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Stories Through Storms debut "Jog On" lyric video
Kansas City, KS metalcore band Stories Through Storms have a new lyric video out for their track “Jog On”. The clip was created by Jerry Edwards. The group said of the single: “We wanted to write a song that was different from our usually personal tracks but we wanted to make sure you still felt something when you heard it. Our music is usually very serious and heart felt but every now and then…
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June11, 2014 11:20pm
"When you go into the ER, one of the first things they ask you to do is rate your pain on a scale of one to ten, and from there they decide which drugs to use and how quickly to use them. I'd been asked this question hundreds of times over the years, and I remember once early on when I couldn't get my breath and it felt like my chest was on fire, flames licking the inside of my ribs fighting for a way to burn out of my body, my parents took me to the ER. nurse asked me about the pain, and I couldn't even speak, so I held up nine fingers. Later, after they'd given me something, the nurse came in and she was kind of stroking my head while she took my blood pressure and said, "You know how I know you're a fighter? You called a ten a nine." But that wasn't quite right. I called it a nine because I was saving my ten. And here it was, the great and terrible ten, slamming me again and again as I lay still and alone in my bed staring at the ceiling, the waves tossing me against the rocks then pulling me back out to sea so they could launch me again into the jagged face of the cliff, leaving me floating faceup on the water, undrowned." Honestly this quote gets me. I miss you so much, jerry. I can't stop thinking about you and what you would be doing this summer. I wish I could go back and make our stupid conversations worth so much more. I wish I could call you one more time and hear you tell me I love you one more time. I wish so many things would happen one more time. I just get my heart broken too much by thinking about you. If it was 2012, we would be up talking right now.. But instead I'm laying awake missing you and you're 6 feet underground.
it just feels wrong when someone who didnt know you existed tells me the exact same thing as you. it feels worse not knowing how to answer because I told you my best comebacks. when this stranger that I met on Omegle tells me that I am beautiful and I deserve the best I cant help but think that I had the best and he got away.
Missing you is like the wind. You can't hear when it comes or see it, but it's constant. It never stops. It may slow down some days but others it doesn't miss a second. And fighting against it is no use, since the pain is so much stronger than me. It messes up my mascara, just as the wind to my hair.
Kimberly Gadberry
When I think of you, its always at night. When I'm laying in bed, I think of the time my eyes were so red and the only cure was sleeping. I remember those two nights were the last time I slept in my old house before my life changed. I remember I was talking to you on my ipod and you wanted to talk to me so you blew up my phone with 97 text messages. So many "I love you"s and so many "You mean everything to me"s. I remember laughing and texting you back "I love you silly, thanks for blowing up my phone! but my eyes burn and I really cant look at a bright screen" and you got upset. I wish I would have stayed up. I remember moving to a hotel for a week. I remember that week we were kind of distant. but I remember blowing up you phone while you were fishing. You told me that your friends told you that I would be a crazy ex girlfriend. They may have been right but I wish I would have sent more messages. I remember a few days later we broke up. That was the day Taylor Swifts "We are Never Ever Getting Back Together" came out and it was on repeat all night long. I wish I would have played more love songs instead of break up songs. I remember the first night in my new apartment. I was home alone so I called you. I dont remember what exactly I made for lunch, but I know you told me that was not a good selection and it would make me sick. I also remember 30 minutes later I had a stomach ache. I wish I would have listened to you more. I remember the boys that I dated while we were "off" and I remember the girls you dated. I would still pick you. I remember that one stary night when I was "walking my dogs" but I was actually on the phone with you. I remember our conversation clearly. "So you love me?" "Yes!" "So you want to be my girlfriend?" "Yes, I do!" I said with a huge smile that made my cheeks hurt. "Well too bad. Just kidding, I love you too babe!" And we texted and we texted all night. I wish I could go back to that night. I remember a few weeks after school started, we became distant. I wish I didnt allow that. I remember when I was sitting at my desk and you texted me "Hey" with no emojis. I knew something was wrong and I know we were coming to the end. I knew from school that you were falling for another girl. I wish I was still good enough for you. I remember you told me "we should take a break" and I remember that right before we got together that third time, that I told you this was going to be it and no more chances. And I started crying. I remember crying my eyes out. I was so heartbroken. I wish I could go back to the summer of 2012. I wish I could tell you I love you, because i did, I do, and I always will. You meant the world to me, Jerry Wendell Matthew Edwards the second. You were my first love. You were my best friend. You were you. And nothing breaks my heart more than anything than know that I cant message you anymore. I want now more than ever to message you and tell you this. I dont know if you would read It and not answer or if you would fall back in love with me. Either way nothing can change the fact that you are 6 feet underground more than 10000 miles away. Its not fair. I wanted to die and you didnt. I hate life and you had such big dreams. I will never ever understand why you had to leave, but I want to thank you for the time we had. You brought me so much joy and happiness as well as lessons of heartbreak and relationships. Thank you for sticking by my side for those months. Thank you for changing my life. Thank you for turning me into the person that I was supposed to be. I am so sorry for what I did, but I will never be sorry that I met you. Everything happens for a reason and you liked my Tbh status for a reason and I told you to message me for (what I thought at the time was no reason) but turned out to be a big reason. There is a reason on why you didnt wear your helmet that day. there's a reason why the weather was good that day (it could have been raining and you would have stayed home.) Theres a reason why you lost control. And theres a reason why you became brain damaged. I wonder what you thought about right before you lost control. I wonder what you thought when you did lose control and I wonder what you thought after you lost control. Rest in peace, Jerry. I will never forget you as much as at times I wish I did.
the fact that I cant message you and apologize anymore tears my heart up more than anything. I cant even explain.
6 months since you've been gone.
This is early. But 6 months have come and gone.
And my heart has never felt more heavier.
I was going to write out a long thing, but I just can't bring myself to.
so many times, im on the verge of breaking down because I miss you.
a song will come on and it'll take me right back to the days you loved me.
People always talked about that kind of feeling. I always thought it was nonsense until I put on a cd and I just cried.
I know you're in heaven and you're watching over all of us and you'd probably laugh at how hurt I am in this moment.
I miss you more than words, and I wish I would have told you the words I needed you to know.
They say when you're in love, you focus on the good stuff and forget about the bad, and that's exactly what you've done to me.
I can think of so many things that were right, but twice as many thing which were wrong.
I miss you so much, and I'm somewhat jealous that you're in heaven right now.
6 more months will come before I realize, and it'll be a year. and then another year. Time won't slow down for a hearbreak.
Hey jerry. I haven't written about you in a few months. Doesnt mean I don't think about you less. Some days are hard, others are easy. I dont know. Ive been emotional lately, I guessbits because we're coming up on your 3 month passing.. thats 1/4 of a year youve been gone. Whats it like up there in heaven? Are you still mad at me? Are you still flirting with all the girls? I miss you. I missed you a year before you passed, and now ill miss you forever. I cant wait until I get to talk to you. Hopefully I wont be nervous up there in heaven. Its just so hard nowadays to find someone who made me as happy as you made me. No one compares to you. Im so sorry for what I did, but im not sorry I met you. You changed my life for the good, even if I did have to go through some bad. I wish you would have worn a helmet, I just keep thinking about all these what ifs. What if you werent in Florida?what if you wore a helmet? What if you were going slower? What if you had been somewhere else? What if? I hate seeing your mom struggle. She misses you. Shes devastated. Youre missed. Youll be missed forever. Keep on resting in peace, because I remember you never got much rest here on earth. You were always on the go. I love you. And I miss you.
