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â [ âď¸ ] Hi angels !! J-Hopeâs version is here !!! I am in love with soft Hobi and I just now you all will be too !!! If you have anymore headcanon ideas or fic reqs you can always send them !!! But any-whom !!! Happy reading !! <333
before tour boyfriend!hoseok :(
â gets extra affectionate before leaving :( constantly pulling you into random hugs while dancing around the apartment or kissing your cheek in the middle of conversations
â tries really hard to keep the mood upbeat before tour because he hates seeing you sad, but you notice him holding onto you a little longer every day leading up to departure
â absolutely makes sure the apartment feels warm and comforting before leaving. groceries stocked, little notes left around, your favorite snacks magically appearing everywhere
â the type to practice choreography in the living room then suddenly pull you in to dance with him halfway through because he canât resist :(
â talks excitedly about tour plans with you but sneaks in little âyou better call me every dayâ comments like theyâre jokes
â spends the night before leaving wrapped around you in bed talking about all the things he wants to do together once heâs back home
â acts all smiley and energetic at the airport but the very moment he hugs you goodbye he gets softer :( quieter âiâll miss youâ mumbled against your hair before walking away
during tour boyfriend!hoseok :(
â sends you videos constantly :( backstage dancing, outfit checks, sunsets from hotel balconies, random songs playing in rehearsal rooms because he wants you involved in every part of his day
â facetimes you while doing skincare after concerts with his hair pushed back and sleepy eyes, complaining dramatically about how much he misses your hugs
â the type to send voice notes full of excitement after good shows because youâre the first person he wants to tell everything to
â honestly misses laughing with you the most :( inside jokes, teasing each other, hearing you laugh through the apartment late at night
â sends random âlook what i bought u!!â texts every time he passes a store during tour
â definitely dances around hotel rooms while on facetime with you just to make you laugh when he can tell you miss him badly
â gets surprisingly clingy late at night after schedules :( staying on calls longer, asking what youâre doing, telling you not to hang up yet
â keeps one of your hoodies folded beside him on hotel beds because unfamiliar rooms feel less lonely when something smells like home
â acts energetic during the day but admits quietly one night that waking up alone in hotel rooms is the hardest part of touring without you
after tour boyfriend!hobi :)
â coming home with him feels bright again :) loud laughter, bags everywhere, music immediately playing through the apartment while he clings to you at the same time
â absolutely spins you around in the kitchen the first morning home because he missed dancing with you more than he expected
â domestic life after tour becomes exciting to him again :) shopping dates, cooking together while music plays, cleaning the apartment together at midnight because neither of you can sleep
â follows you around nonstop the first few days back :) sitting beside you no matter what room youâre in, pulling you into his lap whenever possible
â loves hearing your laugh in person again because phone calls never sound the same :)
â gets softer at night after tour. laying in bed with his fingers tracing shapes against your arm while talking quietly about everything he missed while away
â honestly looks happiest doing ordinary things beside you :) coffee runs in oversized hoodies, late night walks, folding laundry while singing badly together
â after tour he loves you in this warm overwhelming way. like being home with you recharges every exhausted part of him all over again
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Genre: fluff, headcanons, established relationship
Request: hellooo!!! could you write dating hcs but its where the reader is also an idol? thank uuuđ
Warnings: mentions of military service (suga), media and fans problems, jokingly jealousy (jungkook)
A/n: hehe guess who's back (I didn't even leave) | daily click
Jin
âAt first he is like
âAbsolutely not
âDoes NOT want to date an idol
âSo much trouble and confusion and he is not willing to go through all that
âUntil he meets you
âAnd then he suddenly is ready go go through every problem just for you
âBut the relationship would be 100% private though
âHe does comment some ?odd things sometimes
âBut the fandom is already so used to him saying only his intrusive thoughts
âThat sometimes people don't even try to understand it anymore
âEven if he's laughing extra hard because he almost slipped up the entire truth and no one caught up
âExcept that, he is chill though
âIs scarily good at keeping a secret
âYou could marry each other, have kids and move out of the continent and people would have no idea
âPrefers to not talk too much about work either
âHe prefers the man he is when the camera is off
âAnd, when none of you are at the stage, he wants to be with the version of you that is wearing mismatched socks and with eyebags
âThe unfiltered, imperfect and unwatched version of you
âHe doesn't enjoy the famous part of your relationship that much
âBut he does love to do lives talking about romance as if he were some love coach
âAnd scolds the members all the time thinking he has the right to do so because he's dating you
âAnd loves to see anonymous comments on his socials only to find out it was you under your 649237 alternative username
Suga
âOk so maybe he is not a big fan of dating someone from the same industry
âHe knows it better than anyone that this is harsh
âHe loves his job, but damn
âBesides, media would be such a pain to deal with
âHe also wants some normalcy
âSo he actually wanted to date someone who was not famous at all
âBut life has its own wants and look where he's at, dating one of the biggest names in the industry
âYeah he didn't expect it either
âBut this plot twist led him to you, so he's not complaining
âPeople are never gonna know this though
âWe barely know anything about him as it is
âBro disappeared from this world for two years even though he could use the phone in his military service
âSo he doesn't even bother telling people about his relationships
âSuddenly you guys are like 90 years old and still together, but the media thinks yoongi has been single for his entire life
âOne thing that might give him away though is his songs
âPartner privileges of dating one of the best songwriters in kpop
âYou have TONES of lovesongs written about you, for you
âMaybe even one collab who knows
âFind it hilarious when fans flirt with you
âFirst, because some of the pick up lines are either horrible or too creative
âSecond, because sometimes you both reenact it at 3 am and it always make you laugh
âThird, because it low-key boosts his ego and confidence when he sees someone trying to "win you over" but you are already in his arms
Jhope
âI have absolutely no proof, but I think he would like the idea of dating someone from the same industry
âIt would be so much easier !!!
