genre fluff / fiance!jacob x fem!reader cw jacob's mentioned to be shirtless / kissing / not proofread wc 487 request no note i'm trying out a new posting format idk if i'll stick to it or not but we'll see !! net @deoboyznet @kstrucknet
Your parents always said you were lucky to be engaged to your best friend, and you eagerly agreed. You knew you had practically won the lottery when it came to your love life. Friends and friends-of-friends always envied how perfect you and Jacob were for each other. There was something in the way you both looked at each other that was so full in love, you’d have to be blind to miss it. Jacob truly adored every part of you.
Yesterday had been the bachelor and bachelorette parties, taking place at the same time, but on opposite sides of town. It was so fun being surrounded by all your closest friends, everyone celebrating and looking forward to you and Jacob finally tying the knot. Your excitement about your upcoming wedding was already through the roof, but the party had caused it to triple, if that was even possible.
The only downside to a day-long party celebrating your engagement to your fiancé, was the lack of him the whole day. Now, you weren’t the overly clingy type. You could spend a day without seeing Jacob and survive just fine. But spending a day without him, but still talking about him the entire time made your brain spin with how much you missed him.
And although you had the time of your life at the party, you were relieved to be home by the time it was over. Falling asleep in Jacob’s arms after a long day of missing him was the best feeling in the entire world. Except for maybe waking up to his arms still wrapped around you, and the feeling of his plush lips grazing your cheek with gentle kisses.
You didn’t open your eyes immediately, instead basking in the feeling of him so close. Once he seemed to have gotten his fill of kissing your face, he pulled you closer, nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck. You circled your arms around his waist as well, finding a way to be even closer. His bare skin was soft and extremely warm, comforting against your hands that always ended up getting cold in the night.
“Can’t wait to marry you,” you mumbled, still gripping onto the edges of sleep as you breathed in Jacob’s scent, the warmth of his skin relaxing you.
“Me too,” your fiancé sighed, pressing a soft kiss to the side of your neck.
“Time can’t go fast enough,” you complained, meeting Jacob’s eyes as he gave you a sympathetic smile. He brought a hand to your cheek, stroking your skin with his thumb like he had done so many times before.
“You know I’d wait an eternity for you if I had to.”
You could tell how much weight his words held. Jacob’s entire being overflowed with sincerity, especially when it came to you. For the most precious person in his life, he could only be his completely honest self.
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Você não tem certeza de quando tudo começou. Vocês três; Jacob, Kevin e você mesmo se acomodaram em sua cama com papéis espalhados ao redor. Estudando para os próximos exames, todos vocês tinham suas aulas separadas para olhar.
— Ugh, por que isso não se move? – Kevin fica de mau humor com o notebook que estava na frente dele.
Você já consegue ouvir o ventilador no máximo enquanto o dispositivo tenta fazer o que lhe é dito.
— Vai se foder Adobe.
— Não acho que você consiga foder um software, mas você pode tentar. – Você ri, ganhando um tapa brincalhão na perna antes de Kevin ri também.
— Diz a pessoa que nunca transou um único dia na vida. – Kevin diz e você imediatamente o atinge com seu caderno.
— Linguagem. – É tudo o que Jacob murmura, absorto demais em seu próprio nada.
— Então, se bem me lembro das histórias de vida que você nos conta quando está meio bêbada...
— Desculpe...?
— Shh, não é nada embaraçoso, eu prometo. Mas você nunca fez sexo a três, ou foi a outro nível que não fosse a posição missionária? – Kevin pergunta e parece que você levou um chute na virilha.
Você olha para ele um pouco surpresa.
— Bem, não. Quero dizer, sexo a três parece complicado. Como um twister ou algo assim. – Você diz e ganha uma risada de Jacob.
Seu rosto fica quente e você geme um pouco.
— Não tem graça, Jake...
— É um pouco engraçado você comparar um ménage à três com um twister. – Kevin responde com um sorriso brincalhão.
— Eu nem conheço dois caras que gostariam de fazer isso, ou garotas, eu não sei. E a posição missionária é fofa! Não me envergonhe por gostar das coisas básicas. – Você reclama suspirando e pegando sua lata de gim para terminar ao seu lado, que estava praticamente vazia quando você a leva aos lábios.
— Não estou envergonhando você, melhor amiga. Na verdade, acho adorável. – Kevin murmura de volta para você, ele faz uma cara de aborrecimento falso.
— Poderíamos mostrar a você o quão bom um ménage à três realmente é. – Jacob diz de repente, e se houvesse mais gim na sua lata, você teria cuspido no chão, de tão repentino que sua voz corta o ar.
— Desculpa? – Você pergunta envergonhada.
— Eu e o Kev, podemos mostrar a você o que é um momento agradável, com três pessoas. Se você quiser, isto é... – Jacob se cala.
A inocência habitual está derretendo, e você fica chocada ao ver o novo lado do seu melhor amigo.
Kevin já estava fechando o notebook quando você pensava nisso. Os dois se conheciam há algum tempo, você também. Vocês eram amigos desde que a universidade começou, apesar dos estudos conflitantes.
— Não precisamos, eu só...
— Não, eu quero. – Você interrompe de repente e é como se sua boca se movesse para que seu cérebro tomasse a decisão rapidamente.
Kevin arqueia um pouco a sobrancelha.
— Tem certeza?
— Podemos parar de pensar tanto nisso? Está tarde, estamos todos entediados de estudar e as aulas estão acabando com a gente. Merecemos um pouco de... Tempo para nós? – Você remexe nos seus pensamentos, a ideia de ver Kevin e Jacob nus... E muito menos transando com você e te ver nua também?
O calor percorre todo o seu corpo, e seus olhos piscam entre eles.
Está tudo quieto enquanto Jacob começa a guardar lentamente seu próprio notebook. Há um farfalhar por um breve momento antes de Kevin esticar o braço para tirar uma mecha de cabelo do seu rosto. Você não tinha percebido que estava olhando fixamente para ele.
— Faremos valer a pena. – A voz de Kevin é doce e açucarada, mas profunda, acendendo ainda mais o fogo que lambia suas entranhas com mais força.
— Você quer isso? – Kevin pergunta mais alto, como se estivesse perguntando a Jacob também.
— Sim. – Você diz quieta como um rato, e Kevin sorri por um momento.
— Fala mais alto, querida. – Ele pede, o polegar indo até seu queixo para levantar sua cabeça e você encontra o olhar dele.
Sua respiração fica presa na garganta enquanto o polegar dele esfrega seu queixo gentilmente.
— Eu quero isso. – Você diz novamente, mais alto, como se Kevin tivesse pedido.
— Boa menina. – Ele praticamente murmura enquanto Jacob começa a se mover, chegando ao seu lado mais rápido do que você percebe, e você suspira quando as mãos dele circundam sua cintura, puxando você para ele levemente.
A mão de Kevin deixa seu rosto para remover o bloco de notas das suas mãos, e é como se um interruptor fosse ligado quando você o alcança.
Suas mãos estão subindo pelos ombros dele para trazê-lo para mais perto.
— Me beija, por favor? – Você pede, e Jacob faz um estalo atrás de você, sua respiração quente na sua nuca.
— Por que você não me beija primeiro?
Os lábios de Jacob percorrem sua nuca até sua orelha, e você se derrete em seu peito forte antes que seu rosto gentilmente se vire para encontrar o dele.
Jacob se abaixa e o ângulo fica estranho quando seus lábios finalmente se encontram. Os dele são macios e carnudos quando você o beija, o seu braço se estica para cima e para trás para entrelaçar os seus dedos no cabelo dele para ele ficar mais perto, como se ele fosse se afastar muito cedo sem te saciar. Vocês se beijam lentamente, saboreando um ao outro em seus lábios e seu pequeno gemido é engolido pela boca de Jacob.
Kevin se senta sobre os calcanhares, observando ansiosamente. A maneira como ele tem uma visão perfeita do maxilar esculpido de Jacob e o jeito fofo como você o beija faz o coração dele disparar. Isso estava acontecendo. Não era um sonho que ele vinha tendo no último mês. Era real.
Ele sorri para si mesmo, aproximando-se até ficar ajoelhado na sua frente, e as mãos dele começam a puxar a camisa larga que você estava vestindo, ele ri.
Você interrompe o beijo com Jacob para olhar para Kevin, os lábios um pouco úmidos e brilhantes enquanto você levanta os braços de bom grado para Kevin tirar sua blusa larga do seu corpo.
— Confortável? – A voz profunda de Jacob pergunta em seu ouvido, e isso lhe causa arrepios na espinha.
Você concorda antes que a mão de Jacob se mova lentamente para inclinar sua cabeça um pouco para trás, fazendo você olhar para ele.
— Palavras, princesa. – Ele sussurra, e você fica tão vermelha que o sangue lateja em seus ouvidos.
— Estou confortável. – Você finalmente diz e ganha um sorriso deslumbrante do homem atrás de você.
A mão dele desce pelo vale dos seus seios, arrepios cobriu seus braços agora enquanto os dedos calejados dele acariciam sua pele.
Kevin fica surpreso com o quão bem Jacob está se saindo, meio que esperando que o homem esteja mais tímido do que o normal, mas Jacob está longe disso. Kevin observa a mão do melhor amigo mergulhar para baixo e ao redor do seu seios antes de apertar os dois montes em suas mãos. O gemido que reverbera na sala vai direto para o pau dele.
