Oct 18, 2025
Tyrell - hidden thoughts (Official Video)
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Tyrell - hidden thoughts (Official Video)
Hidden thoughts
It is a punishment.
You keep trying to leave a certain
time period and live in the present with all of its things, but something keeps pulling you back to the past.
People's actions may remind you of evils from the past, evoking feelings within you that they are unaware of.
I'm in love again
𓉸 I WANT YOUR THINGS IN MY ROOM , I MISS YOU ALL OF THE TIME , YOU MAKE IT LOOK SO EASY LEAVING EVERYTHING BEHIND.﹖﹖﹖♱
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☣︎ traumagenic system NOT an RP account. 𓁼 100+ alters ⛥
Pick a pile- FUTURE SPOUSE, The first time they see you (Subconscious thoughts)
Hello there, lovely people! The way this works is that you take a deep breath and let your intuition guide you to pick the image you feel drawn to, go to the pile number of that image and get your reading. This is a general reading so certain parts are specific for those who need to hear it. Don’t worry if some things do not resonate, and as always take care ♥️ For any doubts feel free to text me or ever if you need somebody to talk.
PILE 1
Cards- The Chariot, King of Pentacles, Strength, The Lovers
Now the moment they see you, in their mind, they are gonna love how exactly they say "I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly and then all at once." Throughout my day I had this image of somebody just gobbling up the water all of a sudden, weird comparison but that is how they are gonna feel in their heart, even meeting you was a chain event, more than a single thing lead them to you. Lol you might even kinda get flirty with them a bit. They instantly want to be somebody who can help you, not necessarily you need help but they just want to be there, and as soon as you guys talk more, it will pick up the pace, fast but stable. For very few of you, this might be a person from the past, so you already know them. You'll unknowingly be the ladder they needed, nothing feels difficult anymore. These people had bad relationships before you. By looking at you they will think you already might have a lot of options and people wanting to be with you. Love at the first sight might be a thing that'll happen for some of you. Things will change, seeing from a new perspective. They won't reveal their feelings right away, being a secret admirer. They are generous and might even give you a lot of gifts.
PILE 2
Cards- Temperance, Strength, Queen of Pentacles, 3 of cups
You know how something interesting happens and everybody comes out of their house to see what is going on? That's how everybody from your spirit family will come to see this union. Even your ancestors will be sending signals from the other side. “This, this is the one.” That's the whisper I hear from spirit guides, your person will know, that you are the one from the moment they lay their eyes on you. They will see you as somebody who actually needs to take a break, as restore and replenish, your fs would like to take care of your health. “I'll take care of them, let me know if you need me”, that is what your person will think. Also, please take care of yourself little one, you need it. Might meet them at a get together or party, surrounded by friends. They will create a safe space for you, for any sort of expression. Your friends will play the role of grapevine, could be a secret matchmaking. They might try to obtain more about you from others too. Might even give you flowers. They'll be proud of you once they get to know more. They love how you look, like just the physique, it's ideal for them. After the first meeting, you'll be on their mind like a loop, continuously on repeat. I felt a constant buzzing near my third eye during the reading for this pile, you guys might be intuitive too.
PILE 3
Cards- The Sun, 3 of Wands, 9 of Wands, 7 of Swords, Queen of Cups
You are like a sun. That is how you'll feel to them. Warmth, happiness, alive, vibrant. You have a very innocent and childlike playful energy too. Healing of inner child. You might be at a very happy part of your life or reaching new heights. You might be somebody who is very defensive, not letting anybody see your true self. They will immediately pick up on this, from the very first meeting. You are such an emotional person inside but you have built up walls around you. You aren't being your true self, they'll give you time but very soon you'll feel happy and open up when you feel like it. They will not confess everything right away, they will wait, when you feel right, they'll let you know. This person, you or both can be in a position of authority. to them, you'll feel like you are in the world, but not of the world, so expansive, so abundant. Marriage might be a thing on their mind, subconsciously, they might not even know it but passively they really think you are a marriage material tbh. If marriage is not for you then a long partnership. “Grandma would love them.” I don't know why but somebody who is older and a woman is important in their life. Sooo sweet. You guys are Yin and Yan, balancing each other beautifully.