âThere are so few people that would actually understand him, his work and his way of living
âBut you do! Because it goes the same for you
âThe only bad side of this is the â¨internetâ¨
âIf your group is a newer one, he would like to keep the relationship private for your sake
âHe would be super protective and would hire so many people to make sure that no one would ever know about it
âBut! If your group is already well established and you dating wouldn't ruin your reputation...
âI feel like he wouldn't bother telling people he's dating
âHe doesn't owe anyone anything
âBut if paparazzi ever found out anything, if info got leaked or something happened
âThen he would confirm it like it's just another wednesday and that's it
âLoves to go to your concerts
âPeople always see him in your concerts. Always.
âAnd the best part of dating an idol is tiktok
âSO many edits
âHis phone's memory is full with edits of you
âAnd he sometimes sends edits of himself to you, hoping that will make your for you show more of him to you
âLike you don't get to see him every day lmao
Namjoon
âI have no idea what he thinks about this
âMaybe he doesn't either
âIt is a hard debate after all
âIt has pros (not having to hide, understanding each other, being able to help each other out)
âIt also has cons (being constantly supervised, never having privacy again, crazy "fans")
âHe can't decide whether it is or it isn't a good idea to date an idol
âBut he wants to figure it out, with you
âSo he does
âAnd it's surprisingly easier than what he first imagined
âMaybe he was overthinking it
âAlthough he does feel a little paranoid about it from time to time
âBut, overall, it's not as bad as he thought it would be
âWith time, he gets even more confident
âStarts releasing songs about you and gets a little too poetic when talking with fans
âThe moment he realises it's been years and you guys are still safe, he might even get a bit reckless
âNow he basically is trying to get caught
âAnyways
âMight make the relationship public soon, if that's what you want as well
âHis favourite part of it is that someone finally understands him
âHe can get the point of view of an outsider, as you are not living exactly what his group is going through
âBut you relate just enough so your words are both comforting and practical
âHe feels like he hit the jackpot with you
âHe has never felt so seen
Jimin
âHe has no problem dating an idol
âMaybe he would get a bit anxious about how the public would react
âBut his love for you overcomes any negative thought of his
âSo he is okay dating someone of your profession
âHowever
âHe does prefer to not talk about the kpop world too much
âHe gets to just be a normal guy in love when he is with you
âHe can be Jimin from BTS every other second of his day
âFor now, he wants to just be Jimin with you
âAnd as I said on these headcanons, I think he would like to keep the relationship private
âPeople know you're dating and that's all they'll get
âThe world has no place in your relationship after all
âNo insta posts, no comments, no lives about that
âPeople genuinely forget you guys are dating sometimes
âAll the interaction they see is you both smiling sometimes when you are promoting at the same time
âHe knows it's for the best, because it's the only way you both can have peace regarding it
âBut he also enjoys having something that is only his
âThe best thing of dating an idol is being the first one to listen to their songs
âHe ALWAYS listens your comeback before anyone else
âAnd he couldn't love it more
âIf any of the boys are fans of yours, he will be so cocky
â"The new songs are so good!! What's your favourite? Oh... I forgot you didn't listen to it yet. I guess you'll have to wait until the official release"
âAll of that meanwhile there is a smirk in his face
Taehyung
âMaybe he was against dating an idol at first
âFor similar reasons as Suga
âHe has enough of this industry in his life yk đ he probably just wanted something more peaceful for his personal life
âBut he doesn't even try to fight it when he meets you
âThe moment he sees you, his old rule stops existing
âI think I contradicted myself a few times in this blog when it comes to him
âAt the same time I do believe he would like to keep it private
â(Simply because he loves you and only you, so the relationship consists of him and you only
âHe doesn't need the entire world watching)
âI also do believe he would like to show you off tho
âHe is just a man in love after all
âHe is weak when it comes to you
âCan you judge him for wanting everyone to know he is dating you?
