You Only Think When I Allow It
cw: intelligence play, light memory play, clicker training
âIâm smart when I want to be!â You regretted your words the second they left your mouth, and sure enough you now had your Mistressâs undivided attention.
âPetal? I think you meant to say that you are smart when I want you do be.â You hear the slight hum of her biorhythm bouncing off your implant, not strong enough to overwhelm you but enough to warn you that you were on thin ice.
âI uh well sorry Mistress I just thoughtâŠâÂ
She cuts you off before you can even finish the sentence: âNo. You donât think, pet.â This time her biorhythm gave you no room to argue or explain yourself. Your mind simply wentÂ
âCome back to me dear.â You hear the musical tones of your Mistressâs voice as you suddenly snap back to awareness. How long had it been? It couldnât have been long youâre still in the same spot. You decide that it isnât really important especially when Mistress is talking. âDarling are you back?â You nod silently as the last of the fog clears your head.Â
âNormally I would say that this was enough of a demonstration but brats need reminded of their place sometimes donât they dear?â
âYes Mistress.â You say it automatically and without hesitation, you know better than to say or do anything else.
âGood pet!â A pulse of pleasure radiates through you before she quickly catches your attention again.Â
âI think itâs time for a pop quiz pet! I know how much you used to pride yourself on how smart you were and that fancy education you had. Thatâs not inherently a bad thing, but the pressures and expectations that they put on you were crushing you before I found you flower. Thinking all the time was hurting you and I simply cannot allow that. Of course itâs ok to be smart sometimes too, but you need balance just as in all other parts of life. You seem to have forgotten that and itâs time for me to give you a reminder that you can be smart, yes, but only when I allow it. Now can you think clearly right now pet?â
You nod again, not knowing what she has planned but eager to find out. âExcellent then lets begin. Donât worry the questions arenât hard, especially for a smart girl like you who got such a fancy education,â you feel as well as hear the mocking tone of her voice and remember that with their long lifespans and superior intelligence even the smartest and most educated terran couldnât hope to compair to an affini.Â
âFirst question: what year did the Affini compact make diplomatic contact with humanity?â Thatâs easy, it was only a few years ago afterall. Before you can answer though you hear a sharp Click and feel a rush of pleasure that leaves your thoughts just a little more fuzzy than they were before. âWell pet? Whats the answer?âÂ
You hear another Click and another wave of that fuzzy pleasure floods over you. âThatâs easy itâsâŠâ The answer eludes you, replaced with a fuzzy, tingly warmth. Why is your head so foggy suddenly? You donât know, but Mistress is waiting for an answer. âI donât knowâ you quietly admit.
Your Mistressâs praise feels so good that you barely even notice the Click that accompanied it or the fog rising behind it. What was going on again? You were proving you were smart so why is it so hard to think right now?
âMistress, are you cheating by using xenodruggies to make me stupid?â You slur the words slightly reenforcing your theory that you have been drugged.
âWell first off, it would not be cheating to use xenodrugs on you. You are my pet and I can drug or play with you whenever I choose. But, no dear, you arenât drugged. You donât need to be anymore, remember this?â She produces a small plastic object. You whimper involuntarily as memories of countless hours of painstaking training rush back.
âWait⊠you clicker trained me then made me forget about it?â You try to sound assertive but fail to hide your arousal at the thought of being trained.
âWatching you remember always was my favorite part. Itâs just so cute watching you realize how much I own you. How much control I have over you.â You a faint moan escapes your lips but thankfully she interrupts you before you could embarrass yourself further. âI think its time for the next question: what is the name of the ship we are on?â Click.
Again you know that you should know the answer but it just canât quite make it through the rising fog. âUhhhhh I donât know?âÂ
âGood pet!â another Click another wave of fuzzy pleasure hits your brain. âThatâs right! You donât know. Afterall why would a silly little pet like you need to remember things like that?âÂ
Another Click reminds you just how owned you are. âGood pets like you donât need to think. Good pets like you canât think, not without their owners permission anyway. You only think when I allow it. You arenât a person anymore dear, youâre my adorable, obedient pet.â You donât even try to hide your moan this time, you arenât even sure you could hide it at this point iso you decide not to bother with trying.
âOk pet, last question: what are you?â The anticipation you feel waiting for that beautiful Click almost feels as good as hearing it at this point.
âIâm your obedient pet, Mistress.â
âYes you certainly are dear. I think you deserve a reward for doing such a good job.