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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
Participated to @chrysanthemore Halloween jam and it was AWESOME
there's something about girls haunted by visions of death
TW: fake blood/mild gore
you've almost convinced me i'm real
@leaky-heart
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in tonight's playlist of angsty byler/sad byler... this song:
So I met a girl, really cute, pretty gay, she complimented my shirt, I complimented her style.
At some point we started talking. She writes and draws, and works at a climbing gym, and studies physics. And I write and used to be a climber and I think she's really cool.
And, like, it was almost an instant crush. No, definitely an instant crush. I never actually liked anyone before. I always wondered "do I like them, are they just cool".
Now there is none of it. Just giggling to myself, yapping to my friends and trying not to overthink it.
I'm going to the climbing gym tomorrow, since she's gonna be working and basically invited me, but that doesn't have to mean anything, since young people in Bulgaria often tell other people to come to their work (if it's a business targeted towards them like cafes and stuff).
I met her, because she was there for her sister and I was there for my friend. And we talked almost half of the time we were there.
And, like, she's so nice, very goofy and cool, and, and- When I told her I study history she immediately said that's so cool and how people who do tend to have really great critical thinking and stuff. I kinda melted.
I think she likes me too, but I never can be sure. I think she called me cute at some point. Oh. Ohhh. It was about something specific, but still!
I kinda don't know what to do about it, I have barely any experience with this and now, that I'm thinking about it, I'm getting nervous.
Fuuuuuuuuuuck
what is it about Instant Crush (2013, Daft Punk) that plants such bittersweet nostalgic yearning and hauntingly ethereal feelings in me
it’s always “what are you doing” and never “can I give it up or give it away? kinda counted on you being a friend. now I thought about what I wanna say. but I never really know where to go. so I chained myself to a friend. cause I know it unlocks a door.”