#ipseity

[metamorphosis-000]

[choupistickfaitdesbetises]

Ipseity…

The state of being oneself, one's unique identity and sense of self.

Just him…

[bloodyspitandneoneyes]

Identity

[description : Both of the image depict two anthropomorphic birds, a peacock and a roadrunner, floating in a void, facing each other. Both images are mirrored versions of each other. In the first image, the character closest to the bottom is the roadrunner in shades of red, with the name "Leit(motiv)" being readable. The roadrunner is androgynous, lacking any dimorphism, and has a hard to read expression, seemingly negative. In the second image, the character closest to bottom is the peacock in a cyan, yellow and pink color scheme, with the name "Veneer" being readable. The peacock is androgynous, presenting with a male plumage, female breasts and body hair. It has a quizzical expression.]

[almostno1makesitout]

kind of super embarrassing to me that [character] has kind of given me a new way to consider & understand my existence within the context of my self. but it's good i think. i cant tell if it makes me feel more solid or if it provides me comfort in my lack of solidity but i dont know that it matters...?

[bloodyspitandneoneyes]

i love food but food hates me

[bloodyspitandneoneyes]

Just making a bunch of ref of this motherfucker over and over until details are right

[maxylovesfic]

Fic Rec Friday!

Series Title: Ipseity

Author: SkyisGray (@skyisgray)

Fandom: Marvel, MCU

Relationship: Stucky!

Locked on Ao3, so I can’t link here. Sorry! But if you’re a member, you can just search up the series name.

This is an absolutely extraordinary story. Bucky falls, is captured by Zola, and tortured. The trauma of which fractures his consciousness into a second personality. And then a third. And a fourth.

This story has changed the way I think of this character in canon forever. It’s completely immersive and utterly convincing. Bucky and his alters are so vividly distinguished and characterized. His journey through Hydra and Department X is harrowing, the promise of reconciliation with Steve is so hopeful, then so painful. And finally, his eventual acceptance of his own person (well, people) is one of my favorite sequences in this entire fandom—I literally re-read the last chapter every few months. This isn’t an easy story to read, but it’s fantastically done and its ending is absolutely worth the effort. Well worth the read for any Stucky fan.

[miisfits-toys]

More of Caligo Narcyz...! Or excuse me, Clyde Elos. Don't know who that first man is yet.

A very young man Clyde, fresh out of medical school in 1896. Running off so he wouldn't take over the family business as the only surviving son was worth it, right? It's five years after his graduation that he cracks under pressure.