#irldarling

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I'd let you carve your name into my skin; for I don’t mind if you use ink or a blade- the amount of euphoria I would feel as your name would be etched upon my canvas of a body permanently- would be greater than any ache and sting.

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

i want to give you a stuffed animal with colourful beaded eyes so you won't be able to notice the red flare of the camera i hid inside.

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

“I can fix them” oh? well I can make them worse. feed into their obsession, embrace their insecurities and insanity whilst I smother them with love and devotion. I can hold onto their broken mind and whisper love and comfort like a saint to its god. perfection doesn’t need fixing.

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

you will never understand how much i crave you, how my heart aches for you in the dead of night clawing at my chest trying to break free to go to you. oh how i desire to sew us together, so not even a single step could separate us- i want to clasp your mouth shut so nobody else can have the pleasure of hearing your voice, it belongs only to me after all.

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

i will worship you like a saint, i will carve your statue out of stone and at night i will sleep in it’s embrace. it’s arms are cold and hard, yours would be better but i cannot bring myself to call for you. how dare i taint such a beautiful being? so for now my dear- let me bow at your feet as i simply bask in your presence.

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

don’t you think i’m cute darling? look at how i clawed myself out of the ground- not even hell itself could hold down my love for you. shall we fall into the abyss together my dear? at least this way i won’t have to worry about anything but myself touching or even laying eyes on you.

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i want to smother you in my love so you can only rely on me like a dog awaiting its owner. i want to be the only thing you can think of- to dream of. i want to be perfection in your eyes so you can never think of another. how lovely it would be to break your mind and remake it into something that only belongs to me.

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

i shall teach you to only text me, i will train you to isolate yourself; i will manipulate you to only rely on me- your soulmate. i will make you have your whole world revolve around me, around us.. you will love me- we just need a little persuading