Howzer's First Time
I couldn't resist writing the "wedding night" from my Howzer x OC longfic but I'm keeping it over here since the fic is PG-13 otherwise. 😉 They just had such a sweet build-up, the friends to lovers thing, the depth of their connection and the satisfaction of their fulfillment... It made for a really tender scene.
Howzer x Fem!OC, established friends-to-lovers Word Count: 3k Pretty vanilla content -- unprotected P in V and all the sweetness, gentleness, and love you could ask for. 🥹
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The door slammed a bit more loudly than he’d meant it to, and they both jumped at the sound before snickering as their eyes met again. He set her gently on the edge of the bed, immediately pressing himself close between where her legs dangled on either side of his knees. Cupping her face in his hands, he could only spare a second for a meaningful gaze of gratitude and affection before kissing her deeply, and even that lasted only a few seconds as they both realized fairly quickly that it was an impossibly awkward angle, with her face tilted sharply upward and him hunched over her. He stepped back, reaching for the bottom of his shirt.
“Wait,” Aurelia said, pushing herself to her feet all of a sudden. He froze, eyes large in trepidation as he awaited her next words. She made an awkwardly endearing face, scrunching her nose sheepishly before continuing. “I… um… Can I shower?”
He laughed, shoulders releasing from a tension he hadn’t meant to gather, and he nodded, stepping back to allow her to pass by. She stopped in the doorway, reaching out to trace a single finger down the center of his chest.
“Besides,” she murmured, her best attempt at a sexy smolder, “I want to unwrap my present myself.”
A million ridiculous innuendos flashed across Howzer’s face but quickly melted into the background as he brought himself back to the present, which he could hardly believe was actually happening.
“What, no witty retort?” she continued teasingly, and he huffed a short laugh.
“You go take your shower and pretty soon it’ll be you who’s speechless,” he returned evenly, and the shock on both their faces left a thick moment of silence between them. Aurelia was floored and aroused all at once, and her lips twitched along with her futile search for words. “That’s right,” Howzer continued, stuffing down how utterly ridiculous he likely sounded. “And… when you come back… Uhh.”
It was clear that he was running out of steam, and she grinned at his ever-changing expressions. “You’re gonna rock my world?” she attempted.
“Probably not,” he sighed in a defeated tone that was only partially a joke. Now it was she who laughed, still reeling in disbelief at the complete coexistence of friendship and passion, intimacy and desire. It definitely wasn’t at all like the rushed, self-gratifying one night stands that had been her only experiences so far; it was something new entirely and yet it somehow felt like home. “You know I have no idea what I’m doing,” he finished lamely.
“You’re a good problem solver,” she said, leaning in to kiss that beloved scar on his cheek. “I’m sure we’ll be able to figure something out.” His heart flipped in his chest as she disappeared out the door toward the refresher, and he swallowed hard before taking a deep breath and blowing it out heavily.
He heard the water turn on and fidgeted with his hands, realizing he didn’t know what to do with himself. He sniffed under his arms then ventured out into the kitchen to give himself a quick wipe with some wet paper towels. Only a few minutes passed and yet he was able to find quite a litany of things to suddenly be concerned about, and he was surprised and indignant to recognize the amount of anxiety that had seemingly come out of nowhere. Another slow inhale and exhale accompanied him to the large transparisteel panels, where he gazed across the city skyline to the rocky terrain beyond.
The refresher door snapped him out of his reverie, and as Aurelia emerged wrapped in a towel, he stood up a little straighter, unable to tear his gaze from her own dark eyes. They put him completely at ease, invited him to relax with a completely loving regard for all that he was, through and through. His cheeks curved into a small smile, and he followed her into the bedroom. It was dimly lit by the glow of the city around the edges of the curtains, just enough to faintly illuminate edges and expressions.
She’d quickly tucked herself under the covers, but he noticed the towel poking out from around the corner of the bed where it lay on the floor, and he swallowed again at the thought of what lay beneath her blankets. He slowly climbed in next to her, pulling the cover over his lap and sitting beside her. She immediately snuggled against him.
“We don’t have to do anything, you know,” she said quietly, despite her racing pulse and the tingles running along her skin.
“There is nothing I want more,” he admitted, meeting her eyes again with a spark in his own. “I’m just…” He faltered, and she didn’t think she could love him any more as he remained vulnerable beside her. Sometimes actions were easier than words, so she thought she might give that a try. She sat up to run her fingers through his hair, watching in satisfaction as his eyes relaxed shut and he let out a quiet breath. She repeated the process, tracing them down the side of his head, around the outside of his ear, and along his jaw, and dropping them off the end of his chin to rest on his chest again.
