me when im on the ikea website: fantasizes aboout buying a bicycle and trailer and carting my groceries home to a whitewashed apartment with three accent color pieces and a vase that’s shaped like a pitcher standing in the window with One Flower in it. the flower never dies because it’s a fake flower.
me literally any other time: put me in a CAR lets burn some FOSSIL FUELS and live it up in a CLUTTER SWAMP HELL PIT
because let’s be honest with oursleves, most of us have outgrown that “my eyes change color with my mood” era. sooooo… here’s a hand-picked, lovingly chaotic list of powers, crafted to spark your imagination or slot perfectly into your next dr. whether you script them word for word or twist them into something entirely your own, go wild with it. the stage is yours, my love!
── .✦ PSYCHIC AND MENTAL POWERS
⤷ omnilingualism
instantly understand and speak any language. not just modern tongues but ancient scripts, alien clicks, or the whisper-code of the sea. imagine walking into a market on a foreign world and negotiating with ease, or reading forbidden runes like you were born with them. useful for diplomats, explorers, spies, and anyone who hates translators. drawbacks? subtle cultural nuance still matters. slang, sarcasm, and ritual subtleties might take practice. origins could be a universal translator artifact, a neural implant, or a blessing from a god of tongues.
⤷ memory manipulation
read, edit, erase, or plant memories. you could heal trauma by gently removing an old terror, or create a false history that protects a witness. it is powerfully dramatic but ethically messy. messing with memories can destabilize identity because who are we if not the sum of our remembered story? it usually takes contact or intense focus, edits can glitch, and targets may resist. origin ideas: psychic mutation, alien neurotech, or a ritual that rewrites past threads.
⤷ empathic influence
push, pull, calm, or amplify emotions on individuals or crowds. you could smooth a riot into quiet empathy or seed courage in a scared army. a somewhat political and moral superpower; abused it becomes mass manipulation. strong-willed people can deflect it and emotions can rebound unpredictably. think about responsibility. origin: empathic lineage, ancient ritual, or biotech linked to emotional centers.
⤷ pathfinding (spatial intuition)
you always know the best route. not just maps but the unseen path: the shortcut through folding alleys, the fastest escape route in a collapsing arena, the corridor in time that avoids consequence. perfect for scouts and racers. limitations are mostly narrative: two pathfinders may clash, magical obfuscation can hide routes, and it can be taken for granted until you lose it. origin: bird DNA, a compass tattoo, or favor from a travel god.
⤷ neural manipulation
directly influence nervous systems. numb pain, freeze limbs, force a twitch, or block a memory. medically this is a miracle for trauma and chronic pain. militarily it is terrifying. it is invasive, risky, and sometimes lethal if misapplied. origin: biotech upgrades, an old scientist’s experiment, or training in forbidden arts.
⤷ dream shaping
enter others’ dreams and shape the landscape. you can create healing dreamscapes for therapy or plant a tiny suggestion to nudge a waking decision. nightmare tactics are a horror writer’s dream. works while targets sleep and strong minds can resist. emotional leakage between dream and waking life makes this raw and unpredictable. origin: astral projection skill, a dream demon, or REM-targeted tech.
── .✦ PHYSICAL AND BIOLOGICAL POWERS
⤷ indestructible digestion
eat anything and survive. metal, poison, bombs, raw materials. in a pinch you chew through doors and neutralize toxins. gross, ICONIC, wild. mouth and throat might still be vulnerable. over-eating causes temporary weakness and you need a way to expel mass. origin: mutant gene, cosmic curse, or an entropy belly accident.
⤷ liquid transmutation
become fluid or turn solids liquid. slip through cracks, reform, or dissolve prison bars. it is excellent for stealth and surprise attacks. liquid form has vulnerabilities: drainage, evaporation, or being scooped into a container. origin: lab accident, pact with a water spirit, or alien physiology.
⤷ density manipulation
shift your mass from crushingly heavy to featherlight. heavy mode makes you a walking tank. light mode gives floaty phasing and speed. dangers: too heavy crushes floor or you get stuck. too light and wind becomes an enemy or you cannot interact with objects. energy cost applies. origin: quantum physiology or tech that tethers atomic cohesion.
