#home problems

[toasterdeity]

GUYS CROSS YOUR CONNECTIONS AND HOPE. THE PLUMBER COMES TODAY.

PLEEEEEEASSSSE I NEED MY BATHROOM BACK

[lazydestinytimetravel]

The fights at home and bullying at school are getting worse

today the fighting between my grandma and mom was so bad I had to be in my closet with my headphones on just to mute it. I never know why they fight all I know from a part of it is that my grandma was talking about sending me to a "camp" to be "fixed" and I think my mom accidentally told her about me being bi bc I only told my mom about it.

At school bc it's second semester I have PE now and have to use locker rooms to change I use a stall bc I'm self conscious about my body the girls that bully me sneak their phones into class so they can slip the camera underneath my stall and take pictures or record and all I can do is tell them to stop or cover the phone with my foot or something. When I tell my coach he doesn't believe me bc they are on the girl basketball or volleyball team and they have connections with him.

Another thing they do is trip me when we do warm ups (In the warm ups we run laps around the gym) and when I tell coach they say "it's not our fault she is so fat she trips on her own weight.". On Friday i heard some kids laughing and all I did was ask "what's so funny?" And everyone started laughing and the next time during class they started laughing another kid said "what so funny?" The same way I did and everyone laughed harder.

So how was your week?

[0-animelover-0]

Hello. I am sorry to say but I won't be posting for a while due to personal problems at home and for my mental health. I am emotionally drained at the moment and don't have the ambition for anything.

Thank you,

0-animelover-0

[mr-bisk]

At home I hear so much of politics, I am forced to position myself, but I really hate this shit that is party politics.

Is not about wanting the best for you people and the ones around you, it's only about power and control over the people....

Well, I like to see myself as Anarchist, but a fragmented world wouldn't be the best for people, mainly the minorities. It would only redistribute the power.

[dracogrania]

Okay, got an update. The lady is okay and am not sure what is going to happen next, but I'm going to bed now.

Hopefully nothing else will happen.

[just-eyobis]

I will never forget that our mom gave up space for us and then dad encroached upon it, over took it, and abandoned it, leaving it unusable for anyone.

[ladyjanewatertonroseshire10]

A Break

I'm tired. Physically and emotionally. Since the pandemic started, everything went downhill. I thought that the year 2022 would be my year. A year where I can improve my life, start saving money and work on my goals and dreams. Sadly, it didn't happen.

My father's company closed down and he became jobless. The company wasn't able to update his residence permit so the bank wouldn't allow him to withdraw his money. He's been stuck in another country waiting for his exit visa. His old landlord kicked him out because he hasn't pay rent for his place. Luckily, a good Christian family let him stay with them until the lawyer sorted out everything so he can come home. It's sad because it already has been two years and we're still waiting for an update from the court for my dad's exit.

Because my father lost his job, my sister and I shouldered everything. We would discuss on how we're going to pay for our bills and for my parents' pending debts. Our mother has her monthly pension and we also use that to pay the bills, groceries and her medicine. It got to the point where all our money would go to our expenses and debts and we are left with nothing. We couldn't even afford our toiletries nor save money for our future. We have to prioritize the expenses and debts before us. Now, expenses and debts are increasing and it's giving me so much anxiety.

I am so tired of thinking my family's problems over and over again like a broken record. It's frustrating that my salary is so low and I'm currently looking for a new job of which is also frustrating because it's hard to find a company that's offers a bigger salary and career growth. Whenever I scroll through my social media, I can't help to feel jealous when I see my old high school and college batch mates that they're in a good state where they are financially stable and working on their future. I wish that's me too.

I want to have a better life and my family too. All I do is cry behind closed doors because that's how I release my stress and anxiety. I'm hoping everything would fall into place soon because all I want to do is to breathe and relax.

[cloudylovesmuses]

Ohhh I am maaaad...

My 15year old sister thought that she might have swallowed her airpod in her sleep. now keep in mind our parents leave at 7am and come home at 4pm. We're alone in the house and she didn't want to tell mom because she didn't know how she'll react! So she tells me and of course we're searching her room and we find nothing (I panic internally but don't show her) I tell her we need to go to the E.R. just to make sure she's okay because we can't wait until our parents come back, if she swallowed it I don't know what would've happened. I take her to the E.R. they reject us because of her age and tell me that I need to take her to another hospital...I don't have a car so we take a taxi, my sister refuses to go to the other one (because it really isn't a good hospital and it doesn't treat kids right) so we go home. We search her room again and turns out it was thrown across the room under the radiator. The relief I felt was huge. Mom comes home my sister tells her and my mom gets mad at me for taking her to the E.R. since it was nothing and my sister was fine and starts lecturing me for panicking and for being overdramatic! I was alone with my underage sister if anything happened to her it would be on me, are you telling me that at the moment she wasn't MY responsibility and it wasn't MY responsibility to do the reasonable thing and take her to a hospital to make sure that she was okay and not in danger? How I turned out the bad guy in this situation is beyond me... I am glad that my sister is okay, even though she scared me to death, but my moms response to all this was unbelievable and I want to punch her soooo bad rn... What on earth was I supposed to do? Don't give a single damn? Act like she is okay even though we don't know for sure? I seriously don't know at this point what they want from me...