bts reacting to their s/o playing with their fingers
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▸ Kim Namjoon
At first, he will be super weirded out. Like, why would you play with his fingers? What is so interesting about them? How do they attract so much of your attention? It will take him some time to get used to it, but he will never ask you about it. He will realise that if they put a smile on your face, that is the only important thing. He likes how you try to pay the same amount of attention to each finger, but you obviously have favourites. Namjoon will surely take care of his hands more, he will use hand cream and will try to be a bit less destructive and clumsy so that his hands are all nice and soft for you to play with them.
▸ Kim Seokjin
Seeing you play with his fingers will make him go all soft and mushy. He never really liked his hands, so the fact that you like them so much and pay so much attention to them will get him to love them. Just the thought of you playing with his thumb, for example, can put a smile on his face. Jin will encourage you to play with them and will sometimes play with yours as well. Every time he looks at his hands, he will think about this habit of yours, which will make him miss you.
▸ Min Yoongi
He could easily have a heart attack while watching you play with his fingers. You look so innocent and adorable while you knead and brush them, his cheeks start to hurt because of the enormous smile he has on his face. He will pet your head with his other hand, just to watch you adjust your head onto his palm. Yoongi will sometimes ask you to play with his fingers when he is stressed out, but there are also times when the mere idea of your playing with his fingers gets him quite turned on.
▸ Jung Hoseok
The first time he sees you play with them, he will just ask you, “Why are you playing with my fingers?” It was not his intention to sound rude, he just was super surprised. When you tell him that you really like them and playing with them gives you comfort of some sort, he will simply start giggling and will blush. When you two are alone or maybe even around the members, Hoseok will offer you to play with his fingers, which will surely make the members tease you both, but neither of you will mind.
▸ Park Jimin
The moment he saw you play with his fingers he will immediately think that you are mocking him. Jimin will pout and murmur that he will prefer it if you do not tease him about his small hands as well, which will most probably surprise you. Once you explain to him that you were not teasing him, you genuinely found them beautiful and felt at peace when playing with them, Jimin will be just speechless. He might start bluntly kissing you out of nowhere because that meant so much to him. He probably will never voice his offers, but he will also sometimes put his hands on your lap, in case you want to play with them.
▸ Kim Taehyung
Without any doubt, seeing you play with fingers and calm down because of that will surely make him all giddy and actually proud. That is a habit that he might pick up from you as time goes by. Sometimes he will start tickling you out of nowhere when you are playing with his hands and sometimes this habit of yours will lead him to some very serious and deep thoughts. Another possible scenario is him simply watching you being so soft with him, such little things will make him realise how much he loves you and how much you mean to him. He will probably cuddle you and talk to you about how you make him a better man afterwards.
▸ Jung Jungkook
“Ah, so cute!” - that will be his immediate reaction. You playing with his fingers will make his heart flutter, but he will never let you know. He will play with you after some time, but at first, he will just watch you. He finds it adorable how immersed you are by his fingers and loves the expressions you make while playing with his hands. Sometimes he catches you trace over his tattoos and might even suggest colouring them.
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Before the actual relationship and the confession:
You two will be too damn oblivious
At times the members will be watching you, literally praying that one of you will finally read the signs the other gives
They will most probably want to face slap themselves because of your guys’ obliviousness
The members will slightly (absolutely obviously) will give you hints that Felix likes you and they will also constantly tease him and make him confess to you
You will talk and text a lot, also you are going to hang out as often as you can, so you were pretty much always communicating
It was super obvious that you want to touch each other
Hugs before the confession were super short and you two were always blushing afterwards
One day, probably after baking some brownies with you late at night at the dorms, Felix will just tell you that he has fallen for you
It won’t even sound like an actual confession at first
“I fell for you the moment I met you”
He will be smiling from nervousness
“I know that being friends will be weird after I have said this, but I truly want you to know that”
Like the thought that you actually equally in love with him has not even once passed his mind
“Let’s not be friends then”
The moment you said that, it hit him
He didn’t let himself think twice and simply came closer to you, got a bit closer and asked for your consent with a simple look
When you nodded, it just felt like he has been underwater for such a long time and now he is finally able to breathe once again
The fact that you have just have confessed your feelings and already understand each other without words? Goals.