Você se arqueia nas palmas das mãos de Jacob, empurrando as costas contra ele enquanto ele aperta e acaricia seus mamilos agora empinados.
— Sem sutiã? Safada... – Kevin encontra suas palavras e sorri com a forma como seus olhos se fecham com o toque suave nos seus seios. — Deixe um pouco para mim, Jake.
É tudo o que você ouve por um momento antes de sentir lábios finos pressionando sua clavícula, puxando a pele entre os lábios para sugar ali.
— Jesus Kev... – Você choraminga, passando a mão pelo cabelo dele, desembaraçando alguns nós que ele não tinha escovado.
Os lábios de Kevin estavam quentes enquanto ele os pressionava contra sua pele, beijando um chupão que ele deixou ali.
Você está se sentindo um tanto exageradamente vestida enquanto estava pressionada contra dois homens gostosos beijando sua pele e espalhando beijos por todo lugar. Você podia sentir as camisetas ásperas deles contra sua pele nua, e isso fazia você suspirar um pouco.
Jacob percebe rapidamente e sorri enquanto suas mãos alisa seu corpo até a bainha de sua calça larga, e ele puxa lentamente. Isso faz você choramingar.
Kevin se inclina para trás, beijando as marcas de chupão em sua clavícula, apenas para tirar a camisa dele antes de beijar o vale dos seus seios, fazendo você rir dos lábios leves como penas contra sua pele.
— Jake, você ainda não está nu. – Kevin murmura, os olhos dele voam em direção aos seus, mas na verdade, eles olhavam por cima do seu ombro para onde o mais velho estava rindo, algo sobre o quão carente Kevin é, depois Jacob se senta e joga a camiseta preta dele do outro lado da sala.
O peito quente dele encontra suas costas, e você pode ver como os olhos de Kevin quase brilhavam.
— Assim é melhor... – Kevin ri, lambendo uma faixa com a língua do meio do seu peito até seu ombro, fazendo você tremer de frio.
— Se levante para mim, baby. – A voz de Jacob interrompe a provocação de Kevin mais uma vez e por um momento você não tem certeza com quem ele está falando até sentir suas mãos quentes segurando suas coxas.
Você suspira quando é levantada, e as mãos de Kevin descem até ele puxar sua calça para longe. Ela cai no chão com as camisas de todos. O ar frio esquenta rapidamente enquanto a mão de Jacob vagueia de volta pelas suas coxas até onde sua linda calcinha está pendurada no seu quadril.
O chiado que escapa de você quando a mão de Jacob encontra sua boceta vestida é alto, alto o suficiente para Kevin sorrir. Agora você podia sentir o pau de Jacob se esfregando contra o moletom dele e você não consegue evitar se esfregar um pouco contra ele.
Logo o toque desaparece, e Jacob se move um pouco com um gemido abafado, e Kevin aproveita a chance para puxá-la para um beijo acalorado.
Enquanto isso, Jacob se livra do moletom dele, ficando apenas de cueca, ele alcança o pau dele brevemente antes de olhar para a maneira como Kevin segura seu queixo e inclina sua cabeça um pouco para beijá-la com beijos molhados de boca aberta. Se ele se concentrar bastante, ele pode ver a língua de Kevin rompendo seus lábios e o fino e bagunçado rastro de saliva que se forma entre vocês dois. O pau dele fica mais duro com a visão.
Kevin sorri, sentindo os olhos de Jacob e te beijando ardentemente. Ele geme um pouco, as mãos descendo para sentir seus quadris e te empurrar para baixo no lençol gentilmente. Você deita com um suave ooph, sorrindo para ele enquanto Kevin te prende entre os braços e começa a beijar seu pescoço mais uma vez.
Mas assim que ele começa, ele se afasta e você reclama.
— Você vai assistir, Jacob, ou vai se juntar a nós? – Kevin pergunta, provocando novamente, enquanto seus olhos se voltam para o peito bronzeado e os músculos firmes de Jacob, que ficam tensos com a simples provocação.
— Seu pirralho... – Você ouve Jacob murmurar antes de estender a mão e puxar Kevin para um beijo bastante faminto e quente.
Você suspira com a visão, os dois homens acima de você meio vestidos com paus saindo de seus confins enquanto se beijavam.
Você tem certeza de que a mancha molhada crescendo em sua calcinha é definitivamente da vista enquanto Jacob envolve um braço em volta do pescoço de Kevin para atraí-lo para mais beijos ofegantes e toques quentes. A mão de Kevin vagou pelo peito de Jacob até a sua cueca, e você viu a mão dele mergulhar por baixo. O suspiro que Jacob solta entre os beijos envia choques pela sua espinha e para sua boceta que pulsa por atenção.
— Porra... Vocês são tão gostosos assim... – Você choraminga, sua mão distraidamente indo para sua boceta, onde você esfrega pequenos círculos em seu clitóris pulsante, ansiosa e confiante enquanto vê como as próprias mãos de Jacob percorrem a barriga de Kevin para tocar e apalpar a ereção do homem.
— É? Você acha quente ver a gente se beijando, baby? Isso te deixou molhada para nós? – Kevin provoca por um momento, virando-se para assistir como você esfrega seu clitóris vestido na frente deles.
— Porra... – Jacob rosna enquanto olha para você, olhos inebriantes enquanto ele observa você esfregar sua boceta e algo estala.
Jacob alcança e afasta sua mão antes de dar um tapa na sua boceta. O barulho que sai de seus lábios é pecaminoso, e faz Jacob sorrir acima de você, ele te dá outro tapinha, fazendo você estremecer mais uma vez.
— Assim?
— Cale... Cale a boca e coloque seu pau dentro de mim, agora. – Você sussurra de volta, abrindo um pouco mais as pernas, fazendo Kevin balançar as sobrancelhas antes de resmungar sobre preservativos.
Esse pensamento não lhe ocorreu, mas você sente alívio quando Kevin tira duas do bolso antes de descartar a própria cueca.
— Vamos nos revezar, certo? – Kevin pergunta, jogando um pacote dourado para Jacob antes de sorrir.
— Não me importa quem, só... Por favor? – Você pergunta, confortável contra os travesseiros enquanto Jacob começa a tirar a cueca, e sua respiração fica presa na garganta.
Jacob é grande, o pau dele batendo no abdômen tonificado enquanto ele se ajoelha entre suas coxas. O pau dele, ligeiramente curvado e tinha uma veia proeminente correndo ao longo do comprimento dele.
Jacob também está vazando pré-sêmen como uma torneira, que se acumulava na ponta dele, e isso fazia você ficar ainda mais ansiosa para esticar a mão e acariciar o comprimento dele.
— Porra, você é grande. – Você suspira e Jacob ri antes de afastar sua mão para colocar a camisinha.
— Preocupada que você não possa me aguentar? – Ele pergunta enquanto suas mãos quentes encontram seus quadris e puxam sua calcinha para o lado para que ele tenha uma visão perfeita de sua boceta úmida.
— Eu posso te aguentar.
— Vamos ver. – Kevin responde, arqueando uma sobrancelha quando você encontra o olhar dele.
É um pouco estranho, o jeito que Jacob está se elevando sobre você, sua ponta pressionando bruscamente sua abertura fazendo você gemer, e o jeito que Kevin se aglomera, beijando e mordiscando qualquer lugar que ele possa colocar a boca dele. Você é grata por ele enquanto Jacob pressiona o pau duro dentro de você, centímetro por centímetro e rouba seu fôlego.
Quando ele termina de colocar tudo dentro de você, você expira novamente antes que os lábios dele cola no seu. A boca dele é quente e o beijo é suave, o que a deixa contente com o quão bem sua boceta se estica em volta do pau dele para levá-lo todo para dentro.
— Boa menina... – Ele sussurra, as mãos firmes em seus quadris enquanto ele se afasta e estoca dentro de você timidamente, quase te fazendo gemer.
Seus olhos reviram fechados, absorvendo o quão profundo e bom Jacob se sente agora. O zumbido em seu ouvido e a plenitude de seu buraco molhado fazem você quase sorrir.
— Você gosta de ser fodida pelo pau do Jacob, hein?
A voz de Kevin se eleva com uma risada calorosa, e quando você abre os olhos novamente, Kevin aparece atrás da sua cabeça que está acolchoada no seu travesseiro. Os joelhos dele de cada lado do seu rosto e seu próprio pau orvalhado com pré-gozo bem na sua cara.
— Acha que pode lidar comigo também? – Ele pergunta, estendendo a mão para acariciar seus lábios molhados pelo beijo e com um único aceno você levanta a mão o máximo que Jacob permite.
— Palavras.
— Eu posso levar vocês dois. – Você diz enquanto Jacob para por um breve segundo para deixar você falar antes de Kevin guiar o pau dele até seus lábios e no momento em que você os envolve em volta do pau dele, Jacob empurra o pau dele de volta para dentro da sua boceta quente.
— Porra, ela é tão apertada, Kev. – Jacob geme, movimentando os quadris mais rápido enquanto você é preenchida por ambas as extremidades.
Sua boca envolve o pau de Kevin com uma pequena mordaça enquanto ele se afasta e empurra de volta para dentro.
