I really, truly hate being frightened to the point of having a panic attack. Then the PTSD really sets in and I see things everywhere. I thought I was over this, now I see I have to change things around. Now I have tears and the chest spasms. I have 3hrs to get it together because if not I know my aides have no problem dialing 911 and that's the last place I want to be. I hate this but I know that together we should be able to come up with another solution. My home is supposed to be my comfort zone, where I am the safest. I just got out of a deeply bad moment, I'm not trying to go back to that place. #DepressionIsReal #AnxietyWarrior #GodGotThis #PurplePower #DivaStrong #IFightToWin #PTSDNotFun #ButGod 💖🌹~All My Heart~🌹💖 💜💜 ~Sarcoid Diva~💜💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/CWvR-VMFQ1-3EY2ugh-NkaNN6BbMmoLR1NECHQ0/?utm_medium=tumblr







