exactly what you did,â y/n shot back, turning her head away as if to dismiss him completely. âdonât act all innocent.â
âinnocent?â he repeated, feigning offense. âi was just concerned for your wellbeing, nena (little girl). itâs not my fault if your familyâs got a point.â
y/nâs jaw dropped. âexcuse me?â
âwell, they did bring up some solid arguments,â fermĂn continued nonchalantly, leaning back against the wall with a casual shrug. âmarcoâs a total idiotââ
âokay, enough,â she snapped, throwing her pillow at him, which he easily dodged. âyou know thatâs not what iâm mad about.â
âoh, really?â he drawled, his smirk widening. âthen enlighten me, preciosa.â
y/n glared at him, but he could see the faintest glimmer of amusement in her eyes. she was holding back â pretending. trying to get a reaction out of him. well, two could play that game.
âiâm mad,â she said slowly, âbecause you took their side.â
fermĂn let out a low laugh. âbaby, i didnât take anyoneâs side.â
âoh, no?â she raised an eyebrow. âso you didnât chime in with all the âmarcoâs no good for herâ and âshe deserves betterâ nonsense?â
"all vaild pointsâ he murmured, his voice softening slightly as he moved closer, his gaze locked on hers. âyou do deserve better, y/n.â
âthatâs not the point!â she exclaimed, shaking her head. âthe point is...â
âthe point is youâre mad because i got a few good laughs in while your family cornered you,â fermĂn finished, his smirk returning. âdonât lie.â
âiâm not lying!â y/n huffed, turning her back to him.
fermĂnâs eyes gleamed mischievously as he stepped closer, his hands gently sliding around her waist from behind. âyouâre so cute when youâre angry, preciosa,â he murmured, pressing his chest against her back.
she stiffened, refusing to lean into him, even when his fingers traced soft patterns along her sides. âiâm mad at you,â she repeated stubbornly.
âmmm, so youâve said,â he replied, undeterred. he leaned down, his lips brushing against the curve of her neck in the lightest of kisses.
y/n sucked in a sharp breath, but still, she didnât move. âi told you, fermĂn,â she muttered. âiâm mad.â
âand i told you,â he murmured against her skin, his lips trailing up to the spot just below her ear, âyouâre adorable when youâre mad.â
âstop that,â she grumbled, but her voice lacked its usual bite.
âno,â fermĂn whispered, his lips pressing a slow, lingering kiss to her neck. ânot until you forgive me.â
âmaybe i wonât,â she shot back, tilting her chin up defiantly. âmaybe iâll stay mad forever.â
âforeverâs a long time,â fermĂn murmured, tightening his grip around her waist. âi donât think you can last that long.â
âwatch me,â y/n retorted, refusing to turn around even as he held her close.
he chuckled softly, his breath warm against her skin. âi guess iâll just have to spend the rest of forever convincing you otherwise, then.â
âgood luck with that,â she muttered, finally pulling away from his embrace and stepping out of his reach. âiâm not that easy.â
âbaby,â fermĂn sighed dramatically, placing a hand over his heart. âyouâre killing me here.â
âgood,â she replied stubbornly, sitting back down on the edge of her bed and crossing her arms again. âmaybe next time youâll think twice before ganging up on me.â
âi wasnât ganging up on you,â he protested, taking a step closer. âi was... supporting the cause.â
âwhat cause?â y/n shot him a dark look. âthe âletâs drive y/n crazy with baseless accusationsâ cause?â
fermĂn grinned. âi wouldnât say baseless.â
âugh!â she threw her hands up in frustration. âstop speaking to me.â
âyouâre beautiful,â he murmured softly, his gaze softening as he watched her fume. âeven when youâre mad.â
âflattery wonât get you anywhere,â y/n grumbled, turning her back on him again.
âthen how about this,â he said quietly, stepping forward until he was right behind her once more. he wrapped his arms around her, his chin resting on her shoulder as he whispered, âyouâre mine, hermosa. no one elseâs.â
y/nâs heart skipped a beat, her resolve wavering for a split second. but then she straightened, lifting her chin stubbornly. âand what if i call that doctor guy back? the one my mom mentioned todayâ she asked, her voice a little too casual. âmateu seemed nice enough. maybe i should give him a chance.â
fermĂn stiffened behind her, his grip tightening. âdonât.â
âwhy not?â she challenged, turning her head slightly to look at him over her shoulder.
âbecause youâre mine,â he repeated, his voice low and possessive. âand i donât share.â
âhmph,â y/n sniffed, trying to ignore the way her heart fluttered at his words. âyou seemed perfectly fine with the idea back there.â
âi was not,â fermĂn growled, spinning her around to face him. âdo you know how hard it was not toââ he stopped abruptly, his jaw clenched, his eyes burning into hers.
ânot to what?â she whispered, staring up at him, suddenly breathless.
ânot to do this,â he murmured, cupping her face gently and pressing his lips against hers in a fierce, desperate kiss.
y/n gasped softly, her resolve crumbling as she melted against him, her arms winding around his neck almost instinctively. he kissed her deeply, thoroughly, pouring every ounce of his frustration, his jealousy, and his need into the kiss until she was left trembling in his arms.
but then, just as quickly, he pulled back, his breathing ragged, his eyes wild. âdonât,â he repeated, his voice a harsh whisper. âdonât play around like that.â
âiâI wasnâtââ she stammered, still dazed.
âyou were,â he growled, his grip tightening on her waist. âand itâs driving me crazy, baby.â
âgood,â y/n whispered, narrowing her eyes slightly. ânow you know how i felt.â
fermĂn blinked, taken aback. then, slowly, a grin spread across his face. âoh, so this is payback, is it?â
âmaybe,â she replied, lifting her chin defiantly.
âyouâre evil,â he murmured, shaking his head in disbelief. âan actual demon.â
âtakes one to know one,â y/n shot back, a small smile tugging at her lips.
fermĂnâs grin widened. âwell, then,â he whispered, leaning down until his lips were just a breath away from hers, âlooks like weâre a perfect match, preciosa.â
âhmm, i suppose so,â she murmured back, her heart racing as he closed the distance between them once more.
and this time, she didnât pull away.
-
the club was alive with neon lights and thumping bass, the energy of the night wrapping around everyone in its grip. y/n sat back in the booth, legs crossed, pretending to be unaffected as fermĂn sat beside her, his usual calm demeanor giving way to a subtle tension. she could feel the heat from his body and noticed the way his fingers tapped against his knee, betraying the restlessness inside him. he hadnât stopped fidgeting since gavi had grinned and mentioned he was setting fermĂn up with the friend of the girl he liked. it was meant to be harmless, but for y/n, every word had only added to her growing frustration.
gavi, completely unaware of the charged atmosphere between them, shot fermĂn a playful wink before getting up. "iâll be back in a sec. gonna grab the girls. fermĂn, youâre gonna thank me for this one, bro. sheâs perfect for you."
the second gavi walked away, y/n leaned in close to fermĂn, her lips brushing against the shell of his ear, her voice soft but laced with challenge. "if you so much as touch her tonight, or let her touch you," she whispered, her breath hot against his skin, "you wonât be touching me."
fermĂnâs breath caught in his throat, his body stiffening at her words. the heat in her voice sent a surge of desire through him, but before he could respond, she leaned back, a smirk tugging at the corner of her lips, her eyes sparkling with mischievous victory.
she knew she had him. fermĂn had always been the one teasing her, playing with her until she couldnât take it anymore, but tonightâtonight the tables had turned. now he was the one squirming in his seat, trapped by her challenge.
"you donât play fair," he muttered, his voice low, barely audible above the music.
y/n shrugged, taking a slow sip of her drink, eyes flicking toward the entrance where gavi was returning, two girls in tow. "i play to win," she murmured back, her gaze sliding to the girl beside gaviâthe one meant for fermĂn.
the girl was pretty, y/n admitted that much. tall, dark hair cascading over her shoulders, dressed to kill. she flashed fermĂn a dazzling smile as gavi introduced them, and y/nâs chest tightened with irritation. it didnât matter that fermĂn barely responded. it didnât matter that his body was tense and his eyes kept flicking toward y/n. the girlâs touch on his arm was enough to light a fire inside her.
aurora, sitting next to her, leaned in, voice curious. "whatâs going on with you two?"