— Você é muito grande, Jake. – Kevin murmura de volta enquanto finalmente encontra seu próprio ritmo para foder seu rosto alegremente.
Há um momento em que ambos estão empurrando dentro de você, então você nunca fica vazia; Jacob puxa para fora, Kevin empurra para dentro e assim por diante.
Logo, o barulho molhado da sua boceta agarrada ao pau de Jacob faz você gemer e engasgar perto de Kevin novamente, barulhos sendo arrancados do seu peito que você nunca fez antes e que só estão começando.
— Tão bom, oh, porra, sim, baby. – Kevin geme acima de você, ficando desleixado enquanto fode sua boca.
Jacob ri, observando a maneira como o pau de Kevin incha sua garganta levemente cada vez que Kevin mergulha para dentro. Isso faz seu próprio pau se contorcer nos limites da camisinha, começando a agarrar seus quadris com força enquanto ele enfia o pau dele com mais força dentro de você. Suas mãos agarram as coxas de Kevin, com o rosto vermelho levemente enquanto sua respiração fica presa.
— Você vai mesmo gozar tão cedo? – Jacob provoca Kevin, que está ofegante e gemendo acima do seu rosto enquanto ele persegue seu orgasmo, o pau dele se contorcendo em sua garganta, fazendo você engasgar novamente.
— Não... Não posso evitar, ela é tão boa... – Kevin rosna, flexionando as coxas para se afastar, fazendo você tossir e gemer ao mesmo tempo devido à força das estocadas de Jacob.
— Porra, porra! – Você geme, olhos meio abertos enquanto se deixa foder naquele pau grande que abre sua boceta a cada estocada, fazendo um barulho molhado estalar cada vez que Jacob se afasta para estocar para dentro.
— Ah, porra, sim, ouviu isso? Você está tão molhada, baby... – Jacob geme, inclinando-se para passar as mãos sobre seus seios mais uma vez para acariciar seus mamilos e isso faz seu primeiro orgasmo cair sobre seu corpo com um grito.
— Jake! – Você quase grita, a boceta apertando enquanto você goza em volta do pau dele, incapaz de ver o sorriso de felicidade no rosto de Jacob enquanto ele te fode através disso.
— Boa menina, boa menina, porra, porra... – Ele geme, perseguindo seu próprio barato até que ele mergulha dentro de suas paredes molhadas e enche a camisinha com o esperma dele.
O calor ainda vaza pela sua boceta, quase como um cobertor enquanto Jacob para e ofega sobre você.
É Kevin quem fica quieto, observando a cena se desenrolar tão rapidamente que fica sem fôlego.
Assistir a um Jacob excitado e incomodado se libertando da sua boceta encharcada de esperma o deixa louco, seu pau se contorcendo enquanto ele goza em cordas no seu rosto tão de repente que faz você gritar.
— Kev! – Você choraminga enquanto Jacob ri acima, balançando a cabeça.
— Eu te excito tanto assim? – Ele provoca Kevin, que estava ajoelhado, um tanto estupefato, diante do seu rosto agora coberto de esperma.
— Talvez. – Ele fala antes de rir, observando a bagunça que eles fizeram com você também. — Não é justo, isso não conta.
Kevin reclama enquanto Jacob amarrava a camisinha com um sorriso malicioso.
Você ri, se mexendo com as pernas abertas, sua boceta pingando sua própria liberação na cama enquanto você se senta e se vira para fazer beicinho para Kevin.
— Vem cá, deixa eu te montar, seu pirralho. – Você sorri enquanto Kevin aceita ansiosamente sua oferta e te puxa para o colo dele assim que o pau dele estava coberto pela camisinha.
Você se afunda no pau dele lentamente, suas unhas arranham os ombros dele enquanto você geme. Seus olhos terminam fechados enquanto você desliza para a base do pau dele e Kevin é gentil em deixar você tirar uns segundos. Você quase se esquece de Jacob quando Kevin logo começa a te ajudar a cavalgar no pau latejante dele.
— Está se divertindo aí, baby? – Você ouve a voz rouca de Jacob, pressionando suas costas e espalhando beijos em seus ombros até que ele suga sua pele, deixando um chupão na junção do seu pescoço com seu ombro, fazendo você se apertar com força em volta do pau de Kevin.
— Hum, sim, ele é tão bom... – Você geme, o peito arfando enquanto você persegue seu orgasmo novamente, até que a mão de Jacob se enfia entre seus corpos suados para encontrar seu clitóris e isso envia faíscas de prazer, invadindo seu âmago até que você tem espasmos ao redor do comprimento de Kevin, fazendo o homem mais velho penetrar mais fundo.
— Porra, porra, porra, Jake, ela vai... – Kevin grunhe enquanto Jacob massageia a sua boceta, ele agarra os seus quadris enquanto goza até deixar a última gota, sua boceta esguicha por todo o abdômen e coxas dele, fazendo de você uma vadia mole no colo dele.
O barulho que sai dos seus lábios é pecaminoso e faz uma onda profunda de calor subir até suas bochechas e seus ouvidos enquanto seus quadris se movem para cima e para baixo contra seus próprios desejos, você parcialmente desejou que eles não tivessem enchido a camisinha.
— Puta merda. – Jacob sussurra, a mão dele encharcada com o seu orgasmo escorregadio enquanto ele te puxa para longe do pau de Kevin gentilmente.
Você treme em seu aperto por um segundo, estrelas explodem em sua visão enquanto seu coração martela em seu peito.
— Você está bem aí, baby? – Jacob pergunta, afastando seu cabelo e você abre um sorriso.
— Melhor do que nunca. – Você responde com um sorriso fraco no rosto.
— Eu fiz você esguichar. Puta merda... – A voz de Kevin chega aos seus ouvidos, e Jacob dá um tapa nele.
— Tecnicamente, sim.
— Seja como for, nós dois fizemos você se sentir bem. – Kevin morde o pulso de Jacob de brincadeira enquanto o mais velho ainda tinha a mão estendida para Kevin.
Você ri, se desvencilhando da cama apenas para Kevin te puxar para mais perto, pressionando beijos em sua têmpora que parecem amorosos demais. Jacob aparece ao seu lado, usando a cueca dele para limpar sua bagunça na barriga e coxas de Kevin antes de fazer o mesmo em volta de sua boceta sensível.
— Mas como foi? Seu primeiro ménage a três? Nós combinamos? – Jacob pergunta, finalmente se aconchegando em você.
Você sorri, excitada e feliz, se é que pode, por ter escolhido seguir esse caminho com eles.
Suas palavras acendem um fogo nos olhos de ambos enquanto você beija seus lábios gentilmente.
— Acho que deveríamos ir de novo só para ter certeza.
the kitchen was bathed in the late afternoon sunlight streaming through the window as you carefully watered the plants sitting on the windowsill. after a long, exhausting day at work, there's nothing like enjoying some comforting silence while humming along to the birdsong. a soft click of a door opening sounded behind you, and instantly, a warm smile spread across your lips. putting the little green watering can down on the worktop, a pair of warm arms slipped around your waist, and a kiss found refuge on your cheek the next second.
a sweet smell of vanilla filled the air as your boyfriend's soft voice echoed through the room, “hello, my love.” jacob muttered close to your ear. turning towards him, your arms ventured onto the young man's chest, moving gently upwards to find their favourite place : around his neck. “hello honey.” you answered, your soft voice washing over his lips, at the very moment those lips found yours in a tender kiss. jacob's warm palms slid over your cheeks, his thumbs caressing your skin like a cotton flower— a day without his caresses seemed like an eternity to you.
“how was your day?” he asked you when his lips finally left yours, his eyes lost in yours, love pouring out from them. you shrugged, tilting your head slightly to one side before moving to sit down on one of the high stools in the kitchen, “not bad.. and yours? you look tired.” jacob nodded, a soft sigh leaving the back of his throat as he leaned against the worktop right next to you, his fingers playing with yours mechanically. “i am,” the boy admitted, a tired smile appearing on his angelic face— but suddenly, his expression changed, as if he had just realised something. “oh, i forgot something,” jacob mentioned, as you watched him questioningly while he slip his free hand into his jacket pocket, taking out a small key ring in the shape of a four-leaf clover : a lucky charm. “i saw this in a shop on my way home. it reminded me of you so i bought it to give to you.” the brown boy explained, a soft pout on his lips.
your heart skipped a beat, or maybe two— as your fingers delicately took the keyring between them to admire it with a more curious gaze. it was beautiful, with vibrant colours and a perfect shape. what a lovely accessory you would cherish until the day you died. “it's pretty,” you muttered with a lovestruck smile, your eyes finding his, before snuggling up in jacob's warm arms, admiring the gift in your hands that he had bought thinking of you, and only you. “thank you my love.” you thanked him, her pounding in your chest like crazy. god, being in love with jacob was the best thing that ever happened to you.
you were both just laying on the bed closely, minding each of your own businesses on your phone. simple cuddle time, nothing new as you lay on your boyfriend's chest, scrolling on your phone.
when he lets out a cough to get your attention, you set your phone down and look up at him, waiting for him to let the words out he's apparently been holding for minutes now- as you can see in his face.
"what?" you start, caressing his chest to let him know that he can say anything. "uh, love, the boys set up a game for us in two hours... volleyball, at the court near the company." jacob warily starts, and you wait for him to continue. "...can i go?"
