#lescahiersdesable

[fairytalesandlegacies]

Hello, I’m sorry to bother you. I was actually wondering if it’s OK to use one of your screenshots for a commission with an artist. It’ll be used as the background for the commission. Of course, you’ll be credited for the background as soon as I post the commission on Tumblr. If you’d rather not, I’ll respect your decision and find another way. Thanks in advance for your reply!

Hi! No worries, you're not bothering me! That's perfectly fine, I appreciate you crediting me! Can't wait to see what you create 💚💚

[esmeraldablazingsky]

yeah i do ^^ my hc names for him are 蓝天 (Lan Tian) and 蓝忆缘 (Lan Yiyuan)

ik you didn’t ask about her, but the hc names I use for Lan-furen are 花肖铁 (Hua Xiaotie [I did not come up with this one either]) and 花池月 (Hua Chiyue, she didn’t originally have a courtesy name but QHJ gave her one when they got married)

I asked my mom’s friends for help with the courtesy names, because Lans are too classy for my naming abilities ^^’

[esmeblaze]

Thank you so much! I know I already told you, but I love your art on Mdm Lan and Qhj! Still, I have a question: How do you think Mdm Lan die? Do you have any hc on this?

aaah thank you!! :D I’m glad you like my version of them, I am very invested in the mess of their lives and am happy to hear that at least some people enjoy the incredibly specific content I put out :P

And actually, I do— I’ll put my hc under the cut here

My initial impression was that she got sick or something and then I was like ?? but couldn’t the Lan sect save her? and then I went oh.... but would they want to? Probably not.

So I think she died preventably. Nobody killed her, but nobody stopped her from dying, either. Qingheng-jun didn’t know until too late and u Bet he lives with that guilt on top of all the other guilt :’)

(Maybe, secretly, some people within the Lan sect hoped that Qingheng-jun would come back eventually now that the criminal he insisted on harboring was dead. but. that didn’t happen hahahaha)

[a-cutebird]

Ask about Xuliu: what was their first impression of each other when they meet for the first time? :)

xichen’s impression was that, as dangerous as this man is, and for all the evil he’s committed, he isn’t interested in harming anyone unless ordered to, and there was something about that that made xichen begin to suspect that perhaps there is more to wen zhuliu than all the legends & rumors surrounding him.

zhuliu’s impression was that this is an incredibly kind young man (xichen would’ve been 19, maybe 20 at most when they met for the first time; barely an adult), kind almost to the point of naivety, but naivety implies a lack of sophistication or some sort of unintelligence, and zhuliu could tell that the first jade of lan was anything but that. 

[clockworkspider]

wei wuxian and meng yao/reincarnation au (I really, really love this au :D)

WWX and Meng Yao are pretty interesting because they are distinctly different people with different values, but they can understand each other’s perspective pretty well. You can sort of tell that from the GuanYin Temple scene. Like... they have very little empathy and no fondness towards one another, but wwx can understand most of jgy’s motivations, and jgy could explain wwx’s formal situation to him. 

I think a lot of that does carry over to this life. A lot of their friendship is half pragmatic half happenstance. Like... oh look we know each other from the past life... Wei Ying’s logic is like “well I guess I can’t exactly leave you alone in case you wanna murder people”, and it’s also just... you stick with someone you’re familiar with already, very much the same reason kids often end up befriending the first person they talk to in elementary school. 

But yeah their friendship is very simple and pragmatic. Plus Meng Yao has the most patience when Wei Ying start rambling about how wonderful Lan Zhan is. 

[peasant-hijikata]

New distraction: tell everything you love about hijizu 😚

...... WOW. Where do I start ????

They. are. such. a. good. match ? I mean... no matter the route or adaptation, they always get close to each other. ALWAYS. (Sure Chizuru is Hijikata’s page but still, they grow close for plenty other reasons). Even if not always romantically, they always end up sharing a special bond and I think that’s beautiful.

I still stand by everything I said here but I’m going to add more yelling under the cut because you asked for it.