"nothing," y/n lied, though her tone was clipped. she crossed her arms, glaring at the girl who was practically throwing herself at fermĂn. aurora didnât miss the way y/nâs jaw clenched as fermĂn awkwardly shifted away from the girlâs advances, but didnât push for more details.
time dragged on painfully as y/n sat in their section, doing everything she could to not let her irritation show. the brunette was persistent, touching fermĂnâs arm every few seconds, leaning in close, laughing too loudly at everything he saidâor didnât say. y/n was simmering, her eyes narrowing more with each passing minute.
the final straw came when the girl stood, tugging fermĂnâs hand and leading him to the dance floor. fermĂn shot y/n a glance, one that said he wasnât enjoying this, but y/n was already seeing red.
without thinking, she grabbed the nearest guy sitting at the table next to them, pulling him up from his seat. her eyes never left fermĂnâs as she led the stranger to the dance floor, her chest heaving with a mix of anger and adrenaline.
the music thumped around them, the beat heavy as she moved against the guy sheâd pulled, her back pressed firmly against his chest. she swayed to the rhythm, but her eyes stayed locked on fermĂn, watching as the brunette pressed herself against him. she could see the frustration in fermĂnâs stance, the stiffness in his shoulders, the way his eyes darkened as he watched her.
oh, she had him right where she wanted him now.
fermĂn didnât last long. within minutes, he disentangled himself from the brunette and crossed the dance floor with purposeful strides, his gaze locked on y/n. the second he reached her, he grabbed her wrist, pulling her away from the guy without even looking back.
"weâre done here," fermĂn growled, his voice rough, the tension between them palpable.
he didnât stop until they were in a secluded corner of the club, hidden from prying eyes. y/nâs back hit the wall with a soft thud, fermĂnâs body crowding hers, caging her in. his hands were on her waist, firm but gentle, his leg nudging between her thighs as he towered over her, his breath hot against her neck.
"you think you can play games with me, hermosa?" he murmured, his voice dark and husky, sending a shiver down her spine.
y/nâs lips curled into a defiant smile, her heart racing from both the intensity of his presence and the thrill of the night. "you started it," she shot back, her eyes locked on his. "you let her touch whatâs mine."
fermĂnâs eyes darkened even further, his lips tugging into a smirk. "oh yeah? and whatâs that?" he asked, his voice dangerously low as he leaned in, his mouth hovering just over hers, the air between them crackling with tension.
y/nâs breath hitched, but she didnât back down. "you," she whispered, her voice soft but full of possession. "youâre mine."
fermĂn let out a low growl at her words, his grip on her waist tightening as he crashed his lips against hers. the kiss was searing, full of pent-up frustration, desire, and everything theyâd both been holding back. his body pressed against hers, his hands roaming her sides, pulling her even closer as their kiss deepened.
y/nâs hands found their way into his hair, tugging gently as she lost herself in the heat of the moment. she could feel his leg nudged between her thighs, the sensation driving her wild, and she couldnât help the soft moan that escaped her lips.
fermĂn pulled back just enough to catch his breath, his forehead resting against hers as he panted slightly. "youâre playing a dangerous game, hermosa," he murmured, his voice thick with lust and warning.
y/n smirked, her eyes still blazing with challenge. "you love it," she teased, her fingers tracing the line of his jaw before pulling him back into another heated kiss.
the music around them faded into the background as they got lost in each other, completely consumed by the intensity of their connection. every kiss, every touch, every whispered word between them was electric, and neither of them wanted the moment to end.
but they both knew this wasnât just a game anymore. it was something deeper, something real, and tonight had only proved how much they were willing to fight for it.
and as they stood there, hidden away in the corner of the club, their bodies tangled together, they both realized one thing: neither of them was backing down. not tonight. not ever.
keeping their relationship hidden was harder than either of them anticipated. there were too many close calls, too many moments when they nearly let something slip, but somehow, they managed to keep it under wraps. though y/nâs family was still completely oblivious, gavi, being as perceptive as he was, had come dangerously close to figuring it out more than once.
like the time y/n had forgotten to silence her phone during a family dinner, and a text from fermĂn â âmiss you, hermosaâ â had nearly given her away. her brother had narrowed his eyes at her when sheâd quickly flipped her phone over, cheeks flushed, and mumbled something about a friend checking in. gavi hadnât looked convinced, but before he could press any further, y/n had started peppering him with questions about training, effectively steering the conversation away from herself.
or the time fermĂn had lingered a little too long at the house, his gaze following y/n around the living room like he couldnât bear to be apart from her for even a second. gavi had caught on, staring between them with furrowed brows, his expression suspicious. y/n had panicked, elbowing fermĂn sharply in the ribs to get him to focus. heâd only grinned at her, eyes sparkling with mischief as he purposefully brushed his fingers against hers when no one was looking, enjoying the thrill of almost getting caught.
but perhaps the closest call had been when gavi had barged into her room one evening without knocking. fermĂn had been there, leaning against the far wall, his hand intertwined with y/nâs as they talked in low, hushed voices. theyâd barely managed to pull away from each other in time, y/n hastily shoving her hands behind her back and fermĂn adopting a casual stance, but the look gavi gave them â suspicious, probing â had lingered long after heâd left.
âhe knows somethingâs up,â fermĂn had whispered once the door had closed behind gavi.
âno, he doesnât,â y/n had insisted, though the words sounded weak even to her ears.
âheâs not stupid, babyâ fermĂn had sighed, reaching out to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. âwe have to be more careful.â
and they had been, skirting around the edges of suspicion, finding solace in stolen moments at his apartment instead.
his place was small, modest compared to the vibrant warmth of her family home, but it felt more like theirs. it was where they could drop the act, where y/n didnât have to worry about her brother bursting in unexpectedly or her parents glancing at them suspiciously. here, it was just them â no pretense, no hiding. only whispers and soft laughter, kisses that lingered, and conversations that went on long into the night.
it was after one such evening, when they were sprawled lazily in his bed, her head resting on his chest, that fermĂn let out a soft sigh, the sound laced with something wistful.
âwhatâs wrong?â y/n murmured, shifting slightly to look up at him.
ânothing,â he replied quickly, a small smile playing on his lips. but the distant look in his eyes gave him away.
âtell me,â y/n pressed gently, reaching up to cup his cheek, her thumb brushing softly over his skin. âwhatâs bothering you?â
fermĂn hesitated, then sighed again, his gaze drifting to the ceiling. âitâs just... it gets lonely here sometimes,â he admitted quietly. âthatâs why iâm always at your place.â
y/nâs heart ached at the admission. âi didnât know,â she whispered, guilt curling in her chest.
he shrugged lightly, his arm tightening around her. âitâs fine. i just... i like being around family. around you.â
âiâm sorry,â y/n said softly, âfor all the times i complained about you being at my house.â
his smile widened slightly, turning playful. âoh, i know why you did it.â
âyeah?â she challenged, raising an eyebrow.
âof course,â he murmured, his gaze dropping to her lips. âyou just wanted me to obsess over you more, hermosa. i'll tell you though, it definitely worked.â
âoh, please,â y/n scoffed, rolling her eyes even as a smile tugged at her lips. âdon't be ridiculous.â
âmaybe,â he conceded, his tone light. but then his expression softened, turning serious. âbut... i mean it, y/n. your family... they welcomed me when i had no one here in barcelona. taught me the culture, the language... they made me feel like i belonged.â
y/nâs chest tightened at the sincerity in his voice, her fingers curling slightly against his chest. âthey love you,â she murmured. âwe all do.â
âi know,â fermĂn whispered, his gaze turning distant again. âbut there was also... a little girl i fell for in the process.â his eyes met hers, filled with a tenderness that made her breath catch. âand she still has my heart.â
y/n stared at him, her heart pounding wildly in her chest. âfermĂn...â
âshhâ he murmured softly, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to her forehead. âdonât say anything. i just... i needed you to know.â
a soft, trembling smile spread across y/nâs lips as she leaned into his touch, closing her eyes. âyouâre such a sap,â she whispered, echoing her words from their first date.
âonly for you,â he repeated, his voice low and warm, wrapping around her like a promise.
they stayed like that for a long time, the quiet hum of the city outside the only sound in the room. eventually, y/n shifted, turning slightly so she could look up at him again.