"volleyball? okay." you simply say, nodding and getting off his chest to lay in the pillow instead, starting to scroll up your phone again. "is it okay? i can not go, you know?" he was cautious, trying to get your attention again, but you only shrug, "why wouldn't you go? go and play. with the boys." your bluntness was confusing him, and it was making him think of all the things he's done wrong today.
"are you mad at me? it looks like you're mad. i really can skip today," jacob insists, and it piques your interest. you set your phone down, furrowing your eyebrows at him. "i'm not mad, love. you really can go. it's okay, i'm not holding you back," you explain, just as confused at him. were you always that hard to convince when he asks to go out with the boys?
"please don't be mad." jacob makes you feel bad now. but to be fair, he looks just as confused as you. so you chuckle, cupping his cheek. "i'm not, love. puh-lease," you laugh. "you're not mad? can i really go play?" you laugh harder when jacob's face contorts into a baby face, pinching his cheeks. "one, i'm not mad. two, you can really go play. you're making me feel bad now! am i this strict with you before for you not to believe me?" jacob almost turns the bed around when he hears your last statement, making sure to assure you that you weren't and there was no need to feel bad. he was really just making sure.
"i love you. you can go change and prep now," you push him out of bed, making sure to steal a kiss to end the small talk. "i love you more. i hope you know that. i'll make sure to end the game quick and come home to you," jacob winks, stealing another kiss before he scurries out of bed.
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nc-17, Jacob Bae/reader, incubus!Jacob, inexperienced!Jacob, penetrative sex, a bit crack-y
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You get visited by an inexperienced incubus.
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Sheet mask on? Check. Glass of wine? Check. Favorite drama ready to be played? Check.
You take a sip from your wine and lean back onto the pillows on your bed. You pull the blanket over you so that you’re nice and cozy.
Finally the weekend, finally some time to unwind. After as much chaos at work as you experienced this week, you really deserve some me-time. You’ve been looking forward to catching up with this drama for the whole week, but so far, every single day, when you finally crawled back home from work, you managed only to shower, eat, and drop dead into your bed.
But now, nothing is standing between you and some well-deserved relax. Who knows, maybe you will even dig out something out of your long abandoned box of sex toys under the bed and make the evening even better. You will see where this bottle of wine will take you.
You take the tv remote and you’re just about to press play when you get suddenly startled by a sound.
Knock knock.
You sit up. What was that? Did you imagine that? You take off your sheet mask and quickly look around. It was not a door knock, it sounded more like something tapping on a glass, but you’re alone in your room. Ghosts? No, that’s stupid, you scold yourself. It was probably something that carried over from the neighbors’ apartment and you just misheard. You lie back down on the pillow, trying to calm down your quickened heartbeat.
Knock knock. “Excuse me?”
Well now you definitely didn’t imagine that - neither the knocking or the feeble voice.
You quickly kick off the blanket and get out of your bed. The voice clearly went from your window. Burglars, you think and grab the lamp sitting on your nightstand, as a measly tool for possible necessary self-defense. It briefly flashes through your mind that it’s odd that burglars might be trying to get into your apartment through the window on the sixth floor, but you’re too distressed to think more about it. Your heart is beating so fast and it’s like you don’t even have time to be scared, you have to do something.
You get closer to the window and there it is. Or, more like, there is he.
You can barely see anything in the night light, but right outside of the window, perched on the windowsill, there is a guy, knocking on the glass panel.
“Uh, hello? Can you please let me in?” he tries, with a soft voice and knocks again. He looks awkward and almost apologetic, but you know not to trust anyone. Especially not burglars.
You grasp the lamp tighter and full of adrenaline yell back at him.
“No, FUCK OFF! No idea who you think that you are but, I’m calling the police right now!!” You quickly look around to find your phone and jump onto the bed to fish it out from under your blanket, when you hear him sigh.
“Ah, I really tried…” *swoosh*
You look at the window after the sound but it’s…empty? There is nothing behind it anymore.
Did I imagine that? you think. You walk back to check the window but there is really nothing, just the night skyline with a view over the city. But before you even have a chance to calm down and reconsider your future alcohol consumption, you hear it again, now behind you.
*swoosh*
You turn back. And there he stands. The same guy, but now he’s right in your bedroom.
You take a deep breath to start screaming for your dear life, when he runs to you and grabs you by your shoulders.
“Hey, don’t scream, Y/N. Calm down, I’m not a burglar. I won’t hurt you, I promise,” he says with a gentle and soothing voice. You look into his eyes and they are glowing red. His touch, as well as his voice, is strangely calming, and both are so pleasant. Despite everything, you take a hold of yourself. WIth just one touch, all the stress in your body fizzles out.
He seems to notice it and lets you go and steps back, which gives you a chance to look at him better, now that you’re not panicking.
He’s not tall, but not short either and he is nicely built - kinda muscular, with really nice broad shoulders, He’s wearing only a simple oversized white shirt with black jeans, and it’s unbuttoned enough that his (nicely developed, you couldn’t help but notice) chest is peeking through.
His hair is honey blond and falling into his face in a sexy way and his face itself is also very striking - with pretty eyes and enviable jawline, he’s definitely your type.
All the fight leaves your body and you helplessly ask: “What do you want from me?”
“Uh,” he shifts his weight awkwardly. “I guess I should explain everything. My name is Jacob and I am an incubus. Our systems detected a very high level of…uh…sexual energy from you, therefore I am here to offer my services,” he adds, with a smile that’s only a bit nervous.
Ah. You have, of course, heard about incubi already.
“That sounds suspicious. What do you want in exchange for it? Money? I will definitely not pay for anything like that. Or..” a thought occurs to you. “My soul? Do I have to sign off my soul to the devil or what? I mean, I guess I’m probably already not going to heaven, but like, at least I’m trying to be a good person sometimes,” you ramble.
“No such thing, don’t worry,” Jacob hurries to reassure you. “Us, incubi, we feed on sexual energy. You will just feel really tired after that and fall asleep immediately, that’s all.”
“Oh. And by that you mean…?”
“Sex.”
“Oh.”
You consider your options. He already semi-ruined your nice evening with a drama and wine, and you know you would be probably too shaken to even fall asleep if you just sent him away now. And it’s not like you haven’t already planned to put your vibrator to use after a couple of glasses. And it will cost you basically nothing. And he’s your type. It’s just practical at this point.
It’s really not at all difficult to convince yourself to give in.
“Okay. I guess I agree. You’re better not pulling some stunt on me though,” you threaten, frowning.
“I’m not, I swear.” he smiles at you gently, and this must be some part of his special incubus charms, because it completely disarms you. He’s too cute. And his voice is just beautiful.
Can’t wait to hear him moan, flashes through your head.
He closes the distance between you, his eyes not leaving your face. He gently touches your chin and next moment his lips are on yours. He’s a good kisser, starting with slow, small kisses while his hand sneaks around your waist and hugs you closer. He licks your bottom lip and you get the question hidden in the gesture and let his tongue slip into your mouth. He feels really good, you think. His body is so warm and his scent is heavenly, even the little gasps and noises he sometimes lets out while kissing, even those sound like music to your ears.
You can really understand how he was made to be attractive. Made for people to want to have sex with him.
You feel yourself getting wet and you decide to move things a little. You start to unbutton his shirt and he gets the hint and helps you out of your pyjamas. Running your hands over his body, you really appreciate everything you see. You squeeze one of his pecs while he leans down to kiss along your neck. So good, you could play with just his chest for the whole night.
“Let’s go to bed,” you whisper and he stops sucking hickeys into your collarbone and nods eagerly with a smile. He unbuttons and unzips his jeans and takes them off with surprising elegance.
He’s not wearing anything under his jeans and you can’t help your curiosity, so your eyes get immediately lured to his cock. It’s not like there is any kind of pretense anymore so you just stare unashamedly. He’s a nice decent size, not too big, but definitely not too small either, with adequate thickness and pretty shape. And it’s uncut, you notice, and you can feel yourself start to salivate. Everything about him is simply perfect.
He throws the pants away and takes you by the hand to your bed. You’re almost expecting him to push you roughly on the bed and straight up ravage you, but no such thing happens. Instead of that, he surprises you by getting on the bed alone, setting himself up on all fours, waiting. He even throws a sexy smoldering bedroom eyes look over his shoulder.
“What are you doing?” you ask incredulously.
“Waiting for you to fuck me,” he sighs and lowers down his upper body to rest on the bed, in face down ass up position, to make himself look even more attractive and fuckable.
You would be lying if you didn’t find it hot, but you can clearly see there is some kind of misunderstanding going on right now.
“Like, in your ass? And how would I do that? Not sure if you have noticed, but I am a woman and I don’t have a dick,” you ask him, wildly gesturing around your crotch.
He seems caught off guard by that. He drops down on the bed and sits up, looking confused.
“Oh. I’m sorry. I guess…. I did not consider that?”
“How could you not?” you ask in complete disbelief. “You’re an incubus, for fuck’s sake!”
“Uh..well yeah, but so far I’ve been sent only to men.” he scratches his head awkwardly. He’s blushing and definitely embarrassed by this situation.