(Seriously. It’s super long and I’m not even sorry)

I already said it but... I actually started shipping them after watching Hakumyu Kazama-hen (because there were no subs for the Hijikata-hen yet) because they share so many scenes. Hijikata was incredibly supportive of her. There is this scene where Chizuru starts doubting her place in the Shinsengumi (I don’t remember when exactly). Hijikata notices she’s troubled and asks her what’s wrong. She tells her she doesn’t know where she belongs anymore so Hijikata asks her what she wants to be: a human or a demon ? Chizuru isn’t sure because despite being raised as a human, she still is a demon. To which Hijikata says that everyone consider them to be fake warriors but from his point of view, they are real warriors, more than many. And when Chizuru firmly agrees, Hijikata answers: “Then it’s the same for you. Who cares if you’re a fake human ? We’re all fakes here, in the end what matters is what you think of yourself. If you want to stay, stay. We want you here.” AND I THINK THAT’S BEAUTIFUL AND YOU KNOW, HIJIKATA IS USUALLY SO ROUGH AND SO BLUNT SO CHIZURU KNOWS HE ISN’T LYING AND MEANS THOSE WORDS AND I THINK IT’S EXACTLY WHAT SHE NEEDED TO HEAR AND SPECIFICALLY TO HEAR IT FROM HIM AND I’M CRYING. And then there’s the end of the hen which I love despite being so tragic because everyone in the Shinsengumi is supposed to be dead and Kazama kisses Chizuru and asks her to come with him but Chizuru is hesitant. Then Shiranui comes in and inform them that there’s a man with white hair causing trouble to the imperial army and Chizuru understands it’s Hijikata and rushes to him, not even hesitating for a second, therefore leaving Kazama alone on stage which to me just screams that he is no match compared to Hijikata. (Then Kazama kills Hijikata in front of Chizuru despite her begging not to so she refuses to go with him because uuuh yeah, that was kinda rude, and tells him that she will keep living among humans. You know... like Hijikata told her she could do earlier. This is KAZAMA hen and she chooses to follow Hijikata’s life advice rather than the life Kazama chose for her and I also think that’s beautiful.) (I also love that she chooses to remain forever alone than go with Kazama but that’s another story) This hen feels like Chizuru’s love story with the Shinsengumi except the Shinsengumi is symbolised by Hijikata.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT ? This is not something we only find in this one route!! In Hakuouki Kyoto Winds, the normal route feels like a second version of Hijikata’s route with yet another unrequited love ending (I haven’t played the second part yet). I mean. Read this. And tell me they are indifferent to each other.

[takes place after the Toba-Fushimi fiasco, when Hijikata asks her to leave the Shinsengumi]

HE PLACED HIS HANDS TENDERLY ON MY SHOULDERS (can you believe he’s more affectionate here than in his own route ?)

I. am. crying.

(Hijikata being super soft and kind to Chizuru is also something you can notice in Saito or Okita’s route for example) (it’s the two I remember most) (also probably in every other routes but my memory is blurry) (just like Chizuru is always worrying about Hijikata and notices that he constantly kills his own feelings for the sake of the group)

Other points worth mentioning:

- THE FATE OF THE SHINSENGUMI DEPENDS OF THAT TEA (and every other jokes around meals and tea)- Hijikata telling Chizuru on multiple occasions that she can come to him to vent (including in one of Heisuke’s bonus!!!) (in the mobile version of the original game) (it’s a cute little bonus in which Heisuke tries to do something to cheer Chizuru up but every time he thinks of something, another member of the Shinsengumi does it first and Hijikata is the one telling to Chizuru that he’ll listen to her whenever hhhhhhhhhhhh) (Saito helps her taking care of her kodachi, Kondo gives her sweets, Yamazaki asks her help for medicine, Okita takes her on a stroll and Sannan offers her a fancy hairpin, I love this bonus. Anyway. Not the point.)- They are both so stubborn and won’t let others take care of them. And yet. They always take care of each other. They both always notice when something is wrong with the other and refuse to turn a blind eye to it. They are always searching for ways to force the other to accept their help. I stan this kind of relationship.- “There is no beating Edo women” shifting to “There is no beating you” in Ezo and Chizuru being absolutely merciless to Hijikata. Good. Good good good. “If you don’t want to drink my blood then start taking care of yourself, dofus!” (okay she doesn’t say it like that but that’s the idea)- Hijikata sister complex- DUMB WRITER COUPLE OH MY GOD THEY’RE SO PERFECT (THANK YOU FILLI IT’S BEAUTIFUL). Also. All the poetry analogies. Fhkjzh. Sakura out of season. The spring moon. Yes please, fill my heart with beautiful images.- “I am yours so it’s my duty to wipe off your tears.” “Then you are mine and you have to share your thoughts with me.” YES THEY BELONG TO EACH OTHER NOW AND THEY CAN LIVE HAPPILY IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP BASED ON COMMUNICATION AND MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING- Chizuru instant crush on him and how she always mention how beautiful he is. Special mention to Iba who is described in his own route as “almost as gorgeous as Hijikata”. Get the guy Chizuru!- The way. Hijikata. looks. at. Chizuru. with the most. tender. and. loving. gaze. and its obvious. he worships. the ground. she. walks. on. and wants. to. protect. her. more. than. anyone.  Demon Vice-Commander, my ass, this guy is super cheesy and melts whenever Chizuru is around