“Kiss me?” she said, so softly that it was barely audible. His eyes flew open, excitement having replaced the nervousness, and he leaned into her immediately, caressing her face as his lips gently met hers. The dampening swirls of hesitation and insecurity subsided, allowing the small flame between them to grow slowly and steadily. He lingered for a moment, pulled back with the soft sound of mouths parting, then leaned his forehead on hers, leaving his eyes closed in total bliss. She couldn’t stop smiling, flattening her hand against him and stroking up and over his shoulder to pull him even closer. The only thing between them was the thin layer of his blacks, which Aurelia suddenly realized.
Her fingers found the hem of his shirt, and she sat up a bit, reaching her other hand to tug it over his head. In doing so, the comforter fell from her grasp, leaving her top half uncovered. When his head emerged, hair scattered messily over his head now, he noticed her bare shoulders but rapidly jerked his eyes back up to hers, earning a quickly-stifled giggle from her.
“Sorry,” he sighed, a smile touching his eyes. “It’s all…”
“It’s all just us,” she whispered, her desire growing by the instant as her gaze drifted adoringly over his form. “Just you and me. Enjoying each other. Loving each other.” He exhaled again, and the way his eyes darkened thrilled her to the core.
“Loving each other,” he echoed softly, stroking up the outside of her arm before tracing the backs of his fingers lightly across her collarbone. He leaned down, pressing his lips to her cheek and nuzzling her face away to expose her neck, where he moved his lips to begin trailing kisses from her ear to her shoulder. She shivered, opening herself up to him as his fingers idly traced adoration and his lips explored her skin.
“Howzer…” she murmured dreamily, basking in his affection. He jerked his head up, regarding her with intense focus.
“Hm?” he answered, suddenly alert. “What?” She grinned and shook her head, closing her eyes again as he stared at her, attuned to her every movement.
“I just like saying your name,” she admitted, and his eyebrows rose in realization. He couldn’t resist a smile, stroking her cheek before allowing his hand to wander down her shoulder and arm again. He nestled his face against her neck, pressing a kiss to her collarbone as his hand moved to her stomach, fingers shaking before he rested them against her, feeling her stiffen slightly.
“Good?” he whispered.
“I hate my stomach,” she whispered back.
“Well I love it,” he answered, tipping her face up with his other hand to kiss her deeply, wanting her to feel just how much he meant it. His movements were jerky, awkward, and Aurelia thought a little rest might help. She pulled away to lie down flat, patting the bed next to her to invite him to do the same. He acquiesced and she immediately snuggled into his side, unable to resist touching his torso. Leaning on his arm where it tucked above her shoulder, she kissed his cheek again, then danced her fingers along the waistband of the bottoms of his blacks.
He tried to hide his sharp inhale, but it was no use. Now it was he who tensed as she stroked one last tantalizing pass from hip to him before snapping the elastic lightly against him and giving them a little tug. Howzer suddenly didn’t feel so patient, and he helped her pull them to his knees, where he squirmed out of them and kicked them off with one foot. She didn’t miss the way he deftly pulled the sheet up to his waist.
He rolled to his side to face her, brushing a few stray curls out of her face, and she entwined her limbs with his as they’d done on the couch, only now they relished the tender intimacy of skin on skin, hearts beating quickly against one another. She could feel his length against her thigh, eager and aroused as much as she was. But he wrapped her in his arms and kissed her again. And again. And again.
Tongues met. Lips tugged. Faces pressed together and came apart with increasing urgency. She writhed against him, savoring the sensations of his muscular form wrapped around her own, and her movements earned an unsuccessfully stifled groan from him. He caressed her more firmly now, mouth roving from hers to her neck, hands sliding along her waist and thighs. When she slipped a hand between them to brush it against his cock, he gasped, involuntarily bucking his hips in need.
“We can take our time,” she murmured against his cheek, her breath tickling his ear and making him shiver. She did genuinely want to give him space, but it was mostly teasing as she was fairly certain he wouldn’t take her up on the offer.
“I don’t want to,” he purred, fingers digging into the flesh of her hips. He’d been right all those years ago, she remembered with a smile — she wanted him bad.
She pushed him into his back, climbing on top and straddling him carefully to rest most of her weight on his hips, settling her core against his hard length. His eyes were large, dark with desire and completely enamored at the sight of her. He set his palms on her thighs, unsure what else to do with his hands as he reeled from the sensation of her hot sex pressed against him. But then she leaned forward, cupping the back of his head and burying her fingers in his hair as she flattened herself against him.
His scent. His breath. His movements that revealed a slight insecurity beneath barely-restrained ardor. His gaze. His chest. His lips, locked against hers again as they began to move together, arms and legs sliding against one another. She could drown in all of it and die happy. She gripped his shoulder as his arm flexed around her, pulling her ever closer, and her open-mouthed kisses on his sternum enticed a heavy exhale from him.
