I hate talking about my problems.
But what I hate even more is talking about my problems with my parents.
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I hate talking about my problems.
But what I hate even more is talking about my problems with my parents.
I keep hearing INTP and ENTP would be a disaster and I feel bad because I dont think my relationships (I am the ENTP) is such a disaster.
Well what I mean with a disaster is not the relationship itself but the people in it. xNTPs are very similar and both share the same laziness and inconsistency, they have great ideas but often get bored halfway. Two of them dating would be a disaster in that there’s nothing to balance that mess. None of them encourages the other to be better, since they both share the same problem. Also, another problem that I see is that they have tertiary (ENTP) and inferior (INTP) Fe, so sometimes feelings would not be expressed appropriately and they could have a tendency to be selfish.
But this doesn’t mean a relationship wouldn’t work. I personally think that you can tolerate the bad aspects of a relationship (if they’re considerably tolerable) as long as the good things make up for them. And this is a couple that in my opinion has so many good things. Besides, it also depends on the degree of development of their cognitive functions, the effort they want to put in the relationship and a lot of other factors.
You know an INTP is annoyed when
they slowly stop whatever they are doing and strike up a polite small talk
Regis’s casual “your curiosity has wounded me but I’ve always valued that trait in you.”
INTP and Getting Along with People (or Not)
I feel like most of the time I just want to piss everyone off around me so they'd go away and leave me alone forever. I've thought about setting fire to friendships and watching them go down in flaming ruins simply because I don't have the mental energy or patience to maintain them. Maybe it's just that it's as though it's not worth it to feign interest in a conversation with no relatability whatsoever, just so that I don't offend people by saying I don't care. There has been a time when it seemed as though I was putting in too much effort to maintain relationships, where the other parties didn't really try, because there was the need to at least have some people around me, to appear normal and not antisocial as fuck. So I quietly ditched them. As a consequence of that fun time in my life, I feel like even though I'd like to form meaningful relationships with people I can get along with, I'm really just mostly apathetic about the whole process. If the people who have pushed their way into my life now weren't as annoyingly persistent as they are, I'd probably have zero acquaintances to speak of. I can't say that I'm totally thankful for their generally irritating presences, but it does help to have someone you can depend on. (Maybe. Sometimes. When they're not being the self-absorbed pricks that they are.) I just really wish I could perhaps find some middle ground with these people who sometimes still don't even attempt to compromise and who can't understand that I need my fucking alone time. It's a harsh reality to live with, knowing that you absolutely fucking hate everyone but accepting that you'd probably not get anywhere in life without them.
I'm so full of bullshit it's not even funny lmao I wonder how I even survive with not getting called out sometimes
I Don't Even Know the Name of This Course
I'm convinced that state-space control theory is only good for determining the state of the empty space in my brain, the state in question being tOtALly WrEckT