The thoughts that keep you up at night.
My head compacted with memories and hopes flashing in sync. Nervouesness, excitement, and hopefulness twisted together in a single knot at the center of my core.
Reminiscing history on what used to be; bliss and happiness. Yet, like a synchronic thought craving, and depicting the future.
Stuck at a Crossroads wondering where to go should I continue on my own?
Or should I decide to try a dissimilar partner? Someone again so sweet, but new.
Is this just an empty feeling? The feeling of always being alone, but what is being alone really?
When I’m surrounded by people that love me. When I am filled with excitement that is with my friends and the new journey I plan for myself.
What happens to those plans do I scratch them away? Try to make something new out of emotions, that may only be interrupting the path I want to take….