#idontknowwhosfronting

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I love my partner so much they got me food and i haven't eaten in like 2 days so i appreciate them i mentioned i had the munchies and i wanted Mexican food and i got hit with the "charge my card" like okayyyyy making me feel all special im so appreciative the past few days have been really hard and i really appreciate their love and support while juggling work and other stuff.

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ohhh someone just listen to me yap about human rights and love and politics

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tonight i will get paid enough money to cover driving school. that money will sit there until i get my permit. i will not touch it. im not supposed to touch it. im out of weed though..idontkmwo

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i just woke up to immediately throw up :/ literally what is there TO throw up all ive veen drinking is water.

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I HATE WORK

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tw sh mentioned

i need help

im still not even fully sure on being a system i dont know it is so quiet sometimes but sometimes it feels like theres someone else talking or like present and so i made my simply acc and i can roughly tell you like everything like i have an alter named sarah, she started my tumblr account and was like the main person on it for a while ajd she was like my absolute sunshine i was SO happy and i was doing things ans getting up ajd out of bed andh then sarah poofed and zinca came in idek where from she kinda just attached to error sans and i entered a MAJOR depressive episode and so zinca took over my tumblr and zinca slowly just stoppee caring, ive stoppes eating and taking care of myself, i no longet see friends, i no longer am excited for work ive been constantly r3laps!ng espethis past week and i found comfort in my own illness and i really loved being in my outererror sans on vr it was the only way i felt comfortable, she love her flower on her head and then she poofed and i had no idea who was fronting. i was so out of it and spacey and just on auto pilot. then verity showed up and hes truly the one i could give you a full ref for on how he looks and ive been having like really bad memories and anxiety attacks and like grieving and missing mob SO much n my gf said its souce memories but its so fucking scary and verity absolutely cannot stand how hes portrayed in the community like with the vest n shit and he hates his avatar on vr and just how he looks and i really think that caused me to like go blurry and then when verity formed, ive started thinking about jaoba alot its loke he lurks in the back of my head but am i just thinking of him alot am i him idk he just feels the easiest to grab onto and i absolutely dont want to ve called rev or verity right now which is weird vause i LOVE rev ive been using it for over a decade. its just really freaking and i was talking with an anon and they kept asking me system questions i don't know the answer too so id go cry to my partner because im so scared and confused and i dont want to ve like this but at the same time what jf im just tricking myself and jts not real i just don't know! im so scared, my memories feel so real i cannot stop panicking

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hello i woke up to my girlfriend in my room cleaning up whatever mess i had made. i had a bunch of medicine next to me as i was searching for something to help woth nausea and my stomach actually killing me and idk what happened but she said that there was medicine thrown around and liek idek im not throwing up now and i was able to eat like two saltine crackers and drink little water as im beyond dehydrated i really wish i could have ate more but it put me at a point i could handle the pain because i physically couldn't eat anymore. its so embarrassing to sit there almost crying because i cant finish a CRACKER. i wish food wasn't so hard for me. i really appreciate their love and just being here, it feels so stupid how i feel but they kinda just sat there ate WITH me and rubbed my back. i really appreciate them so much. 🙁

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U hate work but do u hate Werk 😝😝😝😝

if ur an actual anon , i fear i cannot werk it

if youre fishy, u fucking fish or whatever i DOJT WERK IT