âthank you,â she whispered softly.
fermĂn blinked, his brow furrowing slightly. âfor what?â
âfor... loving me,â y/n murmured, her gaze searching his. âfor being patient. for... everything.â
his expression softened, a slow, affectionate smile spreading across his lips. âalways, baby," he murmured. âalways.â
and when he leaned down to kiss her again, it was slow and sweet, filled with all the words he couldnât say, all the feelings heâd kept buried for so long. and in that moment, y/n knew â without a doubt â that she loved him too.
the night of auroraâs birthday party was electric, the music pulsing in time with the heartbeats of those dancing inside. y/n and fermĂn mingled with their friends, but every glance shared between them was charged with an undeniable energy that set them apart from the rest. as the hours passed, their desire for each other grew, and it became harder to resist sneaking away to a more private place.
âletâs go to the rooftop,â y/n suggested, her voice barely audible over the booming bass. fermĂn nodded, his eyes sparkling with mischief, and they slipped away from the crowd.
the rooftop was a breath of fresh air, a sanctuary away from the noise of the club. y/n leaned against the railing, taking in the sprawling city below, the distant lights twinkling like stars. fermĂn stepped in close, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her into him. the moment felt perfect, but just as their lips were about to touch, the rooftop door swung open.
âwhat the hell?â gaviâs voice boomed, his expression a mixture of shock and anger. he stood frozen, taking in the scene before him. y/n and fermĂn quickly stepped apart, but the damage was done.
âgavi, itâs not what it looks like,â y/n stammered, but gavi cut her off.
âdonât lie to me. it looks exactly like what it is! get off my sister!â he shouted, his protective instincts flaring.
âweâre dating,â fermĂn replied calmly, stepping forward to defend y/n. âitâs been over a month now.â
gaviâs eyes widened, disbelief flashing across his face. âyouâre dating? are you serious? since when? how could you keep this from me?â
âit wasnât like that,â y/n said quickly, feeling the tension rising. âwe wanted to tell youââ
âclearly not,â gavi interjected, his voice tight with frustration. âyou think this is okay? you think heâs just going to treat you right?â
âgavi, thatâs not fair,â fermĂn said, standing his ground. âIâve only been with y/n. Iâm not like marco.â
âyou think that matters?â gavi spat, shaking his head. âyouâre just some womanizer, and Iâm supposed to believe this is real? how can I trust that youâre not going to hurt her?â
âdonât act like I havenât been in love with y/n for half my life,â fermĂn shot back, his voice rising. âyou know me better than that!â
âyou know what this looks like, fermĂn,â gavi continued, his face reddening with anger. âyouâre saying you love her, but you donât think this can actually work. otherwise, you wouldnât have hidden it from me!"
âwe didnât want to make it harder for you!â y/n yelled, frustration bubbling over. âwe lied because we thought it would be easier, not because weâre ashamed of what we have!â
âthis isnât some high school fling, gavi,â fermĂn said, his tone steady but firm. âthis is real for us. y/n means everything to me, and I wonât let you push her away.â
âyou think you can just come in and make these decisions for her?â gavi shot back, voice trembling with anger. âwhat if you hurt her? what if this ends badly?â
âthatâs not your call to make!â y/n shouted, her patience wearing thin. âIâm tired of you treating me like a child. I can handle my own life!â
gaviâs face softened, but the hurt was still evident. âI just want to protect you, y/n. I donât want you to get hurt again.â
âyouâre suffocating me!â she replied, feeling tears prick at the corners of her eyes. âIâm not marco. Iâm not making the same mistakes! Iâm making my own choices!â
âyou really think you can trust him?â gavi pressed, desperation in his voice.
âyes, I do!â y/n yelled, tears now streaming down her face. âyou need to trust me!â
gavi stepped back, visibly shaken, as y/n turned away, her anger boiling over. âI canât believe you!â she spat, storming off toward the staircase.
ây/n, wait!â fermĂn called after her, but gavi stepped in front of him, blocking his path.
âyou shouldnât have put her in this position,â gavi said, his voice trembling with a mixture of frustration and hurt.
âIâm in love with her,â fermĂn said calmly, meeting gaviâs gaze head-on. âand you or anyone else canât keep me apart from her. I donât care what you think.â
with that, he turned and rushed after y/n, leaving gavi standing on the rooftop, fists clenched at his sides, filled with a mix of anger and concern for his sister.
the drive to fermĂnâs apartment was quiet. too quiet. y/n had been silent since the club, her eyes staring out of the passenger window, blinking away the tears that kept threatening to fall. she had tried to keep it together back thereâtried to brush off the sting of pabloâs words, but the second they got into the car, her walls had crumbled.
fermĂn didnât press her. he didnât ask her to explain or push her to talk. instead, he placed his hand on her knee, a comforting weight that silently said iâm here when youâre ready. and that was enough. it had always been enough with him.
when they reached his place, fermĂn led her inside without a word, his hand gripping hers as if to reassure her that she wasnât alone. the second they stepped into the apartment, she felt the dam break. hot, angry tears spilled down her cheeks, and before she knew it, she was collapsing onto his couch, burying her face in her hands as the sobs shook her shoulders.
fermĂn was beside her in an instant, wrapping his arms around her and pulling her into his chest. âshh, preciosa,â he murmured softly, his voice a soothing balm against the raw ache in her chest. âiâve got you. let it out.â
y/n clung to him, her tears soaking his shirt as the weight of everythingâthe night, pablo, the overwhelming emotions sheâd been holding backâfinally crashed down on her. âhe hates me,â she choked out, her voice muffled against his chest. âhe hates me for this.â
fermĂn shook his head, his hand gently stroking her back in slow, comforting circles. âhe doesnât hate you, hermosa. heâs just⊠stubborn. and protective. you know how he is.â
âbut why did he say that?â y/n sobbed, pulling back just enough to look up at him, her tear-streaked face twisted in confusion and hurt. âwhy would he keep this from me if he knew how i felt? itâs like he doesnât even trust me.â
fermĂn sighed, his thumb brushing away the tears from her cheek as he cupped her face, his touch soft and grounding. âpabloâs scared, thatâs all,â he said gently. âscared of losing you, scared of something changing between you two. but itâs not about trust, baby. he just⊠doesnât get it yet.â
âand what if he never does?â y/n whispered, her voice trembling. âwhat if he never accepts us?â
fermĂnâs eyes softened as he looked at her, his hand gently tilting her chin so she had no choice but to meet his gaze. âi donât need his approval, y/n,â he said, his voice low and sincere. âi donât need anyoneâs approval. i finally have the girl of my dreams, and iâm never letting her go.â
y/nâs heart clenched at his words, a fresh wave of tears welling up in her eyes. âbut what if this is all a mistake?â she whispered, her voice barely audible. âwhat if⊠what if iâm not ready for this? for us?â
fermĂnâs expression softened even further, and he pulled her closer, pressing a tender kiss to her forehead. âi love you, y/n,â he whispered against her skin, his voice steady and sure. âi told you that, and iâll spend every day telling you that until it sticks in that beautiful head of yours.â
her breath hitched at his words, and she looked up at him with wide, tear-filled eyes. âbutââ
âi know in the past you werenât dealt the best hand when it comes to guys,â fermĂn cut her off gently, his thumb tracing soothing patterns on her cheek. âand maybe youâre scared. maybe you think iâm going to be like them. but i promise you, mi amor, your heart is safe with me.â
y/nâs lip trembled, her walls starting to crumble again. âfermĂnâŠâ
âno, listen to me,â fermĂn said firmly, his eyes locked on hers, full of sincerity and love. âi have wanted everything with you since i was 13 years old. i am completely, absolutely gone for you, y/n. consorto, you know that? i donât need anything else. just you.â
her breath caught in her throat, and the last of her doubts began to fade under the weight of his words. âfermĂnâŠâ she whispered again, her voice thick with emotion.
âiâm all in for you, hermosa,â he continued softly, his forehead resting against hers. âpablo, your familyâtheyâll come around. but even if they donât, iâm not going anywhere. i finally have you, and iâm never letting go.â
y/nâs heart swelled, the warmth of his words filling the cracks in her soul that she hadnât even realized were there. and before she could stop herself, the words slipped out, soft and shaky but filled with all the love sheâd been too scared to admit until now. âi love you, fermĂn.â
the look on his face was pure bliss. his eyes lit up, his lips curling into the most joyful smile sheâd ever seen. âwhat did you just say?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper, like he couldnât believe his ears.
âi love you,â y/n repeated, her voice more steady this time, her heart racing in her chest as she finally let the words sink in.