âHe is fine with both scenarios lmao
âSo this one is completely up to you
âAs long as you're by his side, he is fine with everything
âSo so so supporting!!!
âYour biggest fan
âLoves to be backstage and give you reassuring words before you go to stage
âAnd he loves the ending of his own concerts, the moment he can just hug you
âStarts bringing you to his tours (if you're not working at the moment) and doesn't even ask for the company permission
âExtremely good at hiding though, so don't worry about that
âSpoils you like crazy, but his favourite moments are the "normal" ones
âA walk in the park, a picnic, a very nice and suspiciously cheap restaurant...
âAlthough he does love to take you to Paris
Jungkook
âLowkey loves that you are an idol as well because that means you guys can coexist in a lot of environment
âLike "oh I have to work today, I gotta go to inkigayo" "oh really me too, let's go!!"
âIt's just so nice to see you in your environment
âHe feels like he performs better if he knows you're watching
âAnd he !! Can !! See !! You !!
âHigh fives you every time you guys see each other on the halls
âAnd what about the public?
âLook, we know him
âHe does not care anymore
âIf he's dating then he's dating you
âAnd if people are hating? He calls it fandom cleanse
âWILL talk about you on lives
âWILL post videos and pictures with you (the amount of tiktok trends please)
âWILL go on dates with you holding your hand with no masks nor caps on
âAnd trust me when I say he does NOT care about other people. They can stay mad. He's dating you and he is proud
âAs I said before, he LOVES to make content with you
âHe is always doing 2AM lives with you
âEvery time he's filming a challenge, he's doing it with you
âSomehow convinces the company to let you appear in a variety show together!!
âAnd never again, that was extremely chaotic
âOverall, you guys are together all the time
âIf media hated you both together at first, now the entire country is begging for you two to adopt them
âBro is so insistent that he somehow changed the country's mind
âAlso has all your photocards and is trying to convince you to start collecting his photocards
âYou pulled Jin once though and Jungkook refused to talk to him for three whole days
Masterlist | you'll probably like: their celebrity crush
Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!
Angst with Comfort | Established Relationship | Pre-Debut Lovers | Emotional | Soft!Hoseok | Award Show AU
Word Count: ~1.9k
Warnings:
⢠Insecurity / Feeling Out of Place
⢠Emotional Vulnerability
⢠Mentions of Struggle Era (Pre-Debut)
⢠Crying but in a healing way
⢠Fame vs. Identity Themes
The first time you saw Hoseok cry, it wasnât at an award show.
It wasnât on a stage with cameras flashing.
It wasnât when the world screamed his name.
It was in a small, poorly ventilated practice room that smelled like sweat and cheap deodorant.
He had his head in his hands.
âI donât know if Iâm good enough,â he had said back then.
And youâbarely adults, barely survivingâhad sat next to him on the scuffed wooden floor and told him, âYouâre going to shine so bright one day, Hobi. Just donât quit before you get there.â
You bought him convenience store ramyeon when he couldnât afford it.
You listened to unfinished mixtapes through cracked earphones.
You watched him practice until his shirt stuck to his back.
You were there before the fame.
Before the awards.
Before the Dior suits.
Before the private jets and screaming arenas.
And tonightâ
Tonight felt like none of that mattered.
The award show venue was enormous.
Gold chandeliers. Velvet curtains. Camera cranes moving like predators in the dark.
Everyone was beautiful.
Actresses in couture gowns that probably cost more than your entire yearly rent. Idols glowing under professional makeup artistsâ genius hands. Executives with tailored suits and effortless smiles.
And then there was you.
Your dress was elegantâHoseok chose it himself. It hugged your waist gently, soft satin falling to your ankles. Not flashy. Not loud. Just⌠you.
But suddenly it didnât feel like enough.
You adjusted the fabric for the hundredth time as flashes of cameras went off around you. Fans screamed from outside barricades. Reporters called his name.
âHoseok! Over here!â
He smiled that radiant smileâthe one that lights up stadiumsâand waved.
And you did something you never thought you would.
You shrank.
Not physically.
But inside.
You took half a step behind him.
Then another.
You told yourself it was silly. You had stood beside him in dingy dance battles. You had held his hand when he got rejected from early auditions. You had wiped his tears when he thought about going back to Gwangju.
So why did thisâthis polished, glittering worldâmake you feel small?
Maybe because now he belonged to everyone.
Stylists hovered around him. Managers whispered schedules. Industry people bowed respectfully.
And you felt like a relic.
A chapter from before the glow.
Inside, the lights dimmed.
The members were seated at the front. You sat beside Hoseok, but your hands were clasped too tightly in your lap.
He was nominated tonight.
Best Solo Artist.
The screen played a montage of his performancesâLollapalooza. World tours. Fashion campaigns. Headlines.
Your throat tightened.
You remembered him practicing in socks because he couldnât afford dance shoes.
You remembered him asking, âWhat if this never works?â
You blinked hard.