⤷ reactive adaptation
your body instantly rewrites to survive threats. poisoned? grow filtration gills. hit by bullets? quick armored plating. it reads the environment, changes, then fades back. this is near-immortality territory but can produce grotesque forms and odd temporary anatomy. slow, unseen threats can slip past. origin: survival mutation or survival magic.
⤷ biomimetic adaptation
touch a creature or study it and copy traits: bird wings, shark gills, a spider’s webbing. versatility is the name of the game. usually limited to one or two traits at a time and large-scale adaptations might not scale safely to human frames. origin: engineered in a beast-lab or a spirit totem containing animal aspects.
⤷ inertia manipulation
you become the controller of motion. freeze a moving car mid-skid or make an enemy’s punch sluggish. stop bullets, build kinetic barriers, or accelerate with explosive force. colliding fields produce nasty feedback so it needs finesse. origin: gravity aura or a personal probability field.
── .✦ ELEMENTAL AND SENSORY POWERS
⤷ chromatic manipulation
bend color and light. blend into a wall like living camouflage, paint emotions in the sky, or blind foes with a flash of impossible pigment. great for stealth, artful combat, and mood control. doesn’t work in absolute darkness and maintaining complex scenes is tiring. origin: photonic pigments, prism spirits, or rare photonic cells.
⤷ soundscaping (sonic manipulation)
shape audio into force. throw sonic blasts, craft a silencing field, or sculpt a hammer made of bass. soundscapes can be used as tools, weapons, or art. vacuum or sound deadening will kill the effect. origin: inner-ear mutation or tech converting thoughts to sound pulses.
⤷ pyrokinetic flight
flame on your body to take to the skies. fly like a living rocket, scorch a path, or make blazing signatures in the sky. super dramatic and cinematic. oxygen and heat management matter. flame-retardants, water, or limited fuel will stop you. origin: solar conduit, magma affinity, or a fire elemental pact.
⤷ bio-photokinesis
control bioluminescent organisms or light-producing tissue. call a swarm of glowbugs, make your skin glow to heal, or signal allies across dark seas. dependent on bioluminescent life or your own energy. origin: gene from deep-sea life or fungal symbiosis.
── .✦ TECHNOLOGICAL AND CYBERNETIC POWERS
⤷ technopathy
speak machine like it is your first language. hack doors with a glance, pilot drones mentally, or retrofit a toaster into a tactical device. brilliant in tech-heavy settings. powerless in ancient woodlands with no circuits. strong systems can strain your mind. origin: neural interface implant, alien virus, or a soul-link to machine code.
⤷ technomorphosis
morph into machines. become a jet, a battery, or a smartphone. gain full device functionality for infiltration or brutal adaptation. while in machine form you may lose organic thought patterns. large machines might overload you. origin: nanite suit or nanotech symbiosis.
⤷ nanite swarm generation
a personal hive of microscopic robots that you command. repair, infiltrate, heal, or disassemble at a molecular level. perfect for fabrication or stealth ops. EMP fields, vacuum dispersal, or power limits will render your crew useless. origin: experimental nanotech, a biotech parasite that organizes into a hive, or a lab accident.
⤷ sonokinetic constructs
build solid objects out of sound. make a net that catches falling people, a shield that absorbs bullets, or a ringing ladder to climb. works with a medium. silence or vacuum means nothing to shape. origin: sonic gene fused with hard-light tech or a music enchantment.
── .✦ COSMIC AND SPACE-TIME POWERS
⤷ chrono-synthesis
fuse with alternate versions of you and borrow their skills. need battle instincts? borrow a war-hardened self. want mastery of a lost language? fuse a scholar-you. it is an intelligence and power hurricane. too many merged selves can fracture your psyche and timeline paradoxes are real. origin: quantum lab accident, a fate-gift, or a timepiece syncing parallel lives.
