totally chill btw that all that time after cas makes the deal he has to keep in mind that he can't allow himself true happiness while presumably knowing exactly what would make him happiest and keeping it quietly in his pocket COOL COOL COOL.
it's interesting to me that happiness for cas is just telling dean he loves him. it's not receiving that love back or, if you want to be buffy about it, an orgasm via your true love lol.
it's just telling the guy after all that time. DANG.


















