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[remtrack]

11:57 p.m, with lee donghyuck.

it's been about two years since you started dating hyuck, yet the mere sight of his face still gets you awestrucked. he's not even trying — literally — simply lotioning his legs (after he's done with yours) before bed, the scent of vanilla lingering in the bedroom, it's all so mundane. his hair's slightly damp after his shower, the simple black tee hugging his figure nicely, face bare and a little stubble growing on his chin. you couldn't help but stare, outlining the shape of his eyes and his lips and the moles scattered on his cheeks —

"baby," he murmurs, voice a little hoarse. "baby."

you finally look up, a faint hue of pink rushing to your cheeks as he catches you staring.

"sorry, what was that?"

"i said, do you want to have dinner outside tomorrow," he repeats himself, setting the bottle of lotion aside (rubbing some excess on your knees) and getting under the covers, "are you okay?"

"i am. you just... look so good."

in return, hyuck grows sheepish under your gaze. he doesn't blush much, but you could always tell he's feeling shy by the way he purses his lips slightly, just slightly to hide his smile, hands playing with whatever is near, like he doesn't know what to do with himself. it's the way that you sound breathless as you utter those words, sincerity leaking from your lips that silences him every time you compliment him, even after all these years. there's no pink hue though his cheeks feel so warm.

"i'm not even —"

before hyuck could even complete his sentence, you manage to seat yourself on his lap, hugging your legs around his waist , not wanting to let go. his warm hands rest against the curves of your waist, the sensation so familiar. you waste no time to cup his cheeks and shower his face with kisses — every single inch — lips echoing an annoying 'mwah!' at every kiss.

donghyuck couldn't do anything but take it all. hushed laughters spilling past his lips as he lets you kiss him, stealing kisses here and there.

"you're insane, baby..." he laughs, but you know he loves it. especially when he couldn't stop the smile plastered on his face, brown eyes staring at your lips and sneaking yet another kiss.

"you're just so pretty," you sigh out.

when you say it like that, how could he not believe it?

[haechanhues]

[3:13am] it didn‘t take long to convince birthday boy! Haechan into taking a photo with you. With lazy drunk eyes, he was chest to chest with you, licking his lips mindlessly as you fixed your hair. He couldn’t get over how fucking good you smelled. Or the smooth skin of your legs tangling together with his own. You raise your phone to take care of the angle, feeling his arms naturally wrap around your waist to bring you closer. You belonged there with him, he decided. Then and there. He pushes forward and all you can focus on is the plushness of his lips on your cheek. His hand lightly wrapped around your neck. The heat emitting from his gaze as he stares at you, waiting for you to look at him so he can kiss the shit out of you properly.

[haespoir]

[ 3:17 am ]

now playing: cyber sex - doja cat

“mommy, please! i’m sorry!” 

you don’t even want to question his choice of words when they wake you up from your nap, your boyfriend yelping and whining into his mic as he tries to outrun what seems to be an attempt on his life in his video game. donghyuck had promised that he would wake you up after an hour, but based on the grogginess you felt and the fact that sunlight no longer spilled through the curtains in his room, he had broken that promise. 

not that you minded. you were never one to care much about having a set sleeping schedule, and you were positive you could live by just taking small cat naps throughout the day. donghyuck had always teased you for it, using it as an opportunity to call you his little kitten. you were sure it stemmed from his use of discord and being chronically online, but he didn’t let you argue. 

without even speaking a word, you approach him at his desk and tap his arm. if he hadn’t moved his arm, you would think he was ignoring you from the lack of acknowledgement. but he lifts his arm from his keyboard and allows you to straddle his lap, the two of you now squished onto his chair. instantly, your hands are under his shirt, relishing in the warmth that his body supplies you. your own personal heater. 

your head rests on his shoulder as you watch him play his game from the corner of your eye. in this position, you can clearly hear his friends yelling on the call. they even acknowledge your presence, which you only hum half-heartedly at. your boyfriend grumbles at the attention his friends give you, even if you don’t even offer them a single breath yet. 

