I was much more myself with the veil off during the last 4 days. We were all new to each other, which means that no one knows that i was actually taking it off. So there were no surprised “Oh My God”s or shocked stares. Which is a relief on one hand. And strange on the other, actually :D.
Having this double life (I’m exaggerating much), but having these 2 versions of me was challenging, troubling and just “meh”, at first. But i’m accepting it more now to some extent. It’s like having the ability to change your whole life for a couple of days, from time to time. You change your city, your surroundings, your routine, the means of transportation, what you eat, what you wear, your schedule, your routine. It’s nice.
Maybe it’s not that troubling or challenging enough now, because the time i spend in Mansoura i spend at home like 90% of the time. So i don’t actually get to maintain 2 versions for a long time. It’s just the new version, and I spend the time of the old one at home, so no worries.
My words will seem vague and exaggerated a bit. معلش :D