It most probably won’t turn into a huge make-out, you will just kiss each other at 3am in the middle of the kitchen for a few minutes
The kiss will be very gentle and sweet, just like Felix,
But also quite sensual, he wants to show you how much he craves you through that kiss
The relationship overall:
Your relationship most definitely won’t move too fast
You will probably take your time with every step
You won’t be too slow though, but you were making sure that you two are on the same page about everything
Felix would never admit this, but he shows you off and brags about you way too much
He truly can’t stop talking about you, especially in front of the members
He gets teased a lot about all of that
You also never hear the end of it, they always talk about how whipped he is for you
Felix usually prefers it when you call him by your name, he loves it when you say his name
But he uses a lot of pet names
Sweetie, sweetheart, sweetie pie, lovely
Pretty much everything sweet
Together you two are very balanced
You are just not really people of the risk
You like the peace and comfort your relationship gives you
Affection:
You two are incredibly affectionate with each other
You don’t display a lot affection in public, you don’t really kiss in front of people or you don’t sit in his lap
With the exception of the members, they are family, you don’t feel like you need to hide your affection from them
You kiss a lot
Mainly small pecks on the cheeks, the nose, the forehead
Especially at home, he is always back hugging you
If he feels extra soft and fluffy, he might even try to get you to carry him piggyback
He will do the same for you, don’t worry
When you are working or studying, he will definitely come to you quietly and leave a cup of coffee or tea, a light snack, he might also light a candle if you like those
You always end up sleeping super close to each other
Felix 100% pulls you to him in his sleep
He just can’t sleep calmly without you, okay?
He picks you up from school/work every time he can
And you hold hands
He just loves touching you
He does it without even realising
You don’t really have cuddle sessions, you don’t ask for snuggles, you just do them every time
That’s his favourite activity
He loves cuddling you even more than baking!
But you two also bake regularly, especially brownies
Which often leads to food fights (more like throwing flour at each other)
Which leads to something else...
Dates:
I regret to inform you, but Felix is not the type to go to amusement parks with his s/o
He likes shopping with his s/o
Or simply hanging around in a store
He loves going to Ikea with you
Café dates are another favourite of his
Keep in mind that after one café date you have eaten at least five pieces of cake and also had 6 shakes, lattes or another drink of your choice
Definitely considers baking with you a date
If he is going somewhere with his members, like a restaurant for example, you are most probably going with him
You two have tried clubbing and had a good time, but came to the realisation that it was not your favourite activity
Arguments:
Felix can’t really get mad at you?
Like he looks at you and he realises that he simply cannot be mad at you
He might be annoyed with some of your actions though
If you are angry with him, he will be so sad, it is inexplicable
He will most definitely cry if you are infuriated
He will literally beg for your forgiveness
Felix won’t be able to sleep if you haven’t made up
That is why you have promised each other that you won’t go to bed mad at one another
If there is a problem, he talks it through with you
Might first ask some of the members about their opinion, just to make sure that he is doing the right thing
Do not ever try the silent treatment on Felix!
His heart will break, he won’t be able to focus on anything if you haven’t talked with him or at least texted him
He just loves you so much, you mean everything to him
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He will be dominant if you want him to be, he will be submissive if you want him to be as well
These roles mean nothing to him if he is not with you
He genuinely enjoys pleasing you
His satisfaction and happiness depend on yours
He absolutely wouldn’t mind if you are pillow princess
The names he uses in general do not change in bed
Totally devours you when he eats you out
Could spend hours between your legs
Caresses your thighs when he eats you out or holds your hands
Moans so cutely when you give him head
He is a bit flustered when you do that, but don’t misunderstand his shyness for dissatisfaction, he loves it
But be sure, you will hear some deep growls when he is about to cum
Uses his deep voice to his advantage
Has a thing for blindfolding you!