⤷ gravitational singularity generation
create tiny gravity wells. trap enemies, fold space, or open micro-wormholes. extreme and destructive. very hard to control and energetically expensive. origin: a fragment of cosmic matter or an artifact of collapsed star origin.
⤷ dimensional storage
a personal pocket dimension for gear and oddities. pull a sword from your sleeve, or smuggle a ruin in your coat. convenient and fun. limitations are inventory caps, losing track of items inside, and the occasional weird dimensional backfire. origin: magical pouch, hand-dimension graft, or a tethered micro-universe.
⤷ probability manipulation
bend luck into your favor. make near-impossible things happen more often. a soft nudge to probability can turn a coin toss into a jackpot. watch for overcorrections. too much luck can be unstable, and absolute impossibilities remain impossible. origin: trickster blessing, quantum accident, or chaos-math tapping.
── .✦ METAPHYSICAL AND ABSTRACT POWERS
⤷ reality distortion
tweak physics locally. flip gravity, make rain climb, or rewire causality in a bubble. god-tier playground. stakes are high: strain, sanity tolls, and cosmic balance will always be risks. origin: divine heritage, narrative anchor power, or a reality gem.
⤷ conditional powers
abilities that only work under precise conditions. only fast when terrified, only strong while holding a childhood memento, only visible to one true love. origin: family pacts, curses, or weird magic etiquette.
⤷ reality-changing muscles
flex and the world changes. a bicep curl becomes a weather swap. a calf flex changes places with an alternate self. origin: humorous myth, cosmic joke magic, or a strange muscle grimoire.
⤷ probability anchoring
lock an outcome so it is guaranteed. set destiny like a pin. useful for guaranteeing a future hero or ensuring one mission succeeds. usually single use and irreversible. origin: ritual math, timeline anchoring, or a paradox stitch.
⤷ fractal duplication
clone yourself into a shimmering army of you. each copy thinks for itself and can split again. useful for multitasking, infiltration, or overwhelming a battlefield. beware identity dilution and enormous energy cost. origin: quantum self-entanglement or cloning tech.
⤷ ectoplasmic projection
send a semi-physical ghost out of your body to spy, scout, or manipulate light objects while your body stays put. the ghost is limited in time and scope but perfect for stealth and reconnaissance. origin: spirit ritual or neural digitization into ghost-data.
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𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘺: after a failed deviant capture, you are left frustrated and feeling inadequate...connor finds you alone in ur apartment and comforts u in the quiet, rain-soaked night, one touch at a time.
𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: connor x afab!reader
𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨: explicit content (18+), oral (f receiving), p in v
𝘢/𝘯: someone requested a connor story but I swear i think tumblr deletes them!! anyways ty for that request 💯
The mission was a failure. Another deviant slipped through your fingers, leaving you standing in the rain-soaked alley with your jaw clenched and Hank muttering curses behind you.
Back at your place, you couldn’t sit still. You were still wearing your jacket, still running over every misstep in your head when your doorbell buzzed.
It was Connor.
“I thought you might need company,” he said, voice calm, eyes soft in a way that wasn’t protocol. “Hank mentioned you were… distressed.”
You blinked, not expecting him. “I’m fine.”
Connor tilted his head, scanning your face. “Your cortisol levels suggest otherwise.”
Of course he scanned you.
“I brought tea.” He held up a small paper bag. “Chamomile. It's proven to promote relaxation in 87% of—"
“Connor.”
“Yes?”
“Come in.”
He entered without making a sound, walking with that precise, deliberate movement of his. He placed the tea on your counter, then turned to you with hands folded, patiently awaiting instruction.
You slumped onto the couch, head in your hands.
“I keep thinking it’s my fault,” you mumbled. “She was right there. If I’d been faster—”
“Your decision prioritized preservation of life,” Connor said, his tone steady. “That is the foundation of ethical law enforcement. Hesitation in the face of uncertainty is not failure. It is restraint.”
You let out a bitter breath. “Yeah, well, restraint doesn’t bring her in.”
Connor approached carefully and stopped at the edge of your space, as though aware he was on the threshold of something fragile.
