#getting restless

[searsage]

To Robin's reveling delight her architect's reaction was instantaneous, it was obvious he wasn't expecting her assult as instinctively he tensed under her unannounced fingers nearly dropping the vial he was so carefully measuring seconds before her planned sabotage.

Stubbornly he does not turn to her, insistent on completing his task at hand despite Robin's determined hubris, was he under estimating her?

That would be a mistake..

Instead her companion tilts his head toward her no doubt ready to barate the resercher for interrupting his efforts, but the inquirious trill that escapes the alien quickly streams into a rather startled but pleased hiss as she presses her lips against the side of his neck.

His throat is warm and rough against her soft lips, she plants another open mouthdled kiss right against where the scar marred his elegant flesh.

A cruel smile splits the resercher's lips as the tell tale sound of a shattering vial breaks the heavy silence..

[susievanderbilt]

Country life. It wasn’t that Claypool was an awful place. Or that she hated it there. It was simply that Susie found herself bored. Her time in Amnoon had been fun, for the most part, but she had been back for quite awhile now and she found that she missed her city life. Or maybe it wasn’t even the city, just excitement in general.

So she had taken to going into the town more often. But it hadn’t done much. The hustle and bustle was nothing compared to a city. There was only so much to occupy her time. So she ended up in an inn more often than not, sipping at a glass of wine or two and brooding. Not heavily, mind you. She hadn’t done that since she had gotten pregnant.

But that was how Marsden found her. She was surprised that he would, if she was truthful. After news of the divorce between him and Elle she had wondered if either of them would speak to her again. Not that... well she couldn’t shirk complete responsibility from it. She certainly had more than just one finger in that particular pie.

Seeing her old friend had been a nice mix of bittersweet. Apologies were made and accepted and he seemed to be coping. He could, at least, put on a smile and poke fun at himself. Just checking in before he was off again. Everyone off on some mission or another, she wasn’t going to go off and do anything above her own abilities, of course. There was no way she would be able to help anyone out in the thick of things but she needed to get away.

She loved Addy, she did. But he was just a baby and frankly, she was getting rather bored. Again with that feeling. Perhaps there was something to do for the Vanderbilts. Some connections to be made, some cause she could promote monetarily. She would have to look into it or she feared she might go back to heavy drinking.

[occhiofino]

ouchie :(

[zagreusboon]

Dude I’m so mad I haven’t been able to focus on building a portfolio at all it’s either work making me tired or class making me tired Immmmmmmaaaaaaadddddd

[aspyforthethrone]

I slept a lot the last two days. I definitely needed the rest. It's a relief not having to worry about finding a job asap at the moment. The financial insecurity was a huge pressure point for me that kept stressing me out big time. But the lying around is starting to make me restless again. I've been trying to distract myself, but it's getting hard to block out the negative thoughts now. I’ve been doing all I could to get better, to manage things on my own and to balance finding a job and taking care of me and my health. Only to end up breaking down completely. Well done :/

I don't want to see things so negative. But I'm not in a good mental place right now and it's hard to shut out the thought that I failed. That I failed making it on my own, like everyone said I would.

I wish that I could tell my brain to shut up. These negative thoughts are not helping. At all. I hate feeling so empty and alone. Like noone cares. I hate that the depression makes me feel like that. I don't want that. I rationally know that it is not true, but depression knows no reason.

[caterpillarhunting]

Please boss lady send me an email it’s been weeks please

[lyricalafrodsiac]

where the fuck is my messaging tumblr. 

[katface-meow]

As much as I hate change, sometimes I crave it. And now is one of those times. I want all new things. New style, new surroundings, new possibilities. I think I'm ready for something big.