Description: after your separation, you release a break up song. Your fandom is thrilled, but the boys are broken hearted as they know the lyrics are about them
Warnings: idol!au, angst no happy ending, NOT proofread
A/n: thank you @skzjii for the songs recs!! | Daily click
Enha version
Bang Chan - Breathe
“It's 2:00 AM, feeling like I just lost a friend”
At this point, Chan was pretty sure he had moved on.
It had been a few months, nearly a year now. He admits that, in some particularly lonely nights, he'd miss you a bit. And if you shared a stage because of similar schedules, he'd try a bit too much to avoid your gaze.
But, for most of it, he had moved on.
So why seeing you do the same hurt that much? "I can't breathe without you, but I have to" is what you said. He wanted to find a way to tell you that this wasn't true, that you didn't have to do any of that. But that'd only be a lie.
You had to move on. He had too. Being apart hurts, but God knows being together makes you both bleed way more.
Bang Chan had never loved anyone more than he loved you and, somehow, you were still not the one for him.
So he hears your voice through the speakers, knowing this will be the closest to you he'll allow himself to get, and just hope that you can breath better now that he isn't around. He hears the best moments of his life get told by your pained voice, but he knows it's for the better.
You lost a lover, a friend and a part of your heart. But still, Chan smiles, because he knows you'll be able to go through it just fine. He can only hopes he'll do the same.
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Lee Know - The Way I Loved You
“But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain”
Minho is starting to understand why you broke up with him. After all, there was something definitely wrong going on with him. What else could explain that weird feeling - maybe relief, or maybe some sort of sick arrogance - that he felt after listening to your song?
He knew that, after the breakup, you tried to move on. And he thought you had. He heard people say (read: he asked around) you were going out with this other guy. He was also an idol, but that's all the similarities they shared.
Apparently the new dude was someone sensible, calm, that loved peacefully and surely. Falling in love with him felt like dancing in the clouds or something like that. There was no arguments at 2 am or any adrenaline rush. There was only everything you ever deserved.
So no one can blame Minho for thinking that you were completely over him.
But if you the rumours were true and it never worked out with this other idol, and if your words in this song held any truth... Then maybe, and that's a big maybe, you still loved Minho. At least a little bit. At least enough.
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Changbin - Mr. Perfectly Fine
“How's your heart after breaking mine?”
Maybe it was all a fever dream. Maybe Changbin never dated you on the first place and every memory he had is a simply hallucination. That must be what happened, because there is no way the ex you're talking about is him.
If it was about him, you would've said that he misses you. That he hasn't been with anyone else since then because he can't possibly move on. You would've even pitied him a bit. But no similar thought got out of their lips.
No. What you did say, though, was how he was perfectly fine.
That honestly made Changbin laugh. That was insane. How come you looked at him and thought that, out of all the mess he was feeling then, he was feeling fine. Perfectly so, even!
It was ridiculous. Even if he was expecting some casual venom from your songs, considering your break up hadn't been the calmest of things, this was way over what he imagined. It wasn't even purposefully cruel, and that was the worst part.
It hurt to see you look at him and assume he was going by alright. His heart was just as broken and his hopes were crushed. But, because in a haze you couldn't see it properly, you just stab him with your words and assume he's the villain. The cold one, the strategist, the "apologises badly just so he isn't the bad guy".
He doesn't understand how, after loving him so much, you could simply tear the "him" you knew back then apart.
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Hyunjin - white horse
“I was a dreamer before you went and let me down, not it's too late for you and your white horse to come around”
Hyunjin is smarter than this.
By the way things ended with you both, he knew no second chances would've been given. Or third, fourth, fifth chances. After a while, he lost count of how many opportunities he lost. Maybe that was the problem to begin with.
He was sure, then, that there was no going back. You had made that very clear. And, honestly, he didn't even want to go back, or so he thinks. There was no point in returning to something that clearly wasn't working.
But he wanted to think of a "maybe". He wanted to be haunted by possibilities.
Even though it wasn't logical, nor sensible, nor merciful to himself, he still desired to have at least a "what if" with you.
