My darlings. If you could feel what I feel. If you could see what I’ve seen. I’ve been away on my own journey of tremendous self discovery and incredible empiricism. I’ve been able to identify myself as a non binary pan sexual feminine man, that transcends physical boundaries. I’ve been able to expand my magical discoveries as a practicing witch and medium. I’ve been able to overcome my fear of the stage and have been performing across many stages. All of this thanks to my beloved B... who’s story I will be able to share with you one day. For now... know that he allowed these things to flourish within me with the unconditional love he gave me. He has sadly parted this world, and has left me with multiple questions. But I must believe that there is a reason for this.... that there is a reason for the rewiring... the love... the confusion... the pain... the loss. He himself was a fan of my stories.. and if anything... I can continue to write for him... and for you all. I’m here. I’m alright... and I’m hoping to be able to tell you all my very own story. In the interim... I hope you enjoy the words I have yet to write very soon. I shall also release more photography of myself as requested by many. This picture is dear to me...as I am wearing his black fur, his black boots, and black fan that he always said, matched the dark witch he so loved.
I love you all. Thank you all for for your continuing messages and support. It means the world to me.
~Flamesdream
Photography by @xenialeo
