idk man today was just low all day
i feel like my friends only look for me whenever they need me and when they don't they don't even tell me where they are or anything. tired of being called whenever they want something from me
i'm not getting anything beneficial from this relationship and i honestly don't see why i go on my lone wolf route and just do everything by myself.. it feels like i will get a lot more done that way
i'm trying to think of anything high today
can't really think of anything..
maybe when my theatre groupmates and i were practicing sound hookups and such things the theatre prof showed up in the theatre (it's sunday and it's 4pm) and he asked us how are things going and he helped us with our channel hookup and patch things. that was pretty cool. i guess living in a small town, you have professors living 5 minutes away from college and stuff.
meh i'm gonna go watch more bosch i'm on the second last episode of 1st season. it makes me wanna read the book