PILE 4
Cards-The Devil, 5 of Cups, Knight of Cups, Queen of Cups, 2 of Wands
They won't believe that a person like you even exists. Like are you messing with my head right now? You are somebody who is very kind. Even ever they think of you, they see themselves focusing on the light. The best things in life, They'll think you are somebody who exists in dreams. And god they wanna dream that beautiful dream. Also, with this person, especially when it comes to intimacy, it is going to be great. You will feel emotionally fulfilled with this person. They kinda want you to be more open with them as you tend to hide certain sides of you, in the beginning. They will want to celebrate you, give you the respect and honour you deserve. This person might be a bit stubborn. You are a wish, they desperately want to be granted. You will be highly thought of, always. They might be going through trials of life when they meet you and you will be an inspiration to them, a safe home to come to, that is how your energy is.
PILE 5
Cards- The Hermit, The Emperor, 8 of Wands, 3 of Cups, Ace of Wands, The Star
This pile will be mostly selected by people who do tarot/witchcraft/astrology or all of them, hehe hello there! High chances that your future spouse is very spiritual too or has strong intuition. The moment they see you? They'll know, right off the bat... they'll know. Their work-life will change for the better dramatically too, before meeting you. You are the perfection of their life. Just what they need and craved for so long. They'll know you both are here for this reunion, which your spirit guides are proud of. Look out for feathers, you will notice A LOT of them when your person is near and when it is time. You will build a very strong foundation with them, the kind of love that will stand the test of time. Might meet them on a vacation too or when you are trying out new things and getting new experiences. You might be even dancing when they spot you lol or they just love the way you move. So much passion in this pile. Everything will become clear to them all of a sudden, all the obstacles, doubts and the path to you will be unclouded. That's the kind of stability you'll bring them.
PILE 6
Cards- 7 of Swords, 7 of Cups, 10 of Pentacles
I had a tiny feeling that not many will choose this pile because this pile isn't just like the regular type of love, this one is mature, sure, lifelong. You know those types of couples who look as if they have been married for 50 years, yeah I get this vibe. They will think you are heaven sent. Exactly how they imagined it to be. There is great passion and excitement in that pile too. This will make them swoon and feel a calm sense of happiness around you. You know how sometimes, you look up at a certain building and you see a stranger closing the window or something and it catches you attention? Yeah, it will be like that, except they felt so many things when they saw you. Just one look was all it took. You might be somewhat different than them when it comes to career so they will be careful to approach you, as soon as you talk to them they will realise, their family will adore you, you are just the perfect fit. Even though it might seem risky, they want to take that leap of faith with you. I heard a voice and then almost a whisper, “I swear, I swear....god I swear.” I don't know why but it almost as if they are praying and want to worship you and can't believe that life has brought them to a person like you. Making promises to themselves about the future together or telling their loved ones about you quite frequently. I adore this energy.
Obey Me! Hidden Thoughts
MC: *Looking at dinner table with all demon brothers* Satan, do you ever wonder what your brothers are thinking?
Beel: Why are butterflies called butterflies if they aren’t flies covered in butter?
Mammon: If money doesn’t grow on trees, why do banks have branches?
Satan: No, it’s safer if I don’t.
No Woman Knows - Everyone’s Magazine Vol.2 No.87 ( 2 November 1921)
I'm teaching myself to be confident to be alone. That it's okay to want to be alone but not isolate myself. To take myself out sometimes and enjoy it. In a society that imposes a lifestyle rife with being in groups of people and forming cliques, I find myself wanting something real. I want to understand myself without the pressure of going with the flow. I want to give myself the space and opportunity to grow.