UGHH IVE DONE EVERYTHING SHES ASKEDD AND SHE’S STILL FUCKING WITH OTHER PPL! I’ve been trying so hard to better understand the terms of our relationship but she never gives me a clear fucking answer, she just changes the subject and i’m trying my hardest not to just spam her with a bunch of clingy ass messages asking if she needs me the way I need her or if she’d do anything for me too like i’ve been doing for her but i don’t want to scare her away and i also don’t rly want to know the answer cause i fear it would only break my heart further, and i’ve sorta ghosted her for like almost 2 weeks atp but like i just don’t know what to do and it hasn’t felt like 2 weeks in my head cause i haven’t stopped constantly thinking about her and i forget that my thoughts aren’t reality and i need to actually text her back and not just dream that we’ve been talking, BUT UGH SHES DRIVING ME CRAZY!