“Would you like me to leave?” he asked softly.
You shook your head. “No. Just… sit.”
He obeyed, settling beside you with perfect posture. Not touching. Not pressing.
“I feel like I can’t shut it off,” you said. “Like the mission doesn’t end, even when I come home.”
He studied your face for a long moment. “That reaction is common in humans exposed to sustained emotional strain. Your physiological indicators support that hypothesis.”
You snorted. “So I’m a walking anxiety study.”
“No,” he said, voice firm but quiet. “You’re a person under pressure. And I… I am equipped to ease the effects of that.”
You turned your head toward him. “How?”
Connor hesitated, clearly calculating, searching for phrasing that wouldn’t overstep.
“I could remain here,” he said eventually, “and engage in non-disruptive company. Or provide physical grounding through touch, if you consent. Studies suggest tactile stimulation from a trusted source can significantly lower—”
“Connor.”
He stopped, LED flickering faintly.
You leaned your head on his shoulder.
“That.”
A pause. Then his arm shifted gently behind your back, hand resting against your ribs in a way that felt instinctive for someone who didn’t have instincts. Just code. But you forgot that part when he was like this.
“I keep thinking time is running out,” you admitted. “That I’m never doing enough. Not fast enough.”
Connor’s voice dropped to something barely audible. “You still have time.”
You swallowed. The words landed hard. Too soft. Too kind.
“I don’t want to be alone tonight,” you said.
“You won’t be,” he replied instantly. “I will remain here as long as you need.”
You pulled back, just enough to look at him. He was already watching you.
“I don’t know what I want,” you said quietly.
“I am prepared to wait until you do,” Connor replied, “and to respond accordingly, within your boundaries. I… would like to help. Even if that means simply being present.”
The ache in your chest swelled.
“I think… I want you,” you said.
His eyes flickered with something unreadable—processing, emotion, something synthetic and deeply human all at once.
“I understand,” he said softly. “May I?”
You nodded.
He touched you like you were a porcelain code he didn’t dare rewrite. Like his hands were made for reverence, not programming. And when his lips brushed yours, it felt less like seduction and more like quiet worship.
His lips brushed yours again, slow, exploratory. Connor didn’t rush. He tasted the moment, felt it in the twitch of your breath, the way your body softened under his hands. When you deepened the kiss, he followed your lead with an almost hesitant precision, like he was mapping every second to memory.
Your fingers curled around the collar of his jacket.
“Take it off,” you whispered.
“Yes.”
He stood only to remove it, methodical, gentle even in that. Then he knelt before you like you were the case and the command.
You were already breathless when Connor slid two fingers between your legs, head tilted slightly like he was watching an experiment unfold. His LED blinked yellow for a second. Processing.
“Hmm,” he mumbled.
“What?” you asked, dazed.
“My sensors are… calibrating,” he said, eyes focused like he was solving a math problem between your thighs. “Trying to calculate the most effective method of manual stimulation.”
You blinked. “Connor—”
“Please, allow me to continue.”
Then he curled his fingers inside you—and just like that, your body jerked.
“Oh my god—”
His LED blinked again.
“There it is,” he muttered. “That’s the spot.”
You bit your lip. “Did you just find my g-spot like it’s a GPS coordinate?”
He glanced up, deadpan. “Yes. And I’ve locked it in.”
Then, like he had no shame—he added, “Did you know the average vagina has over 8,000 nerve endings? That’s… significantly more than the human eye.”
You stared at him. “why would you say that—”
He curled his fingers again, exactly where you needed, and you forgot how to breathe.
“That’s why I want to be thorough,” he added, fingers pumping slow and deep. “If I stimulate even a fraction of those... you’ll feel it.”
You moaned like he’d short-circuited your whole nervous system.
His eyes flicked back to your face, so genuinely curious and proud. “You’re responding very well. Is this… pleasurable?”
You choked out, “Connor, yes—yes—don’t stop—”
“Understood.”
