#flame thoughts

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"No no no, Moon, let him cook" - Sun

(Genuinely my fav part, it's so funny-)

Anyways, ayyyy, my boys are back! For how long, who knows?! I'm genuinely fine with both!

(I still miss masm, but it also caused me a lot of turmoil. I've never had a panic attack this bad over masm Sun's treatment before)

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Today's stream was one of the more funnier ones! I liked it, had a few laughs, got a LOT in return. Oh boy, we've got stuff for a good few months it seems 👀

Anyways, just a funny bit I enjoyed from the stream. I'll post the other one I like later ^^

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✨️Gentle Reminder✨️

Even if an abuser or someone who's hurt you is trying to do better or changing for the better, doesn't mean you're obligated to forgive them. At the end of the day, as a victim, you get to decide how you wish to live out your life, no one else. You should never have to settle.

Pain doesn't go away. It scars. Sometimes it heals, sometimes it reopens.

I'm thinking a lil about tsams as I write this, but this applies to any fandom, to real life! If it's in your power to do so, do what's best for you, so that you don't feel anymore hurt.

I won't lie though, I know it'll be hard. Sometimes leaving could be hard, dangerous even. It could even be unfair. It all depends on which path do you think will hurt less, and if possible, able to get as much help as possible. Life isn't fair, so sometimes, it's up to us to make it fair, to leave the pain behind and begin a better life. We don't deserve it. Nobody does.

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Daily reminder! Your knuckles are now FRESH! Time to crack them! ^^

Now that that's outta the way, I have an art question...

What should Solar's main weapon be?

Battle axe

Scythe

Mace

Other(as long as it's big and overbearing)

Voting ended onApr 11

I've been havin a hard time ^^'

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Just gonna say it. Eclipse looks kinda hot in today's thumbnail 👀

Okay now that i made myself giggle, time to get a little sad. I was this 🤏 close to crying, I'm ngl. Hearing Dazzle speak to Eclipse hit a little too close to home for me, and I genuinely can't handle that again. Not again. Also Eclipse with his last bit of charge telling Dazzle how proud he is of her?

God, I can't do this, I'm ending my analysis early I'm sorry

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Oh my God, they were roommates... anygays-

Random thought that I had:

Does Ruin seem like, gender to you? In a weird kinda way?

Like think about it. He's obviously both Sun and Moon combined into one, so he seems like both simultaneously. At the same time, he seems like neither of them, like his own person, his own gender. I think about that a lil.

Genderqueer Ruin will be real in 2 sec-

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Can I be so honest about the Verity mod or the horror series that's goin around?

I feel like, I can handle Verity. No like, actually!

I'm a reasonable person, right? Like I constantly jump between having the survival instincts of a goddamn toaster to the instincts of something that survives(like a tree)

Whenever I play Minecraft, I'm an exploration type player. So I don't need villagers. If it's just Verity and me, I'd be fine with it. Hell, even with the part of something comin in 3 days, I'd just, try to reason with him. See why he is the way he is. Clearly a very intelligent ai, with emotionally, too. Idk, I just feel SOME kind of empathy towards him.

The only thing that puts me off is the fact that Verity just, waits. For so long. I'd feel so bad. I get emotionally attached really fast(shout out to my boy Connor/Clancy, the caterpillar I found in my basement. Gone too soon. I cried for hours), so idk what I'd do. Again though, very intelligent ai.

I'm just too, empathetic towards things of horror. They had to get that way somehow.

Minor/major spoilers

Also, related to this, i finally watched Obsession! Shout out to my gurl, Nikki. She didn't deserve any of that. Poor thing lost everything... I headcanon she gets the billion dollars and move away to start a new rich life for herself. How? Idk. Just being optimistic ^^'

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Probably how anybody, 80% of us feel about what Sun said:

To an extent. It was a shock hearing it. Time and place, I suppose? (time is a very tricky one, trauma is such a serious matter) I was thinking for a second that it could possibly have some... kind of effect... but I've literally watched horror movies with that turn out and it did not end well. Same here somewhat...

But I definitely get it from both perspectives, from all perspectives. But like I already said, I'm not gonna deep root analyze it like I do. Just trust me on this one. Just know I'm ready for...