can’t stop thinking about frenemy!seokjin, your fellow agent, who still thinks it’s his right to act all concerned towards you whenever you end up appearing battered and bruised.
“tell me the motherfucker’s name.”
you sighed, bringing your head back so that his fingertips would no longer touch your mouth. the sensation felt too nice and you were being too pleased with the fact that seokjin had the nerve to check on you when he heard that you arrived back at the headquarters with a bruised lip and a broken nose.
you and him were civil for the most part (despite the constant bickering and dirty looks being thrown to the other at times), so you weren’t exactly shocked to see him concerned—but what he was showcasing felt more than concern or worry, and it was giving you mixed emotions to let him carry on
“the motherfucker’s already dead,” you dryly answered, going back to what you were doing, which was changing the pieces of dirty clothing you were wearing. “do you think i’d let him get away after messing my pretty face like this?”
seokjin snorted, bringing his hand down on his lap as he looked away when you raised the hem of your top over your head. you typically wore a sports bra underneath to care about unintentionally flashing someone and that annoyed seokjin more than it should. “did you already have it checked? your nose?”
“not yet.”
“and that’s because…”
“can’t you see that i’m getting changed here?” you gestured to yourself.
the changing rooms in the headquarters were co-ed too, the reason why seokjin was able to catch up with you when you got back from your mission. indeed you didn’t go to the infirmary first like you should have—like you always forget to do honestly, seokjin thought—that he didn’t know why he bothered asking.
he didn’t reply again after you said that last retort. however it didn’t take him long enough either to say something again that made you glare at him. “you should have called me for back-up,” is what he told you.
“and why would i do that?” you asked, loudly slipping on your more comfortable shoes that the sound it emitted echoed in the room.
he shrugged. “could have saved your pretty face from getting hurt if you did.”
“oh, and care to explain why?”
“you know why.”
“you were going to be my knight in shining armor?” you mocked, finishing on changing and standing up, closing your locker door.
“a partner was the term i was going for,” he said quickly, standing up when you did. seokjin walked towards you just as you were going to the exit; he purposely blocked your path, stepping in the direction where you went, not letting you get away with his annoying antics until you looked up again to meet his eyes.
his face appeared serious, rigid even, so unlike the seokjin who liked to piss you off with his dumb jokes and his out of place comments. his gaze flickered down to your misshapen nose once more now that you were inches apart, getting a good look on it before it moved to your slightly swollen and bleeding lips.
he sighed, expression contorting into that guise again when he first stepped inside the room and set his eyes on you—it showed irritation and complete anger, expressions that surprised you a bit but chosen to ignore in the end.
“did you give that asshole a good beating before killing him at least?” he asked.
that amused you, both from how he brought the topic up again and how though not worded in the conventional way, you knew that he meant it as disdain to the man who hurt you, wishing the guy got what he deserved.
“what do you think?”
seokjin grinned, nodding approvingly. “we should head to the infirmary then. get that nose fixed.” he led the way this time and you followed, your mouth smirking.
“thanks for the tip, captain obvious.” you said, pausing for a while before you added another phrase. “and thanks for the concern too.”
he glanced at you, smiling in a sort of cocky manner at the showcase of some feelings. “no problem. though next time, try not to finish the guys who hurt you yourself, alright?” he joked. “let me have my fun with them too.”
you halted at that, just for a quick second, the implication getting stronger—but like earlier, just like with every hint that he’s been giving that he cared for you much more than you were grasping—you ignored it, walking again and matching his pace without another word about it.
86 “see what happens if you rub your ass on me like that again.” & 83 “pushing back against my fingers already? How pathetic” with Jin 🫠
• pair: seokjin x reader
• what happens here?: smut.
• word count: 653
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seating on your boyfriend's lap, you were speaking very enthusiastically with your friends. I said very, because you did not seemed to notice the way you kept swaying your hips from left to right everytime you got excited with anything. - giving your beloved boyfriend a hard time in between forced smiles and comments, in order to keep calm.
but it justㅡit wasn't working.
"babe, stop moving-" he whispers to your ear as you tilt your head to the side. "you're kinda, uh," he pauses as he looks down his crotch an you totally get it.
but..
too bad for him, you feel playful today.
"oh, I'm sorry babe." you cutely say while holding his face, leaving a kiss on his cheek.
little did he know that was the beginning of your game.
the moment he told you, you immediately shifted your position to get more comfortable between his thighs but it was more.. to feel at what state his bulge could actually be. - smirking at yourself, you pretended that everything went back to normal, so you lean back to your friends table while perking up your ass. meaning, that you'll push yourself harder down his crotch and that clearly makes something to seokjin.
there was a clear intention to it but still, you wanted to be discreet. you just liked to tease him, that's all.
..but the moment you suddenly start to feel a big warm palm wrapping up agaisnt your thigh, it is enough to know you're over.
..and you're wearing a skirt.
shit.
you were definitely not going to survive.
"what did I tell you?" he mutters on your ear. hands slowly taking up the hem of your skirt.
you say nothing. staying still.
seokjin gently opens your legs as your friends can't see, "keep talking with your friends."
but the moment his fingers touches your embarrassingly wet panties fabric, he manages to go up, changing plans to excuse the both of you to go outside to 'take pics along the sea'.
what a bullshit that was because nowㅡhere you are, in a huge fancy bathroom getting fucked by your boyfriend's fingers and all because of your stupid teasing. but hey, you weren't mad about it.
"damn, look at you.." he takes his time to admire the mess you were doing for him. "pushing back against my fingers already? how pathetic." he says and gives a tiny slap to your pussy which makes you jump.
"agh, babe-" you moan to his ear and you can't stop it now that you both started. you need him bad and you need him now.
your hips rapidly moved against his fingers, trying to match him.
"tell me your wish, baby." he says between a messy kiss.
"f-fuck me. I need it, p-please"
"shit, keep it low baby, unless you want them to hear."
"I don't care! just fuck me-"
and with nothing more to say, he fucks you against the sink, turns your back away and fucks you hard. It's crazy how wet you were that he didn't even had to keep teasing you. you were already a mess for him and he loved that so much. It turned him on so much.
so he keeps fucking you until you're both satisfied. panting agaisnt each others lips with both coloured cheeks.
he starts to speak, "see what happens if you rub your ass on me like that again?"
and you can't help but giggle. "If I know you'll always do this.." you pause, jumping down the sink to fix your clothes and hair as he does the same. "I might consider doing it all over again." giving him a mischievous look.
"you're insane.."
"yeap, but you are more!" you laugh. "literally dragged me here to fuck."
"you give me no choice." he quickly gives up.
and you roll your eyes as you both laugh at this. you surely were a different type of couple..
In liberosis can u share the men pov too when they were drinking and smoking at yoongi*s
characters: kim seokjin and inaya (aphotic), min yoongi and shiza (liberosis), jung hoseok (psychomachy), park jimin and rei (nodus tollens), kim taehyung and tanaz (enouement), jeon jeongguk and azumi (kaiho).
words: 2.068
warnings: alcohol consumption, smoking.
original one-shot: liberosis
part of: tatemae; 建前 — a bts series
the smoke from the finest cuban cigars is blinding but not for this particular group of men in their early thirties, enjoying the finer things in life; aptly aged scotch and cuban cigars. it's like there is something different in the air and they cannot think back to a time when they all were together — having fun. well, it is a weird group composition to begin with — other than their ages, not one set of the men had a single thing in common.
we have a detective of the violent crimes squad; the civil servant, detective jeon jeongguk and opposite to him is sat the oldest of the group; a typical capitalist businessman, kim seokjin, who has never given a flying fuck about staying in tune with the laws of the land he gladly corrupts for his benefit. beside him is sat the host of the party; who is bound by his profession to give lots of flying fucks about the laws of the land, but he gladly tweaks the loophole of the statutes — advocate min yoongi, the defense lawyer. the trio of the older men is completed with the rich chaebol hotelier on the other side of seokjin; dressed in the finest of silks that your eyes will ever lay on, jung hoseok who has a penchant for complaining about anything that seems out of place, but he has not pointed one finger tonight — guess shiza has done a great job and yoongi cannot help but feel proud of his feisty little wife. by hoseok’s side, dr kim taehyung, the top surgeon of the country, is sprawled in a half-lying position, reaching over for the canister of scotch to refill his glass. the man on the other side helped taehyung reach the canister to which, taehyung gave a nod as a thank you, he would smile too but he is not comfortable smiling at strangers and park jimin is the newest addition to the group. taehyung does not even know who this jimin guy is and frankly he is not bothered much about it — he misses his braniac hyung, professor kim namjoon who could not make the party due to work reasons.
jeongguk and jimin are sat on one side of the expensive kashmiri pashmina rug while the other four men were sat opposite to them maybe three-four feet away. taehyung belonged to the trio of the younger men but he would rather drink boiling hot lava than be seen anywhere near jeon jeongguk.
“so, jimin. what do you do for a living again?” seokjin voiced when he noticed that the men had started to let loose after a drink or two. he took the position of the leader of the group quite naturally, guess it comes with the age and experience.
“uh, i choreograph kpop idols.”
“fuck. have you ever worked with IU?” jeonggguk’s doe eyes turned to jimin in a second.
yoongi couldn’t help but let a snicker at the youngest’s excitement, “such a kid.”
“unfortunately, no. but i work with all the top artists of sme, yge, hybe, starship and all.”
“well, this man here owns half of KBS,” hoseok’s index finger wrapped around the glass of scotch came off and pointed at seokjin.
seokjin let a humble laugh, “half? oh please,” he turned to jimin, the serious facade returning to his features, “i own merely 49% of the stakes.”
jimin hates to admit it but his jaw physically fell open in front of such sophisticated, well put men as the word ‘merely’ floated around his brain like a windows XP screensaver.
“such a show-off,” jeongguk scoffed, taking a puff of the cigar to which the oldest just chuckled.
jimin turned to jeongguk, “detective jeon, if i owned 49% stakes in KBS, i would probably get that tattooed on my dumb forehead.”
jeongguk laughed, coughing the smoke out at the broken humour, “call me jeongguk, please.”
“how did you land that cutie?” taehyung gestured with his eyes at the bespectacled girl sitting among the wives in the sober baby-blue playsuit, park rei.
jimin felt a slight tinge of jealousy, just a slight tinge and it was not the bad kind — not the kind which would make him want to take it up with the surgeon for calling his wife cute — but more like the good kind where he is proud to show you off without feeling threatened constantly. being among happily married men makes jimin feel so secure — a company of men he would look to be included in.
“ah, she was a tough one to come around but looks like i have finally tired her down.”
hoseok raised his glass, “i know right! that tiring down shit works wonder.”
jimin laughed, clinking the advanced glass with his before both taking a sip. tiring women down is what civilised, cultured men of this modern society do, right? the nerve of these men.
“can’t relate,” jeongguk boasted with a smirk, his biceps flexed through the thin material of the untucked shirt as he reached for the canister of scotch.
taehyung snorted hard at that, bringing jeongguk’s unwanted gaze at him, “what?”
“are you jealous of me?” jeongguk was quick to retort.
taehyung could taste the bile at the distasteful question, “you have got to be kidding me!”
yoongi glared at jeongguk while hoseok put a sober hand on taehyung’s shoulder to lower down the steeply rising testosterone level of the room.
seokjin, taking on his pacifier role, spoke up, “tch, tch, boys. don’t ruin the fun. we are having a good time, right?”
the men nodded slowly, one by one after the thick air around them settled down.
the newbie, jimin, did not miss the piercing glares the younger duo gave each other. it was clear that it took both of them a lot of self-control to step down from an ugly fight. he watched jeongguk pouring himself another glass and downing it before turning to him, back to his jovial mood. remind jimin to never get on the bad side of any of these men; they all hold such a domineering aura, ready to put anyone in their places like they own everything. they all are from different walks of lives, working in different professions yet they all have that exact same trait of toxic masculinity engrained into them, including jimin.