Applause thundered when his name was announced as the winner.
He stood up, stunned but smiling. The members hugged him. The crowd roared.
He walked to the stage.
And you clapped like everyone else.
But it felt distant.
Like you were watching someone elseâs story.
When he came back to his seat, trophy in hand, cheeks flushed with happiness, he leaned close to you.
âAre you okay?â he whispered.
You forced a smile. âOf course. You were amazing.â
But he didnât miss it.
He never missed it.
The way your fingers werenât reaching for his.
The way your shoulders curved inward.
The way your eyes werenât shining the way they usually did when you watched him succeed.
Hoseok was sunshine.
But he was also observant.
And he knew you.
After the show, the afterparty buzzed with champagne glasses and laughter.
Models complimented him. Executives praised him. Photographers asked for pictures.
You excused yourself quietly and stepped out onto the balcony.
Cold night air hit your skin.
For a moment, the noise inside faded.
You stared at the city lights below and told yourself you were being dramatic.
He deserved this.
He earned this.
You were proudâso unbelievably proud.
So why did it hurt a little?
Footsteps approached.
You didnât have to turn around to know.
His cologneâwarm, familiarâwrapped around you.
âHobi, you should be inside,â you said softly.
âWhy are you out here alone?â he asked instead.
You kept your eyes on the skyline.
âI just⌠needed air.â
Silence.
Then gentle fingers tilted your chin toward him. His expression wasnât celebrity-bright.
It was the same Hoseok from that practice room. Concerned. Soft.
âYouâve been quiet all night,â he murmured.
You swallowed. âItâs just⌠this world is so big now. Everyone here is so polished and perfect. I feel like I donât fit anymore.â
His brows knit together.
âFit?â
You laughed weakly. âLook at you. Youâre global. Fashion weeks. Headlines. Awards. And Iâm just⌠the girl from before.â
There it was.
The insecurity youâd tried to swallow.
âI feel like Iâm holding onto a version of you that doesnât exist anymore.â
His jaw tightenedânot in anger, but in hurt.
âYou think I outgrew you?â
You didnât answer.
That was answer enough.
Hoseok stepped closer.
Close enough that your foreheads almost touched.
âLook at me,â he said quietly.
You did.
His voice dropped lower, stripped of stage charisma and public charm.
âDonât ever think I upgraded.â
Your breath caught.
âYou built me.â
The words werenât dramatic.
They were steady. Firm.
âI was a kid with a dream and no guarantee. You believed in me before charts did. Before brands did. Before the world did.â
His thumb brushed under your eye gently.
âYou were there when I doubted myself. When I almost quit. When I thought I wasnât enough.â
His voice cracked slightly.
âYou loved me when all I had was hope.â Your chest ached.
âThis,â he gestured vaguely toward the glittering city, the venue, the fame, âthis is loud. Itâs shiny. Itâs temporary.â
Then he placed your hand over his heart.
âBut this? This hasnât changed.â His heartbeat was steady under your palm.
âYou donât stand behind me,â he whispered. âYou stand with me. You always have.â Tears blurred your vision.
âYou think I donât notice?â he continued. âWhen Iâm overwhelmed, you squeeze my hand. When interviews exhaust me, you bring me back to earth. When I forget who I am under all of this, you remind me.â
He leaned his forehead against yours.
âYouâre not the girl from before.â His voice softened.
âYouâre the reason I got here.â
The city lights flickered below like stars.
And suddenlyâ
You didnât feel small.
You felt remembered. Inside, someone called his name again.
He didnât move.
âThey can wait,â he said simply.
You laughed through tears. âYouâre going to miss networking opportunities.â
He smirked softly. âI already secured the most important partnership years ago.â
You rolled your eyes, but your heart melted anyway.
He wiped your tears carefully.
âNext time you feel like shrinking,â he murmured, âremember something.â
âWhat?â âI donât shine despite you.â He kissed your forehead.
âI shine because of you.â
And just like thatâ
The girl who once sat on a wooden practice floor beside a tired trainee felt exactly where she belonged.
iâm aware i alr have one req in BUT i just thought up another and if i dont send it rn i will forget itđĽ´
so here goes; how about a hobi smau (texts and maybe insta at the end?) where reader always posts her friends etc to her stories but NEVER posts about him and he asks her about it bc heâs upset she might be embarrassed about him BUT actually she just didnât realise she was allowed to post him bc heâs an idol etc yk?
i havenât requested a bts one in a hot minute so thatâs why i chose hobi lololol âĽď¸
~ your batsie đŚđŚđŚ
THIS IS SO CUUUUUTE đ i luv your brain battyđâď¸ hope this okay that this was kinda short :(
彥embarrassed???
pairing' hobi x reader
genre' smau, fluff
warnings' short and sweet, mentions of insecurity, hobi is a sweetie pie, reader is kinda clueless at first
Hiii đ Your blog has become such a safe place for me. If it isn't too much and isn't triggering for you, would you be willing to write OT7 headcanons for them finding the reader's old SH scars? Maybe some angst, but definitely more comfort. Thank you so much! đ
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hi, there đ first THANK YOUÂ for trusting me with this request. your words mean the world, and iâm so glad this space feels safe for you. thatâs what i hoped to create...