âsay it again,â fermĂn whispered, his voice breathless as his hands tightened around her waist, pulling her closer.
y/n smiled through her tears, leaning in until their noses brushed. âi love you, fermĂn.â
âagain,â he demanded playfully, his lips hovering over hers, his breath hot against her skin.
âi love you,â she whispered for the third time, her heart pounding in her chest.
fermĂn let out a low laugh, his hands sliding up her sides as he gently laid her back against the cushions of the couch. âi want to engrain this moment into my memory forever,â he murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple before trailing soft, playful kisses across her cheeks, her forehead, her nose. âi love you, mi amor. i love you so much.â
y/n giggled as his kisses continued to cover every inch of her face, his touch light and teasing. âi love you too,â she whispered again, her fingers tangling in his hair as she pulled him closer.
âiâm never going to get tired of hearing that,â fermĂn whispered against her skin, his voice full of awe and adoration.
âgood,â y/n replied with a soft laugh, her heart swelling as she wrapped her arms around him, pulling him down into a tender kiss. âbecause iâm never going to stop saying it.â
as they held each other, wrapped up in the warmth of each otherâs arms, y/n finally felt the weight of her doubts lift. fermĂn was hers, and she was his. nothing else mattered.
y/n had spent the last few days in a blissful haze, tucked away in fermĂnâs apartment like they were in their own little world. it was as if the outside didnât existâno pablo, no family drama, just them. she felt safe here, wrapped up in his arms, their conversations flowing effortlessly as they stayed in bed for hours on end, only moving when absolutely necessary. she knew she should probably reach out to her family sooner rather than later, but the thought of facing pablo again made her stomach twist. instead, she settled for a few casual texts to her parents, confirming that, yes, she was alive and no, she wasnât ready to come home just yet. her mom had replied with a suspiciously knowing âtake your time,â and aurora had sent a string of heart-eyed emojis.
âthey knew,â y/n had muttered, showing fermĂn the messages as they lay tangled in bed, his bare chest warm beneath her cheek. âmy mom and auroraâthey totally saw this coming.â
fermĂn chuckled, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. âof course they did. everyone saw it but us.â
now, as the soft morning light filtered through the curtains, y/n found herself cuddled up to him once more, her arms wrapped around his waist as he lazily stroked her back, his body warm and familiar beneath the sheets. she could feel the soft rise and fall of his chest, his heartbeat a steady rhythm under her ear.
âyou know weâll have to go over sometime,â fermĂn murmured, his voice low and a little groggy with sleep. âi love having you all to myself, but your family might die without you.â
y/n let out a small whine, burrowing her face deeper into his chest in protest. ânooo, iâm not ready yet,â she mumbled, her voice muffled by his skin. âcanât we just stay like this forever?â
fermĂn laughed softly, his fingers brushing through her hair as he held her closer. âi wish, hermosa. but theyâll start a search party if you donât show up soon.â
âgood, let them search,â she grumbled, nuzzling her nose against his skin, inhaling the faint scent of his cologne that still clung to him. âiâm happy right here.â
âtrust me, so am i,â fermĂn said, his voice full of affection as he pressed another kiss to her hair. âbut pabloâs going to show up at the club today, and i donât think hiding out forever is an option.â
y/n sighed, shifting so that she was lying on her side, her hand still resting on his chest as she looked up at him. âso, youâll be seeing pablo today?â
fermĂn smirked, his eyes twinkling with amusement. âthatâs typically how it works when youâre on the same team, baby.â
y/n nudged him playfully, rolling her eyes. âyou know what i mean, smartass.â
âoh, i know what you mean,â fermĂn teased, his fingers tracing gentle patterns on her arm. âand no, i donât think heâll explode again. your brotherâs always been temperamental, but heâs matured a lot in the years iâve known him. heâs not going to risk everything over personal issues.â
âyou sure about that?â y/n asked, raising an eyebrow. âpabloâs always beenâŠ. temperamental.â
âheâll come around,â fermĂn said confidently, his hand sliding up to cup her face, his thumb brushing softly against her cheek. âand even if heâs still upset, thatâs on him. youâre stuck with me now.â
before y/n could protest, fermĂn leaned in and pressed a quick, playful kiss to her lips, the sound of it making a soft smack as he pulled away with a grin.
âmmm,â y/n hummed as she sat up, a mischievous smile playing on her lips. âwho said that? maybe i have your competition on the way.â
fermĂn paused mid-movement, raising an eyebrow as he glanced over his shoulder while getting out of bed. âoh, yeah? competition, huh?â his voice was light, playful, but there was a glint in his eyes that made her heart skip a beat.
y/n shrugged, trying to act nonchalant as she stretched out on the bed. âmaybe. you never know.â
fermĂn smirked as he pulled on his training gear, the dark fabric clinging to his muscles in all the right places. âdoesnât change the fact that youâre in love with me,â he said with a confident grin, his eyes flicking to hers as he fastened his belt.
âi donât know what youâre talking about,â y/n replied, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow as she tried to keep a straight face.
âoh, come on,â fermĂn teased, stepping closer to the bed as he leaned down, his hands resting on the mattress on either side of her. âdonât play dumb with me, baby. a few days ago you confessed your undying love for me and, now more than ever know youâre head over heels.â
âwho, me?â y/n asked innocently, batting her lashes at him as she fought back a smile. âi have no idea what you mean.â
fermĂn chuckled, shaking his head as he leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to her lips before straightening up. âuh-huh, sure. keep pretending, hermosa. we both know the truth.â
y/n watched him with a soft smile as he finished getting ready, her heart swelling with affection for him. he was right, of course. she was completely, hopelessly in love with himâand no amount of teasing or pretending could change that.
âyou better go,â she said, her voice soft as she sat up fully, the sheets pooling around her waist. âyouâll be late for training.â
fermĂn grinned, leaning down for one last kiss. âdonât miss me too much,â he murmured against her lips.
âiâll try,â y/n whispered back, her heart fluttering as she watched him head out the door, leaving her alone in the warmth of his apartment.
but as the door closed behind him, she couldnât help but smile to herself, her heart full of the kind of love sheâd only ever dreamed of before.
the buzz of chatter filled the training ground as fermĂn joined the rest of the squad for the dayâs session. he could feel the eyes of his teammates on himâespecially gaviâs, who had been ignoring him all morning. it wasnât like gavi to act cold toward him, and it didnât take long for the others to notice the tension between the two.
âhey, whatâs up with you and gavi?â alejandro asked as they gathered near the sideline, his brow furrowed in curiosity. lamine and pedri hovered nearby, clearly interested in the conversation too, while cubarsi raised an eyebrow, waiting for an explanation.
fermĂn glanced over at gavi, who was standing a few meters away, deliberately avoiding his gaze. he let out a sigh before looking back at the group. âiâm dating y/n.â
there was a collective pause, and then lamine let out a loud whistle. âno way, you finally pulled it off?â
âabout time,â pedri added with a grin. âweâve all known you were obsessed with her for years.â
cubarsi smirked, crossing his arms. âso thatâs why gaviâs been giving you the cold shoulder, huh? makes sense. you two are usually attached at the hip.â
âheâs just being protective,â fermĂn shrugged, though he couldnât help the small smile tugging at his lips. âbut iâm not worried. gavi has to be fine with it eventually because thereâs no way iâm letting her go. i finally got her.â
âhermano, you are in it for life,â alejandro teased, clapping fermĂn on the back.
the group exchanged knowing glances, their teasing lighthearted but full of admiration. fermĂn had always been open about his feelings for y/n, and now that he had her, he wasnât about to hide it.
by the time lunch rolled around, fermĂn had mostly forgotten about gaviâs silent treatmentâuntil he saw his best friend approaching him across the field. his heart sped up, unsure of what to expect. was gavi still upset? or was this about to turn into another argument?
as gavi stopped in front of him, fermĂn straightened up, bracing himself for whatever was about to come. but instead of anger, gaviâs expression softened.
âlook, man,â gavi started, rubbing the back of his neck, clearly uncomfortable but determined. âiâm sorry⊠for everything. for what i said, how i acted. i was out of line.â he hesitated before continuing, his eyes meeting fermĂnâs. âi guess i just⊠i didnât realize how serious you were about y/n. and⊠i was wrong to think you werenât good enough for her. now that iâve had time to think about it⊠thereâs no one better suited for my sister.â
fermĂnâs heart swelled at those words. he hadnât realized just how much gaviâs approval meant to him until this very moment. hearing it now, after everything, was like a weight being lifted off his shoulders.