You did not give him that privilege.
He thought your album was going to be full of love songs, but that seemed a lot like spite. Like resentment. There was no door, no window to your heart. There wasn't even a hole on the walls where he could spy his way back to your life.
Your words and melodies felt a lot like building walls as big as skyscrapers, making sure that hyunjin would never even try to come around again. Because, once again, he has lost his chance. And he was never going to get it back.
It had finally became "too late".
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Han - Forever & Always
“You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me. Were you just kidding?”
This wasn't fair. In fact, this was the most unfortunate, unreasonable thing to ever happen to Jisung.
He felt wronged enough when the breakup happened. It felt bad enough to lose his lover and best friend at once, being left behind with nothing but regret and pity for himself. But now? This was somehow even worse.
Because even though he didn't have you anymore, he liked to think he at least had the memories. Unchangeable memories of the best moments you both shared that would keep him company for years on end.
He liked to think you'd have that much as well.
But, as it seems, you remembered things a bit differently. Yes, you remembered all the arcade dates, nights spent talking about everything and nothing and the promises. The "forever and always, baby". But you didn't revisit this memories with found eyes and a soft heart.
You seemed to think of those moments as lies.
Han wanted to scream. He wanted to send you a ten page explanation about how every moment was true. Even if he wasn't able to keep his promises, that doesn't mean he didn't try to.
There would be no problem of you wanted to erase him from your life, or hate the version of him you don't know anymore. One thing he can't take though, he thinks to himself as he picks up his guitar, is that you start to doubt the intentions he had from when love was all he knew.
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Felix - Bye Bye Baby
“bye, bye, baby. I want you bad but it's come down to nothing”
Being an idol meant that some normal things that everyone had were nothing but privileges to you. Like falling in love. And maybe one day you'd have it, maybe one day that would be allowed.
Felix thought that the day would be by now.
It truly wasn't.
Maybe that's the hardest part about a friendly breakup. When the world makes you grow apart but your hearts still belong to each other, that hurts way more than any venomous words and insults would.
Everything that is left to Felix is a dark room and his earphones plugged to his phone. A friendly goodbye. He had the urge to support you in your dreams while having the obligation of watching you from afar. And hearing your voice.
Back then, you agreed to go no contact. There was no way you both would be able to move on if you kept talking to each other all the time, after all. So that's what you did. It's been months since he last talked to you. He tried to not miss you so much by listening to your voice, seeing your interviews.
But it all hurts way more when you sing about him, and talk about a love you wish you could've kept.
Oh, he wishes he could've kept you.
✦ ✦ ✦
Seungmin - Untouchable
“But you're untouchable”
When seungmin watched your interview, because he couldn't help but try to see more of you even then, he thought the universe was being merciful with him. After all, some of the songs in your new album were sad, really, really sad, but there were also some softer songs.
The ones you wrote when you were still in love.
Maybe it was too naive, or too hopeful, of him to only listen to those and expect everything to be alright. He wanted to simply pretend a little bit more. Pretend your heart still thought of him dearly, pretend that somewhere in time and space you two were still together.
But how on earth is this song happy? Is that how you felt when you were in love with him, still in a supposedly very happy relationship?
Sure, you compared him to a taste of heaven. That should be cute. A dream, made of thousands of stars and stuff. All of that did allow him to smile a bit.
Untouchable, though? Even when love was blinding you, you still thought he was untouchable? Maybe there is a poetic explanation to this, and why you thought this word was somehow romantic.
But it made him overthink, instead. Was he untouchable even when you had him wrapped around your finger? How does that even work? He thought he was giving all of himself to you...
Did he lie to himself somehow?
Was this small, rough word in the between hundreds of loveable metaphors the beginning of the end?
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I.N - if this was a movie
“come back to me like you would if this was a movie”
Jeongin knew that at least one of your songs on the upcoming album was going to be about him. Not because he was cocky, or because he thought he deserved it. Simply because you were like that. You expressed yourself better through music, through lyrics. And if there was anything that made you feel better after the breakup, it would be a pen and a paper.