I loved writing these headcanons (angst with comfort is my Roman Empire), and i hope they wrap you in the warmth and care you deserve
Sending you universe-sized hugs (id you want). Feel free to reach out again
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BTS OT7 x Reader Finding Old SH Scars HeadcanonsÂ
Pairings: OT7 x Gender-Neutral!Reader (Romantic)
Rating: PG-13 (T)
Genre: hurt/comfort, angst, fluff
Warnings: discussions of self-harm scars, emotional trauma, references to past pain
If you or someone you know needs support, hereâs a resource for emergency contacts worldwide.
KIM NAMJOON (RM)
HOW HE NOTICES
on rainy afternoon in his home library
youâre reaching for a poetry anthology on the top shelf
your sleeve slipping slightly as you stretch
he is seated cross-legged on the floor with a notebook
glances up just as the light catches the faint, silvery lines along your forearm
his pen stills mid-sentence
Initial Reaction
his breath hitches
doesnât gasp or stare
sets down his notebook with deliberate calm
= as if afraid sudden movement might startle you
his mind races
âHow did I never notice? Was I not paying enough attention?â
his expression remains soft
brows furrowed in quiet concern
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
Guilt
âI shouldâve seen it sooner. Did they think they couldnât tell me?â
Sadness
deep ache settles in his chest
imagining the pain you carried alone
Resolve
âTheyâre here now. Iâll make sure they never feel that alone again.â
WHAT HE DOES
Grounds Himself First
takes a slow breath
steadying his own emotions
thinks he needs to be an anchor, not another storm
Approaches Gently
rises to stand beside you
hand hovering near yours on the bookshelf
âCan I⌠help you with that?â
his voice is feather-light
giving you space to pull away
Creates Safety
if you tense, he steps back
âNo pressure. Letâs just sit, yeah?âÂ
guides you to the window nook
his arm a loose, comforting weight around your shoulders
WHAT HE SAYS
Opens the Dialogue
âYou donât have to explain. But if you ever want to⌠Iâll listen.â
thumb brushes your wrist
he's avoiding the scars but radiating warmth
Metaphors of Healing
âYou know how trees grow stronger around their wounds? These are like rings.â
traces the air above your arm, not touching
"Proof you grew through the hurt.â
Affirmation
âYouâre not broken. Youâre brave. And Iâm so proud youâre here.â
HOW HE COMFORTS
Physical Reassurance
lets you lean into him
your head tucked under his chin
his heartbeat steady against your ear
= a silent promise
âIâve got you.â
Symbolic Gestures
later gifts you a potted olive sapling
âThey symbolize peace. Maybe⌠we can grow it together.â
Ongoing Support
leaves a blank journal on your pillow
âFor the days words are too heavy. Or for grocery lists. No rules.â
starts a ritual of âquiet hoursâ
no talking
just shared presence
you find him sketching constellations in the margins of his notebook/or writing lyrics
his shoulder pressed to yours
note: would cry privately afterward, angry at a world that hurt you, but heâll always smile when you enter the room
KIM SEOKJIN (JIN)
HOW HE NOTICES
happens while youâre baking together
in his sunlit kitchen
youâre rolling dough for sugar cookies
sleeves pushed up to your elbows
Jin, flour dusting his apron, reaches over to steal a chocolate chip
freezes
his eyes catch on the faded lines along your forearm
his playful grin fades
replaced by a stillness that feels heavier than the silence
Initial Reaction
hand hovers mid-air
trembling slightly before he pulls it back
he doesnât gasp or recoil
his shoulders tense like heâs bracing for a blow
talks softly
voice uncharacteristically quiet
âLetâs⌠take a break, yeah?â
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
Heartbreak
visceral ache
imagining you in pain he couldnât shield you from
Guilt
âHow did I miss this? Was I too busy joking around?â
Protective Fury
at the world, at himself
âIâll never let them feel that pain again.â
WHAT HE DOES
Creates Space
turns off the oven
guides you to the couch
his hand at the small of your back
his touch is firm but gentle
= like heâs afraid youâll vanish
Silent Solidarity
doesnât push
pulls you into his lap
your head tucked under his chin
arms wrap around you like a shield
one hand cradling the back of your head
Acts of Service
finishes baking alone
presenting you with imperfect heart-shaped cookies
âMade with extra love. AndâŚÂ hyungâs tears. Secret ingredient.â
WHAT HE SAYS
Soft Validation
âYou donât have to explain. But if you ever want to⌠Iâll stay up all night listening.â
Raw Honesty
âIâm not gonna say I understand. But Iâll always try.â
Vow
âYouâre stuck with me now. Iâll annoy you with love until you forget how to hurt.â
HOW HE COMFORTS
Routine Reassurance
starts a nightly ritual
texting you a single đ emoji
âSo you know Iâm here. Even when Iâm not.â
Gentle Touch
traces your scars only if you let him
each pass of his thumb a silent promise
âYouâre here. Youâre safe.â
Unyielding Presence
shows up at your door after bad days with takeout and a dumb rom-com
âNo talking. Just⌠let hyung be your distraction.â
MIN YOONGI (SUGA)
HOW HE NOTICES
late, the kind of night where the studio feels more like a sanctuary than a workplace
youâre curled on the couch in his studio
sleeves rolled up as you sketch absentmindedly
Yoongi glances over from his mixing board
his eyes catching the faint, faded lines on your inner arm
his breath stalls mid-exhale
fingers freezing over the keyboard
swallows hard
heart jumping a beat
Initial Reaction
his shoulders tense
he doesnât gasp or look away
shuts his laptop with a quiet click
= the sound deliberate but not sharp
his mind flashes to his own past
= sleepless nights, the weight of expectations
he pushes it down
"This isnât about me."