He is rather vanilla, but might try some kinky things he has heard from the members
But if you want to try something, he will be more than willing to try it out
Cockwarming is something you two do every time you are turned on, but don’t have any energy
He doesn’t go fast with you; he thrusts into you deep and hard in a rhythm, his pace is medium
You two just have to cum together
If you do not – I am sorry, but second round will be necessary
Aftercare with him is like a dream
A bubble bath and cuddles are definitely included
He praises you a lot during sex and during aftercare
You probably eat some snacks in bed during aftercare as well
I mean although Chan is not very tall, that man with his broad shoulders, strong af arms and alpha persona has a size kink, I bet my ass on this. There is literally not a single time when you have sex and he doesn’t bring up how small you look compared to him. He loves to hold your small hands during sex, especially when he is eating you out. When you start shaking as he is buried between your legs and he has to hold your legs still and he makes you unable to move in just a second – this man is literally living for this moment. When he is tired, he loves seeing you ride him, trying to take all of him, whining because he is just soo big. He knows perfectly well that you love it and he indulges in this kink to the maximum.
When he is in need of a confidence boost he picks you up and fucks you against a wall, just to show you and himself that he is so strong, he can do that so effortlessly.
And well, his size kink leads to a bulge kink, which is incredibly normal, as he is just so b i g, he literally has to prep you for a lot, fingers, tongue and everything, also some lube for the first few times if you are a virgin. He finds it fascinating how warm and tight you are around him and how full he made you feel. It was so stimulating for him to know that he is so deep inside of you.
He is very careful during blowjobs, although you have already tried deepthroating him and there have been no accidents, he doesn’t want to fully lose control and hurt you.
Additionaly, as he is super caring and loving, he always makes sure to praise you for taking him so well and reassures you that he won’t hurt you. Sentences like “I’ll make sure you are well taken care of, love.”, “I know that my little angle can take me.” and “I promise I’ll take the pain away, babygirl.” are a must with him.
The kink even affects the pet names he uses. Babygirl, little angel, pretty much everything with the word “little” attached to it. The fact that you find him so big is also the reason why you just can’t call him baby or babe, you always call him love or darling, it just sounds better, because well, there is no way you can call such dominant, alpha, huge man a baby. He is nowhere near one.
He loves it when you stay in his hoodie during sex, because it looks so enormous on you. Also, he picks up you quite of nowhere and just lays you down on the couch/bed or makes you straddle his lap.
warnings: breeding kink, unprotected sex (also make sure to use condoms and have safe sex!), dirty talk
words: 503 words
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Morning sex with Changbin is purely based on the need that either you or him desperately need to get off. Changbin is all about kinky sex, but definitely not in the morning. He can’t spare any time with toys, bondage and stuff, he is just super needy. He won’t spare you any dirty talk though, he’ll grunt a lot, telling you how good you are to him, that you are such a good girl for letting him cum deep into your pussy that early in the morning. Oh yeah, he cums in you. That’s all of his breeding kink for your morning sex that he can give to you.
Changbin is 100% the type to wake you up in the middle of the night for sex. That is why even if you are not that type to ask for ask at 3 o’clock in the morning, you’ll definitely become because if he can do it then so can you. It happens quite often for either of you to wake up very horny, about 3 or 4 times a week.
Changbin is big on kissing during sex, especially in the morning. He caresses your body and praises you a lot, telling you that you are his pretty little girl. He will probably also tell you that he loves you a few times before and while he cums. He is very needy, yet very sweet.
He fingers you till you ask him to fuck you in case he is the one who asked. Preparation is very important for him, but Changbin just can’t eat you out at that very moment, so he chooses to get you all nice and wet with his fingers instead.
Be sure that he’ll fuck you from behind. He probably puts a pillow underneath you while you lie on your tummy, because he knows that you are too sleepy to be on your hands and knees. He’ll have a tight grasp on your waist while he ravishes you. His thrusts are rather sloppy and not so fast, but he definitely hits that special spot a few times, he is thrusting pretty deep into you.
Let’s be honest here, if Changbin wakes you up because he is needy, he will surely cum pretty fast, but do not worry, if you didn’t cum with him or before him, he’ll rub your clit and finger you, talking into your ear, telling you how thankful he is for having such a gorgeous girl like you, describing how tight and warm your pussy is for him. You will also hear sentences like “Come on, sweetheart, cum for me, give it to me good” or “Make me proud, love, cum on my fingers, cum hard”.