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the men were engaged in quite the conversation when azumi walked up to jeongguk, placing her hand on his shoulder to nudge him out of the conversation, “we should get going. you’ve duty in the morning.”
jeongguk frowned, sighing the smoke out through his nose before handing the half-smoked cigar to hoseok, “yes baby,” he turned to the men, “unlike you rich pricks, i have work in the morning.”
“mm, officer. thank you for your service,” seokjin hooted, gaining a laugh from the rest of them.
jeongguk chuckled, wearing his jacket, the right sleeve of which he kept getting wrong till azumi held it up for him to slide his right arm in. her husband placed the arm over her as she walked him out after bidding farewell to the wives.
jeongguk almost sprained his ankle while getting off the stairs at the porch of the min mansion but azumi managed to keep his balance.
“how much did you drink?”
“i can still drive.”
“over my dead body? right,” azumi shook her head before unlocking the passenger door and pushing her husband inside who would not simply go down without a fight.
slamming the door shut, azumi got in the driver’s seat. she leaned to the other side and pulled on the seatbelt to wrap it around her intoxicated husband.
jeongguk smelled her hair, getting comfortable in the seat.
“you drank too much,”
“you wanna bet?” he sprang to life, his figure advancing towards her.
“with a sore loser? no, thank you,” azumi rolled her eyes in faux annoyance before driving home.
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taehyung and tanaz were next to leave as taehyung received an emergency surgery being scheduled early morning tomorrow.
tanaz smiled at shiza, “thanks again for having us.”
“you have made it into a beautiful home, mrs min,” taehyung smiled too, before opening the door for his wife.
“you sure you can drive?” tanaz asked checking the time on her watch.
“i am never out of control. we have been together a while now and you know it,” taehyung mentioned, opening the passenger door for his wife.
“you never tire of the gentleman facade, do you?”
“why would i tire? i am a gentleman,” taehyung shrugged, before revving up the engine.
tanaz chose not to drag it further and changed the topic, “you fought with that asshole jeon, right?”
“how did you know?” taehyung’s eyes were trained at the road.
“the permanent scowl plastered on your face isn’t hiding anything.”
“you know i don’t like that ass.”
“you and me both bro, amen.”
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rei kept staring at jimin, who drove carefully, he was not drunk out of his senses but enough to make him tipsy.
jimin caught her constant stare, “what?”
“you smoked. i have never seen you smoke.”
“i don’t. that was just a cigar,” he shrugged.
“fine. but i absolutely hate the smell of cigarettes. i hold my breath everytime i enter min sir’s chamber. anyways, did you have a good time?”
jimin nodded, changing gears after the signal turned green.
“see! and you thought you would be bored alone. they are all nice people.”
“well, i was able to make friends, luckily that’s all. oh, by the way, i will be going out with jeongguk tomorrow for some drinks.”
“really? of all the people, you chose to be friends with that guy? i don’t like his vibe, i don’t know. there was also a weird tension between the ladies regarding jeongguk and taehyung,” rei shrugged, “it was all peculiar.”
“doll, you are overthinking. i will also be meeting with seokjin hyung about some work.”
rei let a soft sigh in reply before turning her gaze out the window, watching the tall buildings fly by in a blurry haze.
“look, jeongguk seemed chill, the others were a bit snobbish.”
“well, they all earn more on a daily basis than our combined income monthly so maybe being snobbish comes naturally to them,” rei shrugged.
“do you want to live that life?”
“i wouldn’t last a day. i just wanna live a calm life with you and chill.”
“mm, my doll is so perfect,” jimin placed his hand on her thigh, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
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hoseok’s driver escorted the reputable man back to the comfort of his house and wife before seokjin and inaya left.
usually seokjin hates driving but it is such a beautiful night to not enjoy the starry sky. a full moon shining so brightly on the road ahead that the streetlights were put to shame. seokjin pushed a button of the convertible which slid the hood down for the couple to feel the fresh air on their faces. inaya was caught off-guard and the scarf holding her hair in place flew away. a breathless soft squeal left her lips as she held her flowy top part of the dress down in place.
seokjin grinned, he slowed down as he did not want the moment to ever end. his right hand left the steering wheel to take inaya’s hand in his before he brought it to his lips to leave a chaste kiss on her knuckles.
inaya blushed and turned her face the other way to look at the scenery passing by.
seokjin’s fingers played with inaya’s wedding ring, still holding on to her hand, “you didn’t drink, right?”
“no.” inaya sighed. yes, here we go. the moment is ruined.
“jagi, you know i am only looking out for you. i want what’s best for you, for us.”
“yes, yes,” inaya took her hand away, leaning on the passenger door, resting her chin on the windowsill.
teeny tidbits: jin's trying to teach y/n how to slice an apple properly and she's having none of it
➺ pairing; kim seokjin x reader
➺ genre; culinarystudent!seokjinniverse!! honk honk humour!! smerhaps smut!! y/n's a moron in the kitchen but jin likes to take care of her so it's okay!!
➺ wordcount; 1.4k
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"what... are you doing?"
there are a lot of reasons as to why jin doesn't want you to wander off into his kitchen without his strict supervision
first of all, you're very messy: you leave paper towels everywhere, you place knives on the edge of the counter so that the handles are hanging off and just waiting to be knocked over, and there was that one time you spilled a whole pot of tomato sauce when the two of you were making homemade pizza together
second of all, you don't like to play by the rules (as seen by your ramen can be cooked in a coffee pot and bacon can be fried with an iron! mentality) — but when it comes to the kitchen, jin really, really needs you to play by the rules because you could end up hurting yourself somehow if you start goofing around!
and what you're doing right now is most definitely not playing by the rules, which is why he needs to step in and do something straight away before you lose a limb
"slicing up apples. duh." you jump when the knife slides off the smooth surface of the apple and you nearly catch the tip of your finger
whoops
you look up to frown at jin before jabbing the knife accusatorially in his direction, "see? you're distracting me!"
"you're using a butterknife to slice apples?" jin asks incredulously before shaking his head and hurrying over to you, "no, no- you are not using a butterknife to cut up anything in my kitchen-"
"what's wrong with using a butterknife??" you tsk, "it's a knife, it can slice into things- as long as it gets the job done, i don't care-"
"but i do!" jin interrupts, gently plucking the butterknife from your fist before placing it into the sink, "why can't you just eat an apple whole?"
"well, i wanna make apple sauce!" you gesture to the array of ingredients that you pulled out from jin's pantry (you tend to take advantage of all of the goodies he has whenever you come over because duh, why not?), "actually, it's not really apple sauce. i want to make apple pie filling and just eat it like apple sauce."
"oh my god, okay-" jin pulls a knife out of the wooden block with a swift shing! before placing it on the chopping board in front of you, "in that case, you're going to have to cut your apples up into decently sized chunks with a proper knife."
"fine, but you are making such a big deal out of this-"
jin's eyes widen in panic when you pick up the knife only to suddenly raise your arm and whack it down against the poor apple like some sort of a mallet
"well, how the tables have turned-" you raise the knife to show him the apple that's now stuck on the sharp blade, "your fancy chef's knife doesn't work."
"okay, it looks like i'm going to have to jump in here-" jin moves over so that he's standing behind you before wrapping his arms around you and placing his hands over yours, "let's put this poor apple out of its misery first-" he hums, guiding your hand over and helping you pull the apple off the blade
"i can do this myself, seokjin-"
"you absolutely cannot do this yourself, y/n-" jin snorts, leaning down to prop his chin upon your shoulder so he can get a better view of the chopping board, "do you want a chunky apple pie filling?"
"ooh, yeah!" you nod enthusiastically, jin immediately sliding his fingers in between yours to keep your hand from moving when you suddenly reach for the apple, "i want, like- i want the chunks to be in, like, cute little cubes-"
"okay, darling- no bouncing like that with a knife in your hand, please-"
"sorry." you immediately stop bouncing on the balls of your feet and you look down at the apple, "okay, chef. show me your ways."
"when it comes to cubing apples, i like to take the top and the bottom off first- and we'll use what's called a santoku knife to do that-" jin places your hand securely atop the apple that's now laying down on its side (while making sure your buttery fingers aren't in the way) before his other hand forces yours down in one swift movement, the top of the apple plopping down on the board
he spins the apple around to the other side and you slice the butt end off as well
(you don't want to toot your own horn or anything but you think you're doing a fantastic job so far)
"-and then we're going to use our paring knife to peel the skin..." jin murmurs, moving your hand and making you set the san...tofu(?) knife down, "hold on, this might work better if you place your hands over mine. that way, you'll know how your hand is supposed to move-"
"okay... so the paring knife..." you place your hands over jin's as he picks up the smaller knife and you watch as he digs the tip around the stem before curling his wrist
"there's still a bit of the stem here and you wanna get rid of it since you obviously won't be eating that..."
unsurprisingly, it doesn't take you very long to lose focus on the apple, your eyes now wandering to your boyfriend's very pretty hands
you could spend hours just looking at them
one of the reasons why you like spending time in the kitchen with jin is not only because he lets you taste-test most of the yummy things he makes but also because you get a chance to watch his hands move... from the way his knuckles tighten when he grips around the handle of a knife... to the way his fingers delicately pluck at the ingredients...
you suck your bottom lip in between your teeth as you trail a finger along the prominent veins at the top of his hands and you're suddenly very aware of the fact that jin's basically got you pressed right up against the kitchen counter
"-and then you're going to go around the apple carefully while keeping your thumb right under for more control..."
jin's voice starts to fade out in the background as the little voice in the back of your head reminds you of what else jin's hands could be doing right now instead of peeling an apple
...
"and now you-" jin pauses when you suddenly pull your hands off of his before twisting around, your arms now hanging loosely around his neck as you lean up to press a warm kiss against his jaw, "you... have successfully peeled an apple."
he immediately bites back a knowing grin as he sets the paring knife down, and he's about to ask you what you think you're doing when he decides that acting as though he has no idea what you're doing might be a better idea
"-eating the core is unpleasant, so we're going to cut around the core instead of slicing the apple directly in half," jin swallows thickly when your hands slide down to pull his hips towards yours, his cheeks flushing slightly when he feels himself twitch in his sweatpants, "the- the key here is a good, sharp knife-"
he really thought he had the upper hand here but his body is betraying him!
"seokjin..."
jin mouths a silent 'oh, god' to himself at the sound of the pitiful little whine slipping past your lips
he loves it when you get needy like this
"i'm- i'm trying to teach you a lesson here, sweetheart-" he clears his throat as he stares down at the apple, suddenly blanking on what his next step should be
how the hell did he forget how to properly slice up an apple?!
"-and i'm trying to tell you that i prefer doing my learning in the bedroom."
...
you hear jin set the knife down with a clatter and it's only a second later that you feel your feet leaving the ground
you can't help but let out a squeal of delight as jin bounces you slightly to adjust your legs around his waist
"you're a real handful, you know that?" jin teases, squeezing under your thighs before letting out a laugh, "god, you drive me crazy-"
"i know-" you manage to swoop your arm down to grab the naked apple before jin starts walking and you bring it up to your mouth to take a bite, "you luhv it, fho-"
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For all intents and purposes, you’re not lying to your best friend when she asked you if you were seeing anybody. The two of you weren’t technically in a relationship, but you knew how sad Mia would be if she ever finds out that not only had you lied about being involved with someone, that ‘someone’ is her very own, very single, and very attractivefather.
Despite going your separate ways after college, you and Mia remained the best of friends, always making time to see each other at least once a week, usually to complain about office politics and boys. She’d drank her fair share of wine that night, complaining about one Kim something or another that’s been rejecting her advances. After falling asleep and mumbling a few choice words about men, you sneak out quietly to tip toe up the stairs, pushing past the dark heavy doors of yet another bedroom to find Seokjin already waiting for you.