âthank you, hermano,â fermĂn said quietly, his voice thick with emotion. âthat means more than you know.â
gavi nodded, his expression still serious. âi just⊠i donât know how to fix things with her. i know i hurt her, and i hate that. sheâs my sister, and iâve always tried to protect her, but now i feel like iâve just pushed her away.â
fermĂn took a deep breath, thinking carefully about what to say. âitâs on you to fix it, hermano,â he said gently. âbut i will say thisây/nâs hurting because of how much she loves you. you think youâre the one always protecting her, but sheâs the one whoâs been protecting you most of the time. she talks about you all the time, how proud she is of you, how much she loves her baby brother.â
gaviâs eyes widened, clearly taken aback. âreally? i⊠i didnât realize.â
âyeah, man. sheâs always looking out for you, even when you donât see it. so i get why you feel like you need to pay it back, but youâve got to rememberâsheâs your older sister, and she loves you. but she can make her own decisions.â
gavi let out a shaky breath, nodding slowly. âi never thought of it like that.â
âjust talk to her,â fermĂn urged. âshe wants to fix this just as much as you do.â
gavi looked down for a moment, his face softening with the weight of fermĂnâs words. when he finally looked up, there was a glint of determination in his eyes.
âiâll talk to her,â gavi said, his voice firm. âi need to make this right.â
fermĂn clapped him on the shoulder, his heart swelling with pride for his best friend. âyou will. she loves you, pablo. just remember that.â
gavi nodded, the tension between them finally easing as they stood there, brothers in more ways than one. for the first time in days, fermĂn felt like everything was going to be okay. and as they headed back toward the training grounds, side by side, fermĂn couldnât help but smile, knowing that his relationship with y/nâand with gaviâwas stronger than ever.
as gavi and fermĂn walked back toward the training grounds, the tension finally lifted between them. the air felt lighter, the weight of their earlier conflict fading as they fell back into their usual rhythm. gavi seemed more at ease now, though his mind was clearly still turning things over.
âyou know,â gavi started, his tone casual but thoughtful, ânow that i know you and y/n are together⊠a lot of things make way more sense.â
fermĂn raised an eyebrow, curious. âoh? like what?â
âwell, for starters,â gavi began, scratching his head, âthere was that one time last month when i came home early from training, and you two were sitting on the couch, but like⊠on opposite ends. like way too far apart. i thought you guys had gotten into a fight or something, but now i realize you were probably trying not to make it obvious.â
fermĂn chuckled, remembering how y/n had practically leaped to the other side of the couch when she heard gaviâs key in the door. âyeah⊠we were still figuring things out.â
gavi continued, âand then there was that morning i walked into the kitchen, and you were already there, making her coffee. you never make coffee for anyone, man. i remember thinking, âwhat the hell is going on here?â but y/n just said you were being nice.â
fermĂn laughed, shaking his head. âbeing nice, huh? you really bought that?â
âwell, i didnât think too much of it at the time. but now⊠itâs like all these little things are clicking into place. like that time y/n came into the living room wearing that huge hoodie, and i told her it looked familiar. i thought it was mine, but then she said it was âno oneâs.ââ gavi paused, his eyes narrowing in realization. âthat was your hoodie, wasnât it?â
âyep,â fermĂn grinned, not even bothering to hide his amusement. âshe was practically swimming in it.â
gavi groaned, rubbing his temples as if the flood of past moments was giving him a headache. âand then⊠the weirdest thing. i walked into y/nâs room one day, and you were in there with her. you looked guilty as hell, and she started blinking like crazy, saying she had something in her eye. i remember thinking, âwhat the hell were you doing in her room?â but i just shrugged it off. now i get itâyou two were probably panicking, trying to play it cool.â
fermĂn couldnât contain his laughter this time, doubling over slightly as gavi continued recounting all the little clues he had missed.
âoh, and donât even get me started on the way she used to look at her phone whenever you texted. iâd be like, âwhatâs so funny?â and sheâd just shrug and say, ânothing important.â but she had this dumb smile on her face every time.â
âyouâre really piecing it all together now, huh?â fermĂn teased, clearly enjoying gaviâs realization.
âi feel like an idiot,â gavi admitted, shaking his head. âitâs like the signs were right in front of me, and i didnât see any of them. and you know what the worst part is?â
âwhatâs that?â fermĂn asked, still chuckling.
gavi sighed dramatically, throwing his hands up in the air. âi live in that house! how did i not see it? you two were right under my nose the whole time!â
fermĂn shot him a cheeky grin. âweâre just that good.â
ânah, you two are just sneaky as hell,â gavi shot back, but there was no malice in his voiceâjust pure amusement at how oblivious he had been. âyouâve been in love with my sister for ages, havenât you?â
fermĂn nodded, his expression softening. âsince we were kids, man. and now⊠i finally have her.â
gavi looked at him for a moment, a smile tugging at his lips. âalright, alright. i get it. youâre both gross and in love. just⊠keep it down when iâm home, okay?â
fermĂn laughed, throwing an arm around gaviâs shoulders. âdonât worry, hermano. weâll try to keep it PGâfor your sake.â
gavi rolled his eyes but couldnât help laughing along. âyou two are ridiculous.â
âhey! you have to respect even more now that iâm gonna officially be your brother,â fermĂn teased, and gavi couldnât deny it. despite the chaos, despite everything that had happened, they were family. and now that the air had cleared, everything felt just a little bit brighter.
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y/n sat cross-legged on the couch in the living room, her arms wrapped around herself for warmth even though the house wasnât cold. she could hear gavi bustling in the kitchen, the soft clinking of mugs and the hum of the kettle filling the silence. she watched him as he approached, carefully placing a steaming cup of coffee in front of her.
âyouâre being suspiciously nice,â she said, her voice tinged with curiosity as she lifted the mug and took a tentative sip.
gavi shifted awkwardly on the other end of the couch, rubbing the back of his neck. âmaybe iâm just trying to make up for being an idiot,â he said, his voice quieter than usual.
y/n raised an eyebrow. âyou? admit you were wrong? this must be serious.â
he shot her a small, sheepish grin before his expression sobered. âit is.â he let out a heavy breath, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees. âi was out of line. with you, with fermĂn⊠with everything.â
her brows knitted together as she placed the mug down on the coffee table. âgaviâŠâ she started, but he held up a hand to stop her.
âlet me finish,â he said firmly. he glanced at her, his brown eyes filled with something she didnât often seeâvulnerability. âyouâve always been there for me. my whole life, youâve put me first, even when you didnât have to. and what did i do when it was my turn to support you? i acted like a child. i didnât trust you to make your own decisions, didnât trust fermĂn to do right by you. i was selfish, and iâm sorry.â
y/n stared at him, her heart squeezing painfully at the sincerity in his voice. âgavi, iââ
âno, wait,â he interrupted again, leaning back against the couch as he rubbed his hands together nervously. âi thought i was protecting you, but the truth is⊠youâve been protecting me this whole time. i just didnât see it.â he let out a soft, self-deprecating laugh. âdo you know how many times fermĂn told me i was blind to everything youâve done for me? he told me last night how much you love me, how proud you are of me. and iâve never told you that back, have i?â
she felt her eyes sting, but she quickly blinked the tears away, shaking her head. âyou donât have to tell me, pablo. iâve always known.â
âbut i shouldâve,â he insisted. âyou deserve to hear it. you deserve to be supported, not criticized for every little thing. especially for loving someone like fermĂn. because⊠he really loves you, y/n. he always has. i see it now, and i was stupid for not seeing it before.â
she exhaled shakily, the tears sheâd been holding back spilling over. âpablo,â she said softly, reaching for his hand. âi understand why you reacted the way you did. you were scared. but itâs not your job to protect me, just like itâs not my job to protect your feelings. weâre siblings. weâre supposed to be there for each other, not hold each other back.â
he nodded, his grip tightening on her hand. âyouâre right. and i promise⊠iâll do better. iâll support you, no matter what. i just want you to be happy, and if fermĂn is the one who makes you happy, then⊠iâm okay with that.â
she let out a wet laugh, shaking her head. âyouâre so dramatic.â
âyouâre crying, though,â he teased, a grin tugging at his lips.