After you’ve both cum he’ll thank you and kiss your forehead. You two will be asleep in less than two minutes, cuddling into each other. If you really need to get up and get ready afterwards you two will shower together and that might or might not lead to a second round.
Congrats on 200 baby 😊. Now, how about a jungkook with size kink 😈
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Jungkook’s dom side (because that man is a switch, 100% sure on that one) is defined by his size kink. With his shorter members he is teasing and pretty bratty when it comes to mentioning their height, but when he is with you, he is always like “oh my god, so adorable, can I please eat this cutie out?”. He is mesmerised by the way you are so small next to him. It makes him feel like he is fully in charge, something that is very new to him, and he wants to see how that can influence your sexual life.
Jungkook is the type to try and brace himself when he is turned on, he doesn’t want to just let his needs control him. Once you figure out that he is feeling dominant and keeps a very hard on in his pants you usually use his size kink to make him ravish you. But trying to trigger his size kink when he is not already horny will rarely give you any results.
Oral sex with Jungkook’s size kink doesn’t contain much dirty talk, because he is only capable of groaning and moaning “yes, yes, babe”, watching you struggle to take all of his length in your mouth. He loves to eat you out and play with your clit, he just finds it amusing how such a small little button can lead to so much pleasure.
He calls you baby or babe and asks you to tell him how strong he is. This kink is pretty much a confidence boost for him. He likes to simply pick you up and bring you to your guys’ bedroom or any other place available where he can fuck you merciless. His words and mindset are very sweet, but daamn, Jungkook will surely fuck you like there is no tomorrow. He often tells you that nobody can even dare to think about filling you so well, only he can do it.
You often wear his clothes, knowing how much he likes it, you just seem so tiny to him when your body is literally swimming in his clothes. He often makes love to you while you are still wearing them, telling you that you are his cute little angel and he should protect. All of that while he is making you lose your ability to walk, of course.
stray kids reacting to their s/o being overwhelmed by taking care of the children and the home
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▸ Christopher Bang
It doesn’t take him a long time to figure out that taking care of the family by yourself has stressed you out and made you doubt yourself, he is pretty observant. He totally feels guilty for letting you feel like that, he feels like he has failed in a way, but he doesn’t let himself drown in guilt and sadness. He will most probably take the kids to their grandparents or ask the members to take care of them for a day. He will spend the whole day with you, making sure you feel relaxed, trying to bring your confidence back up. Chris might even encourage you to cry or break something, if that will help you, because he thinks that this lack of confidence leads to anger, that you bottle up inside you. Expect many compliments and praises. “You take care of us so well, Y/n, you may not see it now, but there is not a single person on this world who could be a better mother for my children and a better wife for me. I am proud and thankful to have you by my side, Y/n, we all are.”
▸ Lee Minho
At first, he is very taken aback, although he knows that sometime you tend to lose all confidence in yourself, also it is only normal to get overwhelmed in such situations. He will arrange a special family dinner, he will cook and take care of the children during the day, while you have some time for yourself. He will probably book you at a spa centre for the day or just arrange for you to meet your closest friends and have some fun together. Once you come back home, delicious dinner will be ready and your whole family. In a way he will get the children to thank you for everything you do for the family and if they are not the types to say ‘I love you’, they most probably will end up saying it as well. After Minho puts the kids to bed, he will talk with you about how you are feeling, he will express his feelings of thankfulness and just make sure that you are back to being happy and confident. He will also start being a little more careful and will make more effort to help around the house or with the kids.
▸ Seo Changbin
Changbin has always feared that one day you will get too stressed out because of taking care of the entire family, which has also made him rather insecure as a husband, but he has never truly voiced these concerns until he figured out that something has gone terribly wrong. He will slowly start to pick up the hints that you are feeling particularly bad about this whole situation. He knows that you are working so hard to make sure that the family is well, the house is in order and everything goes on smoothly, so he feels like he has failed you, because he has not been able to show you well enough how good you are as a mother and a wife. He probably will take a day off and spend the day with you and the kids. He will help you around the house and will take care of the children with you. Later on, throughout the day he will talk with you, trying to explain to you that your feelings are valid, but in all truth, you are fantastic at everything that you do, your family will be a mess without you and they are all incredibly proud and grateful to have you by their side, Changbin especially.