“So, what brings you here so late at night?” he purrs, standing up from his bed to saunter towards your figure, still transfixed by the door. Seokjin is goddamn attractive and today, he’s still in his business attire: tie loosened and sleeves rolled up the elbow, paired with large circular glasses perch on his nose. He leans down casually, meeting you at eye-level and your eyes flicker to his lips, watching at the way his tongue wets the muscles.
Shivering under his gaze, your eyes flutter shut as you wind your arms around his neck, pulling him in for a soft kiss, admitting between breaths: “Need you.”
Seokjin lifts you up, closing the door with his foot as he brings you to his bed to throw you gently on the mattress. A gasp pushes past your lips when he kisses you roughly, large hands already making quick work of removing your shorts and panties from your body.
Your moans turn desperate as you grind against his fingers, teeth clashing on his bottom lip as you try your hardest not to make too much noise.
“Mia may be a heavy sleeper, but that doesn’t mean you can be too loud, baby,” Seokjin warns gently, echoing your thoughts before his head dips lower to kiss you again.
He pushes a finger past your entrance, wiggling it around before inserting another one, while his thumb caressing your clit, making your walls spasm around him. You crack open your eyes to look at him: Soekjin’s glasses are askew, hair dishevelled from where your fingers tugged and pulled. Your attention doesn’t last long, not when his expert fingers are thrusting deep into your cunt, making you cry out his name as your back arches.
“S-Seokjin, I’m close,” you whine, hands fisting on his shirt as you close your eyes.
“That’s it, baby, let go…” Seokjin mumbles, a grin on his handsome features.
With a final swipe of his thumb across your sensitive nerves, your muscles tighten as he drinks your moans in kisses, the slippery sounds of your arousal making a mess on his sheets filling your ears. You’re panting, unable to catch your breath for a moment as you stare with blurry vision at the older man.
Seokjin moans when he removes his fingers from your sensitive pussy, staring at the way your juices shine in the light. He swipes his tongue across his digits, drinking your arousal before his dark eyes return to your trembling figure. “Satisfied?” – you shake your head, eyes pleading for him to continue – “No? Didn’t think so.”
glimpse: single dad!jin has all the money to blow off in the world but not time, and swim instructor!y/n just nEEDS to meet this student’s dad who’s never there to pick her up :D ft. someone’s ex that just hAD to be an olympic swimmer huh
notes: this piece has been living in my mind for months collecting nothing but dUST!! and then i finally got all the things worked out in my head and i don’t actually know why i didn’t write this sooner!!!! i hope this fic makes you happy as much as it made me :D // gif isn’t mine!
i was searching up songs with / underwater / as a lyric, and i stumbled upon this perfect song that i can’t believe isn’t mainstream :((
real by alpha yang ft. anne chan
happy birthday seokjin i can’t buy you the moon but THIS seokjin can
( ･_･)♡
there are a handful of things in life that you’ve taken for granted
first was your hair during pre-B.C. times
Before Chlorine
sure, you took care of it enough! in fact you even followed through with drying it using even clean shirts that weren’t from the laundry hamper
( u blame your ex-boyfriend for calling you out on that one )
but no matter how often you wear swim caps, eVEN if it’s casual swimming or you saying to everyone to clear the air that if they were planning to throw you in the pool, atleast put a swim cap on your head
your hair is still never gonna revert to what it used to be
:(
it’s not as fried nor have the almost-permanent smell of chlorine, and it’s definitely smoother and shinier now, but you can never go back to the past
your bundle of shampoo and conditioner and hair treatments..,.
well they DO be expensive
that’s just about it. u have nothing to add
you absolutely do not care if jungkook’s your co-instructor and treats you to the vending machine almost everyday
he should go buys his OWN products
aha but thank u for the chocolate bar king pls never stop <3
second was not waking up early enough to participate in an absolutely massive sale for swimsuits and rashguards from all the best brands
yeah you will forever regret that day because you know it’ll never happen again
$100 for TWO one-piece swimsuits that are both functional aND stylish and totally high-grade, when normally just oNE of them costs eighty???
the only thing that was left for you to purchase was an absolute unit of sunscreen
... that adds to the plenty of sunscreen you already have
what’s even more angering was that jungkook managed to shop bOth online and in the physical stores
didn’t even bother trying to wake you up when all you’ve been doing that past month was talk about how excited you were and if there was an off-chance that you were late for it? he should wake you up by all means
didn’t even tRY buying some things for you because he already knows your size and that would’ve been the perfect time for him to make you pay your debt and even bump it up a couple of dollars he wanted to
he just realized it when he came home and took a video of everything like it was a haul and put it on his stories (complete with the camera’s flash then music playing in the background)
“oh so that’s why i didn’t see you in the store! hehe”
third, is right now
you’ve taken the times for granted in which it wasn’t an advanced celebration of halloween, and it’s still clearly the morning, and the kids are dressed like fish and other aquatic characters in pop culture, and jungkook was NOT dressed like a shark
but no
today, most definitely is-
an advanced celebration of halloween and it’s still clearly the morning and the kids are dressed like fish and other aquatic characters in pop culture
AND JUNGKOOK IS MOST DEFINITELY DRESSED LIKE A SHARK
it wasn’t a problem at first, none at all!!!
jungkook’s shark costume looked friendly and didn’t look realistic at all with how blue it was and how the smile looked even cute
but gOD
a three-year old named gunhoo just had to step near to coach jungkook, dressed like little nemo, and compliment him on his costume
“n-no, no, i-i didn’t mean it like that! you see, sharks playbite and sometimes, that could kill little fishies like-“
yeah uh that did not help
the fact that the entirety of the batches are here, both first and second shift —
even taehyung and hoseok who were coaches for the second batch are here!! even hobi who said that he’d rather unlearn how to swim before he’d ever wear patrick star shorts, and is now wearing patrick star shorts, cAN’T control the sudden hysteria
“i just don’t get why you won’t take off the shark suit!!” you whisper-yell to jungkook, a spooked gunhoo in your arms that you cradle back and forth
“i’m sorry but it’s tOO expensive to not wear, okay?!” jungkook says back while he attempts to console another kid in his arms, but he thinks he just made him cry more
no he won’t say that it costed him a hundred dollars no his pride would not allow that
tae and hobi are practically toddler-whisperers and they manage to already have half of the kids all calm and hushed up and only needed to bust out a few gummy bears
most of the parents and guardians were there too and it kept everything from spiraling
lmao half of them were entertained with jungkook because aha they are cool parents who know how to take jokes and eVENTUALLY their kids should learn too
the other half is staring jungkook down because that meant they had a lot of explaining to do with their toddlers that y’know
<3 because of your goddamn swim coach babe,, you now have to learn that either you eat eat or get eaten in this world <3 ok sweetie go back to playing your cars
you take control of the whole program by then and jungkook is strictly prohibited from speaking
the only things he can do are have his eyes comically widen and gasp loudly every now and then
oh my god you really do love your job
seeing these kids giggly and all at the same place just makes you happy okay :((
at first, you never really liked the concept of kids if you’re being honest
hee-hee
the weight of conceiving and growing and birthing and raising a human being were just so overwhelming because wOw that is a whole lot
and you feel that it has such a heavy grasp on you because inadequacy is something that haunts you to your grave and like what if you aren’t a good enough parent and then yOUR child’s the one who has issues now??
yeesh
but all of that changed :)
because of your ex-boyfriend :(
your ex-boyfriend has always been fond of children and you always asked him wHY
he’s never really had any definite explanations to why he’d always coo at babies in strollers and toddlers in malls, or why the two of you always went to the baby aisle even uH there’s no baby
but all he said, with dimpled grins, was that he wanted to have a family of his own one day.
with you.
the two of you were SO close to settling down
so close to finding a house to buy together that you swore you’d paint the nursery a pastel peach
so close to having a ring on your finger and daydreaming the venue for your wedding and how chocolate would be most definitely served at the reception
so, so close.
but then, his career got in the way
and for the first time in your life, you place last.
you thought that breaking up with him meant finding every other thing he’s influenced you to love will become pointless
yeah you went right back to hATING friends the tv show because holy shit that will still forever remain as the blandest show in your opinion
but not this
surprisingly, you love kids now
“i’ll punch you in the nose, coach koo! :D”
...
okay wHAT NOW
you resist the urge to laugh when you automatically catches jungkook’s gaze and the both of you turn very slowly to said kid who’s gonna punch him in the nose
well would you look at that :’)
it’s the cutest seashell you’ve ever laid your eyes on!!!
kim haneul
she’s the cutest and sweetest toddler you’ve ever taught!! she’s also the most obedient bean and would be the first one to paddle their feet as soon as you tell them to
this three-year old is the aloe vera to ur sunburnt heart and because of her, you’ve never wanted to have a kid so bad
kook doesn’t share your sentiment though because now he’s Slightly Afraid
“a-and may i know why you’re gonna punch me in the nose?”
aHHHH THE CUTEST SMILE
her cheeks are so full with the cutest dimples and she even has those bread dimples!!!!
han’s one of the kids that get red even if there’s only a little bit of the sun peeking through the sunroof so her cheeks look extra plump and if she was your daughter then you would immediately chOmp
“appa said that the shark would cry!! and, and uhm — sea ten teeth? sent tea give?? said a- no! sENSITIVE!”
whew
jungkook’s nose gets to live another day
he’s really taking this seriously... he won’t take any chances with hannie’s fist that makes ripples in the water nuh-uh
she’s so adorable that he can’t help but pat her in the head that has... sand on it too?? wow this kid or whoever her guardian is committed-committed
thanks to her too, kook has now two more variations to the word sensitive
“and if a shark’s like uhm, really scary?? then appa can buy the shark!! or sue the shark!!”
listen
jungkook knows that he’s not the shark but he STILL feels like he is (see: his $100 costume) and he thought that he just got finished being scared by han
“appa’s a really powerful man, hm? where is he, han?? i’ll tell him he has such a smart seashell and that he doesn’t need to buy nor sue the shark!!”
han seems to perk up at the mention of her appa that for some reason, she almost breaks into a sprint while saying “wait please!” and you sprinting after her too to tell her to be careful heh
haneul dashed to a rather very handsome-looking guy by the bench
he has bleached hair!! and looks too formal to be here with how he’s dressed bc he looks like he’s one suit jacket away from receiving a presidential merit or sth
“oh, are you mr. kim? hi!! i’m coach y/n and-...”
the guy in question has his eyes widened and he squeaks as he nods his head no almost panickedly
“o-oh no, no! i’m just the driver,” he bows to you awkwardly and he’s so flustered that yOU’RE flustered that you bow to him too
han wouldn’t back down either so she bows too hehe
“yeah!! he’s jimim :D”
ji..... mim?
the jimim in question scratches at his forehead before looking at haneul who looks very pleased
“han sweetheart, i told you time and time again that it’s jimiN, okay? it’s jimiNNNNNN”
haneul giggles and pays no mind as she continues rummaging her backpack while humming that you take it that she’s still not ready to show you whatever it is
“so is mr. kim the one who put sand in her hair to go along with the seashell outfit? or was it jimim?”
yeah that’s gonna stick forever
he misspells his name ONE time over text with his boss and suddenly the whole population’s about to call him that
jimin looks massively relieved though and he’s no longer a flustered mess
“all me, it was my idea!! it’s neat, right? jin thought it was dandruff and i almost strangled-...”