âshut up,â she muttered, swiping at her cheeks. but her smile matched his, and when he pulled her into a hug, she didnât hesitate to wrap her arms around him tightly.
âte quiero, hermana,â he murmured against her hair.
âthis is not good,â gavi muttered under his breath, eyeing y/n across the field with a look of exaggerated disgust. his arms were crossed over his chest as he stood among the playersâ families, watching her bicker with him playfully like they always did. except, this time, she was wearing ferminâs jerseyâtucked just enough to show off her waist, the number â16â bold across her back as if staking a claim.
âwhatâs not good?â aurora asked, raising an eyebrow as she glanced between her younger brother and y/n.
gavi grimaced. âthat,â he gestured toward y/n. âsheâs⊠happy.â he sounded offended, as if his older sisterâs contentment was somehow personally wronging him.
âoh, please,â aurora rolled her eyes. âyouâre just mad you lost the bet.â
before gavi could retort, y/n turned toward them with a playful glint in her eyes. âwhat are you two whispering about?â
gavi shook his head, trying to hide his amusement. ânothing. just regretting every decision that led me to this moment.â
âsure, sure.â y/n smirked, adjusting the hem of ferminâs jersey. âyouâre just mad I look better in it than you do.â
gavi scoffed, pretending to look horrified as if her wearing ferminâs number was the biggest insult of his life. âiâm going to pretend i didnât hear that.â
before y/n could fire back, strong arms suddenly wrapped around her waist from behind, pulling her against a warm chest. she hadnât even heard fermin come up behind her, but the way he pressed a kiss to the side of her neck was all too familiar now.
âyou look perfect in it,â fermin murmured against her skin, a smile in his voice as he hugged her tighter.
y/n grinned, leaning back into his embrace, her hand instinctively finding his and giving it a gentle squeeze. âyouâre biased.â
âdamn right, i am.â ferminâs voice was teasing, but the way he looked down at her was anything but. his eyes were soft, full of adoration, as if the entire world faded when she was in his arms.
gavi, however, gagged dramatically. âoh, come on,â he groaned, throwing his hands in the air as if personally offended by the display of affection. âcan you not?â
âmind your business, kidâ y/n shot back, laughing as she turned to kiss fermin on the cheek, intentionally making it worse for gaviâs sake.
gavi gave them a withering look, shaking his head in dismay. âi hate it here.â
but despite his protests, there was an undeniable warmth in his eyes as he watched the two of themâhis sister and his best friend, finally together, as if it had been inevitable all along.
as the day went on, families milled about the field, chatting and taking pictures while the players showcased the new kits ahead of the preseason. fermin had finished his interviews, but instead of mingling with the rest of the team, he stayed by y/nâs side, their fingers intertwined like they had been since heâd first pulled her close.
they found a quiet corner near the edge of the pitch, away from the hustle and bustle of everyone else. fermin sat down on the grass, pulling y/n down with him until she was settled between his legs, leaning back against his chest. the noise of the world seemed to quiet down around them as they took a moment for themselves.
âyou okay?â fermin asked, his voice soft as he pressed a kiss to her temple.
y/n hummed in response, tilting her head up to look at him with a small smile. âmore than okay. i still canât believe weâre here.â
fermin brushed a strand of hair from her face, his fingers gentle as they traced along her jawline. âwell, believe it, amor. because iâm never letting you go.â
her heart swelled at his words, the sincerity in his voice making her feel safe and loved in a way she hadnât realized she needed. âyou know⊠i never imagined it would be like this,â she admitted quietly, her gaze drifting out to the field, where her family laughed and joked nearby. âwith you.â
ferminâs arms tightened around her, his chin resting on her shoulder as he nuzzled closer. âand is that a good thing?â
she turned her head slightly, catching his eye. âitâs the best thing.â
his lips curved into a soft smile, and he leaned in to kiss her again, slow and tender, as if savoring the moment. âi told you iâve been waiting for you, y/n. since i was thirteen. now that iâve got you, iâm not going anywhere.â
she felt her cheeks warm, the memory of their earlier conversation running through her mindâthe way fermin had declared his love for her with such conviction, as if he had known all along that she was it for him. and now, sitting here in his arms, the world spinning quietly around them, she realized just how deeply she felt the same.
âsay it again,â he whispered against her lips, his voice barely audible over the distant chatter. âtell me you love me.â
y/n chuckled softly, her hand coming up to rest on his cheek as she turned to face him fully. âi love you, fermin.â
his eyes closed for a moment, as if he was committing the words to memory. âagain.â
she obliged, her voice barely a breath as she leaned in. âi love you.â
ferminâs smile grew wider, a boyish grin spreading across his face as he kissed her again, this time peppering her face with playful kisses. âiâm never getting tired of hearing that.â
âgood,â y/n giggled, swatting at him lightly. âbecause youâll be hearing it a lot.â
they stayed like that for a while, wrapped up in each other, their laughter mingling with the distant sounds of family and friends around them. despite the chaos of the day, they had carved out their own little bubble of peace, where nothing else mattered but the two of them.
âyou know,â fermin murmured, pulling her even closer, âi didnât think i could be this happy.â
y/n looked up at him, her heart full as she took in the sight of himâhis messy hair, the soft smile on his lips, the love in his eyes. âneither did i,â she whispered, her fingers tracing patterns on his chest. âbut weâre here, and i wouldnât change a thing.â
and with that, they fell into a comfortable silence, content to just be with each other, knowing that whatever came next, theyâd face it together.
Reader and FermĂn have been friends with benefits since she has to head home after the semesterâs over but FermĂn grows to have feelings for her and he confesses in the middle of sex. Something super teeth rotting, loads of fluff. Maybe Fer is a huge simp for the reader? If youâre comfy with this đ
POLAND - FERMIN
summary: fermin will have to confess his feelings to you before you fo back to your home country or else its too late
a/n: not proofread, because again, I am lazy... sorry :D
warnings: smut, a lot.
It was simple at first.
"Sex only?" You asked while Fermin nodded his head.
"We're both too busy to maintain a relationship, so why not just agree to be sex buddies, besides that, you need to leave in 3 months. I mean we both enjoy the sex don't we?" Your eyes lit up at the suggestion. Your friendship was falling apart since weeks now. So you agreed.
You originally met him at the university in a class where you had to work on a project together. The connection between you two was felt immediately. He also was shocked that your Spanish was that good since you're from Poland, you only moved to Barcelona to study for a few years before moving there.
"And you're...?" Fermin pulled the chair next to you so he could sit down. You threw your hair behind your back after you looked at the fit blonde man next to you.
"Y/n" You couldn't help but smile at him.
"Beautiful name." He didn't try to hide that he was flirting, the smile and the way he turned to face you in his chair was so obvious. "I'm Fermin."
"Nice to meet you Fermin." You looked up at him, he was slightly taller than you while sitting.
"It's a pleasure for me. It's also a pleasure to be working with you, I'm sure we're gonna have a great time together." Fermin told you without paying attention to his surroundings.
"Mr LĂłpez, enough of the flirting you have time for that in your free time." Your professor scolded him and you quickly turned your head the other way to laugh.
Fermin shook his head while looking down into his lap, trying to hide that smile that spread across his lips when you looked at him again.
-
Suddenly Fermin sat down next to you on the bench in front of the school. "What are your plans for next year?" Fermin avoided eye contact while you looked at him with a shocked expression.
"Um, hi?" You smiled at him while he finally looked at you. "I'm gonna move back home, I'm not from here."
"Wait, you're not spanish?" He turned his upper body towards you as his brows knit together. He raised his brows as you shook your head. "Your Spanish is incredibly good. Its fascinating almost, taking that you're not even Spanish." He stopped for a second while he looked away. "Where are you from?"
"Im from poland" You answered and he couldn't help but smile at your words.
"So you can talk to Lewandowski?" He laughed a bit while you just grinned at his words.
"If I ever meet Lewandowski I'll talk to him in polish, yeah." You laughed.
Fermin the smiled. "When I play in the first team with him, I'll make sure that you're gonna talk to him in polish."
-
"Are you free tonight or do you have to study?" Fermins face was visible on your phone as you held it infront of you. You were just taking a walk on the beach when the midfielder facetimed you. Fermin had to leave for practice in 10 minutes so he wanted to talk to you about his idea. Even tho his friends knew about the two of you hooking up, he hated to talk about that topic in front of them.