“nice shot, jeno. you’re so good,” you say, hoping donghyuck’s mic would pick up on your words. and it does. your back is turned to his second monitor, but if you had chosen to lay on your boyfriend’s other shoulder, you would see the way jeno’s eyes curve into a sweet smile at your words. all you can hear is his muffled voice from the headset as he thanks you. though you don’t see jeno’s reaction, you do feel donghyuck’s jaw tighten at the interaction.

“what about me? tell me i’m good too,” donghyuck whines, pressing a small kiss under your ear as he speaks lowly, the words only for you to hear. there was nothing you could do about his small jealous habits. “or else we’ll just show them how good i can be.” 

you don’t offer him a verbal reply, but your hands travel higher up his shirt, ghosting over his nipples. you pinch them gently, eliciting a small moan from the male. thankfully, it seemed his game had ended. and you knew better than anyone that donghyuck loved to be productive during the long queues while waiting for a new game. using your body weight, you press into him, a small grin appearing on your lips when you get another noise of pleasure from donghyuck. he was too easy to please. 

“should we give them a show?” he asks, the question is directed not only at you but to the discord call on his second monitor. you’re sure his friends nod at his words; this wasn’t the first time that you had interrupted their gaming session for some much wanted affection from your boyfriend, and it sure as hell was not going to be the last. 

you grind against his hardening cock, loving the way he groans at the pressure. he slips his headset off and pushes away the mic arm attached to his desk, tapping the mic to mute it. the red light on his mic confirms that he is in fact muted, but the tiny led light on his webcam still glows green. the boys could either watch you, or they could hear you.

after all, donghyuck wasn’t kind enough to truly share all of you. 

[dreamstation]

[23:33] The sweet taste of caramel has you smiling against Haechan’s soft lips, savoring every small moan and whimper he lets out. His hands roam your sides, soon wandering under your shirt in his attempt to pull you closer. Arms around his neck, you can’t help but entangle your fingers in his soft and fluffy locks. You gently pull at his hair, a pleased feeling spreading in your chest when he breathes out a soft gasp, hands freezing in surprise and his grip on your waist tightening.

The movie plays on in the background, long forgotten, drowned out by the sinful sound of his lips on yours, the heat between you two slowly rising. His delightful, melodic moans grow louder as you straddle his hips, his hips meeting yours halfway when you grind down on him. He tugs at your hoodie, a brief warning before he pulls it up, bunching it up at your chest, waiting for you to pull away before taking them off. Goosebumps rise all over your body and you’re not sure if it’s because of the unexpected coldness from the sudden exposure or because you and Haechan have never gone further than where you two assumed the other drew the line. 

His lips leave yours and you shiver, a whine caught in your throat as you realize his lips trailing kisses on your jaw, leading all the way to your neck. He bites down, surely leaving a mark that’ll last for a while and you whimper in surprise, your face buried in the crook of his neck. 

“We can stop this here, baby,” he murmurs, breathing heavily.

You shake your head, ghosting your lips under his ear before pulling back to see his face. “No, no. I- I want to.”

He’s hesitant, so worried, wanting to make sure you have no regrets. He looks at you, his big, doe eyes staring into yours, asking you all the questions he does not voice out. 

“I want you,” you whisper breathlessly.

Hands snaking around your thighs, he stands up, your legs around his waist, arms around his neck, as he makes his way to the bedroom. When he lays you down on the bed, he kisses you ever so softly, like he’s treading on thin ice but you kiss him back with so much passion that he thinks falling into the water, drowning in your feverish kisses and warm embrace would be even better. His hands roam your figure gently, like he’s afraid of breaking you, whispering praises and showering you with compliments. 

His lips dive back into yours, shamelessly taking your breath away, but you think if this is what it means to be drunk in someone’s love, then you’re not sure you ever want to be sober again.