“there you go!”
han has her hands outstretched, an expensive-looking calling card on the tips of her fingers that you’re Slightly Intimidated to take it from her
K i m S e o k j i n
CEO, Kim & Co.
there’s words written in pink marker over the text, probably hannie’s as it read and haneul ♡ because you’re quite sure that her appa, that you just learned is a ceo, isn’t a fellow three-year old with his handwriting
“you should call my appa, coach! so he won’t sue the shark, right?”
you giggle at her sentiment and jimin snorts as he relives the other coach’s blunder awhile ago, laughing to himself as that has got be the most simultaneously dumbest yet funniest thing to say
lol maybe he should quit driving and start learning how to swim instead
“i’ll even tell appa and mama how good you are, han.”
han nods her head no eagerly, plopping to sit on jimin’s lap with grabby hands that he releases an audible oOF but still tends to her niece instead
“just appa!! :D”
jimin smiles at that, running his hands through han’s hair as he’s watched her grown up
jimin didn’t really expect seokjin to tell him that his girlfriend was pregnant while he was three-fourths to finishing his doctorate degree
he didn’t expect jin to be a single dad for a reason so shallow that even if he wasn’t the one left with haneul, his anger boils over in behalf
he most certainly didn’t expect himself to drop everything so quick to help his friend who didn’t like to admit that he was struggling
and here he is, now a driver and nanny for haneul with a salary that is much higher than when he was still an accountant, a salary so high that he still gapes at it when he sees his bank account — because he’s the only one that seokjin trusts whole-heartedly, being the designated guardian like the godfather aND nanny he is for haneul because his dad’s too busy
you smile fondly but you don’t pry, suddenly becoming more protective over the calling card in between your fingers
“is mr. kim handsome?”
jimin snorts and he can’t believe that he’s already in joking terms with the swim coach he’s only properly interacted with five minutes ago but he’s not complaining
“he was handsome before he thought the sand i took from the beach, drove for, for an hour, was dandruff.”
you chortle qUITE unattractively and haneul finds herself mirroring you, fond eyes like her appa’s squinting because her coach just happened to be so bright
you miss han’s look of adoration for you, once again ruffling her hair so that more sand comes out, and jimin’s unsure to whether he should be happy because his wit’s acknowledged, or because you’re poking fun at his glorious mind
“get home safe, haneul.”
today’s washday!! :D
instead of wearing the swim uniform that had the logo of your institution, they get to wear whatever they want!!
it’s nice seeing their personalities shine through instead of the pastel lavender swimsuits they have
you chat with the parents sometimes and some say how their lil bub’s sO excited for washday!! and yeah that sequined one-piece for toddlers may be a lil expensive it’s okay
some also say that they got it on sale and no judgement there!! those polka dot trunks look good on little minho that likes waddling so mucH
there’s ten in a batch and so you and jungkook take half to focus on them!! it’s always random selection so everyone gets to interact with each other
lmao you don’t know it yet but these kids have fanbases for the two of you....
they trashtalk each other but in very toddler-like ways that still is a big deal for them ok
“coach y/n can do butterflies faster!!”
hyunjin’s ALWAYS the ringleader for you even if he gets placed in the other team
“oh yeah?? coach koo can do it fastest!!”
hwayoung is a diehard coach koo fan and she swears it on her neon pink swim cap >:(
“well then coach y/n can do it... fastest-est! beat that!”
ahhhhh
they’re just now being divided by jungkook and you fail to notice hyunjin who’s so pumped that he feels like he can go swim in the 10ft. pool rn
but what you do notice is haneul!!
kook’s giving everyone a quick rundown about the drills and while he was talking, to which you back up enthusiastically because it’s morning!! and you can see a sleepy changbin at the end of the line :(
han SWIMS the short distance to you because you’re monitoring from the back and she’s at the end of the line, and that has got to be about tHREE feet away!!!!!
you have no time to squeal because hannie thinks that’s completely effortless as she beams up at you
omg she’s waiting for your compliment
:’)
“is that miss kim haneul?? kim haneul in her haneul swimsuit???? is that tHE beautiful kim haneul????”
she’s so appeased that she giggles and even claps her hands briefly!! doesn’t even hinder her floating for one bit wow
“appa bought me this :D i’ll make appa buy you one too, coach!”
“no need, cutie,” you immediately pinch her already reddened cheeks, making a mental note to have all the kids reapply their sunblock again after ten minutes
hehe no
yeah she’ll still make her appa buy you one
“you’re so cute, do you know that??”
you practically have to GRIT that out in so much adoration, pouting at how she cute is and that gets her happier even more
oh god
moments like these accelerate your baby fever through the rOOF
jungkook knows aaaaall about your ex because trust him, everyone knows who he is!! he knows all about your dating life and your lack of one, and yes, even about the b*by f*ver
lol should he gift you one of those baby alives for the holidays?? he’s mighty scared of those btw
wait
if he gifts you a pair of baby shoes and a baby blanket and maybe just dust some baby powder,,
will you FOAM at the mouth???
this is the best day that seokjin’s ever gonna have this week
his best day this week wasn’t landing a merger that would effectively boost his company’s sales 20% minimum
his best day wasn’t him getting nominated for ceo of the year again for like, the fifth time in a row
and he’s what... started as a ceo... five years ago......
fun fact he just let one of those fancy trophies be haneul’s plaything when she was at her must !! throw !! everything !! stage
no, his best day wasn’t also of him having his favorite breakfast after favorite breakfast
yea he may have made those breakfasts by himself and it may be a little more fulfilling if someone else did it for him because tHAT way he wouldn’t have exerted any effort, but he doesn’t care!!!
none of those
today’s jin’s best day of the week because-
“appa’s taking you aND picking you up from your swim class!!”
he hasn’t had one of these days in awhile and the fact that he’s a ceo but can’t be in charge of his own schedule is just so infuriating
han’s classes are only on weekdays and jin’s devoted free time are on weekends
of course he and his daughter bond but he hasn’t had the chance to be a swim dad lately :((
he feels sorry that hannie spends most of his time with her uncle jimim but she enjoys it still!!! although jimin’s not appa but with how his friend slash driver slash nanny slash haneul’s godfather always shows up to practice, it feels that he iSN’T
he won’t actually stay for practice and only has the time to drive haneul there and even walk her to the door, then pick her up and then they could go on their little ice cream date!!
that doesn’t mean that jin isn’t updated with han’s swimming because every minute, jin texts jimin to TAKE videos and pictures ok
((( he even bought the latest phone with 256GB on it because jimin’s phone was getting filled fAST )))
so he’s trying his best and trying to make it up ok
even if haneul’s the most understanding three-year old there is that even jin feels like his daughter’s too precious for her
“hug me hug me hug me hUG ME-“
hannie yELPS for him to pick her up as she jumps up and down and he has to physically put a hand on his chest to calm his heart
he loves his daughter so much
haneul’s all him.
just him.
she’s got everything of him from his sparkly eyes and his bread smile and his squeaky laugh and his mannerisms
those shoulders are MEANT for swimming and she knows it
jin’s so happy that han’s growing up so good but at the same time he doesn’t want her to
no ma’am haneul needs to need jin pls
of course there’s still a lot of things that a three-year old can’t do but what comes next after three?? fOUR!!! that’s preschool age!! after five is fIFTEEN and that’s teenager territory now!!!
it was just like yesterday that jin was trying to learn how should you should swaddle a baby and he was so scared because what if he hurts her?? bends her fragile arm a little too much or wraps her up a little too tight??
he was worried everyday and every night that even if he had baby monitors and that sock that monitors your baby and all, he would still not sleep a single blink
and now he’s bundling her in a cardigan he always gets her to bring because maybe it’s too cold when she gets out of the water
“i’m right there when you finish, alright hannie? uncle jimim’s gonna watch over you too!!”
“jimiN-“
“you should go earlier appa!! so you can still see me swimming and uhm flOating!! yeah and uhm coach y/n!!”
lol who’s coach y/n
“alright, alright. i’ll see what i can do. now go and kick eVERYONE’S-“
“tush, han. appa said tush.”
“okay bye bye bye i love you bye!!!”
haneul presses a big wet kiss on his cheek and wriggles to get out of his grip, dragging jimin away with her as she sprints
she’s so excited for class!!!
my appa took me here hehe no big deal
that IS the biggest deal for her
her classmates have their jaws dropped to the floor because u-uh... that car..... didn’t we JUST play the miniature version of it
the parents are gOBSMACKED because ok they all adore haneul and have the clue that jimin is Not The Dad
yea they knew haneul’s loaded loaded because look at her!!! her swimsuit’s so high-class that it can’t even be found in malls!!!!
what they didn’t know was that kim haneul is KIM haneul as in kim seokjin’s daughter.,.,.
thee kim seokjin they see in the news and in the magazines you could find all over the place at the dentist
han’s visibly calm and oblivious to the mini commotion she just created and everyone had to collectively shuffle once she walked past them with jimin in tow
:D
seokjin has this aura around him ok
it ranges from do NOT fuck with me to i don’t know, can you?? to yeah idk :/ to i’ll bring her home by 10 :D
it’s always a mix of reactions when he passes by his employees
some do a 90 degree bow and go “good morning sir mr. kim seokjin king sir mister-nim”
some are just neutral and bow their heads and greet him warmly and those he smiles a little to
while others mumble out greetings and scurry away from him like he’s a hamster encased in a ball
what was that movie again?? g-force? could you BELIEVE there was a movie about an elite force of guinea pigs?? yeah he can’t either. he should go watch that with haneul tonight
he’s treated like a prophet most of the time and although favorable,, sometimes he wants to be humbled ya know
jimin gives him reality checks most of the time and even though his friend is younger, then fine yeesh i’m not gonna be mad that they put so much shrimp in my soup that it’s like paste now jeez
but who humbles him truly 24/7 withOut even meaning to has got to be hannie
you can say that he’s always tried to spoil her often to no end
jin was one time pushing han in a stroller in a mall (that’s empty bc he rented it out uh because he didn’t want her to be so overwhelmed and have so much people peer into the stroller because he kNOWS already that his daughter’s the cutest being alive,, don’t shove your face in)
she was starting to get very vocal and whatever han gwah! or bloob! -ed to, is what she gets
he didn’t even blink once when han reacted to a kettle and like ok babe that’s now in your name <3
but haneul, no matter how much is given to her
even if jin would stop at nothing in giving her everything, even if she’s already a heiress to practically everything, even if her grandparents are ready to risk it all for what their angel wants, and even if jimin once gave up everything he had planned for himself for her, and will do it a thousand times over —
it doesn’t get to her head
she’s smart!! either she’s blissfully obvious or she just chooses to not dwell on what she already knows, u could give haneul a half-bitten croissant for breakfast, lunch, and dinner and she’ll be the happiest
just listen to her about how she feels sorry stepping on rocks, and she’ll look at you as if ur the center of her whole world
could it be obvious...
could it be any more obvious that jin loves his daughter so much...