”I’m actually sort of new to this? And, usually we don’t get sent to women until we get some practice. Men are easier to satisfy, like, it’s mostly enough to just be there, so we sort of have to earn being sent to women. But Hyunjae - uh sorry, that’s our dispatcher demon - he said that he thinks that I am ready and that he’s getting unusually high sexual energy levels from you, so you will definitely know what to do with me. I should know better than to trust Hyunjae, but…” he shakes his head.
“So like, what are we going to do now?” you ask, getting impatient. Ah, a way to be disappointed…
“Uh, do you like… have a strap-on, perhaps?” he beeps meekly, looking down at his hands folded in his lap awkwardly.
You roll your eyes. “Actually, I do. But fucking you with plastic cock will not make me cum, so it’s pointless, isn’t it?”
“Ah…” he sighs. He seems to be thinking for a moment. You let him go through whatever thought process he has in his mind, gathering all the patience you’re capable of.
“Okay, I guess it’s time to be a man.” He straightens up, and looks up at you, with newfound determination in his eyes.
“If you excuse my inexperience, I would like to continue with our arrangement as we agreed beforehands.”
“Really?” you doubt. “What convinced you?”
“Uh. Honestly? I’m still scared, but I doubt I will have another chance to have my first time with a woman with someone as attractive as you,” he replies and you smile smugly. Even in case he’s buttering you up a little, it’s the correct answer.
“And also, Hyunjae will laugh at me forever if I chicken out,” he shrugs. Well, can’t have it all, you snort.
He reaches his hand to you and you take it, joining him in bed. You lie down and let him lean over you so that he can kiss you. It doesn’t take long to build up the atmosphere again and after a few moments the kiss gets really heated. His hands are roaming all over your body, touching and squeezing, learning where everywhere you’re sensitive and where it feels good.
He lowers his head to suck on your nipples while you’re just lying down and enjoying his attention and you use the opportunity to reach for his cock. He’s already fully hard again, wet with precum and pretty much ready to go. You pump it a few times and he hums in appreciation with your nipple in his mouth. He clearly figures out this is the way to go and copies you, brushing his hand down your body to your pussy, fingers dipping between your folds, just to find out how wet you are.
He rubs gently over your clit and he does it already with perfect pressure and angle, clearly executing his talent and special ability to figure out in an instant, what would make you tick.
“Hmmm, so good, you’re doing well, Jacob,” you praise him and he lifts his head from your tits to smile at you, happy that he seems to get the hang of it. He kisses you again while he keeps touching your pussy and you know at this point he could easily get you off like that - but that’s not what you want right now.
“Wanna try it first from the opposite side?” you talk low into his ear and gently push him off you, so that you can settle into the same face-down-ass-up position he did just a while ago.
“Oh, yeah, that sounds really good,” he situates himself right behind you and looks down between your bodies.
“Do I just..put it in?” he hesitates.
“Yeah,” you chuckle. You’re dripping wet and definitely more than ready. “At this point it’s the only thing left to do.”
“Okay,” he breathes out, bracing himself at the last moment and pushes in. “Ohhh,” he lets out a moan, and you peek over your shoulder to look at him. His eyes are closed and mouth open in pure bliss.
“Oh god, please, Y/N, can I move?” he begs, his hips already thrusting into you a little, as if he’s not able to completely stop himself from fucking.
“Yes, please,” you whine. “You don’t have to hold back, I’m sure you’ll figure it out quickly.”
He doesn’t waste even a second and starts fucking you with strong hard strokes, and the only thing you can do is hold on to the bed sheets for your dear life. You would never guess that this is his first time fucking, he’s already getting the perfect tempo and depth, and his cock feels so good as if he was made exactly for you.
He’s holding onto your waist, fucking you vigorously, while letting out heavenly sounding moans, his cock stretching you in the most delightful way. His tempo is unwavering and as he’s fucking you, he pushes you even lower by your waist and the change of angle makes you lose your mind with pleasure. His cock is rubbing into all the best spots inside you, and you are almost screaming with pleasure, barely having the presence of mind to try to sneak a hand down to rub at your clit, but you don’t even have time to do that and you’re already coming, just from his cock. You bury your face into the pillow as you moan and gasp through your orgasm and his relentless fucking is just prolonging it more and more, and you can’t even tell clearly, but it feels like you’re coming for a second time too.
Jacob behind you is also gasping and moaning and he lets himself cum as if on command only at the moment he feels you come down from your orgasm, pumping you full of cum, until it drips from you on the bed when he finally pulls out.
He drops next to you on the bed, just as you slump down on your belly. He’s barely out of breath, even after such strenuous activity. You reach out a hand to pet his chest.
“Wow, not bad at all for a first timer,” you sigh in bliss. “I should have expected such talent from an incubus,” you turn to smile at him and kiss him, just to meet his eyes, wide open in surprise.
“H-how are you not falling asleep? People usually drop dead right after.. ” he stutters, completely taken aback.
You shrug. “To be honest, I’m not even tired.”
You stretch like a cat to help your stiffened muscle, then roll over and push him lying down to bed and straddle his lap.
“Next round? I’ll teach you how to eat pussy.”
***3 hours later***
“Oh god, Jacob, ah,” you moan while he’s fucking into you from behind, spooning on the bed. He’s all read and sweaty and out of breath, fucking you despite being oversensitive and probably in pain, but you’re not letting him stop, not until you cum again. He brings his hand in front of you, rubbing at your clit to get you off, fighting a cramp in his wrist. He’s completely ruined, you realize as he’s whining into your ear, when you finally spasm with orgasm in his embrace.
He buries his face into your neck, breathing heavily. He seems to not even care anymore about whether he gets to cum too, since it’s probably too painful for him at this point.
“One more?” you taunt him.
He groans and pulls away.
“I-I think I got enough energy from you now, thank you. Actually, I think it’s counterproductive to continue now, and I am starting to lose it,” he stutters. He stumbles out of bed, clearly completely fucked out, his muscles screaming in pain. Aww, you think.
“Uh, I think I have to go now. But, uhh,” he blushes, forcing himself to look at you.
“This was really great and I learnt a lot, I hope I was able to catch up with you at least a little. Even though I doubt so. Uhh,” he clears his throat. “I can visit you some other time too, if you would like to. Maybe you can show me some other new things?”
“Sure,” you nod nonchalantly. You’re not even hiding your satisfaction about wearing out an actual incubus like that.
“Okay, thank you,” he bows a little. He quickly grabs his clothes and quite fucking literally jumps out of your window naked into the night.
You run to the window and lean out of it, shouting after him.
Note: Blank blogs will be blocked. I don’t trust y’all, so make sure you have your age in your bio/desc or something on your blog. Minors DNI.
Prompts: “Excuse me for being too forward but your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like.” + “Can I join?”
Warnings: Smut, explicit language, nudism, masturbating, sex toys, light humour, dirty talk, squirting, cum tasting, mirror sex, fingering, clit stimulation, unprotected sex(reader’s on the pill), aftercare.
Age Warning: I will not take responsibility because you wanted to read this, but if you’re under the age of 18+, DO NOT INTERACT OR READ. Do not take this as educational, this is fiction!
“Jacob… will you be home soon?” You ask as you make your way into the bedroom. All day, ever since you had woken up, you had this burning itch inside you that could only be scratched by the man you loved, but he had left before you had even woken, giving you a quick kiss on your forehead before quietly leaving, and now, now you were desperate for his touch. Your skin felt like it was on fire, and throughout the entire day you could feel how soaked you were as you moved.
“I’ll be home soon, we’re just wrapping up a few things, and then I’ll be there,” He says through the phone. You move towards the bed and pause once you saw your reflection in the mirror. Your hair looked slightly dishevelled, and you could just see how dark your eyes were from need and lust. “It won’t be long now, I promise,” You sit down on the edge of the bed and look at yourself. “Bye, I love you!”
“Bye, I love you too,” You say before the phone call ended. You let out a huff and toss your phone aside on the bed before you stood up. “I can’t wait however long you’re still going to be, Bae Jacob,” You grip your shirt and toss it wards the bathroom door where the laundry basket was before removing your bra and also tossing it towards the basket. “I’m too damn needy right now,” You push your fingers into your waistband and pull your pants down along with your underwear, letting your eyes roam over yourself for a brief moment before you pick up your pants and underwear and tossed it towards the laundry as well.
“I can fucking hear how wet it is,” You mutter before moving towards one of the closets and pulling it open. You grab a towel before moving back towards the mirror and spreading the towel out onto the floor before sitting down on top of it, while leaning your back against the bed. “Fucking, fuck… Why couldn’t it be an early day for him…” You slide your hand over your breast before cupping it and squeezing it. “Gosh…” It almost felt like a relief when you touched yourself, but you needed and wanted more. “I should get the toys, fuck…” You let out a frustrated sigh before getting up from the ground and making your way towards your dresser and pull open of the drawers open. You pick up the first one your eyes land before quickly moving back towards the towel and sitting down.
You place the toy in between your legs on the towel as you spread them open to get a better look at yourself, you could hear the sucking sound of your wetness as your folds are pulling apart to reveal your soaking pussy. You knew you were wet, but you didn’t think you were this wet. You cup your breast again and slowly massage your fingers into it before moving to pinch your nipple between your fingers and slowly roll the bud between them.