▸ Hwang Hyunjin
Hyunjin knows you better than you know yourself, so he’ll figure out how you feel before you. He knows that the thought of you being a bad mother is the one that scares you the most, so he talks with your children, explaining to them that they should start to show more gratitude towards you. Hyunjin will encourage them to thank you and compliment you and will do so himself as well. He will give you some time, he wants to see if this will help you out, also he wants to know if you will be able to come to him and tell him how you feel. Even if he has to confront you about this situation, he won't be mad, as he knows that sometimes you want to deal with such problems alone and it could also be pretty hard for you to talk about your feelings. He won’t simply comfort you, Hyunjin will tell you in different situations things like: “See, you are so good to us”, “we would never be able to survive without you”, “you are the best mother/wife one could ask for”, etc.
▸ Han Jisung
The fact that you feel like that hurts him deeply, he feels like he is to blame as you are so overwhelmed because you are the only person who takes care of the kids and deals with all the household work. He takes the mental health of the family incredibly seriously and is petrified of the idea of you thinking that you don’t take care of your family well. Most probably will feel like a failure, but will know that there is only one way to fix this whole situation. He will show you how much he needs you, same goes for the children. Expect constant “thank you”s from both him and the kids, for every little thing you do. In case he needs a piece of advice he will immediately go to you and thank you for staying beside him. He will encourage the kids to do the same. All in all, his plan is to constantly show you in an indirect way that the family will be lost without you and then thank you for taking such good care of everybody.
▸ Felix Lee
Felix experiences every single emotion that you feel, so he knows what’s on your mind and what makes you feel so bad immediately. The fact that he couldn’t prevent it from happening is what makes him super mad at himself. Although he tries to always be the person you and the kids lean on, he is well aware of the fact that you are the one who takes care of the children, the household, him, you’re basically the one who makes the whole family come together and ensures that everyone is happy and healthy. He thinks that what you need at the moment is some time to think things through and to be taken care of. He will probably ask some of the members to take care of the kids for a day or two and focus entirely on you. He will make sure you relax and have the time to do everything you didn’t have time to even think about doing. Felix will talk to you a lot and might even cry with you, but he will make sure you cleanse yourself from all of these insecurities, because you are simply fantastic as a mother and a wife as well.
▸ Kim Seungmin
At first Seungmin couldn’t even understand the situation. Like how could that happen? How could you even think that you are not taking the best care of your family when you are the best mom and significant other. He truly treasures your family; it is his top priority, so he is very worried and takes this whole situation to heart. He won’t be able to sleep before he is sure that you are well and know how important you are for the family. Seungmin will probably ask his parents to take care of the kids for a few days while you two are out of town and will make sure you have more time for yourself. He will also spend more time with the children, ensuring that you are not the only one who takes care of them, runs around to pick them up from kindergarten, school, piano lessons, etc. His main goal is to make sure that you never ever get so overwhelmed because of such matters.
▸ Yang Jeongin
He feels totally lost in this situation at first, he has absolutely no idea what to do. Jeongin is very worried and will try to come up with his own idea about a solution to this problem, but will end up feeling super insecure about himself as a husband and a father that at the end he will simply ask the members. Jeongin feels like he is to blame because he has let that happen, he leaned on you about everything too much, to the point that you were incredibly stressed out. Yet another member who will ask his parents to take care of the kids for a few days, but the first day he will probably let you be on your own and relax by yourself. Once he figures out that this might actually be worse for you, he will literally run to your home and spend the next few days with you, doing things you used to do back when you were simply dating. He wants to show you that you don’t have to feel pressured, because having him as your husband and having the kids means only more love and happiness.
Congrats on 200!! Your corruption kink Jimin post was amazing, I was wondering if you could do Yoongi and breeding kink please?