So he knew there was going to be a song about him. And he thought he was gonna cry about it, maybe. He thought that after listening to the song, because he couldn't help his curiosity, his day would be ruined.
Instead, he laughed. The one reaction he thought would never happen after listening to the things you wrote, that surely would break his heart. But it was so ironic. You didn't cuss him, you didn't try to move on, you barely even cried. You just asked.
Asked him to simply go back to you.
There was some type of acceptance in your song. Like you were begging for him to show up at your doorstep, but at the same time, you knew better than to believe that would happen.
Do you even know how many times his legs led him to your front door before he could realise? How many nights he stood in the rain, wondering if he should just knock or let you be? Did you ever even imagine how many times he almost went back to you?
Did you know how much he wanted to run to you right now?
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Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!
Pairing: fan ot8!skz × idol gn!reader (individually)
Genre: fluff, silly ig, headcanons
Prompt: what it would be like if you were an idol and the stray kids boys were your fans
Warnings: this is just very silly idk 😭
A/n: just something fun while I work through the requests | daily click
Bang Chan
Tries to be normal about this
Puts the blame on his sister
"Yeah I just know about this group so much because my sister is a huge fan haha"
His sister might as well just hate you from how much she needs to hear about you
And every single one of his family members and friends can't stand your music anymore
That's all they hear every time Chan is in control of the music
And he always makes sure he is in control of that
Loves to see the behind the scenes and recording sessions
Mostly if you are a producer as well!!
He started learning music production because of you can you believe that
Begs people to gift him official merch and when he finally gets it, he gets super happy
But then he's too shy to use it on public because what if people recognise it
Lee Know
He knows every single one of your choreos
And he kinda gives me the vibe of covering your songs on social media
If he ever covers your comeback and your group acknowledges that, this will be his personality for the rest of the two following years
Is a really really big fan but low-key has no idea of what you guys are doing
He can recognise any of your songs on the first 0.001 second and he can recite your entire discography chronologically by heart
But he has no idea what's your real name and what do you mean you're going on tour???
His friends actually have to tell him when you guys will do a concert so he can try to buy a ticket, cause otherwise he wouldn't even know you were going on a tour
So he is a fan of your music, mostly
But once he fell for the fanservice and giggled at one of your fairy ending
He had to shut his phone and take a walk so he stops being delusional
Changbin
Oh he's rich
He's in ALL your concerts, front row and everything
Went to so many fanmeetings and fancalls that you probably already recognise him
And has all your merch as well??
Buys every album in the pre release, has all clothes, the lightstick, the God knows what
He has the whole collection of everything you can imagine
He also loves to learn your choreos
But opposite to Minho, he actually lacks a bit when it comes to your discography 💔
He is in the middle of the 7th concert he went to and he's like "oh what song is that"
And then it's your debut song
He is trying ok
He has a picture of all of your group as his phone wallpaper because he doesn't exclude anyone even if you are his bias 🙂↕️
Hyunjin
He is delusional and he's not even trying to hide it
He has you as his wallpaper and people ask "oh who's that"
He straight up just says he's married to you and that's it
Must have gaslit his grandmother so she believed you guys are dating
She just never met you because you live in another country or something, he probably has the whole backstory
He's not crazy though 😭 he does it for fun
But he 100% has a crush on you
Gets to go to a concert ONCE in the most distant place of the stadium but he is absolutely sure you saw him
That's his personality for the next month
"I'm telling you, they definitely saw me!! That's why they were smiling, I bet they saw me"
Who's gonna tell him
Han
Another delusional one
I am sure he reads fanfic
He spent 14 hours of screen time on ao3 once
Doesn't write it though
If he were to make content of your group on the internet, he would probably sing and rap your songs
I can see him doing those covers on YouTube or tiktok
Has a private account on Instagram with no followers just so he can comment on your photos without anyone recognising him
He doesn't comment anything creepy, is just that he doesn't want his friends seeing him say "YOU'RE SO HOT PLEASE MARRY ME" in a photo of you eating ramen yk
Definitely fought every hater out there when he was on school
Had his account banned a few times because he does not go easy on haters
Now he just reports and block the account 🙏🏻
Felix
Tiktok!!