“Ohh, fuck… Fuck,” You moan and tilt your head against the bed and shut your eyes. Your other hand reaches for the vibrator on the towel and lifts it before switching it on, the low humming sound quickly fills the room, and you swear you could already feel it in your core. You move the toy to your nipple and press it against the bud. “Ohh, my fucking… hmm,” The vibrations were sending a shockwave of pleasure down to your pussy, and you just knew it wouldn’t take you long before the toy would be between your legs. “Fucking, gosh… Jacob…” His name easily falls from your lips as you try to imagine him in front of you and that it was him touching you instead.
“Oh, hmm, Jacob…” You mutter as you circle the toy around your nipple. You slide the toy down your stomach and move it over your mound, causing your pussy to twitch as the vibrations got closer to it. You slide the toy along your folds and feel the vibrations reaching your clit, causing your breathing to pick up instantly and a layer of sweat to begin building on your already hot skin. “Fuck… Jacob…” You press your head harder against the bed as you tease yourself with the toy, completely unaware of your boyfriend entering your house and making his way down the hallway. “So… good…”
Jacob steps into the room and pauses for a moment as he finds you with your legs spread wide open in front of the mirror and the sound of your vibrator bouncing off the walls accompanied by you moaning his name. He takes large strides towards you before leaning over and pressing his lips hard against yours, your movements pause as his scent suddenly invades your nose and his warmth reaches your face. His hand presses into the mattress as he kisses you harder and pushes his tongue against your lips before pulling away. You open your eyes immediately to look at him, and he could see just how dark your eyes were, which caused his cock to twitch in his pants and begin to harden.
“Excuse me for being forward, but your lips make me wonder what the rest of you taste like,” He says and gives you almost a sweet smile. You chuckle at his words and watch as his eyes move over your body before they pause at the toy against your pussy, so close to touching your clit. “Can I join?”
“You already know what the rest of me tastes like, Jacob…” You mumble and pull the toy away from your pussy. “Hmm… fuck, please, please, I need you to do it, I’m so needy for you today,” He takes the toy from your grasp and moves it between your folds, your body instantly tenses up at the vibrations that go through your body and straight to the knot of pleasure building inside you.
“Is this why you asked when I would be home?” He asks as he slides the toy up and down your pussy, making sure to avoid your clit. “Why didn’t you just say so, I would have rushed home to come and take care of you,” You could hear the sucking sound of your juices as he drags the toy through it. “But that’s all right, I’m here now,” He watches as you open and close your hands and your breathing becomes deeper. “So desperate for me, that’s so cute, baby.”
“Jacob…” You moan as your eyes shut. He slides the toy over your clit and lifts it away, so it was barely touching the bundle of nerves. “Ohh, my fucking, fuck, Jacob!” The light buzzing feeling was driving you insane, you could feel your walls clenching around nothing as more of your arousal spilt from you. “Fuck, Jacob…” He lightly circles your clit with the vibrator, causing a hot, tingling sensation to travel up your legs and straight to your pussy. “Ja-Jacob…” He moves his other hand away from the bed, and you feel his fingers slide between your folds before pulling them further open.
“Your little whines and whimpers, fuck, it’s making me so hard, baby,” He coos. He slides the toy to one side of your clit and watches as your back arches. “Hmm, it’s the other side that’s your most sensitive, right?” Before you could even say anything, you feel him slide the toy over your clit to the other side of it. Your fingers grab onto the towel and twist and pulls at it, you feel your muscles tensing up, and you swear you were seconds away from coming undone.
“Jaaacccooobbbb,” You whine. You could feel sweat sliding down your back and down your legs from where you had your knees bent. “Fuuuuck, fuck, oh, my fucking…” He pulls the toy back for a few seconds before it was right back against your clit, vibrating against your sensitive spot. You couldn’t find the words to describe the feeling that was going through it, it was a hot yet a cold tingling feeling that was going up your legs and spine before going down again. You curl your toes, and he watches as your legs begin shaking, letting him know you were seconds away from your orgasm. “JACOB!” The tension inside you bursts and stars explode behind your eyes as you come undone. Your mind spins and your body feels like it’s floating through the air, you turn your head from side to side against the bed.
“JACOB, JACOB, FUCK!” You cry out in pleasure. You could feel him circling your clit with the toy and easing you through your high. “OH, MY FUCK!” You press your heels harder into the ground and your hips slightly lift off the ground.
“Oh, fuck, that’s so hot, baby,” He mutters. You closely begin to come down from your high when he pulls the toy away, and you hear it shut off, the room suddenly becomes less loud, and you could only hear the sound of your breathing and your heartbeat drumming loudly in your ears. “Fuck, I love when you do that,” You open your eyes and lift your head and saw the towel completely coated with your juices. “Fuck, I really love it,” You turn your head to look at him with your eyes wide, and you could see the lust swirling in his eyes. “Let’s taste it,” He puts the vibrator down on the towel before moving his hand to cup your pussy. “Just listen to how wet you are,” You could hear the squelching sound of your wetness moving as he pressed his hand down against it.
“Jacob, fuck…” You mumble. “I didn’t…” His fingers slide around your pussy, gathering your juices onto his fingers. “I didn’t think I would…” He slides his fingers towards your slit and slowly pushes two digits inside you. “Ohh, fuck, fuck, I, Jacob…” He watches as his fingers disappear into your sopping hole before reappearing completely coated with your arousal.
“Fuck… It looks like it can taste good, baby,” He mutters and lifts his gaze to look at your face. He could see it contorting into pleasure as you feel his fingers wiggle inside you. “I’m gonna taste it very soon,” You feel his fingers curl inside you and lift your hips slightly.
“Jacob, so good, it feels so good,” You mumble, and feel a third digit sliding into you and stretching your walls. “Jaaccobbb,” He twists and turns his fingers inside you before slowly pumping them in and out of you. “Fuck… Oh, my fuck…” You could feel a tension slowly building inside you when his fingers pull away from you, and you watch as he lifts his hand to his mouth. “Ja-Jacob…” You watch him push his fingers between his lips and slowly lick them clean before pulling them from his mouth.
“Fuck, I was right, it’s fucking delicious,” He says before standing from the kneeled position next to you. You watch as he pulls his shirt over his head and tosses it towards the laundry basket, next were his jeans. You watch as he unzips and unbuttons them before pulling them down along with his underwear, his cock rubs against his lower stomach as he bends over to pick up his clothes. “Fuck, I’m so hard for you, baby,” You watch as he tosses his clothes towards the basket before turning towards you. The head of his cock looked red and glistened from the pre-cum that leaked from his slit.
“Fuck, Jacob… I,” You mutter before picking up our vibrator. “Can I…?” You lick your lips as you move to sit on your knees on the towel. “Fuck, Can I play with you first?” He steps closer to you, only stopping once his cock was inches away from your face.
“I want to cum inside you, baby,” He says. You nod your head and turn the toy on, you move it towards his cock and place it at the base of his length and slowly slide it along. “Ohh, fuck… fuck, shit, that feels so fucking good,” He tilts his head back as he lets out another groan of pleasure. You slide it along the prominent vein of his cock all the way to the tip and circle it around his slit. “Fuck, fuck, Baby, Y/n… fuck,” He could feel his mind starting to spin from the vibrations going through him. “Fuck…” You could see his stomach muscles tensing as you slide the toy back down his cock. “Fuck, fuck, I need to be inside you, now,” He lifts his head and looks down at you. You shut the toy off and drop it onto the towel while he moves to sit on the bed, right where your head was only minutes ago when you went through your high. “Face the mirror when you sit down.”
“Fuck…” You mutter. You slowly stand from the ground and turn your back towards him, his hands touch your hips, and he carefully guides you to sit on his lap, you feel his cock slide through your folds and rest against your pussy as you get comfortable on his lap, your legs were on either side of his, keeping you spread open for him. You look up and catch sight of his cock resting between your folds and against your pussy, and it makes you clench and feel your insides drop to the knot building inside you. “Oh, my fucking, fuck, Jacob…” He places his chin on your shoulder and looks at the view.
“Hmm, fuck, Y/n…” He groans. His hand slides from your hip to your pussy, and you watch him press down against your pussy, pressing his cock against your pussy and causing a squelching sound. “Hmm, fuck… So warm,” He slides his hand up and down, causing not just friction to your pussy, but stimulation to his cock. “Lift a little for me,” You lift your hips, and you feel his cock slide through your folds before he wraps his hand around his cock and guides it to your entrance. You feel the head slip into you and your jaw immediately drops, and you loudly breathe through your mouth. “Ohh, uhh, hmm, fuck.”
“Oh, fuck!” You moan as you feel him slowly filling and stretching your walls. “Fuck, Jacob, uhhmm, hmm, fuck,” You tilt your head against his shoulder. “Oh, my fuck,” He releases his cock and moves his hand to your inner thigh to cup it, while you reach back with one hand and grip his hair, and pull at it as you lower yourself onto his cock completely.
“Hmm, you feel so good, you’re squeezing me already,” He groans into your ear. The sound of his voice right in your ear causes goosebumps to form on your skin. “FUCK…” His hot breath against your ear makes your mind spin. “Look how well you’re taking me,” You could see your walls stretching around his cock and your juices already dripping from around his cock. “Shit… what a sight, baby.”
