Mar 26, 2024
Song · 2020 · Duration 2:27
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Song · 2020 · Duration 2:27
Song · 2020 · Duration 2:37
Hey I'm feeling overwhelmed right now, I feel happy like everything ok and there's nothing to worry about but every few minutes or so there this recurring flood of emotion that just drowns every bit of my existence... I need, I want, I just can't shake it.... then.... it drains bone dry, empty... I miss u I love u I want u I need u!!!!!
Somehow I've found myself here in yet another new city. Just a little further away from where all my thoughts constantly return. This right here got me grasping for more than just the edge of reality. I'm not ready to let go, I'm not ready to forget, I'm not ready to say goodbye. My Whispers, My DejaVuHizzits......
This mornings sunrise was emotionally trying. Shit the whole past couple of weeks have been fuckin emotional period!! I want so damn much to just melt into all the things that I find beautiful. Like this sunrise for instance, or any sunrise for that matter. The sun washes the darkness away, shining ever so bright... So why is it that at sunrise I feel at my worst? The darkness within me just so happens to plague all of me right at the same time that the sun rises over the horizon?! Not sure exactly what it is that I'm dying to say or do here with all these feels crap...
I long to see myself every day the way I see the every sunrise.
💜SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL💜
I want to believe it every second of my existence, I wish I didn't doubt everything that I am.
I just want to be loved...
Perhaps that was why my life went to shit. Maybe I should've been content with living a lie. At least then I'd have all my crap accounted for...
I deserve more don't I?.... HA! Fuck ya, stupid idiot! Don't deserve a damn thing more than what ya got in front of ya!!!
10yrs ago I actually had the guts to make and post little music vids such as this... well damn!!! idk wtf happened to me but i kinda want that old me back...
The name I was given at birth is LAURIE
The name I choose for myself is KIRA