...I know that I kind of generally have ‘turn thoughts to people into text’ as really high-:hard: and generally can’t do very much of it. I don’t like it when ‘turn thoughts to people into audially telling them’ is *also* apparently too-whatever not-happening.
(And I am v freaked out by idea of thoughts themselves to begin with having that, though I don’t think that’s actually happening, just a weird feeling in my head and the *feeling* of things not going very well in that kind of way.)
(Eta: there’s def something wrong at my brain though. Feel it, and also can tell if I try to like, think about stuff I should/might want to do. I don’t think it’s always like this (even if it usually like, reliably misses things without me noticing and can’t reach for a bunch of stuff!))