“Jacob…” You whimper and watch as he squeezes your thigh before you feel him move his hips. “Shit, oh, my fucking…” You could feel your clit gaining a heartbeat. “Jacob, oh, my gosh…” His hand on your inner thigh slowly slides upwards before he was gripping onto your hips.
“Ready?” He asks. You feel his lips brush against the shell of your ear, and you feel his fingers digging into your skin as he held you firmly. He could see your eyes looking at where his cock was resting inside you before slowly lifting you, you watch as his girth appears coated with your juices, and you can’t help but let out a whimper.
“Yes,” You whimper and feel your walls involuntarily clench around his cock. “Fuck, Oh, oh, my fuck…” He lifts you until his cock was halfway out of you before slowly lowering you down onto him again. “OH, oh, Jacob…” Your fingers tug at his hair, and you grip onto his forearm with your other hand. “Fuck…” You push yourself upwards and feel his cock sliding out before you lower yourself again. “Fuck…”
“Fuck, you’re doing so good, you look so hot,” He mutters. The sucking sound of your wetness quickly fills the air as you begin to bounce on his cock in front of the mirror, focusing more on his cock that disappeared and reappeared from your pussy. You could see your juices splashing against your inner thighs and onto his thighs, as your pace picks up. “Fuck, uhhh, so good, fuck,” You could feel sweat building between your bodies as your skin begins sliding easier against his.
“Jacob, oh, my fucking… oh, shit,” You moan and close your eyes as the sight becomes too much. “Jacob, Jacob,” The sound of skin slapping against skin bounces off the walls and mixes in with the sound of your wetness and your moans along with his groans. “JACOB!” You could feel your skin being set alight as your insides seem to do a flip and knot together. “Jacob, oh, my fucking…” You could feel his cock brushing close to your sweet spot, causing stars to begin forming behind your lids. “FUCK!”
“Fuck, you feel so good… fuck,” He groans. “I should have come home sooner than I could have felt this sooner,” His mind was spinning as he could feel his balls starting to tighten in pleasure. “Fuck… We could have been cuddling by now, or even showering together if I was here earlier,” You could barely hear what he was saying as your mind was starting to ascend into the clouds. “Fuck…”
“Jacob… I love you, but I can’t focus on what you’re saying right now,” You manage to get out between pants. He lowly chuckles, and you feel him begin guiding you over his cock as you were starting to slow down.
“Got it,” He mutters and takes your earlobe between his teeth. You feel your walls clamping down around him as the tension inside you grows tighter and bigger. He tugs on your earlobe, and you feel like he pulls at the knot and his cock suddenly hits slightly deeper and causes your back to arch against him.
“JACOB, OH, MY FUCK!” You cry out as the knot snaps inside you and your high crashes into you. Your entire body shakes on top of him as you come undone, your body feels light as you’re floating through your high, and your mind feels light and like it was in the clouds. “JAAACCCCOOOBBBB!” Your grip on his hair tightens, and you tug on it, almost pulling his head backwards, your nails dig into his arms, and you hear him let out a low groan as he releases your earlobe. “JACOB, SHIT! RIGHT THERE!” You feel his cock brush against the spot again, and stars explode behind your lids as you go through the ecstasy feeling.
“Fuck… Y/n… fuck, keep squeezing me like that,” He mutters into your ear. Your walls were clenching uncontrollably around him, and he could feel them milking his cock for an orgasm. “Fuck, I’m gonna…” He was guiding you over his cock at a rapid pace to get you through your high and to get to his high. “Fuck…” His grunts in your ear were only getting louder until. “Fuuuuucccckkkk,” You feel his thighs tense underneath you as hot ropes of cum spill into you. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” You could feel your body slowly begin to come down from the high you had experienced and roll your hips over his thighs to help ease him through his high. “Fuck, Y/n…”
“Jacob… Oh, my… gosh,” You mutter. You could feel your energy being drained from you, but tried to keep your hips moving over his to get him through. “Fuck, you feel so good, Jacob…” You open your eyes and look towards the mirror, your eyes immediately going down to your pussy to see your cum along with his spilling from around his cock and making a mess. “Fuck…” Your grip on his hair loosens before you completely pull your hand away from his hair and let your arm fall to your side, you release the tight grip on his arm and gently hold onto him. “Fuck…” His rapid hip movements slow down before completely stopping, your eyes flicker upwards, and you watch as he moves his head to the crook of your neck and feel his lips gently brush against your skin. “Are you okay, Jacob?”
“Hmm,” He hums against your skin. You could feel his warm breath against your skin as he tries to calm his breathing and gather his thoughts. Your breathing slowly evens out, and you take a moment to gather your thoughts. “Are you okay?” You could see his how dishevelled hair was from you pulling on his locks.
“Hmm, I’m okay,” You mumble. He lifts his head, and you could see the tiredness slowly settling onto his facial features. “You look spent,” He turns his head and softly kisses your cheek.
“I am,” He mumbles. You pull his hand from your hip and slowly get up, you feel his other hand try to keep you placed on his lap, but you manage to get up, whimpering as his soft cock slips from your pussy. “Noooo, where are you going?” You chuckle and step back as you watch him reach out for you. You could feel your mixed releases spilling from your pussy and down your thighs.
“I’m going to go get a cloth, and clean you, and then clean myself,” You say. You watch him quickly get up from the bed and reach out for your hip, pulling you against him.
“No, no, let’s go together, and shower,” He says. “And then we can cuddle,” You softly smile and nod your head before carefully stepping over your toy and making your way to the bathroom together with him holding your waist and holding you against him.
He has the softest eyes you've ever seen in your life.
Gazing at you from just over the white sheets, they stare at you unabashedly, making a triangular pattern in the way they slowly shift their focus from one eye to the other, and then to your lips.
Your own eyes can hardly decide where to land, flickering between meeting his own and the brown curls that have long since dried from the shower.
Sunday mornings were invented for this, for the studying of your lover’s anatomy.
He squints slightly, as if he's scrutinizing your appearance, and the hand that lays on the sheets between you two reaches up to brush the hair away from your neck. His touch both grounds you and makes your skin buzz in pleasure, obsessed with the gentle manner in which his fingers slide up to your jawline before resting on your cheek. His eyes meet yours again, always checking, always making sure that you're real, just in case his brain tries to betray him.
“Kiss me,” you whisper, cementing your place in reality as his heart jumps in his chest. Jacob doesn't consider himself a selfish man, and yet- as his fingers slide to your chin, a thumb grazing your bottom lip, he can barely cope with the thought of anyone else having your time. He hates that he can't give you all of him, all the time.
Then again, if this is his biggest problem, then he'd consider himself pretty blessed.
Before the pleading look in your eyes can consume him whole, he's guiding your chin towards his and connecting your lips in a kiss that's as tender as it is dizzying.
You melt into him slowly, and it's that action that sets his skin on fire; the way your head tilts up into his, the way you press back into his lips as if you're afraid he'll disappear, the way your hands find his silver chain and tangle it between your fingers absentmindedly, the way you're both wrapped around each other's proverbial digits.
He pulls away for a brief pause in an attempt to collect himself, but you're already pulling him back to you, eager to close the gap between your bodies with a needy tug of his curls. His lack of restraint would usually worry him, but he likes to think any man would crumble if you chased after their lips the way you were seeking out his in this moment.
He obliges you, pressing your mouth to his again with a bit more passion as his free hand finds your waist and pulls it to his. A weak sigh resonates in your chest once you get the closeness you'd been craving since you gained consciousness this morning, and the sound has Jacob’s every cell thrumming in delight, every ounce of drowsiness evaporating from his body in an instant.
He could be happy forever here, tangled in these sheets with you.
Warnings: self harm. Like…yeah. If uncomfortable do not read it 🧍♀️.
Hyunjae
Standing in front of the mirror you stared at your bloody arms. Touching the new wound's slightly you hissed when it burned. It was nothing new to you. Hurting yourself was like your own pleasure. No matter how much you tried to stop yourself you kept doing it. Like a endless cycle. It was like a addiction. A addiction you are not able to get rid off no matter how hard you try.
Opening the cupboard which was in your washroom you took out your first aid box. Sighing you started dressing up your wounds as tight as possible. And covering them up. While covering the wounds you failed to hear the shoutings coming from outside. It was until the door was harshly pushed open making you flinch.
"Gosh I have been calling...what happened to your arm Y/N?" Looking down you tried hiding your arm but he had already seen it. Taking slow steps Hyunjae stood in front of you as he gently held your arm in his as he traced the uncovered wounds. "Did you do this because of me? Was I...the reason?" He asked in such a low voice you could barely hear it but it was so quiet that it was easy to catch on it.
Shaking your head violently you held Hyunjae's hands in yours. "No...no. What I did is not because of you. Please don't take the blame for something I did.." "Will you keep hurting yourself?"
The question he asked caught you off guard. You tried finding words but it's like they were stuck in your throat. You could not look him in the eye because you knew that if you promised him right now to not hurt yourself it would just be a mere lie which will be broken. Looking down you shook your head.
What you did not expect was for Hyunjae to hug you. "I don't know what is going on with you right now but I hope in the future you will be comfortable enough to tell me..now come. I will dress your wounds.."
Juyeon
Getting home you removed your jacket you were wearing the whole day. Throwing it on the couch you went in the kitchen to get some water. As you were getting yourself some water your gaze went to your wrist making you put down the glass of water and bring the wrist to your eye level.