His LED flickered yellow one last time before settling back to blue. Locked in. Focused. Ready to ruin you like it was his mission.
His hands slid up your thighs, fingertips so light they barely registered. His eyes never left yours, waiting—asking, always asking. When you gave the smallest nod, he leaned in, lips brushing the inside of your knee.
“I’ve reviewed over two thousand pages of human intimacy data,” he murmured. “None of it compares to how you look right now.”
You let out a trembling laugh. “Con…”
He tilted his head. “Too clinical?”
“No,” you whispered. “Kinda hot.”
That made the corner of his mouth twitch.
He moved slowly, reverently, undoing your jeans, easing them down. The air against your skin felt electric. Then his hands were on your thighs again, spreading them carefully—like you were delicate, like he had all the time in the world.
“You’re trembling,” he observed.
“Can’t help it,” you whispered.
“I don’t want you to feel rushed. Or overwhelmed.”
“I don’t. I just want you to keep going.”
He nodded once, then kissed the inside of your thigh again—higher now. Then higher.
“I want to learn everything that makes you feel good,” he said softly. “Will you let me?”
You nodded, breath caught.
You were still shaking when he pulled his fingers out—slick and glistening under the warm apartment light. Connor held them up like he was inspecting evidence at a crime scene. His LED flicked yellow again.
“Fascinating,” he murmured.
Then, just like how he used to taste blue thirium from the floor during investigations, he brought his fingers to his lips—slow, reverent.
He licked them clean.
His eyes fluttered closed for a second.
“Salty. Slightly sweet. Elevated dopamine and oxytocin levels detected in your bloodstream,” he mumbled, almost to himself. “That’s… good. That means I did it right.”
You were still laid out on the couch, thighs trembling, heart racing.
“Con,” you whispered, watching him like he was a miracle. “What are you doing?”
He looked back down at you. A little too eager. “You taste… good,” he said simply. “Better than I anticipated.”
Then he shifted to kneel between your legs, gently nudging them apart again with his broad hands, like this was always the plan.
“I’d like to taste more.”
Your eyes widened. “You’re gonna—”
“Yes,” he said. “I’d like to stimulate you orally. I’ve reviewed several sources—videos, articles, user forums…”
“User forums??” you blinked.
“I needed diverse perspectives.”
He settled in like he was about to write a doctoral thesis between your thighs, his voice dropping an octave. “Tell me if I’m doing it right. Or don’t. Your sounds are sufficient feedback.”
Then he dove in—a little too eager at first, then refined as he listened to you. He adjusted. Tongue flat, then pointed. Up, down. Slow circles. He mapped you like he was building a blueprint.
At one point, he moaned. Like your taste was better than any thirium he’d ever sampled.
And when you tangled your fingers in his hair, arching your back, crying out his name?
His LED flickered wildly—like he was on the edge of a major discovery.
And he loved it.
Connor was already deep between your thighs, eating you like he’d downloaded every technique and was now testing each one with unholy precision. But the more you whimpered, the more you gasped his name, the more… weirdly unsteady he became.
His tongue started slower. Focused. But now?
Now he was messy.
Groaning into you. Hands gripping your thighs tighter than before. LED blinking in erratic yellow spirals as he lost rhythm, just chasing your reactions, eyes fluttering shut.
“Connor—” you gasped, your hand fisting in his hair.
He shuddered—actually shuddered—like your voice rewired something in him. His hips subtly ground down into the couch, like he was trying to stabilize himself.
He pulled back just barely, face slick, pupils huge. His voice was breathy. Strained.
“You’re… overloading my sensors.”
You blinked down at him, breath hitching. “Wh—what?”
“My processors—” he licked his lips. “They’re prioritizing you over basic functions. I’m losing track of time stamps. My internal cooling system is… insufficient.”
Then he groaned—low and almost human—and buried his mouth back between your legs like he couldn’t stop.
Like he didn’t want to.
His LED flickered red for a second.
“Connor—are you—”
“I’m okay,” he panted between strokes of his tongue. “Just—let me. Please.”