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
Empathy
âI know that kind of pain. I know how it echoes.â
Guilt
âWhy didnât they tell me? Did they think I wouldnât get it?â
Protectiveness
fierce, quiet anger
not at you
at a world that made you feel this was the only way
WHAT HE DOES
Grounds Himself
takes a swig of water
his jaw tight
wonât let his own history cloud your moment
Approaches Without Pressure
walks to the couch
sits beside you
not too close
hands you his half-finished iced coffee
âYou look thirsty.âÂ
= peace offering, not a demand
Creates Space
if you stiffen, he nudges your ankle with his socked foot
âStay. Iâll⌠work. If thatâs okay.â
WHAT HE SAYS
Soft Opening
âYou donât have to talk. But if you do⌠Iâll listen.âÂ
his voice is rougher than usual
= like gravel under snow
Shared Truth
âIâve got scars too. Not the same, but⌠I get it. The weight.âÂ
rolls up his sleeve just enough to show the faint marks on his wrist
you talk for hours
Promise
âYouâre not alone anymore. Not unless you want to be.â
HOW HE COMFORTS
Silent Solidarity
doesnât push
lets you cry
his hand resting palm-up on the couch cushion
= silent invitation
Practical Care
orders jajangmyeon at 3 a.m.
chopsticks split and ready
âEat. Youâll think clearer.â
Music as Medicine
plays you a demo track later
= moody piano, no lyrics
âItâs called âEnough.â For⌠when you forget you are.â
EXTRA: ONGOING SUPPORT
Routine Check-Ins
texts âStudio?â every friday
lets you sit in silence while he works
Small Acts
leaves a hoodie in your bag
âIn case itâs cold.âÂ
itâs always his softest one
but also so you can hide the scars when you don' have anything else
Advocacy
quietly donates to mental health orgs under your initials
you find the receipt once
he shrugs
âTax write-off.â
JUNG HOSEOK (J-HOPE)
HOW HE NOTICES
during a late-night dance practice
youâre both sweating
laughing as he tries to teach you the choreography for âDynamiteâÂ
when you spin, your sleeve slips
revealing a cluster of faint, silvery lines on your inner arm
Hobiâs smile falters mid-count
âFive, six, seven...â
his eyes lock onto your wrist
he freezes
smile dropping
Initial Reaction
his breath catches
he quickly masks his shock with a forced grin
âLetâs⌠take a water break!âÂ
fumbles with the speaker
hands trembling as he pauses the track
his voice cracks slightly
âYouâre doing great, but hydration first, right?â
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
Guilt
âHow did I miss this? Was I too busy joking around to see they were hurting?â
Heartbreak
imagines you hiding your pain behind laughter
just like he sometimes does
it guts him
Determination
âIâll be their light. Every day. However they need.â
WHAT HE DOES
Creates a Safe Space
leads you to the practice room floor
sitting cross-legged and patting the spot beside him
âLetâs just⌠breathe together for a sec.âÂ
mirrors your posture
grounding himself to stay calm for you
Gentle Initiation
slowly reaches for your hand, palm up
= an invitation
âYou donât have to talk. But Iâm here. Always.â
Distracts First, Comforts Later
if you tense, he lightens the mood
âHey, remember when Jin-hyung tripped during the Butter shoot? Classic.âÂ
his eyes stay earnest, waiting for your cue
WHAT HE SAYS
Soft Validation
âYouâre so strong, you know that? LikeâŚÂ warrior strong.âÂ
his thumb brushes over your knuckles
avoiding the scars but radiating warmth
Shared Vulnerability
âI get it... feeling like youâve gotta be âonâ all the time. But with me? You can justâŚÂ be.â
Promise
âHowever you feel today, tomorrow, forever... Iâll be there. Dancing with you through all of it.â
HOW HE COMFORTS
Physical Reassurance
pulls you into a hug
it's so tight it feels like heâs trying to absorb your pain
rocks you gently
humming âSweet Dreamsâ under his breath
Joyful Distractions
shows up the next day with a âHappy Survival Kitâ
= silly stickers, banana milk, and a disco ball keychain
âFor when the world feels dark. Weâll make our own sparkles.â
Routine Check-Ins
texts you sunrise photos daily
âNew day, new Hobi hype! Youâve got this. đâ
PARK JIMIN
HOW HE NOTICES
during a lazy morning in bed
youâre curled against his chest
his fingers idly tracing patterns on your arm
his touch stills
he grazes a patch of skin that feels uneven under his fingertips
he shifts just enough to see
= cluster of faint, silvery lines youâve always kept hidden
his breath catches
his hand trembles slightly
doesnât pull away
Initial Reaction
his eyes widen