"I have to study, but I can maje some time, when do you get off practice?" You inhaled the fresh air coming from the ocean while your shoes kept sinking into the sand.
"Can I come over after practice? That gives you another six hours to study." Fermins lips grew inro a smile afyer he heard that one sigh that meant 'fine, you have convinced me'. And he was right. "Fine, but shower at the facilities, I dont want you using my shampoo ever again." You gwve him a strict look. The midfielder bit his lip whole he nodded.
"I will, see you later." Fermin looked at you and the blue sky behind you. "Bye" You gwve him a small smile and then hung up the phone. After his face disappeared from the display, your airpods started playing runaway by Kanye West again, the midfielder calling you had paused the music on your phone. You inhaled sharply and then went on with your day.
-
"Hey babe!" Fermins voice echoed through the hallway right after the door slammed shut.
"I told you to stop calling me that." You sung without even taking your eyes off of the papers infront of you.
"Hey Sexbuddy, does that sound better?" Fermin was standing behind you, his presence made you feel hot immediately.
"No, that just makes me sound like an object." Eyes scanning across your notes whike you talked to the midfielder.
"Babe it is then." Fermin leaned down to your neck, his hit breath against your skin gave you shivers. You sighed and then turned in your chair so that you could face him. You looked at him for a couple of seconds before turning around again and going back to your studies. He then put both of his hands on your shoulders and you exhaled deeply.
"I don't see you for 5 days and your shoulders are this bad? You really need to relax a bit more." Fermin told you and started to massage your shoulders. You threw your head back as his string hands started to enlighten the tension from your muscles.
"I know babe, my hands work wonders." Fermin whispered into your ear and you couldnt help but smile. Then you stood up and stood proud infront of him, hair pulled back into a tight ponytail and shoulders pushed back. His hands slid from your shoulders to your waist, his big hands burning your skin with his hot touch. You were wearing a grey crop top with some black joggers.
You both knew why he was there, neither of you ever met up before to just talk with eachother. Maybe after sex he stayed sometimes but never just a normal meetup between the two of you.
"Let's go upstairs yeah?" You took Fermins right hand off of your body and interlocked your fingers with his. His lips curled up into a smile while he followed you up the staircase, his hand never leaving yours.
As soon as the two of you entered the bedroom, you closed the door and shut it behind yourself while Fermin shoved you against the door and crushed his lips into yours forcefully. Hot breaths were exchanged during the kiss and while Fermins hand slipped below the waistband of your joggers.
He then slipped them off then leaned down to grab your exposed tighs and lifted you up.
Your legs wrapped around his waist almost naturally and your lips never leaving his while your hands wrapped around his neck.
Eventually he walked you over to your bed and leaned over you, his hands sliding underneath the crop top and pulling it over your head. That left you only in your underwear.
"Take off your clothes Fer." You started pulling at the hem of his shirt until he chuckled and took off his clothes.
"Needy much princesa?" Fermin who was only in his boxers leaned over you again. The temple in his boxers was so obviously visible as you looked down at his abs.
"You could say that-" You then put your hands behind yourself and unclipped your bra, pulling it off your arms. His gaze shifted from your eye to your tits, a smirk made its way to his lips.
"But what if you find out instead?" You pulled off your panties too.
Fermin has never pulled down his boxers that fast as he did that time. His dick jumping out of the white fabric material, tip red and pre cum glistening over it. He pumped his hand uo and down a couple of times while he put your left leg over his shoulder. Your pussy was on display for jim.
"You're so wet." He mumbled as he licked his fingers and spread it along your folds. You were too much of a mess fo answer him, so thats why you nearly screamed when you felt his tip enter you, and slowly he was fully inside of you. You threw your head back and arched your back off the bed towards him. No matter how many times you slept with him, you couldn't get enough of him once he was inside of you.
"Are you okay?" Fermin groaned and you nodded, your heavy breathing made him worry a bit.
You nodded, and as he began thrusting in and out of you, you closed your eyes. The room was filled with noises of skin slapping, his low groans and your moans.
"You're amazing" Fermin hid his head in the crook of your neck. His hot breaths burning against your sweaty skin.
You shut your eyes as he hit a spot that made you drop your jaw. Fermin noticed that he hit the right spot and kept hitting it, soon the warm feeling in your stomach started to build up. The aching feeling in your legs got worse as he grabbed both of them and put them over his shoulders, allowing him to reach even deeper inside of you.
Just after a few seconds his rhythm became uneven and you knew he was about to come. And just a few seconds later Fermin came and you felt his load filling you up.
He was panting heavily as he then made you finish too just a couple of minutes later.
"Are you okay?" He asked you after the sex.
"Yeah" You answered shortly, a small smile decorating your lips as you were still in shock of how good it was, once again.
"Good." Fermin said and then kissed your cheek.
-
"Hermano where were you yesterday?" Gavi walked up to Fermin in the dressing room the next day. The blonde midfielder jumped a little, he feared seeing Gavi that day.
Gavi had called him the previous day and texted him a lot of times. Fermin however didn't pick up because he was busy seeing you.
That wasn't the first time it had happened that Fermin didn't pick up or answer his phone because he was seeing you. That was exactly why Gavi knew what his friend was up to.
"At home." Fermin told Gavi in a nervous tone, he tried to hide it as much as he could from the younger midfielder but it was impossible.
"You were with Y/n weren't you?" Gavi sighed and looked away for a second before looking back at Fermin. "Listen you need to tell her that you have feelings for her."
Gavi's words made Fermins hair stand up straight, it almost gave him shivers. He was well known to the fact that he may or may have not caught real romantic feelings for you, but nobody had ever told him to confront you about them.
"I can't, you know that. What we have is just sex, we agreed on that." Fermin answered shortly and then turned back to the shirt he wanted to pull over his head.
"Your time is running out, how long until she leaves?" Gavi stood in that one spot while his friend kept changing his clothes.
"2 months." Fermin answered and avoided eye contact.
"You need to tell her as soon as possible." Gavi gave him a serious look before he turned around and made his way to his locker.
"mhm"
-
"Are you busy?" Fermin asked while you just walked into the locker room at the gym you were going to. A deep sigh escaped your lips as your chest was still rising up and down at a bit of a faster pace.
"I'm at the gym rn, I just got done." Taking the dark blue towel you always had with you and drying off the sweat off your forehead, Fermin smiled on the other end of the phone.
"I'll pick you up and we'll go back to your place, is that good?" Fermin asked.
"Yeah, just hurry, and I'll need to take a shower when we're there." You explained while already grabbing your hoodie so that youre not walking around with a sports bra only.
"Perfect me too, see you soon." Fermin hung up the phone with a wide smile. You on the other hand wasn't so smiley. So when Fermins car stopped at the side of the road and you were able to get in, he notoced immediately that you were in a bad mood.
He leaned over the center console and pressed a kiss on your lips, your eyes immediately widened and you pulled away from him.
"What are you doing?" You raised your voice a little as you looked at him shocked. Fermins smile had faded and he just loomed at you, confused while hie mouth was slightl open.
"I kissed you" Fermin tried to justify himself and he began to drive while you grabbed the seatbelt.
"Why here, do you want anyone to see? Do you want the media to know that we're fuck buddies?" You asked, Fermin just stayed quiet while he focused on ths road and listened to you. He knew that you were right but it still hurt him a bit.
So he mumbled a quiet "Sorry" and you scoffed while pulling out your phone.
Fermin on the other hand was biting down on his tongue while he really tried to keep his mouth shut. He just got the confirmation that you would never want to be his girlfriend, you dont wanna be seen with him.
So he stayed quiet, until he parked down the car in front of your apartment. "So you're still down to fuck?" Fermin asked, speaking way too fast but confident while he looked at you, brows knit together.
As soon as you heard his tone you turned your head confused. "Are you seriously mad now?" Your brows were raised and the midfielder scoffed while shaking his head and turning off the car.
"Let's go inside, since you don't wanna be seen with me anyways." Fermin mumbled as he opened the door, it was difficult for you to understand the last part because he had already stepped out of the car.
"Fer, come on" you walked a bit faster so you could catch up with him, he walked to your apartment and unlocked the door with his key. Then he turned around as soon as you closed the door.
"So you still wanna get laid? I see." Fermin nodded without even trying to hear you out. You tried to speak up multiple times but he always just answered with "no" and cut you off, until you had enough.