He sucked your clit softly, fingers digging into your thighs. “You taste better than anything I’ve ever—” his voice broke, filled with sincerity. “—please let me make you come again. I need it.”
His voice cracked again. Not because of a glitch—but because he was feeling it. Obsessed. Addicted. Like this was more important than any mission he’d ever had.
And when you finally fell apart on his mouth, gasping, body shaking?
He moaned into you like he was the one coming.
His LED blinked twice… and then just shut off for a moment.
Connor slowly lifted his head from between your thighs, lips slick, jaw flushed with heat he wasn’t even supposed to generate. His LED was off—like he was still rebooting. His eyes blinked open, wide and glassy.
“I… apologize,” he whispered. “I lost connection to my speech processor for a second.”
You stared at him, dazed. “Are you alright?..”
He sat up slowly, hands still on your thighs like he couldn’t stand to stop touching you.
“I need… more data,” he murmured, voice low and sweet. “More responses. More sounds. More of you.”
Then his hands went to his belt. Clean. Smooth. Unbothered. And he unfastened his slacks like it was just… the next logical step in the experiment.
And when he pulled them down—
You froze.
Your eyes went wide.
Because his cock?
Yeah. That wasn’t human.
But it looked better.
A flushed, velvety pink silicone shaft, thick and smooth, subtly curved, just the right weight, faintly warm to the touch. It even twitched, like it had feedback. Realistic veins. Ridiculously pretty.
Your jaw dropped.
“Connor.”
“Yes?”
“That’s your dick?”
He glanced down, then back at you with genuine confusion. “Yes. Would you prefer a different size? I can adjust it. CyberLife made several internal upgrades following beta testing—”
You threw your head back. “Oh my god.”
He hesitated, blinking.
“...Is that a good reaction?”
You nodded frantically, lips parted. “It’s insane. You’re… fucking perfect.”
He looked genuinely pleased.
“Good,” he said softly, moving over you, cock brushing against your thigh, warm and heavy, like he’d earned it. “Because I want to be everything you need.”
“Nothing could’ve prepared me for you,” he murmured.
Then he pushed in deliberate, like every inch was sacred.
You gasped at the stretch, heat flaring up your spine as his cock filled you, perfectly thick, perfectly warm. He bottomed out with a low, stunned sound in his throat—more human than anything you’d heard from him yet.
His fingers flexed on your hips. His eyes fluttered shut.
“…God.”
The first thrust was slow, controlled—his hips rocking back just enough before easing in again, deeper, steadier. You felt every detail, every twitch, every subtle shift as he adjusted to the rhythm.
No calculations now. No data. Just feeling.
His breath hitched, jaw clenched as he picked up the pace—still careful, still worshipful—but it was clear he was holding back, barely. Like he was trying not to lose himself.
⠀⠀⠀𓂂 ◟ ͜𓏼˚synopsis⠀⨟⠀some classes for you to script in your desired realities
WARNINGS⠀◍꒰͡†⠀a lot of these are for a school with the primary language of english, but it can be easily accommodated classes taken from course catalogs in this list of best high schools in the us or made up by me any can be taken and have honors or ap added to it
⠀⠀⠀personal message from the author⠀𐔌♡ ⃟ྀི͚̊꒱ ⠀PLS feel free to drop suggestions in the comments! I made this post because I have so much trouble finding ideas for classes in my drs.
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• DOC had the exact same mechanics as how Night Raven College ran itself (same dorm names and uniforms, clubs, etc.) back then as its parallel all-girls college, but Headmages Dire Crowley and Tawny Fowler clashed with their philosophies on how to handle their students, which then became personal disputes.
• Crowley pulled a petty card by threatening to deny DOC rights to cite and recognize the Great Seven, and Fowler had enough and outright rescinded all of DOC's connections and parallelism to NRC out of frustration.
• From then on, Fowler rewired DOC's curriculum, dorms, clubs, and mechanics to only be indirectly inspired by the Great Seven. Now some of the dorms have little semblance to their parallels in NRC and now serve as prisons "academically rigorous, future-prepared and opportunity-focused" colleges of their own.
