#i'm sorta

[alex-bennette]

Guys

If I disappear at all, it’s because I have to go back to school

[galactical-thoughts]

Straight people??? Are??? Confusing??? One of them said that gender identity is actually sexuality???? I'm confused?? Where is the logic?? Also just,,,,please educate yourself if you don't understand something instead of making someone feel like shit,,,

[murderfeathers]

i fucked up that phone interview so bad i kinda started to despair and instead of applying to more jobs i’ve been working more at my two current jobs, like, ignoring facing more interviews for a while by working more ? seeking refuge in that feeling of saving money but it’s stupid. i work more than 40 hours. i don’t get paid a lot and i don’t have any benefits and i spend twice as much on gas. 

it’s stupid.

kick my ass

i am managing  my schedule pretty well though. i coordinated it this year way better than last year and i never feel TOO overworked. i was not able to work this much last year.

and i’ve been watching/learning a bunch of stuff during my library shifts while i work on my projects. so that’s been fun. pottermore told me i’m ravenclaw so i’m embracing it.

the person they ended up picking for that position was so much more qualified than me, it was ridiculous. i didn’t really have a chance anyway so there is that.

i literally started apartment/job searching near belen new mexico because what if instead of just visiting i actually moved there. er. in the area somewhere.

kick my ass

I WASTE SO MUCH TIME BATTLING THE STUPID FUCKING WINTER WEATHER UP HERE THOUGH what’s the point

another thing is i’m terrified of desk jobs. like i’ve been conditioned by hannaford’s fast paced loud environment despite still kinda getting mild sensory-overload but i’m also just. an energetic person. movement makes me happy. and i’m good at it. i am really fast when i’m not like, lightheaded or anything.

look i didn’t even have to sit in a desk growing up i was homeschooled i plopped myself down wherever i felt like it and i also mainly lived in the gym flipping/crashing into mats

grow up grow up you’re twenty-six fucking years old

KICK MY ASS

[sneakernightwing]

listen buddy i am doing my best

[sanctus-rex-blog]

pls stop attacking me i swear i’m not my muse i don’t need this

[saltcdscars-blog]

askhetaliavancouver replied to your post “旦”

((YES! We need to do the thinggg

HIT ME UP BRUH

[aph-netherlands-blog1]

Really? You'll go to prom with me? This makes me happy

Of course I will.

:) It would help if I knew who you were, but hey.

I respect your choice uwu.

And gladly, might I add?

:)

[sakamakibeatrix]

Night Walk

Another evening came, with the breeze so mild yet cool to touch; only if she could feel the warmth she once had of course... But none of that would matter anymore, would it? She is a full-pledged vampire, sworn to live under the darkness and sleep when the daylight comes.

Same goes for her unfortunate sons as well.

Speaking of them, how are they? Have they done their daily tasks or eat enough when necessary?

Her glazed eyes looked at the flowers that gently danced along the night breeze. Why would she get so worked up when the garden is there to put her at peace? With a soft sigh, Beatrix made her way by the fountain with her fingers gently gliding across the cold water--leaving small trails as if she is drawing to keep her mind at ease.