:)
jin spares a look at the two pictures of him and han, one of him carrying her as a newborn and he has tears in his eyes bc he loves her and it was also the first time EVER that she hiccuped and he looked like he’d drain all the oceans and filter them for water for her to drink, theN he learned that babies can’t drink water and that devastated him even more
the second is a two-year old han in his arms, in front of a mirror and snapped by jimin’s film camera that she snatched away from him in her ridiculously strong grip, then came this lucky clear shot of jin laughing and han smiling so wide
ok :)
jin can work now :)
“aaaaand turn!”
it’s a little game!! more than fun rather than competition
ok maybe you and jungkook are enjoying this too much
basically you and kook and the class are positioned in a circle in this very shallow and circular pool
you know when you have a cup of coffee?? then you stir it and you suddenly have this urge to keep stirring until it forms a whirlpool??
yeah
that one
you, kook, tae, and hobi do this whenever you’re together on the mucH deeper and bigger pool that’s rectangular,,, and the four of you keep walking clockwise until your waists hurt and your legs give out and uNTIL there’s a whirlpool
why not do it with ten kids :D that are all so competitive :D and have so much energy in them :D
the water’s starting to swirl and it gets eVERYONE going
even the parents r going ham cheering for their kid and it’s not !!! even !!! a competition !!!
you can even see jimin clapping and coming closer to the pool like the rest because he is a stage uncle go fucking write that down
jungkook’s giggling SO hard and you’re yelling at him immediately because u could already see the hand that was tempted to shove hyunjin in front of him to go faster
you love this so much that you never want it to end
but you all eventually had to because the whirlpool was so close to reaching the bottom of the pool and these kids were gonna get wipeD if u continue any further
there’s a long cool-down period in case some of them have gotten dizzy
almost everyone assumes they weren’t and jungkook had to literally restrain himself and bite his fist to stop caving in to these kids
everything’s going great
so great
so great to the point that something felt like it was bound to happen
haneul was just on her way to got to you and jimin on the bench!!! she spent the longer part of her break with coach koo because she trailed after him to go to the vending machine until he caved as usual and let her have a sip from his yogurt
you chat up with jimin and the conversation takes a loT of turns because there’s so many to talk about that the both of you are excited with
first you asked him if he was really just a driver, and that launched into him talking about his conversation with his mom when he was 5, and then his heartthrob status from high school through college, and him having been a top accountant
until it went to him suddenly resigning from that job with no prerequisites whatsoever that it had you gasp :O
“jin learned that his uhm — girlfriend, i guess, at the time, was pregnant with haneul and then... yeah..... jin’s single and i guess i couldn’t stand seeing him struggling, y’know? like i’d bring him food when he’s too busy with han, or he couldn’t make her burp and needed someone to calm him down before he broke down — i guess it’s the best friend and godfather instincts of mine.”
you could sense that jimin’s dancing around the specifics of jin’s situation but you respect that!!
jimin sounds like a genuinely good guy that deserves more credit because he may have been uncle slash godfather for the past three years
but beforE you could even compliment him-
before you could even aWWW your way at the sentiment, time seems to slow down in front of your eyes
haneul’s waving eagerly at you as she trots your way
but god there was just this random pair of slippers not far from her, those chunky pair of crocs that you wanna burn now more than ever :((
haneul TRIPS
but she’s managed to caught herself and that wasn’t exactly the best
she falls on her outstretched arm that receives the quick momentum and weight and you’re immediately sprinting towards her before it registers to her what’s happened
there’s tears pricking at the corner of her eyes and han couldn’t help it :((
jimin’s caught into shock and he’s a little frantic seeing her cry out in pain
he’s hauling the two of you to the back of the car so quick and he’s talking to himself to keep him sane
you’ve managed to comfort her for the most part and had her arm in a makeshift first aid prop for hairline fractures and you don’t even mind the tight fist she has on your forearm
you and jimin burst through the doors with so much adrenaline that you don’t realize that this was such a fancy hospital unlike what you’ve usually seen
nor the fact that you’re still in your one-piece swimsuit and in swim trunks that definitely make you look like you’ve went from the pool and straight to here
... which you did
“such a bright little girl, hm?”
dr. yoongi beams to haneul that’s beaming rIGHT up at him
it was a hairline fracture, and toddlers have it all the time bc they’re so prone with their weakass fragile bones that are still growing!!
what han got was minor and she deserves a cool fistbump as merit for how she took it like a champ :D tears? no dr. yoongi doesn’t know what you’re talking bout
it finally made sense to jimin that lmao you’re still in your swimsuit so he’s fetching his long padding coat from the car and han’s backpack that had her change of clothes in it
something about this whole situation feels so domestic even if it wasn’t the most ideal one
you’re sitting right beside han on her hospital bed as she’s leaning on to you, sucking at her grape lollipop that dr. yoongi’s more than ready to give another one bc she’s just so adorable
“appa should paint on this :D”
she says out of the blue and looks at her cast, knowing better than to try and move it because she’s actually a little scared
“he should! i bet that-...”
there’s a frantic and heavy pair of footsteps that sound throughout the walls that you could see said person’s outline behind the curtain
this man
this gorgeous tall man that’s wearing a suit and oNE strand of hair down to his forehead as the rest was slicked up, features so familiar that-
“haneul!”
said guy marches over so fast that you almost instinctively shield haneul from this stranger, if not for how she herself almost bounds up to hug him
oh
oh
that’s kim seokjin...
that’s hannie’s father...
jin was so worried and panicked that he left everything in the office haphazardly without a second thought
he’s embracing han so tight and takes into consideration the cast that jimin’s briefed him lightly about, giving her a once-over more than a single time
“appa was so worried abut you, baby,” there’s a tilt to his voice that screamed the fact he was crying on his way here, pressing kisses to his daughter’s cheeks over and over again
they stay like that for awhile
just in each other’s arms as jin tells him he loves han over and over again and han patting him repeatedly saying that she’s all okay!! she’s a big girl!!
they stay like that for awhile that you forget yourself that you were still there, suddenly feeling so out of place that you try to quickly exit yourself from the situation
seokjin doesn’t forget about you though
“how nice of you.”
he spits out and there’s no room for anything besides this unexplainable anger that’s rolling off of him
you’re a fish out of water as you try to scour for words, sputtering with how intense he’s looking at you that you instantly cower in his gaze and he takes a step closer
“mr. kim i-...”
“do not tell me that you’re sorry. don’t feed me that type of bullshit,” he grits through his teeth and this is the first time you’ve felt this small and cowardly, your hands fearing to go to a tremble
“mr. kim, i-i didn’t — no one w-wanted this for haneul and-”
“but you let my daughter get hurt, didn’t you? huh? my daughter’s hurt, so that’s why she’s in the emergency room! she’s in here because you aren’t as excellent of a coach, or whatever you’re supposed to be, as you think you are, hm?”
“appa.”
han could still hear jin talking and she scoots to tug at his suit, but he’s too fired up to even notice her
there’s tears pricking at your eyes and mr. kim’s managed to break you down into this without even so much as raising a finger
as much as jimin was shocked, he reminded you that it isn’t your fault
it’s not your fault
but with how han’s dad is talking to you makes you think that you’re guilty and responsible for all of this
because if only you hadn’t talked to jimin, or let anyone and most especially han out of your sight, and just sticked to the same drills as before then this wouldn’t have happened
“i-if i may, mr. kim, i’m so s-...”
jin feels like he’s gonna bursT any second now
haneul tugs at him hard enough this time for him to stop in his tracks, han having stopped her appa to cornering you to the wall that you didn’t even realize because you were too busy tearing up
jin’s composure has long left him, looking down on you with so much disdain for the last time that he didn’t get the chance to hear how stern he sounded, nor the sound of your tiny whimpers
“save me the dramatics. you’re her goddamn swim coach, and i’m her father. i’m unenrolling haneuI, and i can always find a better one. a much better one.”
here’s the thing
....
jin couldn’t find anyone else
well actually he can
it’s just that haneul didn’t like any of the ones that he’s found as replacement
she really proved that she has those stubborn genes because she really put her foot dOWN
and maybe
just maybe
han’s a little mad at jin and he could clearly notice that
who wouldn’t?
it’s been two weeks of her in a cast and two weeks of no swimming classes and two weeks of jin refusing to come to work
the first week was acceptable still because of course it’s the adjustment period!! he’s had to master the art of giving hannie baths and buying more button-up pajamas than necessary
jimin’s helping out by cooking han some comfort food... practically everyday because she insists..... from time-consuming fluffy pancakes to cheese ramyeon and mild tteokbokki even if she insists that she CAN take it ok
han sleeps next to jin and he’s never researched this hard about the best sleeping positions for a toddler who has a hairline fracture :((
she always just ends up having her head on top of either his arm or his chest and that kindA stops him from turning to his side and having his arm cramp-free, but it’s okay
they’re going along good but there’s just something!! there’s just something off and he feels like it
haneul sus :/
“appa was so rude,” han murmurs underneath her breath while playing with jimin’s rings but he catches it nonetheless
jin has one foot out in the deck because he’s just chopped up some fresh fruit!! and jimin and han have their feet dipped into the water
he will now listen in INTENSIVELY
jimin doesn’t scold his niece nor call her out for it, because well,,..,
“cheers to that, bubby,” he agrees both eagerly and disappointedly, clinking his yakult with hers as they drink in unison
bonding over the fact that jin was an asshole <3
:(
his pride’s a little damaged and of cOurse he’s hurt, because his daughter grilled him and his best friend deep-fried him, no one defending his honor
“nO i wasn’t :((”
he squats down to where they’re sitting at with a pout and han instantly crosses her arms across her chest
he’s never really had this situation with hannie and he wants to tread this water vERY carefully
seokjin almost shoves jimin as he whispers bc he should get the hint
“go cook han’s ramen right now”
“what, will you pay me?? you’re the ass here so go cook it yourself!!”
ok jimin’s a little moody
some of the only interactions he has outside from being a nanny to haneul was you
jeez SCREW him for missing his conversations with the swim coach huh.... FUCK him for missing someone that actually listened to him and his rants about peanut butter tasting better without bread
(( han listens to him too but she mostly just nods and mhmmms her way through ))
that only leaves hannie and jin by the pool and none of them say a word
not even han’s humming that she’d do unconsciously to fill in silence like what her appa did to her as a baby
okay
fine then
jin’s gonna admit that he wasn’t the kindest
but you’d get it too if you were the one in his position!!
“don’t sue coach y/n, appa.”
han murmurs and jin was part-amused but mostly sad about it
lately, she’s been throwing around the word sue just because he said it that one time and she even knows the meaning
the last time, hannie bEGGED him not to sue the shark
uhm he really wasn’t planning on suing a shark.... nor sue the coach for it because lmao props to him that actually gave him a laugh even if jimin just retold him the story
“but i wasn’t-...”
hannie tugging at his hand tightly, almost making him tumble down to the ground
and her eyes are so big looking up at him and she looks like she’s about to tEAR up
“just sue me, appa.”
“hey, hey, i’m not — i-i’m not suing you, han. or your coach even!! i’m not suing anybody because-”
“no one’s fault :)”
oh
O H
hannie clearly knows what she’s just done
did she really pull off those big teary eyes?? uh huh yes she DID
jin practically walked right into it
ok his three-year old just schooled him
“i’m sorry, sweetheart.”
:((
jin cuddles han close and presses a sincere kiss to her forehead
haneul does him one better and holds his head firm with her tiny hands to press a big fat smooch
“i want a gift appa :D”
he pERKS up at the mention of that
jimin can suddenly hear things fifty feet away from him and immediately fishes for his phone because uH he is godfather of the year what do u expect
“anything you want, haneul :D”
...
.....
...........
it’s this now
haneul’s request was a far shot than the new play kitchens and new sneakers jin thought she wanted
it’s exactly this that she wanted
... swim classes
one-on-one swim classes
and a request for pool floaties
and a pack of waterproof cast covers
and coach y/n.
“they want me to do wHAT now??”
your eyes bulge as jungkook relays you the news
you already have a job as a swim instructor here with the kids!!
why would you take on another job as a swim instructor for oNE student only when they could just enroll in a class here with you??
and besides you’re now unsure of your skills and everything you are because of that conversation with mr. kim
although you miss haneul, you cANNOT be weakened by it
you have a class to teach and bills to pay!!
“you should just take it, kook. you told me you wanted to buy that water mattress, right?”
“it was a jOKE okay!!!”
jungkook’s flustered and it’s not because you’re switching from your sweatpants to your swim trunks over your swimsuit
he just jokeD (he swears that it’s a joke) about it ONE time and you’re forever gonna haunt him for it
“a-and besides, i think you should really take this offer because it’s only open for yOU!!”
you snort because now that makes it sound like he’s kidding
“i dunno, kook. i’m probably not what you think i am, y’know?”
ur coping mechanism is adding salt to your wounds and living by mr. kim’s words that made you cry yourself to sleep <3
ok this time it’s his turn to roll his eyes
“really? so you wouldn’t mind if it’s haneul that’s asking for you?”