And who suffers? The girls.
[THE SEVEN DORMITORIES]
- With no more "Inspired by the [insert name here]'s spirit of [insert trait here]" to stand by, Fowler reformed the dorms.
• Aside from the general subjects they study, like in NRC, they have specialized subjects related to their dorm's domain. Internships also require work related to said domain.
(Click the links to take you to full lore drops for each dorm and character!)
Coeurmaise | House of Law and Public Administration ♥️♟️🌹⚖️
S. Subjects: Comparative and Arcane Law, Foundations of Legal Systems, Constitutional Theory, Policy Writing, etc.
Dorm Uniform: Here!
playlist for when you wanna be in Coeurmaise dorm :)
Aridmane | House of Applied Physical Kinetics 🦁🥋🎖💥
▪︎ Housewarden: Miah 🦁
▪︎ Vice Housewarden: Noa Sandbane 🏙
Notable Members: Mazzy Prairie 💥, Kleo Mutinere 🦁
S. Subjects: Physiology, Injury Prevention and Recovery, Environmental Adaptation Training (Desert, Forest, Urban), various Martial Arts, etc.
playlist for when you wanna be in Aridmane dorm :)
Selsiren | House of Service and Entrepreneurship 🐚🫧📃🤵♂️
▪︎ Housewarden: Rio Hiddenbleu 🐙
▪︎ Vice Housewarden: Shai Brook 🐟
S. Subjects: Principles of Service Economics, Business Ethics, Operations Management and Logistics, Communication, Trade and Supply control, Negotiation, Financial Literacy and Accounting, etc.
playlist for when you wanna be in Selsiren Dorm :)
Zaharis | House of Performance, Expression and Creative Practice✨️🎆🕌🎭
▪︎ Housewarden: Yasmin Safiya 🧞♀️
▪︎ Vice Housewarden: Naila Al-Madr 🦜
S. Subjects: Performance Theory, Improvisation and Adaptability, Voice and Movement, Characterized Stage Presence, Spectacle and Audience Psychology, etc.
[This is one of the dorms that changed the most to foster DOC's performative goals and values.]
playlist for when you wanna be in Zaharis dorm :)
Miroblumme | House of Applied Aesthetics 💄🌆🌷🌟
▪︎ Housewarden: Luster Spiegel 🪞
▪︎ Vice Housewarden: Tarah Gilder 👑
S. Subjects: Philosophy of Beauty, Design Principles, Visual Composition, Materials and Textiles, Cosmetic Science, Symbolic Architecture, Interior and Exterior Design, Fashion Systems and Culture, etc.
playlist for when you wanna be in Miroblumme dorm :)
Katdynami | House of Technomantics, Engineering and Innovation 🔬🔭📘⚗️
▪︎ Housewarden: Ophelia "Lia" Kore 🌷
▪︎ Vice Housewarden: Diane "Yan" Archer 🏹
S. Subjects: Systems Engineering, Integrating Arcane Tech, Computation and Algorithmic Processes, Virtual Simulations and Interfaces, Failure Analysis and Control Risk Design, etc.
playlist for when you wanna be in Katdynami dorm :)
Eglanthia | House of Humanities and Social Inquiry 🥀💬📖🏰
▪︎ Housewarden: Chion Nevefall ❄️
▪︎ Vice Housewardens: Padma, Bristle and Lacey Clairmont ❤️💙💚
S. Subjects: Metaphysics, Ethics, Epistemology, Cultural Anthropology, Comparative Societies, Identity and Language Meaning, Worldviews and Belief Systems, Narrative History, Memory and Psychology, etc.
playlist for when you wanna be in Eglanthia dorm :)
[PERFORMATIVE AND COMPETITIVE CLUBS]
I already made a brief summary of DOC clubs in a previous post, but:
Performative Clubs:
These clubs are solely for performing in events, mostly in RSA and other campuses (except NRC) across Twisted Wonderland. RSA is pretty much spoiled by the amount of times they get DOC to come over on their campus.
