#jun. 2022

[kikizoshi]

Okay, hear me out:

Fyodor's hat is important to him. It has some significance.

Exhibit A:

Exhibit B:

Exhibit A is negligible. Maybe it was a quick gag.

But Exhibit B downright mentions the hat. Has dialogue about the hat. In a manga. Where every line is precious, and every drawing even more so. And there are that many lines and drawings of the hat alone... I refuse to believe this means nothing.

Now that we're in agreement, I ask you, why is this hat important to him?

[kikizoshi]

Still waiting to learn why Nikolai supposedly went along with a plan to prove his freedom while (presumably in full knowledge of) being controlled by the Book. Still... Waiting...

[kikizoshi]

Going back to Fyodor's early chapters is always such a happy feeling to me. I just love old-manga Fyodor. Not that I hate the current Fyodor, but there's definitely been a character shift. So now that I'm back, transcribing (and so really sitting with) his lines from his debut chapters, I'm having so much fun enjoying him and seeing what I'll be able to do with him, now that I have a better grasp on Nikolai as a character.

[kikizoshi]

Tell me why I just now got that Fyodor going to the safe, and making us think it was for the jewels, was a Crime and Punishment reference.

Tell me why I just now got that.

[sickgate]

hearing my roommate’s gf talk about how she hasn’t been able to eat and lost 9 pounds in three days has encouraged me to give this another go. I just want to be tiny. she’s 106lbs at 5’8. knowing I’m thirty pounds heavier and 6 inches shorter makes me so ashamed of myself.

[sickgate]

I wish more gay men were into guys their own age. I just want a boyfriend, but guys my age are too busy getting groomed by borderline pedophiles. and when we grow up to be in our thirties or forties, they will become those same pedophiles lurking around high schools trying to find the old self they lost when they first got groomed. and I just want a husband.

[sickgate]

one of my roommates just admitted to living with a roach infestation in their room and they’ve decided to do nothing about it. now the roach infestation has lead its way into the kitchen that - despite my best efforts - I could never keep clean with three disgusting ass roommates. I told them about the roaches in the kitchen and how I was scheduling a pest control treatment and they were like “oh yeah I’ve always seen them in my room but I’m moving out this weekend so it doesn’t matter lol”

queer white neo liberals make the worst fucking roommates. so nasty. so inconsiderate. I fucking hate them.

[sickgate]

I love florida thunderstorms!!! I wish I were at a beach house and seeing the oncoming lightning storm and feeling the wind pick up and then taking shelter inside and turning on the tv while it just pours for a good twenty minutes before the sun comes back out