[saturnznct]

play fight | ldh

➸ request from anon; hey sadie hope you’re doing well and staying safe~ i was wondering if you could do dad!haechan and his kids playfully fighting over the mum thank u so much for all your hard work

➸ note; ah tysm!! i hope this is okay, it took me ages to write this one for some reason

➸ word count:

➸ dalgun; aged 8, kyungah; aged 4, sunhee; in the womb lol

➸ warning(s); none

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You whine as you stretch, waking up gradually as you do so. You were so warm, both from being buried under the duvet covers, and being wrapped in Donghyuck’s arms.

‘Morning,’ he mumbles groggily, ‘sleep well?’ 

‘Mmm,’ you hum, ‘the baby moved around quite a bit.’

‘They’re getting big,’ he runs warm hands under your shirt and over your little bump.

You turn your head to face him and kiss him good morning. You turn back, Donghyuck kissing your shoulder-blade. Both of you lay dozing for a few minutes, just enjoying each others presence.

‘It’s so quiet,’ you whisper, ‘why is it so quiet?’

‘Don’t complain,’ Donghyuck grumbles, ‘you’ll jinx it.’

You turn around now properly, so that you’re facing each other, ‘just wondering what my children are up to.’

Donghyuck is too distracted by you to care, pressing kisses to your neck, ‘you’re pretty.’

‘Hyuck..’

‘I love you.’

‘I love you too, but-‘

Your bedroom door creaks open slowly, your little girl’s face appearing around it, eyes not fully open, hair sticking wildly up. Donghyuck rolls off you, acknowledging his daughter. 

‘Morning, angel,’ Donghyuck lifts Kyungah up onto the bed, kissing her forehead.

‘Daddy. Mummy/mommy,’ she mumbles, ‘I just woke up.’

‘Yeah, we can tell sweetheart,’ you laugh, flattening her hair down a little, ‘did we wake you up?’

‘No, but I wanted to come lie down with you.’

‘That’s okay.. Did you sleep well?’

‘Uh-huh, I dreamt about baby sister.’

You and Donghyuck exchange a look.

‘Kyungie, we don’t know if it’s a baby sister,’ Donghyuck says carefully, but Kyungah takes no notice.

‘I just wanted to come hang out with you mummy/mommy,’ Kyungah lodges herself between you and Donghyuck, curling into your side, throwing her little arm around your bump.

Donghyuck huffs, ‘but what if I wanted to hang out with mummy/mommy?’

Kyungah giggles maniacally, ‘well you can’t.’

‘No?’ Donghyuck laughs, and Kyungah shakes her head, ‘why not?’

‘Because she’s my mummy/mommy!’

‘She’s my wife first!’

‘No,’ Kyungah protests, tugging on your sleep shirt.

‘Meanie,’ Donghyuck sticks his tongue out at the girl, staring at her for a few moments before launching himself at her in a tickle attack.

’No!’ Kyungah shrieks, giggling and squirming while Donghyuck blows raspberries where his hands aren’t.

‘Careful!’ you chuckle, shuffling away and wrapping an arm around your bump, although you knew Donghyuck would never let Kyungah get too close.

‘Daddy, stop it!’ Kyungah’s screaming with laughter at this point.

‘Hyuck, you’ll wake Dalgun,’ you warn, knowing your son would not be pleased at the disturbance.

Again, as if on cue, Dalgun trudges into the room, rubbing his eyes. 

‘What’s going on?’

‘Your dad is attacking your sister.’ 

‘Oh,’ Dalgun flops down on the bed next to you, absentmindedly burying his face in your side.

‘Little Mummy’s/Mommy’s boy,’ Donghyuck grumbles, finally releasing Kyungah who wriggles over to you for protection.

Donghyuck whines at his children abandoning him, breaking into dramatic wails, which the children ignore to annoy him even further.

‘You both love mummy/mommy more than me,’ he cries, and the two kids just roll their eyes, ‘I bet you don’t even love me at all!’

’No daddy, I do love you,’ Kyungah sings, but Donghyuck turns away, holding his hand up at her.

’No, you’ve made your feelings very clear,’ Donghyuck huffs, crossing his arms and shaking his head. 