lips parting in a silent gasp
tears pool instantly
he blinks hard
biting his lower lip to steady himself
his free hand tightens around yours
= as if anchoring both of you to the moment
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
Heartbreak
âYou were hurting, and I didnât know. How did I not know?â
Guilt
sharp pang in his chest
âI shouldâve been thereâÂ
âIâll never let you feel that pain again.â
Protectiveness
chest aches with the urge to wrap you in a cocoon of safety
WHAT HE DOES
Fights Tears (And Loses)
presses his forehead to your shoulder
single tear slipping onto your skin
âIâm sorry...âÂ
whispers, voice cracking
âIâm so, so sorry you ever felt this alone.â
Cradles You
gently turns you to face him
hands framing your face like youâre something fragile and sacred
thumbs brush away your tears before tending to his own
Silent Affection
pulls you into his lap
arms locking around you in a hug so tight it steals your breath
his lips press to the crown of your head
"Iâve got you. Iâve got you.â
WHAT HE SAYS
Soft Promises
âYouâre safe now. Every part of you... every scar, every memory, is safe with me.â
Gentle Questions
âCan I⌠hold you like this? Always?âÂ
doesnât ask for details
only for permission to love you through the ache
Raw Honesty
âIt hurts to think of you in pain. But Iâm proud of you. So proud youâre here, letting me hold you.â
HOW HE COMFORTS
Kisses as Balm
presses feather-light kisses to each scar
his lips trembling
âThese donât own you. Youâre the strongest person I know.â
Cuddle Rituals
builds a nest of blankets and pillows
insisting on âus timeâÂ
strokes your hair for hours
humming until your heartbeat syncs with his
Affirmation Overload
leaves sticky notes on the mirror
âYouâre my hero...â
âYour courage takes my breath away.â
âI love you exactly as you are.â
EXTRA: ONGOING SUPPORT
Daily Check-Ins
sends sunrise selfies
captions like âTodayâs a good day because youâre in it.âÂ
if youâre quiet, he shows up with tteokbokki and a weighted blanket
âNo talking needed. Just⌠let me be here.â
Healing Together
joins you in therapy-approved habits
= yoga at dawn, painting sessions, screaming into the void (his idea)
âHowever you heal, Iâll be your shadow.â
Guardian of Joy
memorizes your triggers
deflects prying questions from others
becomes your fiercest advocate
âYouâre not âtoo much.â Youâre everything.â
KIM TAEHYUNG (V)
HOW HE NOTICES
happens while youâre baking together
you reach for a bag of chocolate chips
sleeve riding up as you stretch. Taehyung
freezes mid-laugh at your joke
eyes lock onto the faint lines trailing your wrist
his wooden spoon clatters into the bowl
= breaking the cozy silence
Initial Reaction
smile fades
replaced by a flicker of raw pain
he doesnât stare
tho his jaw tightens
hands gripping the countertop like heâs steadying himself
voice uncharacteristically gravelly
âLetâs⌠take a break, yeah?â
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
Anger
hot, helpless rage at the world for hurting you
âWho let this happen? Why didnât I find you sooner?â
Guilt
âWas I laughing too much? Did I miss the signs?â
Protectiveness
fierce, almost primal urge to shield you from every past and future pain
WHAT HE DOES
Stays Grounded for You
bites back the storm of emotions
focusing on your comfort
takes your hand
calloused thumb brushing your pulse point
âCome sit with me.â
Creates Safe Space
leads you to the couch
wraps a fleece blanket around your shoulders
disappears into the kitchen
returns with two mugs of hot cocoa
piled high with whipped cream and sprinkles
= his go-to comfort ritual
Physical Reassurance
sits close
knees touching yours
doesnât push
just waits
= his presence a steady anchor
WHAT HE SAYS
Raw Honesty
âIâm mad. Not at you. At everything that made you think this was the only way.âÂ
his voice wavers
tho he holds your gaze
âBut Iâm here now. And Iâm not going anywhere.â
Gentle Promises
âYouâre mine to protect. Every scar, every secret... Iâll carry them with you.â
Hopeful Affirmation
âYouâre the strongest person I know. And Iâll remind you every day until you believe it.â
HOW HE COMFORTS:
Hot Cocoa Ritual
makes it your nightly routine
adds silly marshmallow shapes
learns to carve hearts with a toothpick to make you smile
âExtra sprinkles and love for my warrior.â
Silent Vigilance
starts sleeping with his phone on loud
just in case you text late
âWake me up. Any time.â
Tangible Acts
buys you soft, long-sleeved pajamas
âFor cozy days. Or⌠whenever you need to feel safe.â