You knew what you were doing was not right. Doing self harm was not a good sign. Acting like you were happy was not a good thing. You also knew that Juyeon already knew that you were hurting yourself but he just acted as if he did not know.
He tried everything he could do to make you happy but...things were just not going the way you wanted them to. Drinking water was no longer in your mind as you went in your shared bedroom to patch the cuts up.
As you were removing the first aid box you heard the door open. Knowing who it was you did not look back and continued what you were doing.
"Wait....let me help you.." you heard Juyeon's voice. When he came behind you, you stepped aside as you went and sat on the bed.
"So....how was your day?" You knew he was just trying to make a small talk while taking care of the cuts. You stayed silent as he took care of them. Hearing no answer from you Juyeon looked up at you.
"Why are you acting like this is fine when it is clearly not? Do you not feel ashamed of me? Seeing your girlfriend hurting herself despite having everything she could ever want? Are you not angry that I keep on hurting myself?" You kept on blabbering as tears left your eyes "Were you not hurt when you got to know that I hurt myself? Do you not get disappointed when you know that I am just acting happy?"
You heard him sigh as he closed the box after putting everything inside. He got up from his knees as he held your hand in his. "I will never be ashamed of you Y/N. I don't know why you're hurting yourself but all I know that is...I will always be by your side. No matter what. You don't have to pretend to keep on smiling. I also don't want to pretend that I don't know that you're hurting yourself. I want you to know that....when you feel like you want to talk to someone about something that is hurting you....I will always be here. I was hurt and sad when I got to know that you were hurting yourself but not because of you. I was hurt and disappointed that I did not know that you were going through something to the extent you thought of hurting yourself. Having everything does not mean that you have to pretend to be happy....come on now. I bought your favourite food. Let's eat that and go to sleep." Juyeon stood up as he pulled you with him to the kitchen.
Younghoon
Getting out of the washroom you pulled your sleeves down to cover your arms. Entering the cafeteria you searched for Younghoon. Seeing him sitting at the far end of the cafeteria you went towards him as you kissed his cheek when taking a seat beside him.
"What did you order?" You asked once you settled down. "Your favourite. They had soup dumplings today." Younghoon replied as he gave your forehead a kiss. You just smiled slightly at his gesture as you did not speak any further.
Younghoon noticed how awfully quiet you were today. To cheer you up he held your hands in his as he pulled you closer. You flinched at the sudden contact making you push him away from you. Younghoon noticed your behaviour as he gently held your hands again "Is something wrong?" He asked in his usual sweet voice as he held your arms to make you face him. As soon as he held your arms you hissed in pain as you pushed his arms away. "What happened? Did you get hurt? Did someone hurt you?" He asked while he pulled your sleeves up a bit. Immediately stopping midway he stared up at you when he saw the wounds on your arms. Pulling your sleeves down he looked around to check if someone else saw it.
Putting his attention back on you he asked you in a softer voice as he rubbed his thumb on your hand in a comforting manner. "Did someone do this to you..?" Younghoon asked in worry. Shaking your head Younghoon looked at you as he understood that you did this to yourself "Did..you hurt yourself..?" Younghoon asked cautiously as he looked in your eyes with nothing but worry. Nodding your head you let your tears fall down "I...I am sorry. I wanted to tell you about this numerous times but I just couldn't get myself to tell you about this and why I was doing it. I get it if you don't want to date me anymore or if you think that I am a freak. You will now want to break up with me. See this is why-" cutting you off Younghoon hugged you tightly as he patted your back in a loving manner. "Shhh...calm down. I will never break up with you. I love you. I would never leave your side. So what if you're doing this? I know that there must be a reason behind this and I want you to know that...when you feel like you're ready to tell me the reason I will always be here for you with open arms to listen to it. Never think that you're a freak, okay?" He pulled away as he wiped your tears. In the meantime your order also arrived making you both stop the conversation as you both dwelled in your own world which consisted only the two of you.
Kevin
You sat in front of Kevin as you both were having your dinner. It was silent mostly, exchanging words here and there, mostly Kevin. You just gave him short answers.
"I wanted to ask you this...why are you always wearing long sleeved shirts? Don't you feel hot?" Kevin asked out of nowhere making you stop your actions as you stared down at your plate trying to get yourself together before answering. He cannot know the reason behind this. You don't want to burden him. Plus what you’re going through is just something silly. He must be going through something way worse…
"Ah...no I just feel cold nowadays. Nothing much..." you replied quietly as you reached out for the bottle of water across the table not realising that your sleeve rode up revealing your wounds you still had to treat.
"Is...is that? Y/N are you...?" You looked at Kevin in confusion as you followed his gaze. You panicked when you realised that he saw the marks. You immediately pulled your sleeve down as you mumbled "It's nothing. Don't worry.." you went back to eating as Kevin stood up from his chair and walked towards you.
He stood beside you as he gently took your hand in his as he pulled the sleeve up revealing your burn marks. "Are...are you hurting yourself?" He asked in such broken voice that you could not even look in his eyes. "Was it because of me? Did I do something? Is it something else? I am so...so sorry I did not notice you struggling before." Kevin kept rambling making you stare up slightly as you shook your head. "No...no none of this is your fault. Don't blame yourself..." you replied as you held his hands in your. "You know that you can tell me anything right? I am always there for you. If you're not comfortable telling me yet then I will wait but please don't hurt yourself. I...I.." Kevin did not even complete his sentence as he broke down...he came close to you as he hugged you tightly while resting his head on your shoulder.
Jacob
Sitting on the chair which was by the dinner table you poured yourself another glass of beer as you drowned yourself in your own world which was filled with sadness, anger, little to no amount of joy and of course blood.
This was your everyday routine. Coming in the kitchen to drink till you pass out after cutting yourself and then waking up on the table with a paining back and neck just to live your everyday life with a fake smile on your face.
You were so self absorbed in your own world you did not even notice someone entering the room and taking a seat beside you. That was until they spoke up "Hey....you alright? You looked pretty lost there..." you heard the voice say, you wanted to reply but you could not. Hearing no reply the person grabbed your arm where there was a fresh burn and cut. The sudden contact to your hurt skin made you hiss out in pain as you pulled your hand away out of instinct and reflex.
"You alright? Did you get hurt...." The voice trailed off. You looked to your side and saw Jacob sitting beside you. He was staring at your arm with concern and worry written all over his face. Looking down you tried covering and hiding your arm but it was too late. It was already in his grasp as he pulled up your sleeve and stared at your arms.
"Did...you do this to your self?” He uttered out slowly as he grazed his thumb over your wounds. You could not lie to him anymore nor could you get yourself to speak up to him about this so you just simply nodded your head. "Why...? Why did you not tell me? Are...are you not comfortable with me? Do you...not trust me?" Your heart broke when Jacob uttered those words. That was not the reason at all.
You immediately shook your head as you spoke up "No....it's just that...I did not want to burden and worry you with my problems...and it’s not that big of a deal anyways..” you could not even finish your sentence as Jacob hugged you tightly. You could feel your shirt getting wet but that was the least of your worries. "Come. I will dress up your wounds. You can tell me why you did that if you're comfortable with it...and it is a big deal. I don’t know why you think like that but whatever hard time you’re going through never think that your problem is not that important. You’re important to me Y/N..” he pulled away as he softly smiled at you and pulled you up from your seat.
Chanhee
Checking the temperature of the water you sighed as you stared down at your arms and legs which were covered in bruises and scars. Your bruises were still healing so you could not really take a shower or wash your hair since the past few days. Your hair had become so dry and their condition was just not it.
You just stood in front of the shower as you thought about what to do when the door opened and a head peeked inside making you give out a small smile.
"Need some help in washing your hair?" Chanhee asked as he let himself come in the bathroom. He leaned against the basin as he stared at you with nothing but love and affection in his eyes. Despite the bruises and scars all over your body Chanhee never judged you or made you feel bad for it. In fact he did nothing but show you the love and affection he has for you and by also respecting your boundaries and not trying to make you talk to him about things you were not comfortable enough to tell yet. You were just so grateful to him for that.
You nodded at his words as he walked towards you and brushed your hair so that there would not be any tangle when washing them. Leading you towards the bathroom he made your hair wet as he poured some shampoo on his hands and started applying it on your hair.
You started slowly relaxing in his care as you closed your eyes when he started giving a massage to your scalp. Once he was done he washed your hair in lukewarm water and applied conditioner on your ends. When he was done washing your hair Chanhee led you towards the mirror as he started drying your hair.
You just stared at him as he focused on your hair and applying some serum and oil on them once they were dry. "Thank you....for everything." You said in a small voice as you smiled at him. Chanhee just smiled at you "I will do anything for you..." he replied as he combed your hair "No but like...thank you for still loving me despite you know...these bruises..." you mumbled while looking down. Chanhee immediately gripped your chin as he made you look at him in the eyes "I don't care if you have bruises or those scars. I will love you however you're.." you nodded at his words as your eyes welled up in tears "I love you..." you said to Chanhee as you hugged him tightly. He hugged you back as you let his fingers go through your hair in a loving manner while his eyes were closed.
(This is for a special someone~ hope you like it! <3 @haet-sal )
