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yaoi that sucks

#ghhghh #really not feelin it artwise but im still gonna try n draw #not gonna tag this iether #( : /

How to get my phone to stop having notifications pop up when I'm trying to tap on something and it opens the notification and makes me angy Google pls help

#ghhghh #me problems lol

I think I have like 3 followers who give a shit about revanderous but hey!! I'm think about them!!

#revanderous #kotor #doing silly little doodles that make me sad #kotor 2 + swtor just has me face down on the floor babey!!#I have like some old sketches of them reuniting in non existent kotor 3 #and now im in 'actually maybe they never see each other again' sad boy hours #and revan has the sense that they will never actually return right before they leave #so they try to linger in every moment which makes canderous go 😶#and their final farewell with revan trying to memorize his face #and 300 years later when anything canderous tried to do with the mandalorians is undone with them siding with the sith empire #revan finding old stone carvings of mandalore the preserver and the exile #all they have is dreams and memories of those they loved #ghhghh #OO the urge to replay kotor kotor 2 ooooo OOO

i thought abt trauma n shit today n i also worked today, and so i came to a conclusion that i’ve been tryna work towards for a rly long time: just bc i technically can doesn’t mean i should.

which kinda sounds vague n stupid but theres context: i worked 8 hrs today n i hadn’t eaten anythin nor had anythin 2 drink. it was very bad. i forget to eat a lot and it’s a problem..

but the point is i was like, oh i can do this so it’s fine-

n then i thought abt it n i was like oh most ppl prolly woulda tapped out -- most ppl woulda eaten breakfast too but that’s not the point -- most ppl prolly woulda gone fr lunch or brought a snack or done Something to alert the ppl around them that they weren’t okay.

n here i am telling myself that bc i can do it, it’s fine n not a problem n ill just eat later n survive this n get thru this etc,

i’m not supposed to b surviving life. that was the old way, n the old rules. but i’m supposed to b resting when i need to and eating when i need to and it’s a lot to process that i just seem to have forgotten how to do that.

n then i was thinking abt how my therapist (and most of the therapists ive seen if not all of them) seem to take an approach to therapy that’s basically ‘you’re a survivor, you got thru that terrible thing and you’re still kicking, look how strong you are,’ and wow that just-- Does not actually help me at all, and it’s bc of the mindset that if i’m strong then i’m fine and that whatever happened wasn’t all that bad actually.

and idk rly what to do with this bc i think i was going somewhere n then got too tired but i think i oughta keep this in mind going forward more, n mayb it’ll help.

#personal #vent #ghhghh #I always do this too I always pick up the slack even when I don't want to #and even when it negatively affects me #and I seem to think my survival hinges on this #and I really wish I didn't think like that #and I really wish I knew how to just mourn what is gone and move on #and I wish I knew how to be a survivor without using that mentality to cause further damage #but eeh #ill get there eventually #n ill have a nice garden and maybe some animals #n the world will feel kind again

I dunno If thisll even load properly, but heres a bit of an animation that I'm doing! Its not an animation meme of some kind, just to a part of a song -w-

#rexx #animation #wip #this is gonna take a while #ghhghh

DONT KILL THE VIBE, GRAHAM

#ghhghh #dw spoilers #dw liveblog

I’ve been laughing at these for the past hour

#parappa the rapper #ghhghh

WHERES THE COMIC THAT BUENOS DIAS THING CAME FROMI RLY WANNA READ IT

#m.txt #caps -#GHHGHH

i thought abt trauma n shit today n i also worked today, and so i came to a conclusion that i’ve been tryna work towards for a rly long time: just bc i technically can doesn’t mean i should.

which kinda sounds vague n stupid but theres context: i worked 8 hrs today n i hadn’t eaten anythin nor had anythin 2 drink. it was very bad. i forget to eat a lot and it’s a problem..

but the point is i was like, oh i can do this so it’s fine-

n here i am telling myself that bc i can do it, it’s fine n not a problem n ill just eat later n survive this n get thru this etc,

and idk rly what to do with this bc i think i was going somewhere n then got too tired but i think i oughta keep this in mind going forward more, n mayb it’ll help.

#ghhghh

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