- THEY HAVE A KID ???? WOW BLESS! FANDOM, GIVE ME MY HIJIZU BABY! (so many good fanarts on pixiv, I love) (I need Reimeiroku so much, if only for that one ending)- and all the angst potential that goes with it because Hijikata dies so soon ahah yes break my heart game, I asked for it

Seriously. They bring so much to each other. They are a perfect mix of opposite personalities and similar affinities. They work nice together because they’re both caring and decided but each in their own way. They are exactly the kind of strength and comfort the other needs to keep moving: Chizuru shows Hijikata other ways to live than through the Shinsengumi, Hijikata offers Chizuru a place she belongs to. Chizuru is a constant support to Hijikata, even when everything around him crumbles. Hijikata allows Chizuru to offer her help and make her feel needed instead of being a burden.They truly complement each other so well.

They are so pure despite all the angst and suffering I want to cry. I WANT THEM TO HAVE BABIES AND THEY HAVE! 

But also they are so dumb and frustrating (PROBABLY ?!) but it’s even more satisfying when they finally get together. 

[queengurako]

@lescahiersdesable, @hakuyamazakisensei and @peasant-hijikata thank you a lot to ask me all these questions. This week is a little bit hard to me concerning my studies but I promess I will reply to all of you during this week end (guess it will be after saturday bcz I’ve got my open house for Kendo ahahah). 

So a little message to tell you that I don’t forget you and you’re amazing <3333

[hidetheremote]

Hakuouki prompt, hijichi, driver license 😜

Ooh, Chizuru was in trouble. It was embarrassing enough tobe 25 and getting her driver’s license for the first time, and of course, her instructorhad to be fine as hell.

“Yukimura, Chizuru?” His voice was smooth like silk. Thebutterflies fluttered in her stomach, and she wobbled her way toward thedark-haired man, nearly tripping on her own feet. Not a good first impression. Shebraced herself for the fall, arms out and ready to hit the ground, but insteadfell into soft arms.

“Oh, shit!” she blurted, covering her mouth with both hands,realizing what she just said. “I’m so sorry!” She tilted her head up—big mistake.The man’s eyes sparkled like rare purple gems. Handsome was not good enough todescribe him. He was ethereal, out-of-this-world kind of beautiful, andnose-bleed inducing.

“It’s okay. I understand this test makes everyone nervous. Relax,it won’t take long.”

“How long is long?” Please say forever, Chizuru repeated inher head.

“If it’s less than five minutes, you failed.”

“Oh, I guess I should drive slow then,” Chizuru said, flashinga bright smile at him. She giggled nervously, laughing at her own joke. Shecaught a tiny curl on his lips, and her heart nearly jumped out of her chestwith glee. “Can I at least know my executioner’s name?” Chizuru’s confidencewent through the roof. She no longer felt nervous, catching another smile onthe instructor’s lips.

“Hijikata. But if you pass, I’ll let you call me Toshi.”

Holy shit. Was he flirting back with her? She quickly turnedher face away from him, hiding the blush that was likely forming on her faceright now.

“Are you ready, Miss Yukimura?”

Chizuru nodded fervently and gave him two thumbs up like a dork.

Five minutes later, the tires squealed as Chizuru parked thecar. She dropped her head on the steering wheel, honking the horn with herforehead. “I massively failed, didn’t I?”

“Yes, you did.” He didn’t mince words—it was harsh, butdammit, it was another good quality to add to his perfect list.

Chizuru opened her door and couldn’t wait to go home andcry.

“Wait,” Hijikata commanded. He took out his wallet andhanded Chizuru a business card.

“With my help, I’m sure you’ll pass with flying colors nexttime. Call me and let’s schedule a date.” His eyes went wide, and a tinge ofpink appeared on his cheeks. He cleared his throat like he had said somethingwrong. “I mean, schedule an appointment. For lessons.”

Words failed her at the moment, and Chizuru responded with two thumbs up.