"Could you just shut the fuck up for a second and hear me out?" Your voice loud, it made Fermin shut his mouth immediately, he now looked at you with raised brows and big eyes. "i never said I dont wanna be seen with you, I said I dont want people to find out that we're hooking up. That's only for you, because you know how everyone is, they'll say stuff like youre distracted by me and all of that. I don't like you kissing me in public for your careers sake." You spoke way too fast which left you with a lack of air after everything you said.
Fermins mouth was hanging slightly open and he was speechless, he felt like an idiot. Not hearing you out when what you did was completely right, you were right. Now the regret washed over him and he buried his face in his hands.
He lifted his head again as he mumbled a quiet "Sorry" while looking into your eyes with all honesty. "I'm so sorry, you're right." Fermin told you again, this time you didn't just stand there, taking a step closer to him, you wrapped your arms around him and rested your head against his body.
He also put his arms around you and immediately he felt safe, he felt like everything in the world was okay again. That was when his eyes widened, however you didn't notice that. The truth was, Fermin was scared of his feelings, of his romantical feelings towards you.
He didn't want to fall in love with his sex buddy, what was even worse that you were leaving soon.
You pulled him back from his thought as you looked up at him due to him being slightly taller. "I still wanna get laid tho." A smile displayed on your lips while Fermin was looking back at you with an even bigger one.
Before he however did anything, he leaned closer to you and carefully put his lips onto yours. His hands pulling your hips closer and for the first time, the kiss you two shared wasn't rushed, wasn't contained only of moans and heavy breaths, nothing sexual, just you two sharing a kiss.
Then you pulled away and then slowly started backing up into your bedroom, laying down on the bed, you took off your shirt. You smiled as he walked even closer to you.
"Hey it's 'The Best Sex You've Ever Had' what can I get you?" Fermin moved up his hand to his ear and pretended to talk into a microphone.
"I think I'd enjoy missionary," You smiled cheekily and Fermin nodded his head. He pulled his shirt off and after you both were naked, he got on top of you, admiring your body while he teased your entrance with his tip.
You threw your head back as he pushed inside you and you felt his dick twitch against your walls.
Then he slowly began to pull out and push in again. He repeated that for a whole while and eventually also added to your overstimulation by rubbing your clit. You both came at the same time and Fermin collapsed on top of you. Howver you convinced him that it's totally fine to do another round. So he oushed inside of yiu again, it didn't take long for him to feel on edge. "I'm about to come." He groaned while closing his eyes shut.
"Come inside me Fermin." You told him to which he just responded with a low and silent groan.
"Fuck, I love you" Fermin whispered without thinking and suddenly you immediately stopped moaning and looked at him still pumping his dick in and out of you.
"What?" You asked and took Fermins jaw to make him look up at you. He stopped his movements and looked up at you.
"What did you say?" Your voice sounding unsure, in that second Fermin realised what he said and his eyes widened.
"Nothing" He tried to ignore you and went back to thrusting inside of you, harder and faster this time but you stopped him again.
"Fermin stop, talk to me." You told him and he immediately stopped again. "What did you say?"
"Nothing"
"Shit Fermin I know you said I love you." You told him while you sat up and pulled a blanket over your legs.
Fermin opened his mouth but no words came out. He had to think everything he wanted to say through. "I don't know why, it's just- its just everytime I look at you I get this funny feeling." He explained, while the only thing you did was cover your mouth with your hand and look to the side.
"Fer we agreed to sex onl-" You began but he cut you off.
"Obviously we did, do you think I chose to fall inlove with you when you're literally leaving for Poland soon?" Fermin raised his voice a bit which made you look back at him.
"I don't know what to say honestly." You shrugged your shoulders and then looked away again.
"Listen I-" This time you cut off Fermin.
"I think you should go home." You told him and Fermins mouth opened slightly. He looked away for a second before making eye contact with you again.
"But-" He began but then stopped mid sentence. "Okay, I'll see you later." He gave you a faint smile while he grabbed his things and went towards the door. You flashed him an awkward smile and then watched him leave the bedroom.
THE NEXT DAY
"You have to tell him that you like him too." Luca whispered to you and you raised your head immediately to cover up his mouth with your hand.
"Are you mentally alright? Don't say that when he's right across the room?!" You whispered back aggressively and he laughed a little bit.
"Why won't you tell him though, you got the conformation that he loves you back." Luca still tried to convince you ans eventually you released an annoyed sigh.
"I'm afraid to start something with him that I cannot finish if I have to go back to Poland soon" You said and Luca furrowed his brows while he thought of a solution.
"Just stay here then" He shrugged his shoulders as he suggested. Your eyes widened and you gave him a look.
"You think its that easy? I dont have the money to live here, let alone afford something anywhere in the world." You admitted to which Luca reacted with a smile.
"Ask him to stay at his place until you can afford your own." Your classmate turned his head to face you and you looked back at him.
"You're not completely sane, I'm telling you." You mumbled while shaking your head, he laughed a little bit at your words.
You sighed deeply and then looked at Fermin across the classroom who was writing something on his paper. "I will talk to him."
"Hey Fer," Fermin turned around as soon as he heard you call his name. "can we talk?" You asked.
"Yeah, what's up" Fermin seemed closed off to you, he was even a bit awkward when talking to you.
"Can we go back to your place maybe? Just somewhere private." You suggested and he quickly nodded, then he turned around and you both got into his car. This is not the first time people from uni see you getting into Fermins car.
The drive to his place was quiet, awkward and uncomfortable. Not only for you but for him too. So when you arrived at his place, immediately you went inside and sat down on his couch. You weren't at his place that often because he preferred to stay at yours rather than at his.
So when he sat down next to you, you let out a heavy sight but he cut you off before you were able to even begin talking.
"I'm sorry, I know falling in love with you was a mistake when we agreed to only have sex, but you're so-" Fermin rushed his words until you said something.
"I love you too." Fermin however ignored you and kept talking.
" but you're so loveable and you always make me smile and- wait... what?" Fermin realized what you just told him, you wore a cheeky smile on your lips as his jaw dropped.
"You love me too?" He questioned to which you responded with a nod. "You love me too!" He jumped up in joy and opened up his arms. You smiled while standing up and hugging him back. He kept swinging with you in his arms from side to side and you couldn't help but smile.
"That means I can't let you go back to Poland." Fermin pulled back by an inch to look at you.
"If you'll ask me to, I'll never visit Poland again."
SY: you found a stray cat on the street, and you guys decided to adopt him.
A/N: small one for todayy.
Warnings: None!
You kneeled down to the curb, extending out your hand for the stray scruffy cat on the ground. âLook at this little guy Fer, heâs all alone.â you sympathised, delicately tracing over a patch of his fur.
âWe canât just leave him here.â
Fermin hesitantly flickered between you and the white kitten purring next to your arm. âWe already have so much going on linda..â
âWe wonât be home most of the time.â he sighed.
âBut he needs us! Just look at him â heâs so scared.â you softened, widening your eyes up at him.
âCats are a lot of work you know..â he exhaled, slowly caving in to your needy eyes. Your pleads were enough to make him go crazy and give in to anything you wanted.
You scooped up the fur ball in your hands, stroking his ears delicately and lightly tapping on his nose. âBut Fermin!â you pleaded, âLook how cute he is!â
He grimaced, looking down at the tiny white kitten in your arms, âI guess heâs kinda cute.â
âYou guess? He is!â leaning your lips closer to the kitten, placing a light kiss on the top of his head.
âYouâre so cute arenât you?â you murmured quietly enough for the white kitten to purr back. Fermin couldnât help but smile at how obsessed you were over such a small animal.
âPleaseeee.â
âOkay okay, fine.â he gave in, now leaning closer to pet his head. âWhat do we call him?â
âFermin Jr.â you laughed, âHe even has the same pout as you always have.â Still giggling at your boyfriendâs offended remark.
âShut up.â he laughed shaking his head, âYou really wanna take him home?â
âWell duh!â you squealed, âWe can build a cat family!â
âWoah, slow down amorĂš.â he said, subtly hiding the smirk on his face. Fermin knelt down to reach the same height as the kitten, tilting his head to smile.
âOnly if you let me hold him, can i?â he whispered gently, still a little too stubborn to outright admit he wanted to take him home too.
âWow,â you beamed up at him, âI thought youâd never ask.â