Something about me is if you get me going I don’t shut up. I type too much. I will always be the one sending more paragraphs. And I don’t know how to stop.

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Something about me is if you get me going I don’t shut up. I type too much. I will always be the one sending more paragraphs. And I don’t know how to stop.
Sometimes I think my therapist was very wrong and I do, in fact, have ADHD and maybe knowing that fact for certain and getting access to ways to manage it would help a lot actually.
"Oh *****'s such a gifted child, she's very smart and answers all the teacher's questions. There's no way something could possibly be different about her!"
Then the years go by and I get worse and worse in class as teachers start assigning homework and projects but it can't be any sort of neurodivergence because '***** was always such a smart child, she's clearly just not putting in the effort anymore.'
I barely take care of myself because doing things like brushing my teeth or taking a shower or cleaning my room don't... Make me feel accomplished in any way, they just make me feel like I wasted my time and now my mouth tastes like mint and I can't eat or I'm all cold and wet or my stuff is just going to get taken back out anyway. It's probably depression or an anxiety disorder, let's give her some medicine for that.
The medicine helps me with some mild mood swings, but those become a non-issue when I'm out of school and the effort put in driving to the pharmacy and refilling my prescription just isn't worth it anymore.
I should probably go to the doctor, the dentist, the optometrist, but I really don't feel like scheduling an appointment right now, it can wait until my schedule's more free. Then my schedule gets more free and I forget because I always do unless the problem is right in front of me. There's a crack in the ceiling of my room that I should probably tell my parents about but I kept forgetting until my dad walked into my room and saw the crack himself.
Is something wrong with me? Or am I just lazy?
My therapist was probably right. I don't have ADHD, I'm just not putting in the effort.
and on this episode of: is it undiagnosed mental illness, undiagnosed neurodivergence or is it just plain laziness!
we will cover 🥁🥁🥁 why am i so lazy?
not me being stuck in reader's block for three months straight then suddenly finishing two books in one night and planning on reading one more tomorrow morning?????? and the shows that i have to watch??? and??? academics???? multitasking bitches!!! ahahaha *whispers* sounds like escapism
i constantly mistake final fantasy for kingdom hearts. there is no final fantasy in my head, only kingdom hearts. the little blonde boy and his big sword. yes. that is same blond boy as the disney boy
sleeping is really inconvenient
anyone else have that thing where you walk in a room and there's Too Much Stuff and Too Many Colors and your brain just short circuits bc like sometimes when I walk into my classroom and there are toys everywhere and dishes in the sink and the whiteboard is all sloppy my brain will just fritz out because I see a million things I need to do and I Hate the disorganization but also there's so much that I can't even focus on one fucking thing and I'm like turning in circles and vibrating and my coworkers are like chill why are you stressed it's ndb but like how the hell am I supposed to not be stressed when there are so many items and they're all such bright colors