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The idea to breed you is super fascinating for Yoongi. After the few first times you guys have sex you both choose on unprotected sex, first because of Yoongi’s breeding kink and second, because of the gorgeous feeling of being fucked raw. He often fucks you from behind, never fast, on the contrary, his thrusts are slow and deep, because he wants you to feel how deep he is inside of you, buried in your womb, he wants to cum deep in you. Yoongi makes you lose your balance with every harsh thrust he makes.
He talks a lot during sex, it is mostly praising, but he adds a little degradation from time to time, nothing drastic. “You love it when I fuck you raw, right, babygirl, so slutty for me.”, “I’m gonna cum so deep in you, I’ll make you so beautifully swollen with my cum.”, “Your little pussy is just so desperate for me, you need me to fill you up, huh, babygirl.”
Yoongi never really understands how strong his grip on you is when he is trying to breed you. Nine out of ten times you end up with red, sometimes even blue marks from his hands on your ass. He always makes sure you cum first, because he believes he’ll breed you better if your pussy is all hot and worked up, it also turns him on so bad. It is even better if you cum twice on his cock. He picks you up and holds you close to him while he’s cumming and plays with your nipples. “I’m going to milk that pretty pussy, get you all nice and swollen, make those hot breasts of yours pour out your love for me.”
When he cums, he makes sure that you do not spill it, that is for sure. He either puts a jewel butt plug in your pussy to ensure his cum stays in place, the difference in the temperature between the metal plug and your abused hot pussy making you whine, or fingers you to a third orgasm. It is a rule for you to always thank him for giving you his sweet cum and breeding you so well.
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Johnny was sure that no matter what happens, in each and every galaxy, in every single parallel universe, he will still choose you. If in the next lifetime you were absolute evil, he will happily choose you once again. And in the previous one, in which you might have been so good and pure, you could hardly cope with the darkness and ugliness of the reality, he was sure he had still chosen you.
Johnny didn’t need a reason to choose you. He had always thought that your souls were created to be together. In his eyes, you were the most beautiful yet realistic piece of art that has ever walked on this Earth. He could talk about the magnificence of your soul and the glamour of your appearance for days. But every once in a while, when his thoughts weren’t entirely occupied by his total admiration towards you, Johnny asked himself one question, which he could never answer. Why have you chosen him?
He was a smart man; he knew himself quite well and knew how hard it must be to live with him. But you had to deal with much more than clumsiness and occasional lack of ability to cope with stress. The weight of him being an idol in one of the biggest K-Pop boybands weighted on your shoulders as well. Ever since you two have made your relationship official there has not been a single day, in which the hate from fans hasn’t affected you. The constant hatred, this never-ending rage from anonymous people from all over the world, who don’t have a single reason to be so angry at you, ceaselessly comparing you to their sick ideas of beauty, making life in South Korea as a foreigner look more like trying to get out of a demonic labyrinth, where there are more traps than once could imagine.
And if that was not enough, as every human being you had your insecurities, your fears, your demons. Anxiety had created a home out of your mind and it didn’t appear like life will get easier any time soon.
So why? Why did you choose to suffer through loving him?
“Love, you are zoning out again,” you said softly, “A penny for your thoughts?”
Johnny sighed, looked at you and gave you a little smile, as if that would make you believe that everything is alright, “Nah, honey, it’s all good.”
“I nearly believed you,” you muttered, sitting next to him, “Now, tell me, what’s wrong?”
“Sometimes I just, ah,” he gasped, “Sometimes I think about everything that we have gone through to get here, what you’ve gone through so that we can get here. And, and I have seen how hard it is for you and I just don’t understand fully why you choose me every day. You deal with the publicity, the mean comments and me being an idol, you pay such a high price for us.”
“It is a rather low price in my opinion,” you murmured, a painful beam taking over your expression, “You understand that I’ll repeat everything that has ever happened to have you beside me, right?”
“But doesn’t the pain scare you? Doesn’t it break you, in a way?”
“There are things in life, from which we can’t run away. No matter which path I choose I’ll experience pain, a tremendous amount of pain,” you mumbled, pulling your boyfriend to lay on your lap, “I don’t mind being broken, Johnny. You know, I might actually prefer it that way. If I have to accept the weight of the world just to be with you, then so be it. I know that there is not a single thing in the whole universe that I need more than being with you.”