JEON JUNGKOOK
HOW HE NOTICES
during a shared gym session
youâre spotting him during bench presses
sleeves rolled up to stay cool
he racks the weights
his eyes catch the faint lines on your inner arm
sits up abruptly
gaze locked on your skin
you yank your sleeve down
heâs already reaching for your wrist
his touch firm but feather-light
Initial Reaction
his grip tightens instinctively
not to restrain but to ground himself
his jaw clenches
veins in his neck taut
âBaby⌠whatâs this?âÂ
voice is low, strained
= like heâs holding back a storm
WHAT HE THINKS/FEELS
White-Hot Anger
first, itâs rage
not at you
at whoever or whatever made you feel this was the only escape
âIâll kill them. Iâll end them.â
Guilt
âWhy didnât I see it? Why wasnât I there?â
Heartbreak
throat burns imagining you alone, hurting
WHAT HE DOES
Stops Everything
abandons the weights, towels, water bottles
focus narrows to you
Guides You to Privacy
leads you to the gymâs empty stretching room
locking the door
sits cross-legged on the mat
tugging you down gently
Silent Examination
turns your arm over
tracing the scars with trembling fingers
his touch lingers on his tattoos nearby
= the ARMY ink on his knuckles
(as if reminding himself youâre his to protect now)
WHAT HE SAYS
Raw Honesty
âWho did this to you? Was it you? Why?âÂ
his voice cracks
tears spilling despite his iron grip on your hand
Fierce Promises
âNever again. You hear me? Iâll fight the world before I let you hurt like that again.â
Soft Pleading
âTalk to me. Please. Iâll listen. Iâll always listen.â
HOW HE COMFORTS
Physical Reassurance
pulls you into his lap
arms locked around you like a shield
lips press to your hair
heartbeat frantic against your back
âYouâre safe now. Iâve got you.â
Vulnerability Shares
rolls up his own sleeve
showing faded scars he hid under tattoos
âI hated these. Still do. But you⌠you make me feel like they donât matter.â
Action Plan
texts his manager cancel his schedule
âWeâre staying home. Weâll eat junk food and watch Howlâs Castle. No arguments.â
EXTRA: ONGOING SUPPORT
Bodyguard Mode
becomes hyper-attentive to your moods
if you retreat to the bathroom too long, heâs knocking with a shaky âBaby? Let me in.â
Tangible Reminders
buys you a delicate chain bracelet
âWear it when youâre scared. Squeeze it, and Iâll know.â
ŕ SUMMARY. sunday mornings with hoseok always mean slow dancing together while cooking.
ŕ WORD COUNT. 362
the late morning sunlight shone through the curtains as you and your husband, hoseok, stood in your kitchen, hands covered in pancake mix.
music flowed through your home, the speaker playing a combination of songs you both loved.
as you watched him stir the batter, a new sound began playing: your wedding song.
his eyes met yours, recognition already in them. his smile grew as the melody continued, bringing back memories of the day you devoted your lives to one another.
he took a towel and dusted some flour off his hands, immediately taking yours and spinning you away from the kitchen counter to the middle of the room.
âwhat are you doing?â you giggled, hands finding their way to his neck.
âletâs dance,â he replied, his arms coming to rest on the small of your back.
you followed in hoseokâs footsteps while he guided you.
his movements were playful as he led you in slow, smooth circles around the kitchen.
âhoseok, the pancakesââ
âit can wait,â he replied quickly, not wanting to let go of you yet.
he continued swaying you side by side, a content grin on his lips. he still looked like the man you married all that time ago and the boy who asked you out on a date.
the faint smell of vanilla and butter lingered through the air as you stared into your husbandâs eyes, letting him guide your hips to the rhythm of the music.
âevery time i hear this song,â he started, voice low. âiâm reminded how grateful i am that you said yes to me.â
âi couldâve never said anything but yes,â you smiled.
he smiled in return, pulling you closer to him, his arms fully wrapped around you.
the two of you stayed in the same position for a few moments before he pulled you back to look at you.
âare you hungry?â he spoke up again, making you laugh from his abrupt question.
âa little. you?â
âstarving. can we finish the pancakes?â he asked. you could never say no to hoseok, whether it was breakfast or spending the rest of your life with him.
âitâs always going to be yes, hoseok.â
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