He saw every single possible edit of you on tiktok, and commented in all of them
And he's always one of the first to comment in your official videos
it might even become an inner joke in the fandom because EVERYONE knows about Felix atp
His entire social circle is a fan of yours because he really likes to talk about you
And he's very good at convincing
So everyone is like 100% sure you're the most perfect human being to ever exist on earth
He is also the complete opposite of Minho
He knows EVERYTHING
Every single gossip, rumour, comeback, he watches every live and everything
No one knows how he knows everything
There's a chance he has a fan base for you and your group because he truly knows that much
And sometimes you find out things about yourself from his fan page before your company even has the chance of telling you
Seungmin
A normal fan
Acts normal for most of it, people wouldn't even know he is a fan of yours if they didn't talk to him
But your group is his top 1 artist ever since debut
Reposts your photos on Instagram (close friends though)
His friends would probably call him annoying because he does NOT stop talking about you to them
Probably to make up for the lack of enthusiasm in front of strangers
Acts like he doesn't see a lot of your things but actually knows every single thing ever
The type to go "oh actually ☝🏻🤓" on twitter
You can trust him to defend you online
Haters start to shake everytime they see his username coming
I.N
HE SO HAS A PHOTOCARD COLLECTION
Has a transparent phone case so he can put one of your photocards there
And the photocard changes every two days because he does have that many
A lot of posters of your group as well
Probably the rich fan #2 so he has albums
And lightsicks
You enter his room and you think you are in a museum dedicated to your career the way he has everything there
He either reads or writes fanfic
Or both
Like I.N you can be honest with us, we know you're here on Tumblr
Maybe he also does gifs
If you debuted when he was still at school, he was failing because he would rather watch your stages instead of studying at finals week
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In a way, you knew it was never going to work out.
Maybe you were simply naive. Optimistic, if you want to look at your current situation through a lighter lense. You could also say you were simply in love. Whatever hypothesis you tried to create, the outcome would always be the same: it didn't work out.
Mingi and you, that is. And idol and a normal person, as normal as it can get. Two people with a sea in between, different timezones and completely opposite lives. The only thing you had in common was how fast your heart beat whenever you managed to call each other. Besides the dearing affection and lovesick smile, nothing else connected the both of you.
You swear you tried to make that count. He did too, and you know it very well. Maybe love could overcome everything in the end.
Maybe it really can.
It just won't, not in your lives.
The love never faltered but the routine did. The phone stopped ringing and missing each other became a continuous truth rather than motivation. The gap became so big that no bridge was able to connect the both of you anymore.
You were still proud of him whenever you saw an ad with his face, it's just that you couldn't share his victories with him anymore. He still thought of you whenever he saw your favourite things, it's just that it wasn't possible for him to hear you talk about it for endless hours anymore.
It wasn't about will. It wasn't about love. It's just that, sometimes, you have to face things how they are instead of how you wished they were. Sometimes, you just lose.
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In a way, you knew it was never going to work out.
Maybe you were simply naive. Optimistic, if you want to look at your current situation through a lighter lense. You could also say you were simply in love. Whatever hypothesis you tried to create, the outcome would always be the same: it didn't work out.
Mingi and you, that is. And idol and a normal person, as normal as it can get. Two people with a sea in between, different timezones and completely opposite lives. The only thing you had in common was how fast your heart beat whenever you managed to call each other. Besides the dearing affection and lovesick smile, nothing else connected the both of you.
You swear you tried to make that count. He did too, and you know it very well. Maybe love could overcome everything in the end.
Maybe it really can.
It just won't, not in your lives.
The love never faltered but the routine did. The phone stopped ringing and missing each other became a continuous truth rather than motivation. The gap became so big that no bridge was able to connect the both of you anymore.
You were still proud of him whenever you saw an ad with his face, it's just that you couldn't share his victories with him anymore. He still thought of you whenever he saw your favourite things, it's just that it wasn't possible for him to hear you talk about it for endless hours anymore.
