#insomina

[time-and-disregard]

[ericshoney]

Late night drive ~ Matt Sturniolo

Warnings: Lack of sleep/insomnia, anxiety.

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It was another normal day you had spent with your favourite people. The triplets had been filming a vlog during the day, which you appeared in as well since it was just all of you going out and about. You had loved the day with the guys and as usual, planned on spending the night at their place.

However, the past few weeks, you have struggled with your sleep. You knew the guys would stay up till the early hours of the morning before sleeping until the next day, which you would also do. But recently you have been staying up longer than the boys and sometimes not sleeping at all.

You tried to pin point what the cause of it could be. You knew work had been stressful lately and your anxiety had been going up and down, you also didn't want to burden the guys, knowing they had their own things going on.

So here you were. Another night of probably little to no sleep. It had just turned 5am and you were sat on the sofa scrolling through your phone. You hadn't slept the day before, so you were hoping all the scrolling would help you doze off.

"Hey."

You jump slightly as you see Matt walk in from his room, wearing a white t-shirt and blue pyjama bottoms.

"Hey." You replied quietly.

"Your still awake." Matt stated as he walked over, his white socks silent on the floor.

"Um, yeah. I was about to go to sleep." You lied, trying to make it look like you were setting the sofa up to sleep.

"One, you always sleep in either mine or Nick's bed and two, your a terrible liar." He said, crossing his arms across his chest.

"Just can't sleep." You mumbled, playing with your phone.

"For how long?" He asked softly.

"Few weeks." You admitted.

"Why didn't you tell us?" He asked, sitting next to you.

"I didn't want to burden you with it. You all have your own things going on." You answered.

"Kid, your our best friend, my best friend. If your struggling you know I'm always here for you, so are Nick and Chris." He said gently.

"I know, I'm sorry." You apologised.

"Don't be sorry. How about a drive?" He suggests.

"You sure?" You asked, worried about his own sleep.

"Positive, come on." He answered, pulling you up of the sofa.

You both slipped some shoes on as Matt grabbed the keys off the hanger as you both got into the car, Matt starting the engine as he drove off.

It was quiet in the car, music played softly at a low volume. You looked out the window as Matt just drove, not having a particular place in mind.

After an hour of driving, Matt glanced at you to see your eyes slowly closing. He smiled knowing you had finally started to drift off to sleep, so he began driving home.

When he parked up in the garage and turned the engine off, Matt looked over to see you fully asleep now. He got out and slowly picked you up, being careful not to wake you as he carried you to his bedroom and taking your shoes off. He kicked his own off before laying besides your sleeping form.

"Night sweetheart." He whispered, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead.

[dk-thrive]

Sleep occupies a third of our life. It is the consolation to the woes of our days or the woe of their pleasures; but I have never found that sleep was a rest. After a swoon of a few minutes a new life begins, freed from conditions of time and space, and doubtless like the life which awaits us after death. Who knows whether there does not exist a link between these two existences, and whether it is not possible for the soul now to bind them together?

— Gérard de Nerval, Aurélia (Originally published in January 1855 by a literary magazine by the name La Revue de Paris)

[rantsandreblogs]

Damn it! I went to bed at 9pm to be sure to get enough for this surprise job interview in the morning, and I’m STILL awake at 2am! Now I won’t have even half a night’s sleep!!!

I hate the fact I can NEVER sleep when I need it most. None of the tricks ever work for me. Any awareness of trying to sleep, or that there is an alarm set, or something the next day requires me to rested, or OMG do you know the health problems caused by lack of sleep….and BANG! I have just murdered any hope of drifting off.

**sigh**

[naviesweloveyou]

"Unnie, I can dance. Please just let me go" You cough out, sitting up slowly. You had woken up with a headache but you didn't think anything of it, at least until you started to cough. And cough, and cough. Enough to get JiU's attention, and worry her.

"Baby no, we can take today off. It's okay" She says, climbing in bed with you. "We're gonna lay here until you feel better," She says, pulling the blanket back over the both of you, rolling you into her side. "Go to sleep baby, you'll feel better when you wake up"

A few hours later, JiU woke up to empty arms, missing your warmth. She climbs out of bed to see you lying beside SuA, cuddled into her chest. "What are you doing?" She asks, eyes darting between the two of you. "We're watching a movie unnie, you were asleep and I didn't want to wake you so I came out here with SuA unnie," you say softly, scared that your girlfriend is mad at you. "Oh okay, well ill leave you two to watch your movie then" JiU mumbles, walking off.

When the movie finished, you sit up to find your girlfriend. not finding her anywhere, you walk into the kitchen where you find Yoohyeon sitting on the counter eating. "Unnie, have you seen Jiu?" you ask, opening your mouth for a bite of her food. "No I havent" she replies, feeding you a spoon full of cereal. Nodding in understanding, you walk out of the kitchen, still in search of your love.

After checking in your shared bedroom, your shared bathroom, and the main bathroom, you give up and call her. "where are you?" you ask, exasperated. "Out" she replies curtly. "oh well when will you be back?" "soon" Fed up with one-word answers, you cut the goodbyes short, and hang up. with tears filling your eyes, you walk around the dorm until you bump into Dami. shedding tears, you fill her in on everything. Somehow you end up in her bed, with her holding you as you cry.

hours pass as you wait for jiu to return. finally hearing the creek of the front door, you jump up to run to her. "Unnie, I missed you. I'm so sorry for everything I did. please don't be mad." You cry out, tears running down your face. "I'm not mad beautiful, I was the one in the wrong. you didn't feel good, I should have let you be with who you felt good with. I'm sorry. how about I go run you a bath and help you unwind?" she says, pulling you into her.

"I would love that" you mumble into her neck, happy to have her back.

[dranger78official]

GUYS IT'S FINALLY HERE

[wintxrcherry]

Chocolate taste test

Reverie (DS!Dream) and Error just having some chocolates that Error made with Blue

This was actually from an rp between me and a friend and I just couldn't help myself but draw them because oh my god how could I not? <33

THEY'RE SO GAY AND CUTE AND LOOK AT THEM AND YYSGHJNGMD

Also I purposefully made his hair be a bit longer despite the art drawn because he hasn't cut that in a while lmao

I haven't drawn comics in a long time pls forgive me for the shit pacing XD

DSsomnia's rapidly became my top OTP I can't help it lmao

Error Sans by @loverofpiggies

DS!Dream by @onebizarrekai

Pls don't trace or steal my art thanks <3

[thornsofrosesdumps]

this be doing numbers!

Mentally, on my brain, I am going to become a statistic and a case study in insanity.