:O
you literally freeze up and it’s not because you were about to dive for some laps and yoongi forgot to heat the pool
“she is???”
so yeah
it’s this now
also it may be dead qUIET
jimin was the one that’s transacting for you for the past two days that you’ve been teaching hannie and you’re quite relieved
ur willing to bet that just seeing mr. kim is enough to drive you into tears again
seokjin can’t handle seeing you either because he literally can’t handle facing you again after what he just said
he feels so oddly guilty that he DOESN’T want to see you does that make sense
he’s there for the lessons and he watches from a safe distance
close enough to see hannie but far enough for him to be out of your line of sight
he feels so hURT because it’s like you’re really going out of your way to not bump to him
besides the fact that this was already a massive house and the whole deck and pool and patio combo is bigger than your flat, you still go out of his way
like when jimin insists for you to come inside because it’s humid outside and just go drink some juice in the kitchen, and seokjin happens to be getting haneul a juice box, you immediately EXIT and try to hide yourself by sitting on the other deck by the trees
you were only there for formality
yesterday was the first day and while jimin greeted you, it’s seokjin that signs the waiver
he’s never heard a more formal and distant mr. kim plus a bow in his WHOLE career
it frustrates him to end because he wANTS to apologize but he doesn’t know how
he wants to come near you but he’s so guilty that he can’t bear to be within a ruler’s distance from you
even though hannie’s forgiven him and jimin stopped calling him asshole under his breath, the guilt just wasn’t absolved
it’s still raw like cookie dough with unbaked flour that’s eating up at him and he wants to get rid of it completely before it consumes him whole
and so when you come inside with jimin’s invitation, that’s what he does
he takes everyone by surprise and even himselF
“good morning, y/n.”
o_O
jimin’s eyes are widening and he’s already picking up a still-drenched hannie and taking themselves up the stairs to leave the two of you alone
you’re still registering why he’s greeting you that you immediately avoid his eyes because you think they’re gonna start to sting again
“morning, mr. kim.”
now that jimin’s stranded you, you have nO idea on what you’re supposed to do now
but there’s just something that possesses jin to start talking and moving smoothly that even he’s a little nervous within
“juice?”
he holds up a pitcher of water with a single hand and you thOUGHT he was gonna point a finger at you while yelling again
you uhh really don’t wanna be a part of this
and truthfully, you’re as upset at him as you were sad
getting this over while being indifferent is better than an awkward scenario you don’t want to keep you up at night
“sure.”
confident jin is suddenly a little sCARED because it feels like someone just flipped a switch and you’re not the one intimidated anymore
this is more frustrating than one-hour recipes condensed into five-minute videos
“you don’t need to call me mr. kim, by the way. it’s too.. professional. just jin would be fine,” he originally started out saying as nonchalant as he could but it ended as a murmur, seeing your blank eyes and firm nod towards him
juice really wasn’t supposed to take this long to make
he feels like this is too short that he gets cold croissants by the fridge and reheats them in the oven
that was actually jimin’s takeout from the café but he can’t bring himself to care now that he’s so nervous
how do you DO small talk
be genuine?????
he has no idea on what to do
but the faint murmur of moana playing in the tv upstairs makes the cogs on his brain turn, suddenly facing you as he was originally staring at the oven in front of him
“i’m — i’m really sorry for what i said to you in the hospital. it’s not, well what i want to say is that it wasn’t your fault. it’s no one’s. maybe it’s the crocs’ fault and i-...” he’s rambling a lil as he chuckles to himself, putting a hand on his neck as he tries to compose himself
“yoongi told me that eventually kids are supposed to break and i can’t control it. and that it’s good to have them grounded with these things from childhood. it’s normal!! i uhm, i guess i was just so worried for her as her dad. that’s normal too and — but!! that doesn’t excuse my words and my behavior towards you.”
you’re uh
you’re quite touched and quite speechless because you didn’t actually think nor expected for him to apologize, already ready to have lived with it for the rest of your life and just treat it as water under the bridge like you usually do
:)
that’s the most gentle smile you’ve ever given him
actually, it’s the first ever smile
he’s never really gotten a good look at you because the first time that he did, he’s quite literally blinded by rage
but this time, it’s different
it’s softer and better and he can see you clearly
he could see that you’ve dried to dry yourself as much as you could with the towel draped on your shoulders
your hair’s free from the swim cap and there’s still a faint line of where you placed your goggles around your eyes
you’re bundled with a blanket and further emphasized your face, your beautiful and mesmerizing face that seokjin’s lips part a little in amazement
“thanks for taking care of haneul. you’re mother hen in your classes, i guess,” he breathlessly laughs and scratches the tip of his eyebrow, your eyes following to look at his hand and-
no ring.
..... no ring
maybe it’s to how he said mother hen or how your eyes followed his hand
but jin just feels so compelled to say bits of information he’s never really discussed openly with a lot of people
“haneul’s mother isn’t around.”
“mr. — jin, you don’t have to-...”
“no, no. i want to!! and no, i didn’t mean it like that. she’s still vERY much alive but she feels like she’s dead to me, is what i’m saying.”
he sips his juice like every other normal day, shrugging as he continues
the jin from three years ago would’ve never made it even past one sentence when someone asks him about haneul’s mother
“i was getting my doctorate, i was lonely, and well.. she just happened to be there y’know? then became my girlfriend and we moved in together. but at the same time, she’s just never really been around. goes here, goes there; never settles. in her words, not mine, she didn’t want a baby tying her down. didn’t want haneul, and i didn’t want to not have haneul. gave birth, and never saw her since.”
seokjin’s always been honest to han
he didn’t originally want to tell her the truth about her mother this early on, but she’s figured it out on her own
the term unwanted is something that grinds jin’s ears but haneul pronounces it the easiest
even if she knew the weight behind it.
haneul only smiled at him when he told her the subdued version about why she only has an appa, embraced him, then kissed him on his nose
appa is only who she needs!!
that made him feel secure and he can’t believe he’s this lucky to have such a precious girl
“it’s okay. we don’t want her either.”
jin cackles rambunctiously, making you do the same because he’s as contagious as haneul is
he finally pours you the juice, the silence not being so thick and tensioned anymore
the juice is sweet :)
“you’re a great dad, seokjin.”
jin’s been sleeping a little more content these nights
a little more thankful
a little more soft around the edges
haneul gets an attack of hugs every morning and she’s starting to think that maybe she ISN’T the joey anymore smh ://
jimin gets thanked for driving han almost everyday and he even got a designer suit that’s exactly tailored to his measurement, and he’s sTARTING to get suspicious ://
he’s went back to work because after all, there’s only a week left before han’s cast gets removed and he better start catching up with his tasks if he wants to got next week
next week was the little showcase that the swim school throws for a batch when it’s near graduation!!
only a minor part of it was the kids’ work because they could just hold each other’s hands and float in the figure of a circle and the parents will hOLLER their asses out
but the major part of it, is all from you and your co-instructors
it’s when the lot of you need to put on a SHOW
you’re not gonna spoil it now but uhm
there are a vARIETY of performances
but no taehyung we will NOT let you convince the big boss to have sea lions come here to perform with you
you know it’s the time that you need to wholeheartedly entertain the kids and blow their minds, and even if thAT takes minimal effort, the four of you would go all out ok
it may involve you this year performing flips and dives so high up into an air with a tHEME and with a partner you don’t even know yet
nonetheless, you feel pumped and maybe a lil bit nervous
ˢᵉᵒᵏʲᶦⁿ'ˢ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ
and not that you’re intimidated or anything because you’re sUPER intimidated
the two of you have really grown these past three weeks
the conversations were never boring and they always kept you up on your toes
jin’s been more open about him and the single dad thing and how he doesn’t want that woman to be ever near to either of them
he’s also shared adorable stories of how he didn’t know hOW you could tell if formula was already spoiled so he had to sip it himself and him just changing han into his shirts sometimes when he changed her onesies and her diapers fOUR time for like a span of ten minutes
how he was so amazed that he was more scared of han when she got her ears pierced as a baby and how she didn’t even cRY at all!! just a simple flinch and some slow blinks and that was IT
even the pediatrician, yoongi, was all ???? yO what formula you feed your kid bro gODDAMN SEOKJIN
and he almost cried with how he was so worried that she’d be hurt
and she was crying because dr. yoongi wasn’t around her anymore and NOT piercing her ears anymore
“don’t cry, han!! c’mon!! you can have more piercings when you’re a little older okay!!!! six months old is a little too young for a helix piercing madame!!!!”
the two of them are the cutest
jin feels like the sand between your dry toes
or an organized duffel you use for a beach bag
or the aloe vera after a sunburn
or the combined warmth of jungkook, taehyung, hobi, and a furnace on a chilly beach
or a warm heated pool you don’t want to get out of
and you don’t want to
seokjin feels so warm and domestic to you that he instantly puts you at bliss
his literal dad jokes are admittedly funny and even the little texts he sends your way make you want to do a breast stroke for 30m and back with no resurfacing
the flirting at some point has got to end but you’re content with it for now
he feels so close to you and you know the eventual label that comes with it next, just the concept of it enough to make you sHRIEK
and jin’s gotten off work early and feels the need to surprise you
and so here he is :D with a big bouquet of flowers because he didn’t want to come empty-handed and the surfboard he’s bought for you isn’t supposed to come for another week
“y/n???”
wait weren’t you supposed to be here
you jUST told him that you were here
your phone’s on the table and so is your bag and so is your scrunchie and so is-
oH MY GOD???
ARE YOU AT THE BOTTOM OF THE POOL????????
“Y/N????????”
jin panickedly yells because holy fuck wHY are you at the bottom of the pool
he can’t think properly and before he knows it, he’s taking off his shoes and then dIVING straight in
he’s still in his suit and his watch is still on and he’s pretty sure he has some bills in his pocket but he can’t focus on that
he’s only focused on you and it’s panic that paralyzes him whole even if he’s swimming towards you
your breath-holding session is rUDELY interrupted by someone who’s tugging at your arms and is bringing you up so quick that you couldn’t even process it
“Y/N?????? BABY????? Y/N PLEASE OH MY GOD Y/N ARE YOU-”
“JIN WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?????”
......
.......
wait what
he was just about to be hunched over you while he cries his eyes out and-
you’re cONSCIOUS??????
?????
“w-what??? y/n oh my fucking hELL i thought you were-...”
“what did you think i was dOING???”
you’re so confused rn and your confusion isn’t doing jin any good
“i don’t know i thought you were dYING????”
wait
what??
that’s why seokjin viciously pulled you up and is crying now??
“but i was meditating and-”
“you don’t meditate at the bottom of a ten-feet pool, y/n!!!”
he exasparates loudly, heavy sobs at the back of his throat before he throws himself to hug you in his arms as he cries to your shoulder
god he was so fucking worried
you want to laugh at the situation but you’re more awed than you were amused
“my job description is to not drown, babe,” you’re rubbing soothing circles on his back and everyone just stays like that and doesn’t say a word
this was the first time jin called you baby :D
and this is also the first time you called him babe :D
this was also the first time that jin thought he’s actually lost you :(
now that he thinks about it, he feels a little ridiculous that he thought that out of aLL the people, you wouldn’t be the one capable to swim
your methods for meditating is uhhhh a LITTLE different from his version and he’d like you to know that you are worlds away from his definition of it
ok he’s calm
just calm
pls never stop holding him in your arms
“never really asked you about these things,” he looks up at you with a slight pout as he’s laid on your lap, feeling a little sorry that he realizes he’s always talked about himself and never asked about you
“about what?”