‘Daddy no,’ Kyungah shrieks.

‘Only mummy/mommy loves me now,’ he pouts, making grabby hands towards you.

‘Hmm, questionable,’ you tease, Donghyuck looking offended.

‘No.. nobody in my family loves me… I might as well just… run away.’

Donghyuck rolls out of bed, ‘and I’ll never come back!’ 

‘Wait no!’ the children giggle, removing themselves from you and running out of the room to follow Donghyuck.

‘You’re coming into a madhouse, baby Lee,’ you rub your bump, stomach rumbling as you think about breakfast.

[alicanta77]

[3:35pm]

Donghyuck’s hands lightly held yours, his thumb rubbing your knuckles as he looked down at the movement, hiding the tears in his eyes. He took a shaky breath, and you squeezed your eyes shut. You didn’t want him to speak. If neither of you spoke, the inevitable couldn’t come, you could be fine, he wouldn’t have to leave.

But the inevitable always comes - that’s what makes it so painful. No matter how fast you run, you cannot escape it. 

“Logically I know nothing matters and everything is temporary, but emotionally, I’m crushed by the weight of everything that has ever happened to us, and ever will happen.”

Donghyuck’s words left a large lump in your throat that made you feel as though you couldn’t breathe anymore. Your heart clench, as if some spirit had reached into your chest and grabbed it and was twisting it, trying to wrench it out of it’s place.

“I guess our fairytale had a few plot holes.” You chuckled sadly, as if the pathetic fake laughter that came out of you distracted from the tears that started falling gently down your face, almost caressing your skin as they did so.

“No.” Donghyuck disagreed, shaking his head at you. “Our fairytale was a beautiful story. We just... ran out of ink before we could write the happy ending.”

“You’ll still love me?” You asked. Donghyuck reached his hands up to cup either side of your face.

“I'll love you forever.” Donghyuck said, closing his eyes as he pressed his forehead against yours. “That’s the problem”

Your eyes closed as well, relishing the feeling of Donghyuck’s thumb gently stroking your cheek, wiping away the tears that were falling.

You heard him sniff, and squeezed your eyes closer together. You knew he was crying. But you also knew that if you saw him crying you would never be able to walk away. 

This wasn’t supposed to go this way. Management were never supposed to get in the way, his contract wasn’t supposed to ruin the two of you. You were supposed to move in together. Then get your first dog together, a little golden puppy named Aurora. That would go into getting married, having kids, then driving them to sport practices and looking back at your life together and laughing.

But now none of that could happen. And soon you both had to leave this place and not see each other again.

You felt Donghyuck’s hands drop down to your waist and pull you closer. You brought your hands up around his neck and held onto him. His grip around your waist tightened as he hugged you close. He buried his face into your shoulder.

And that’s when Donghyuck broke down.

He cried into you, sobs wracking his body at the reality of having to leave you behind. You finally let yourself give in, whimpering into him as you stroked the back of his head.

He pulled out of the hug, before bring you back in for a kiss. It was the kiss of a lifetime, the kiss to end all kisses. It was the perfect goodbye.

You gently pulled away, opening your eyes to look at each other for the first time in a while. Donghyuck’s eyes were watering still, the light shimmering off them in an almost beautiful way. You thought about the irony of people eyes either shining with excitement or tears. And you remembered the way his eyes sparkled when you said you loved him.

The memories came flooding through your brain, all your time together, and you had to force them to stop or else you knew you would break again.

Then his phone pinged, a signal your time was up.

Donghyuck swallowed, before choking out a question. 

“If I look back, will our eyes meet?”

You nodded, not quite sure yet if you were lying or not. You weren’t sure if you had the strength to see him again and walk away. Or if he would keep walking away after looking back at you.

You couldn’t let him give up everything he’d worked for to be with you. You knew what you had to do.

You gradually stepped away from each other, holding hands until the very last second. But that last second was inevitable, and it tore the two of you apart from your other half, as you both turn to leave the person holding your heart behind. You began to walk, it getting more difficult with every step. The two of you were almost out of each other’s possible sight range.

