💫 what death witchcraft taught me 💫
inspired by @todayinmagicalgirlhistory 's post about solar & lunar witchcraft.
👁 death is not to be feared . accepting things is a big part of life, especially death. accepting that there is death; accepting we all meet it; accepting that spirits walk among us. as someone to whom death of a loved one used to be my biggest fear... it's comforted me. knowing that the cycle is inevitable and not to be feared has immensely helped. knowing that there is something after death, of which i have proof, is a relief. plus, the thought of encountering & helping a death witch once i've passed is exciting!
👁 serenity is invaluable . i have always been a very anxious person, & that anxious energy has always consumed me. don't get me wrong, i still suffer from it & struggle. but that said... scrying / divining & communing with spirits takes a certain amount of spiritual & emotional control, as well as the ability to remain calm. it's sort of come into the rest of my life; i have noticed since really buckling down & getting involved in death witchcraft, that that calmness & coping mechanisms have helped in the daily mundane.
👁 there is beauty in all things . a few things have added to this revelation i've come to. firstly, as someone fascinated by history (it does help in the craft), reading about past beauty standards being so wildly different sort of opened my eyes. i have always had low self esteem, never cared for the way i look for a myriad of reasons. this, & becoming excited by dead flowers & herbs, moss-covered stones, twisted old trees, grubby yellow bones before they're cleaned, thick rich dirt that smells of mushrooms... things that aren't traditionally pretty, i now value above others. its easy to then apply that to me. i may not love the way i look, but now... i do like the way i look. & that's a lovely change. if i can see the beauty in a dirt-covered bone or a half-decomposed mouse, why can't i find the beauty in me?
👁 i am not alone . i am married very happily with a lovely wife, but even then my mind plays cruel tricks on me & loneliness drips in. but when i clean a gravestone & chatter away about the fall weather, & i feel something standing over me... how can i feel alone? when i know that there are spirits wandering this earth, how could i be alone? when there is always the cycle of life going on around me, from munching worms in the rich dirt, to the new stray kittens in the bushes, to the coffin under my feet, to the baby birds chirping in the nest above my head... there is so much wonder & life in this world, & i am but a small part of all of it.
death witchcraft, spiritwork, et cetera, are not for everyone. but you don't have to be afraid of the dark, & you don't have to be afraid of death. death witchcraft has saved my life, as ironic as that may sound.