“all these skills... did you really go through all those certifications just to teach toddlers how to swim?”
:-)
you haven’t been asked this in a long time
“or is it just because you wanted to meditate ten-feet underwater?”
he’s just teasing and more-on poking fun at himself but you laugh nonetheless, a dreamy grin in your face
“no, actually.”
and there it goes
you tell him that swim coach really wasn’t your dream career in the first place
“you were a sURFER??”
you were!! you started when you were young (sixteen to be exact) and you guess you just grew to love it
but there was just one particular day, one particular event three years later that got you away from the board
it was just a massive wave all of a sudden that wiped you off
and then your leash was detached and wave after wave came and suddenly you forgot how to swim
it was such a terrifying experience that you thought it would be your last day and it was of you unprepared, your knitted swimsuit top that was starting to fray, and your hair that you didn’t even manage to do a fun color on once
it sounded so shallow but every little thing seemed to be massive during that moment
“and then i met namjoon a year later... uh, he used to be my boyfriend!! for three years and some months.”
“cool.”
seokjin firmly nods as he purses his lips and mumbles under his breath
“bet his puka necklace is his only personality trait”
“he wears silver chains, babe!!”
okay cHRIST he’s gonna try to keep his side comments to himself
then he learns that it’s him who got you back into the water again and eased you into everything with baby steps
you used to not be able to stomach looking at a surfboard but he got you paddling and sitting on it in the shallow ends
he was a competitive swimmer and something about it intrigued you to say the least
until you weren’t only coming to see his meets and competitions
he was coming to yours and the two of you were training almost every single day!!
he didn’t even mind and always cheered you on when the day came that you could beat him in his own game and in his own territory
and then came your certifications and credentials
from the cpr certification, the scuba diver license, the licensed lifeguard gig, the coach certification, and everything in between
“and then he left you, for his career. correct?”
“mhmm!!”
seokjin scoffs but at the same time is obviously relieved that you aren’t with that knucklehead
“i bet he didn’t even make it big. do i know this guy?”
you smile as you already know the answer deep within
but you don’t need a competitive guy being insecure over another competitive guy
“bet you don’t.”
today’s THEE day!!!
you’re totally not gonna lie this is the mOST exciting day that you and the guys could ever have in a whole season
the chance to show off :D
jungkook got an undercut yesterday to completely surprise everyone with because!! duh!! and so when he decides to dramatically flip his hair later, he wouldn’t look like a shaggy dog that had hair covering his eyes
taehyung had his hair bleached and dyed into blue :D it’s probably not the best idea to have his hair bleached and dyed into a striking shade the afternoon before swimming into a pool of chlorine :D but he KNOWS it’s totally gonna be worth it
none of you are gonna wear swim caps because fUCK them right :D the four of you here are to show off!! not look like a boiled egg!!!
hoseok pulled at ALL the stops,, got an undercut, dyed his hair, AND bought a fancy earcuff that would shine and wouldn’t budge nor tarnish underneath the water!! no one can borrow it :P
and as per you...
well
you simply think you’re the coolest :D
and oh my god the cOSTUMES!!! you all had corresponding ones for what you were gonna do
and well what ARE you gonna do???
hee-hee
the benches and bleachers are all arranged and there’s decorations hung up!! even jungkook’s infamous shark costume is on the corner there somewhere
you’re trying to do a headcount to check everyone’s attendance and there’s a sudden arm that’s snaked around your waist that takes you by surprise
it’s seokjin :D
wow he really takes the cake huh
everyone’s staring at him because they finally meet haneul’s dad aka kim seokjin the young and handsome and famous ceo!! in the flesh!! within the bleachers!!
he’s dressed himself in a white linen button-up with tHREE buttons unbuttoned!! t h r e e
his sleeves are rolled up and his flashy watch is on his wrist a-and holy shit his hair is sLEEKED UP and then you realize that it looks longer this time than how you last remember it
his lips are so plump and red and his gaze is so endearing aND devouring at the same time that-
ahem
seokjin’s momentarily distracted by you and he resists the urge to kiss you so bad, but that feels a little scandalous in front of all these people and he’s okay to settle for a quick one on the cheek!!
but now he’s taking too long on worrying about it that now it just feels awkward
heh... cheek pinch... aha
you bid a quick goodbye and that takes him to realize that he could barely see you
like you were in a literal huge hoodie with the hood pulled up and a cap underneath!! you even had aviators on and your hands were tucked into the sleeves :((
now this is taking tOO long to get started and he feels so jittery
he’s about to see both you and haneul perform??? yea jimin can i borrow your phone i think my 256GB wouldn’t be enough
unbeknownst to jin though, jimin might’ve participated last night to get you to your final form today :D
listen if haneul ends up having a sibling then u can just both thank him
the intro and the appetizer for the whole program is the kids in the pool!! each of them dive on by one synchronously and their parents couldn’t be any more prouder than how they are now
jin feels so happy because that’s his haneul!! AHHHH LOOK AT HER GO
look at her dive!!! look at how her arms come together and her shoulders form perfectly and her feet go move like that!!!
look at how wELL she completed that circle!!! omg her whole body’s floating aHHHHHHHH they look like a flower!!!! haneul’s the flower!!! WAIT HANEUL’S THE CENTERPIECE SHE’S BLOOMING!!!!!
kim seokjin is now the ceo of stage dads oh my god he’s a nATURAL
as soon as haneul dries off and comes back to him, she’s peppered in kisses and compliments that will now fuel her ego for a lifetime
wait what’s next
the fact that there isn’t a schedule of events is even more exciting and nerve-wracking at the same time
it’s a chicken fight!!!! a battle between the coaches for the first batch and the second batch and the air is just fILLED with competitiveness
none of u have ever seen the parents look so eager
you’re on jungkook’s shoulders and the two of u are matching with ridiculously beaded swimsuits that spell out your last names combined
your last name is rIGHT across his ass
JEON in multicolored beads are right across your boobs on your bra top
...
“jeez, what did this bottle do to you in your past life?”
jimin comments as he snatches the bottle of iced tea in jin’s hand that would’ve bursted if he kept at it longer
is he like... okay
taehyung is on hoseok’s shoulders and they rocked everyone with their matching ʂυɾϝҽɾ ԃυԃҽ outfits
man they got it ALL with the faux mullet and the ball cap put on backwards and even the puka shell necklace
the whistle sounds and everyone’s cheering on so hard that it’s a frenzy!!
seokjin is yelling at the tOP of his lungs calling out your name
if u even get a little dizzy at the impossible (in every universe you will be the winner and no u don’t need to fact-check that according to jin) chance of taehyung sinking you, he wILL-
the second segment was of the four of you just doing trickshots at a basketball ring right in the middle of the pool
it might just be because he’s a god but goddamn taehyung wALKED on water and dunked so hard
hoseok shooting the ball while fifteen-feet high up and diving then breaking in the water rIGHT when the ball went through the hoop has floored everyone
jungkook doing a backflip from a solid six feet away for him dunk the ball aND have you throw a cheeto for him to catch with his mouth is now forever embedded into people’s minds
you being boosted into the pool with the strength of tHREE buff guys combined, then doing a full twist dive with your eye dropped into a wink and a dunk so hard that you almost shatter the backboard makes everybody rOAR
everyone’s having such a fun time
jin has never felt this much emotions in the shortest amount of time and it’s just yOU that everything feels so surreal!!
everyone’s had their solo and god you just rEALLY had to be the last huh
you’re asking around everyone on who the hell is gonna be your partner!!! you have the whole routine down and nO one would answer
“come on! i’m on in ten minutes and i sTILL don’t have a clue on who would throw me into the air!!! or whose shoulders i’m gonna sit on and-...”
“never really told me you were into that, hm?”
oh
my
fuck
is that....
“namjoon?”
“one and only. how’s my lovie doing?”
joon crashes to you with a massive hug that almost incapacitates you because uh wOW he’s gotten even more ripped than when you last saw him two years? three years ago??
you completely dodge around his nickname for you and address the obviOus elephant in the room
“what’re you doing here??”
his dimple pops out as his eyes squint, a little confused himself
“did no one tell you? well... i’m a special guest, i guess? and i’m your partner for our routine.”
there he goes again
“don’t call it that,” you’re a little pissed because you’re the last one to know about this and wasn’t even consulted beforehand!!!
“we did make this ourselves and we did this together, right? c’mon. just a routine. just like old times.”
although the breakup was sudden and civil and you may have garnered anger for him, you’ve long made your peace!!!
peace with the fact that his career comes before yours and how you wouldn’t wanna settle with that either
because as much as he is single, he’s also-
“and for our last performance, presenting — special guest AND olympic swimmer and gold medalist, kim namjoon with our very own coach y/n y/l/n!”
...
holy fucking shit
everybody SHUT the fuck up
is seokjin hearing right
is he rEALLY hearing this right
your ex-boyfriend...
is kim namjoon?
kim namjoon, the guy the news covered for two weeks when he won gold at the olympics?? the guy he’d see at every billboard on olympic season that seemed like 24/7?? the guy who taught you how to get back up again, had you for three years, broke up with you, and later become the gold medalist at the olympics??
yeah
you’ve got to be fucking shitting him
everyone’s amazed and he’s the only one sour over this
namjoon has his arms snug on your waist as he lifts you up from beneath the water, before plopping you to his shoulders like it’s no big deal
your legs are on him then you’re holding his hands then he’s carrying you
he’s laughing and you’re smiling then you’re bowing and he’s hugging
seokjin’s lips are pursed and his whole happy demeanor has long been crashed and drowned in the very pool that namjoon seems to be very happy in
he’s so hurt and distraught at the same time
he’s so fucking jealous as he realizes that for three years, you’ve spent a better part of your life with namjoon probably swimming and giggling and hugging all the time
for three years he’s also had haneul in his arms with no one by his side, because the woman he once loved never stayed
he’s been trying to lay low all this time and not rush into things like what he did with her
jin’s so mad at you that you didn’t tell him this; didn’t tell him how you could look at him like he’s what makes the universe complete and the next day, your ex is holding you like one of his trophies for everyone to see
he’s also mad at himself because maybe, if just maybe he set his intentions clearly and wasn’t an asshole in the start and made concise actions of how he wants you in his life, this probably wouldn’t have happened
he storms out of the bleachers and leaves haneul with jimin with no warning whatsoever
he’s overwhelmed and this is the first time he’s been here that he’s a little jittery with his emotions and he doesn’t know where the exit is because it feels like everything’s closing down on him
seokjin hates this so fucking much and he wants to go home and cry by himself as he wallows in sadness
but there isn’t time for that
there isn’t time for that when your rush after and find him alone by the lockers trying not to break down
“jin, baby, look at me please. i-...”
“no. me first.”
he holds out his finger for you to stop, managing to speak in between heavy breaths that make your heart ache
“i love you.”
he says it so definitively with no prelude, no build-up, no rising action
“i love you and i-i apologize that i do love you. i never want to rush things, and i didn’t want to rush anything with you, but y/n, fuck, you make me feel like i’m fifteen again! you make me want to be impulsive, and rash, and into it so deep that-”
he’s trying to regain his breath, and you’re not sure what to feel as you hold him by his shoulders of what he’s trying to get at
“that it made me think you were all these things! and it’s my fault that i ever though of it in the first place. but god, seeing you out there without anyone knowing what’s going on between us, o-or anyone not knowing that i call you when i can’t sleep and you call me babe —it’s frustrating!”
he’s no longer heaving but instead, he’s looking directly at you
you’re nodding at every word and you’re trying to understand, your heart sinking because you’re trying to figure out where this is going
“i-i realized that i felt this way because i’m sure. i am so sure of you that you make me want to start all over again even if i thought it would be over for me. i’m so sure of you that i wouldn’t hold it against you if-...”
it’s the tears that stain your face the most, a little whimper with how seokjin’s baring his heart to you in the rawest and most endearing way
he’s starting to have a grip on himself but he fears he’s gonna lose it once more
for good measure.
