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So what about that original spn ending they never filmed?

Apparently they were supposed to meet at the Roadhouse, sit next to each other, and Cas was supposed to have his arm around Dean (or vice versa, I've heard both versions).

So what was that supposed to mean? And how were we supposed to interpret it?

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

I wanted to say something about this deleted scene from 15x19.

From an angel's perspective, calling another angel a good soldier was high praise and a compliment. Cas had previously said this about Balthazar, Ezekiel and Hannah.

Michael changed greatly under Adam's influence. I think he's begun to understand and appreciate people and their feelings. Just compare his two scenes at the bar, with Zachariah (when people died because of him), and with Lilith (when he only erased people's memories).

Honestly, I was moved when Michael said this phrase about Cas with such a sincerity and seriousness. I think he was simply expressing his condolences as best as he could. He understood Dean's grief because he had recently lost Adam himself. Besides, they truly lost a good soldier.

And then there was Dean's reaction, his visible heartbreak...

It's just my interpretation of this sad, emotional scene. I really wish this scene had stayed in the episode.

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

It's funny that during Cas and Dean's second stay in Purgatory, they only met the leviathans there. I think all the other monsters, taught by experience, hid behind trees to avoid being accidentally encountered.

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

Those lines in spn 4x03:

SAMUEL: Nice job in there.

DEAN: I missed the shot.

SAMUEL: Take the compliment, son. I'm saying that I was wrong about you.

That was it, the warning that Samuel was possessed. Azazel/Samuel complimented Dean, as did Azazel/John, but this time Dean didn't notice. Dean knew John very well and knew what to expect from him. But he'd only known Samuel for a few hours and didn't recognize the pattern. And then it was too late.

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

In s6/7 Sam and Dean weren't just trying to stop Cas, they were both trying to really kill him. Sam stabbed him in the back with an angel blade. Dean used Death as a weapon and said "Just kill him now!".

And then, despite all the nasty things Cas said to them, he didn't do anything in return; he simply walked away. But that long look he gave Dean when he freed Death...

And even though he'd come this far and gotten so lost, and done what he did, after hearing Sam's prayer, in a moment of clarity, he returned to them.

Cas is the only one of the three who, during their dark storyline, willingly, rather than being forced, decided to end it and came to them for help. Even though he knew it would kill him.

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

I've noticed that Cas is drawn to women who have cared for him in some way. Daphne, Meg, April and Hannah all took care of him when he needed help (regardless of how it ended). And who else took care of him sometimes? Oh yeah, Dean. Just saying.

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

Many things have been said about spn 7x03 Amy, but I'd like to add two more.

1. She killed her mother to save Sam after just one day of knowing him. Really? If the situation were reversed, would Sam have killed John to save Amy? I think she'd wanted to get rid of her mother for a long time until this opportunity arose.

2. Imagine someone has a sick child who needs a heart transplant. That guy walking down the street has a heart suitable for a transplant. Does anyone have the right to kill him, cut out his heart, and give it to their child? Of course not! Such a person would simply be a murderer, regardless of who they chose as a victim.

In my opinion Amy was a monster and a murderer and by killing her, Dean was defending the local community.

[killerstuffeddinosaurinlove]

For their anniversary, I made a Destiel bracelet out of silver and Swarovski crystals. And I love it!