Donghyuck looked back.

You walked away.

[thewonandonly]

11:03 —i’ve never known someone like you, tangled in love, stuck by you, from the glue, don’t forget to kiss me or else you’ll have to miss me, i guess i’m stuck forever by the glue, oh, and you. | glue song by beabadoobee

donghyuck was often prevailed as a mood maker, a sense of sunshine, especially to his fans. he was the sunshine that peeks out from rainy days and casts a rainbow. he’s the stars and the moon that illuminates the night sky. he’s the flowers that bloom after a long and unforgiving winter. he’s the river that flows through, crystal clear and refreshing.

he was all these things and more. but, as he sits next to you on the picnic blanket as you let the small ladybug crawl on your hand, the sun angled just perfectly for the light to hit your irises and show the speckles of color. he was everything to so many people, yet when he looked at you, all he could see was someone so ethereal, that his heart nearly stopped.

he loved your smile, he loved how you tilted your head slightly to look at the bug that sat atop your finger, and he loved the way you were like that with every bug you came across. he loved... you.

god, he's really stuck on you.

copyright © 2023 thewonandonly. all rights reserved.

[eternallytxt]

[15:01]     You would definitely have to rethink your school bag situation. The relief that graced your left shoulder when you let the messenger bag drop to the tile had you groaning loudly. 

“Hyuck! I just let myself in instead of knocking,” you shouted into your boyfriend's apartment, slipping off your sneakers and replacing them with house slippers. You were met with a loud thump, followed by pounding footsteps.

“Baby, baby, baby ,baby-” your boyfriend’s shouting got closer until his head popped out from around the corner. From your place by the door, you observed the way his hair was pulled back from his forehead by a dark blue gaming headset. His eyes were wide, and his chest rose and fell in rapid succession, as if he was in some sort of panic. Before you could ask what was wrong, Haechan blurted out, “Baby, baby, I need you to make out with me for good luck.”  

You two blinked at each other, saying nothing. What are you even supposed to say to something like that? “Yeah, I’m going home.” You began slipping out of your slippers.

“No wait. Baby, Listen,” Haechan steps fully out from behind the corner with his arms out. ”Last time you were over and I was playing, remember when we had that really hot makeout session on the couch? Then, after, remember I played a match and we won! So when we make out, it’s definitely good luck!”

“I literally just got here!”

“I know, please. Please, please we have to make out!” 

Haechan took a couple steps toward you, making you back into the door. “Lee Donghyuck, I am not making out with you while your friends are on call.” At that, you heard multiple people through his headphones, most of them laughing. 

Haechan scowled and pulled his microphone in front of his lips again. “Shut up! You guys are just jealous you don't have a girlfriend to make out with whenever you want!” 

He pressed a button on his headset, effectively muting his mic, before sliding it down to rest around his neck. light brown bangs popped out of their hold, falling messily across his forehead. The urge to reach up and fix them was strong. 

“Just one little makeout. Like, five minutes. No tongue, I promise.” Your eyes narrowed at this. “That’s such a lie. You try using your tongue just to give me a regular kiss-” the sad pout on his face made you stop and eventually sigh in defeat. “...Fine. You’re so ridiculous, you know that?”Haechan only smirked and said “Yet, you’re here.” Soon, his lips were moving against yours so desperately, you almost wanted to pull back and laugh. Despite this, his lips were still soft and each kiss gentle. 

Regardless of the situation, Haechan always kissed you like he wanted to show you how much he loved to do it. Even stupid crap like what was happening now managed to make your heart flutter. Little pecks goodbye were something he poured his heart into. It was definitely difficult to pick a favorite. Perhaps it was just that your favorite was kissing him. Especially since it meant his mouth wasn’t being used to whine.

All too soon, the boy was yanking away and taking off to his game, shouting a quick and breathless “thankyoubabeyou’rethebest!”. You were left there, still processing everything. A small smile crawled across your face as you shook your head. What a cute, annoying idiot.

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