Gods, it was intoxicating. She almost had to force herself to sit up, but she desperately wanted every inch of him. He flung his head back against the pillow as she tilted her hips to line him up with her entrance, both hands resting on his broad, heaving chest. Leaning over him a little, she pressed against him, biting back a breathy gasp as she took in his tip. He dropped his chin, eyes flitting down to their connected bodies before meeting her gaze. She slid down on him a little further, pausing again to relish the stretch and to enjoy the way his eyebrows curved up in the middle as he surrendered to utter bliss.
Holding herself up with one hand now, she cupped his face with the other, tucking her fingers behind his ear and brushing his cheekbone with an adoring thumb. His hands stroked up and down her thighs, and she moved back up, allowing him almost all the way out before taking him deeper this time. He pressed his forehead against hers, unable to resist shifting his own hips to meet her and cursing under his breath as he sank in. They shared breaths as she sat on him fully, letting out a little moan at the way he filled her perfectly. She wrapped an arm behind him as she began to move, dragging his length along her slick, hot walls as his stifled whimpers grew into needy groans. They rocked together languidly, shifting angles to get closer, deeper, and she was getting quite into it when he’d suddenly spoke.
“Wait,” he panted, eyes finally opening to look at her. “I…” he paused sheepishly. “I’m too close.”
“Then it’s time for you to do the work,” she grinned, sliding off of him and laying on her back. He would have chuckled if he weren’t so completely lost in desire and delight, and he climbed over her quickly. “Damn you’re hot,” she whispered, kissing the inside of a wrist beside her head where he held himself up.
Howzer couldn’t reply, focused as he was. He lowered himself against her, finding her entrance again and pressing in. She wrapped her legs around him, gripping his thighs as they flexed in her hands with his slow, intentional movements. He sank in so deep, causing a flicker of discomfort until she changed the angle slightly, turning it into utter bliss. Whispered encouragement and increasingly unhindered moans coaxed him into a steadier rhythm; he stroked a hand up her side, grazing a breast and opening his eyes quickly as though he just remembered they were there. Maintaining his pace, he cupped it gently, biting his lip as he stroked.
“You’re amazing,” Aurelia breathed, feeling a wave of confidence from him in response. He gave her chest another careful squeeze, then moved his hips more quickly, driving into her again and again. “Yeahhh, just like that…” she panted, turning her face to press it against his arm as he thrust harder in response. “Fuck, it’s so good,” she whined, beyond caring how surprising it might sound for the two of them. She was losing herself in him, and his deep groan in response only fueled the fire.
“You…” he exhaled. But he couldn’t finish the sentence, brows furrowing. “What…?”
“Keep going.” It was all she could muster, slipping a hand between them again to circle her clit with a couple fingers. His pace was quickly growing erratic, and her provocative words as well as the feeling of her touching herself was too much. He came fast and hard, seemingly without his permission as he couldn’t hold back any longer. His heavy breaths, white-knuckled grip on the sheets beside her head, and slick sensation of his release were all pushing her closer to her own climax, but then he began to slow. “Nonono, don’t stop!” she said urgently, and he quickly resumed his thrusting after a sharp inhale. He was on a mission now, and the sound of his low, determined growl sent her over the edge. She gasped and whined as she clenched around him, head thrown back and fingers digging into his ass, and he kept going as long as he could, fireworks continuing in his head as she writhed in ecstasy. Their movements were in sync, bodies on fire with pleasure and passion that lit up every nerve. When the waves finally subsided, allowing her to come down from the unbelievable satisfaction of the peak he’d brought her to, Howzer pulled out and collapsed beside her, chest rising and falling as he tried to regain any sense of anything.
But none of it really registered, just her. Her soft form on the bed beside him. The unbelievable sensation of being one in every way. The white hot electricity that had broken across him as they’d moved in unison followed by the deepest contentment he’d ever known.
A few breaths later, she tucked herself against his side again, ignoring the mess between her legs in favor of his gentle hum and the snugness of his arm around her shoulders. They basked in the delight of it all for a few minutes, connected in satisfied silence. Her fingers toyed idly with his light smattering of chest hair, and he pressed his lips against her hair for a lingering kiss full of adoration. Finally, he took a deep breath and spoke.
“That… that was…”
“Kriffing amazing,” she filled in, cheek curving into a smile against the side of his chest. He sighed again, then finished his thought.
“That was Reli nice.”
She burst into laughter, rolling onto her back and clapping a hand over her mouth as he beamed at her, thoroughly delighted with himself. Her giggles quieted and she looked at him again, warmth and affection written across her face along with a little sparkle of something else as she pointed toward the door.
“Get out.”
He chuckled, pulling her closer and kissing her forehead. Joy and love radiated from his core, more than he’d ever thought he would feel in his lifetime, and her deep sigh completed his sense of fulfillment.
“I could do that forever,” he murmured. “Well, with breaks.” She smiled against him.
“Well we’ve got all the time in the world.”
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