“maybe i blew my chance you, or maybe not. but i’m so sure of you that i’d still love you regardless.”
it’s haneul’s graduation from swim class and it’s an absolute bALL
jin absolutely wouldn’t miss this for the world
han’s wearing the prettiest!!! dress with the puff sleeves and the flowy skirt she’s asked for appa herself-
complete with the tiny kim embroidered on one of her sleeves :D
seokjin had to learn overnight all these toddler hairstyles that screamed “i graduated top of my class and I’M the mvp swimmer here pls”
jimin woke up at 3 am to start up the food that was going to be brought for the potluck and you bEST believe that they’re gonna end this class as strong as they started it
everyone’s a little hectic but it’s okay!! it’ll all be worth it,, even if this handmade badges are the most time-consuming thing in planet earth <3
you’re gonna miss this class a lot
they’re what you think the most memorable batch for rEAL this time and you’ll never forget the three months that you’ve spent with them
everyone’s grown so much and you couldn’t be any more proud :((( like a mother hen :(((((
the seats were starting to fill up and the buzz just keeps growing!!
everyone dressed so nicely today hee-hee all of this are going into everyone’s feeds
the gymnasium’s been modeled to look fancier and more graduation ceremony-worthy and both the parents and the kids alike because for once,, for oNCE they don’t see that damn sunroof
it still feels the same
this is still the place that housed the same kids who asked the most ridiculous questions concerning water that boggled their mind
it’s the same place that haneul tripped herself on and ended up having a cast on for six weeks
the same place that jin panickedly dived ten-feet deep to grab you from the bottom because he thought you were drowning
the same one that he first told you that he loved you
and the same one that this treasure of a memory was going to happen
“kim haneul!”
there’s a round of applause and cheers as she steps up the podium, holding seokjin’s hand the tightest as they both beam with how happy the other is
jimin and other parents alike were taking their pictures as they giggle among themselves, and you feel so fulfilled seeing them like this
haneul knows you’re standing behind her because you’re giving out the certificates, which is why she grabs you mercilessly and makes you stand right beside her
:O
everyone’s cooing but it only heightens when she outstretches her grabby hands, making you carry her and seokjin smiles the widest
everyone in front basically squeezes in together in the middle just to see the three of you
maybe it’s time
jin coughs once and playfully yet intentionally avoids all the pairs of eyes in front, snaking an arm around your waist that draws up a rouse
“just mARRY her already will you!!!”
jimin yells and that starts off everyone, making you feel even more flustered than before
seokjin utilizes the opportunity, and for the first time, he kisses you on the cheek for everyone to see
“I’m terrible at getting engaged, I forgot all about this part.”
seokjin x reader (oc)
genre: fluff
word count: 1.5K
a/n: Hi lovelies! Well, as some of you know I am posting engagement fics this week. And well, Jin and Poopsie/reader took their engagement to the cherry blossoms in Japan because Jin once promised he would take her to see them in “For you darling, I would collect every cherry blossom in Korea. And Japan-no- in the world” and our man keeps his word. I hope you all enjoy, and thanks for reading! :))
Strolling down the pathway, everything was soaked in the prettiest pink hue. Your eyes attempted to drink it all in, but you couldn’t quite become accustomed to the picturesque scenery. A light squeeze on your hand brought your attention from the cherry blossoms surrounding you to meet your boyfriend’s soft gaze.
“You look stunning,” he complimented, a small smile appearing on your face as you sighed contentedly.
“Not that it’s a competition but I’m pretty sure you look way more beautiful than me right now,” you shifted the compliment back on Seokjin.
“Not true,” he instantly protested. “That would be impossible.”
Giggling at his widened eyes as he adamantly disagreed with you, you brought your hand to the side of his face. Stroking his cheek gently, your eyes flickered to his lips for a moment.
“I wouldn’t be so sure, Jinnie, pink always was your color,” you flirted sincerely, watching as a bashful smile overtook the man’s features, his cheeks becoming more plush as his eyes crinkled in the corners.
Noticing the way you eyed his lips just moments previous, Jin tugged on your hand, pulling you toward his body as he leaned into leave a sweet kiss to your mouth. “I’m so in love with you,” he whispered as he hovered over your lips just slightly, the air from his confession brushing them enticingly.
“Again, not that it’s a competition, but I’m pretty sure I love you so much more,” you teased, Jin shaking his head lightly just before you pushed your mouth to his once more, swinging an arm around the back of his neck. Threading your fingers through the strands that rested against his nape, you deepened the kiss just slightly as Jin wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you just the slightest bit closer.
“I wouldn’t be so sure about that,” he mumbled against your lips as he smiled.
“Oh, did your boyfriend bring you on your dream trip to Japan to see the cherry blossoms too?” You asked him teasingly, Jin smiling in response as he quickly stole one more kiss.
Pulling his chin toward his neck so he could see your features, he shook his head. “No,” he chuckled as you smirked in apparent victory. “Unlike you, I don’t have a boyfriend who loves me more than anyone has ever loved another person,” he continued with his mushy but sincere confessions of feelings, the comment taking you by surprise as your eyes widened curiously.
“Oh is that so?” You arched your back to pull away from him so you could see his gorgeous face. “So you’re saying you love me more than anyone has ever loved anyone before?” You questioned him, the man’s eyes locked on yours as he nodded slowly.
“I do,” he softly admitted, and the words were spoken with such subtle, easy conviction, you had no choice but to believe him. His earnestness stole your breath for a moment as you stared at him in adoration. “Oh, Poopsie,” he chuckled warmly, “don’t cry,” he told you through his wide smile.
His hands found the sides of your face instantly as his thumbs dabbed under your eyes, you blinking quickly. “Don’t make me cry then,” you whined, dropping your head forward to rest your forehead against his body. Easily, his arms wrapped around your frame, holding you protectively but gently.
“I want to marry you so bad,” Jin told you softly, making you look up at him with wide eyes. And before you could comprehend what was happening, Jin was lowering onto one knee as he pulled a small box out of his pocket.
Speechless, all you could do was gawk at him as he flipped the box open, displaying the most perfect ring. “You already make me the happiest man alive, but I would somehow be even happier if you married me,” he told you as your hand settled over your racing heart. “Will you marry me? Poopsie?” He added with an adorable knowing smile.
Within a mix of a giggle and a sob, you asked in shock, “Are you fucking kidding?” As you tried to comprehend the situation, Jin immediately giggled at your surprising words.
“What?” he asked through his laughter, his nerves on display as he awaited your answer.
“You really brought me to Japan to propose to me under the cherry blossoms?” You further questioned him, not realizing that you were keeping him on edge with your questions.
“Yeah,” he said simply, smiling softly as he stared at you, his adoring gaze making you feel as though you were a more worthy view than the pink petals blossoming on the branches all around you.
“How are you even real?” You asked him as tears slid down your cheeks. As your eyes scanned over his gentle face, the same face you’d adored since the moment you met him years earlier, you began nodding gently. “Stand up before you hurt your knee, of course, I’ll marry you, I’m not letting you go ever,” you rambled to him as he laughed at you. Tugging on him to stand, you instantly flung your arms over his shoulders as you kissed him deeply.
The man easily kissed you back, though the kiss didn’t last long as you both began smiling and giggling into the meeting.
“Holy shit, how did I not see this coming?” You questioned both yourself and him. “You’re the most amazing man to exist, of course you would do something like this,” you cried against his neck. Jin laughed warmly as he tightened his hold on you, ensuring you were as close as you could possibly get to him.
As you caught your breath, Jin soothed his hand across your back, both of you simply existing in the setting together, in each other’s arms.
You’d pictured forever with Jin for years; long before becoming engaged. And as much as that proposal and the ring that he still held in his hand didn’t change a single thing, it changed so much.
“Can I put this ring on you?” Jin asked with a small laugh, you pulling away from him as you nodded.
“Jesus, I’m terrible at getting engaged, I forgot all about this part,” you commented, Jin’s squeaky laughter filling your ears instantly. “I should have gotten proposed to by someone else for practice,” you joked, watching as Jin’s gaze shined with amusement and affection.
“What on earth are you talking about?” He questioned you fondly, a laugh lacing the words.
“Like I should have had a failed engagement in my past so I could practice and do this one right,” you elaborated with wide eyes, Jin shaking his head at you as he beamed.
“I think you’re very good at getting engaged,” he assured you with a grin. “A solid eight out of ten,” he teased, you tossing your head back in laughter. And as he watched you laugh like that, no inhibitions as you expressed your happiness and amusement, he sighed in relief. “Oh my god, I actually get to marry you,” he suddenly realized as his face was taken over by pure delight. “Here,” he took the ring out of the box, quickly placed the box back in his pocket, and slid the ring onto your finger.
“Oh my god,” you breathed out as you looked from him to the ring. “This is so real now,” you told him in surprise as you realized the weight of the ring and what it meant.
“Do you like it?” He asked you, his eyes on you as you admired the jewelry.
“I love it so much, it’s perfect,” you assured him, looking up to meet his gaze. “You are perfect.” As he leaned in to kiss you, you quickly met him half way, immediately deepening the action. However, the kiss didn’t last long once again as you both began smiling and giggling again.
Staring into each other’s eyes, both of your hair coated in the pink petals that fell from above like snowfall, you both noted that you had never seen each other look so beautiful before.
“Happiness looks good on you,” you told him, the man’s smile widening as he blushed slightly.
“Are you happy?” He asked you, you sighing at his ridiculous question, despite the seriousness laced into his tone.
“Of course I am, are you insane?” You countered teasingly. As he beamed, his features full of elation and relief, you cocked your head at him. “How could I not be happy? Look at all these cherry blossoms,” you joked, looking around at the trees, Jin scoffing at your teasing.
“Ah, you punk,” he scolded fondly, leaning forward to catch your lips in a kiss once more.
And as you stood amongst one of the most desirable, visited, and photographed sceneries in existence, everything else that wasn’t Seokjin faded away. He was all that mattered in that moment. And you both had never been happier.
Helloo how are you? Hope everything is good! Can I request kiss 4- awkward kiss with bts jin? Thanks in advance :))
Helloo! I am having all the Jin feels at the moment so I greatly enjoyed writing this!
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Kiss #4 - Awkward Kiss - Jin (Seokjin)
Kisses Masterlist
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You and Jin were very much in the honeymoon phase of your relationship. While you were very close and touchy when it was just the two of you, displays of affection around your friends still felt weird.
This particular night was going to be a date night in. You were keen to try Jin's cooking, and he was more than happy to make dinner for you. He had made it very clear that you were going to be at the dorms and asked them, nicely and otherwise, to give you both some space.
BTS however were greatly enjoying teasing their hyung about his blossoming romance. When the door went there was a mad dash to be the first to answer it despite Jin's protests.
As the door swung open you were first greeted by Taehyung but everyone bar Namjoon and Yoongi were crowded around him. You could hear the leader scolding them from a distance, but no-one seemed to be paying him any attention.
"Hi," Jimin greeted you enthusiastically.
"Hello," you replied, "Can I come in?"
At your words they parted, letting you enter the dorms.
Finally able to pass the other four you approached Jin.
"Hey," you smiled at him, leaning in for a kiss.
Jin hesitated, causing you to pull away and notice him eyeing up his members stood around you. He settled for placing a kiss on your cheek, making you blush slightly, a small smile on your lips.
Wrapping an arm around you he spoke, "Dinners nearly done, why don't you come to the kitchen with me while I finish?"
"Absolutely," you said allowing him to lead you away from the prying eyes of BTS, "Any excuse to spend time with you."