It wasn't about will. It wasn't about love. It's just that, sometimes, you have to face things how they are instead of how you wished they were. Sometimes, you just lose.
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You weren't the biggest fan of your boyfriend's lifestyle.
Of course, you loved his passion. You absolutely adored the way he was following his dreams. Every new milestone he achieved made you feel so, so proud. Yes, you were a seventeen fan and, obviously, a Jun fan. But the lifestyle? That was something else.
It could be tiring. Harmful, even. Sometimes, that life asked for way too much, more than what was humanly acceptable to ask for. It could hurt Jun and, as consequence, it hurt you too. In between all the crazy rumours and the ridiculous expectations, there was something more you didn't like about it all: how it took Jun away from you.
Schedules regarding promotions were horrible. He would always be up before you to only come back after you were already in dreamland. No dates during that period. Sometimes, not even actual chats. Some days, you'd only know if your own boyfriend was well if you searched it on social media. And don't even get it started on tours.
It was a tough lifestyle. More often than not it would get you frustrated, even if you knew what you signed up for. But even then, you wouldn't change a thing. Not when he always leaves you a note on the fridge telling you to rest and enjoy your day. Not when he kisses your forehead so delicately every time he's headed to the airport. And definitely not when he wants to listen about your day when he's overseas, even if it's 2am for him and he just got out of stage.
In the end, that type of life took way too much from you. But his love always gave you way, way more.
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Request: Could you please write bts with s/o with age gap (where she is younger)
Warnings: age gap (not that much tho), a bit of overthinking
A/n: first BTS post in forever, how are we feeling | daily click
Jin
Lowkey a big deal to him
Not in a way where he'll constantly remind you of that or something
Just in a way that this is always on the back of his mind
He's aware that he's the oldest and he wants to act like it
So he's doing his best to be the responsible figure, someone you can lean on, someone dependable
Yes he'll baby you sometimes for funsies
But overall he tries to be more serious
Because he takes it seriously and he wants you to know that
He wants you to trust him
Suga
Overthinks it at first
You are very mature and emotionally intelligent as well
But he has a hard time accepting the age gap at first
He doesn't wanna make a wrong move
You probably did the biggest part of the chasing because he truly didn't like the difference in age at first
After the relationship begun, he's more confident
But sometimes doubt still creeps into him
He's terrified of being inappropriate for a second
Also tries his best to be the dependable and reliable person in the relationship
But it all gets very easy after a while
You're constantly surprising him and showing him the gap is not that big of a deal
So he relaxes a bit eventually, just be patient
Jhope
The complete opposite of the last two
The baby treatment is coming strong for you
"Oh but I'm on my twenties"
But you're soooo adorable so cute so-
You get it right
He truly finds you the cutest person ever who could never do no wrong
So be prepared for that lmao
You also get a lot of privileges because of that
So enjoy as well
Jungkook is lokwey jealous because not once did he ever get that much privilege for being younger 😭
Namjoon
Another one to not mind the age gap that much
Actually, he even forgets it for most of the time
You're extremely mature, smart and simply the whole package
Those are actually the qualities that made him fall in love at first
So yeah, there is an age difference going on
But he truly doesn't notice it that much
Your relationship feels safe and you're both equals on it
He thinks this is what matters the most yk
So he's just chilling
Jimin
A bit self conscious too
But instead of pushing you away, like suga
He simply tries to compensate it
Because he's older, he feels like he has more responsibilities
And he wants to be ready for it
So he tries to be stronger, more mature, more prepared, more everything
Sometimes you see he's trying too hard and falls into this rabbit hole of overthinking
But he's doing it with good intentions
He just wants to be the best for you
Comments of outsiders on it can have bad effects on him though
He will defend you but sometimes he can't defend himself
So this might be a sensitive topic in your relationship for a while
Taehyung
Also overthinks it at first lmao 😭
He does that before getting together with you tho
He wonders if he's doing the right thing by wanting to be with you
Once the relationship begins tho?
