#physically drained

[slashkawaii]

it's one of those days where i'm just too tired to do anything...but that's okay !! that just means I'll be energetic tomorrow !! I hope...

[diaryofalonesomegirl]

A YEAR AGO : MARCH 2024 (part 2)

March 11, 2025

I was contemplating ending everything. I was in so much pain and couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel.

As weird as it sounds I didn't go through with it because God help me get out of my toxic relationship and I didn't want to disappoint him. I realized that he was the only one who stood by my side when I was spiralling out of control. He was the only one who listen to me when I was crying, asking for help. He never made me feel like a burden for expressing how I felt.

I went online and took an appointment with a doctor. 220$ for the appointment but it was worth it. I explained to the doctor what was happening and she told me that I was having a burnout and that my body was shutting down due to stress. I lied to her and said that I didn't have s****dal thoughts because saying it out loud was too scary for me and I didn't want her to put me on antidepressants (I used to take them as a teen and hated how I felt while taking them) so I just told her about my breakup and work. I was put on a work leave for a month and she prescribed me sleeping pills.

When I tell you the moment I told my boss I was on a work leave all the pain I was felling in my shoulders and lower back left. I felt so relieved! At that moment I knew that my job was the main cause of my stress and change needed to happen.

[late-to-the-fandom]

[making-mxtakes]

I recently did a "water your plants" design that a whole bunch of folks liked and ended up buying as stickers in my redbubble shop. (House of Mxtakes)

I decided that I'm going to do a whole bunch of reminder pieces to be made as stickers or posters on walls. Take your meds is the next one that will be going into the shop next week.

[vigilcnteshits]

literally me

[journallain]

i hate it when i feel really nauseous all the time and then being hungry makes me feel even more nauseous and then i eat something it just makes me nauseous again and then i get nauseous thinking about it and then the only thing that takes the nausea away is a drug

[girl-trying-to-escape-reality]

ⓘ This user is physically and mentally drained.

[kitcats2023]

I'm so bored and my tummy hurts 🥺🤕 the last few days have been pretty full honestly. I'll try to take a nap :)