Every doubt gets thrown away immediately
Now he's just enjoying this
He knows he can love you right and he knows you want this too
So why even overthink it
Also babies you a bit
Can be a bit annoying but it's with love lmao
Jungkook
Doesn't care
Didn't care before the relationship, doesn't care after it
He's so chill with it
You're not his "younger partner"
You're his partner
That's it
It just happens that you are younger, but that's not what defines you
And it's not what defines the relationship either
There's so much more to it
So he thinks the age gap is not something to worry about so much
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My two cents in this matter in case anyone is interested in hearing it
Jungwon was right for saying what he did. This fandom has been hell since march and it's truly getting out of control. It's divided and fights have been emerging for a while now. He's right for saying he wants the confusion to end and he's right for saying that he won't consider anyone who's been causing fights a fan.
Obviously the fandom needs to be held accountable, every part of it. However I still think the company should be held accountable as well. This whole thing started going wrong when people stopped demanding answers from the company and started questioning the members. None of the guys should be the one to answer none of our questions because, besides them probably not knowing the bigger picture still, none of them caused this on the first place
None of this would be happening if belift allowed the members to have one last official moment together. None of this would be happening if they allowed the fans to say goodbye to the enhypen we knew before march. None of this would be happening if they were allowed to say each other names. Everything is getting worse and worse because belift did NOT do anything properly since the very beginning. It's a mess and it's all the COMPANY'S fault.
And honestly I still find it all very odd. I find it hard to believe the guy who was thinking about the group's 10th anniversary chose to leave after a few months. I find it strange that the guy who spoiled the tour wasn't even part of it. The same guy who said "look forward to what we're gonna do" left TWO days after his speech. Belift took six YEARS to let ni-ki do a cover but we're supposed to believe they allowed heeseung to leave the group because he wanted to. He had a mixtape ready since 2024 but had to leave to release two songs
There are a lot of inconsistencies. There are a lot of "plot holes" in lack of better wording and there are a lot of questions. The fans are allowed to question all of that. As long as they are doing it to the right person. This matter shouldn't be explained by the members, it should be explained by the company. This whole thing was for the COMPANY to be held accountable
Obviously I'm still supporting the members. I wish them the best in both group and solo activities. If it truly was heeseung's wish to leave so he could go solo, I wish him the best. If the group truly wishes to keep going forward as six, I wish them the best as well. If they want to reunite as seven at some point, I also wish them the best. Either way I want them to be happy and healthy and successful. That's all. But I do wish the company acts responsible for once and fix all the mess they did somehow. Because in the end, everything that is going on since march is solely Belift's fault, because the company was unprofessional, not prepared and it's been moving like an evil amateur ever since
And I'm still financially boycotting belift because I hate that company and I want them to do one right thing for once, which is to manage their own artists correctly
I hope you're doing great. First things first; I LOVEEE your work so so much. It just hits in all the right places. Perfectly. Muawh😍. Chef's kiss.
Secondly, can I be 🦢 anon?
Thirdly, I wanted to add a bit to your requested fics (Ofcourse there's no pressure to do it, only if you're comfortable with it). Could you please write bts with s/o with age gap (where she is younger). Maybe a bit angsty with floofiest fluffs to cure in the end?
It's up to you if you want to make it im hc format or in paragraphs.
Thanking you in anticipation if you choose to do it 🎀.
~🦢.
Hello love!!
I'm doing great, yes~ and you?? And thank you so much :( I haven't been that active lately but I'm glad you like my posts!! And yes of course, the anon is already yours 🫡
Your request is right here ! I have to be honest and say you deserved better but I had a hard time thinking about better reactions </3 I hope you can still enjoy this reading though
Thank you for all the love and for the request! Have an amazing week ahead!!
Request: Could you please write bts with s/o with age gap (where she is younger)
Warnings: age gap (not that much tho), a bit of overthinking
A/n: first BTS post in forever, how are we feeling | daily click
Jin
Lowkey a big deal to him
Not in a way where he'll constantly remind you of that or something
Just in a way that this is always on the back of his mind
He's aware that he's the oldest and he wants to act like it
So he's doing his best to be the responsible figure, someone you can lean on, someone dependable
Yes he'll baby you sometimes for funsies
But overall he tries to be more serious
Because he takes it seriously and he wants you to know that
He wants you to trust him
Suga
Overthinks it at first
You are very mature and emotionally intelligent as well
But he has a hard time accepting the age gap at first
He doesn't wanna make a wrong move
You probably did the biggest part of the chasing because he truly didn't like the difference in age at first
After the relationship begun, he's more confident
But sometimes doubt still creeps into him
He's terrified of being inappropriate for a second
Also tries his best to be the dependable and reliable person in the relationship
But it all gets very easy after a while
You're constantly surprising him and showing him the gap is not that big of a deal
So he relaxes a bit eventually, just be patient
Jhope
The complete opposite of the last two
The baby treatment is coming strong for you
"Oh but I'm on my twenties"
But you're soooo adorable so cute so-
You get it right
He truly finds you the cutest person ever who could never do no wrong
So be prepared for that lmao
You also get a lot of privileges because of that
So enjoy as well
Jungkook is lokwey jealous because not once did he ever get that much privilege for being younger 😭
Namjoon
Another one to not mind the age gap that much
Actually, he even forgets it for most of the time
You're extremely mature, smart and simply the whole package
Those are actually the qualities that made him fall in love at first
So yeah, there is an age difference going on
But he truly doesn't notice it that much
Your relationship feels safe and you're both equals on it
He thinks this is what matters the most yk
So he's just chilling
Jimin
A bit self conscious too
But instead of pushing you away, like suga
He simply tries to compensate it
Because he's older, he feels like he has more responsibilities
And he wants to be ready for it
So he tries to be stronger, more mature, more prepared, more everything
Sometimes you see he's trying too hard and falls into this rabbit hole of overthinking
But he's doing it with good intentions
He just wants to be the best for you
Comments of outsiders on it can have bad effects on him though
He will defend you but sometimes he can't defend himself
So this might be a sensitive topic in your relationship for a while
Taehyung
Also overthinks it at first lmao 😭
He does that before getting together with you tho
He wonders if he's doing the right thing by wanting to be with you
Once the relationship begins tho?
Every doubt gets thrown away immediately
Now he's just enjoying this
He knows he can love you right and he knows you want this too
So why even overthink it
Also babies you a bit
Can be a bit annoying but it's with love lmao
Jungkook
Doesn't care
Didn't care before the relationship, doesn't care after it
He's so chill with it
You're not his "younger partner"
You're his partner
That's it
It just happens that you are younger, but that's not what defines you
And it's not what defines the relationship either
There's so much more to it
So he thinks the age gap is not something to worry about so much
Masterlist | you'll probably like: with a taller s/o
Daily click
Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!
Pairing: fan ot8!skz × idol gn!reader (individually)
Genre: fluff, silly ig, headcanons
Prompt: what it would be like if you were an idol and the stray kids boys were your fans
Warnings: this is just very silly idk 😭
A/n: just something fun while I work through the requests | daily click
Bang Chan
Tries to be normal about this
Puts the blame on his sister
"Yeah I just know about this group so much because my sister is a huge fan haha"
His sister might as well just hate you from how much she needs to hear about you
And every single one of his family members and friends can't stand your music anymore
That's all they hear every time Chan is in control of the music
And he always makes sure he is in control of that
Loves to see the behind the scenes and recording sessions
Mostly if you are a producer as well!!
He started learning music production because of you can you believe that
Begs people to gift him official merch and when he finally gets it, he gets super happy
But then he's too shy to use it on public because what if people recognise it
Lee Know
He knows every single one of your choreos
And he kinda gives me the vibe of covering your songs on social media
If he ever covers your comeback and your group acknowledges that, this will be his personality for the rest of the two following years
Is a really really big fan but low-key has no idea of what you guys are doing
He can recognise any of your songs on the first 0.001 second and he can recite your entire discography chronologically by heart
But he has no idea what's your real name and what do you mean you're going on tour???
His friends actually have to tell him when you guys will do a concert so he can try to buy a ticket, cause otherwise he wouldn't even know you were going on a tour
So he is a fan of your music, mostly
But once he fell for the fanservice and giggled at one of your fairy ending
He had to shut his phone and take a walk so he stops being delusional
Changbin
Oh he's rich
He's in ALL your concerts, front row and everything
Went to so many fanmeetings and fancalls that you probably already recognise him
And has all your merch as well??
Buys every album in the pre release, has all clothes, the lightstick, the God knows what
He has the whole collection of everything you can imagine
He also loves to learn your choreos
But opposite to Minho, he actually lacks a bit when it comes to your discography 💔
He is in the middle of the 7th concert he went to and he's like "oh what song is that"
And then it's your debut song
He is trying ok
He has a picture of all of your group as his phone wallpaper because he doesn't exclude anyone even if you are his bias 🙂↕️
Hyunjin
He is delusional and he's not even trying to hide it
He has you as his wallpaper and people ask "oh who's that"
He straight up just says he's married to you and that's it
Must have gaslit his grandmother so she believed you guys are dating
She just never met you because you live in another country or something, he probably has the whole backstory
He's not crazy though 😭 he does it for fun
But he 100% has a crush on you
Gets to go to a concert ONCE in the most distant place of the stadium but he is absolutely sure you saw him
That's his personality for the next month
"I'm telling you, they definitely saw me!! That's why they were smiling, I bet they saw me"
Who's gonna tell him
Han
Another delusional one
I am sure he reads fanfic
He spent 14 hours of screen time on ao3 once
Doesn't write it though
If he were to make content of your group on the internet, he would probably sing and rap your songs
I can see him doing those covers on YouTube or tiktok
Has a private account on Instagram with no followers just so he can comment on your photos without anyone recognising him
He doesn't comment anything creepy, is just that he doesn't want his friends seeing him say "YOU'RE SO HOT PLEASE MARRY ME" in a photo of you eating ramen yk
Definitely fought every hater out there when he was on school
Had his account banned a few times because he does not go easy on haters
Now he just reports and block the account 🙏🏻
Felix
Tiktok!!
He saw every single possible edit of you on tiktok, and commented in all of them
And he's always one of the first to comment in your official videos
it might even become an inner joke in the fandom because EVERYONE knows about Felix atp
His entire social circle is a fan of yours because he really likes to talk about you
And he's very good at convincing
So everyone is like 100% sure you're the most perfect human being to ever exist on earth
He is also the complete opposite of Minho
He knows EVERYTHING
Every single gossip, rumour, comeback, he watches every live and everything
No one knows how he knows everything
There's a chance he has a fan base for you and your group because he truly knows that much
And sometimes you find out things about yourself from his fan page before your company even has the chance of telling you
Seungmin
A normal fan
Acts normal for most of it, people wouldn't even know he is a fan of yours if they didn't talk to him
But your group is his top 1 artist ever since debut
Reposts your photos on Instagram (close friends though)
His friends would probably call him annoying because he does NOT stop talking about you to them
Probably to make up for the lack of enthusiasm in front of strangers
Acts like he doesn't see a lot of your things but actually knows every single thing ever
The type to go "oh actually ☝🏻🤓" on twitter
You can trust him to defend you online
Haters start to shake everytime they see his username coming
I.N
HE SO HAS A PHOTOCARD COLLECTION
Has a transparent phone case so he can put one of your photocards there
And the photocard changes every two days because he does have that many
A lot of posters of your group as well
Probably the rich fan #2 so he has albums
And lightsicks
You enter his room and you think you are in a museum dedicated to your career the way he has everything there
He either reads or writes fanfic
Or both
Like I.N you can be honest with us, we know you're here on Tumblr
Maybe he also does gifs
If you debuted when he was still at school, he was failing because he would rather watch your stages instead of studying at finals week
Masterlist | you'll probably like: Meeting a pretty fan
Daily click
Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!
BYE ITS THE WAY HYUNJIN IS LITERALLY ME @ HIM except for the grandma bit cuz my grandma thought he was a girl and i was like yeah we're not getting into that. i know he saw me at the concert though. i just Know It