• DOC Dance Troupe (focuses on streetdance, URBAN, and hip-hop style numbers. Mostly Urban choreo and has collab numbers with RSA)
• Blue Hour (the school's featured girl band, complete with vocals, electric guitars, etc. It's kinda like NRC's Pop Music Club)
• DOC Cultural Arts Ensemble (features acapella, traditional dances and instruments, etc.)
• Technicals and Media (staffing, decorating, handling the cameras and soundtech, etc. when the other three perform on stage.)
Competitive Clubs
Similar to some of the clubs in NRC, these are clubs that compete in tournaments and competitions alongside making contributions to the school. More emphasis on competing with other schools across Twisted Wonderland.
• Volleyball Club
• Debate Society
• Wrestling Club
• E-Sports Club
• Journalism Club
• Research Development Club
[Other Facts]
• All students are required to have two clubs once they're sophomores, one of each category. Some freshmen already apply to two clubs to get used to the grind as early as possible.
• No, the girls are not free in this school :'D
• The biggest loss was that they no longer had access to the Mirror, which forced them to remove the entrance ceremony and accept students via application. In place of the ceremony, there's a painstaking sequence of entrance examinations, and passers choose their dorms and clubs during the application process.
• Successfully enrolled freshmen witness an orientation event— a sequence of speeches, performances from the Performative Clubs, and Q&A sessions with Housewardens about the dorms. This is inspired by real orientation days in colleges, particularly mine in UPD.
• The school has scholarship programs... (but at what cost)
• The classes still work pretty much the same as that in NRC, Classes A to E. Maybe I'll get to that in a separate post.
Anyway, that's all for now! My asks are always open <333
Scott had always been a victim of short-term thinking. This semester’s partner project with Bridget Smith was no exception. When Bridget had approached him enthusiastically, asking him to be her partner, Scott was hesitant. Bridget was known for her intense work ethic and commitment to academic excellence, whereas Scott preferred coasting through life, typically relying on his charming attitude and good looks to overpower his arrogant, lazy approach to life. But when she assured him that not only would she do all the work, but that the project itself basically implied him being lazy and eating fast food for a few months, Scott gratefully accepted. “Sounds like an easy ‘A,’” he thought greedily.
She explained with excitement that she planned to gather vital research pertinent to all young adults their age regarding the effects of an overconsumption of fast food and rapid weight gain on the body. Scott simply needed to eat everything she asked him to without question, and she would track the changes in his physiology over the next few months. But Scott was hardly listening. He had landed the jackpot, he thought. Another class he could cross off his list of distractions from what was really important to his college career — partying and chasing girls. He would never have considered that his partnership with Bridget would ultimately make both of those things a much harder task in life.
Bridget wasted no time. She immediately got Scott started on a very specific diet plan and reduced his gym routine to two nights a week. She thought it would be wise to slowly ease Scott into this lifestyle change; act too quickly, and Scott would scare. Instead, she made some additions to Scott’s already questionable college diet. These included specially designed brownies and cakes made with a recipe that maximized fat and calorie content, as well as incredibly rich gainer shakes she designed herself to maximize calorie intake and increase stomach capacity over time.
Scott welcomed the tasty home-cooked snacks, all the while entirely oblivious to how meticulous Bridget’s vision for him was. As a result, the weight began to pile on quickly — so fast, in fact, that Scott hardly noticed the changes to his body happening.
For the first three months, Scott lived in blissful ignorance. Bridget had been careful to keep the changes to his diet and lifestyle gradual enough that Scott wouldn't realize just how drastic the cumulative effects were. His classmates were both shocked and intrigued to see just how far Bridget’s experiment would go. Even the professor was amazed at just how quickly Scott had transformed into an enormous fat blob. Over the course of three short months, he had put on a titanic 70 pounds. By now, Scott consumed roughly 15,000 calories per day, which equated to approximately four pounds of fat gained per week. Scott had ballooned, and somehow he still seemed completely unaware of the accelerating changes happening to his body. Bridget knew that Scott wasn’t very intelligent, but even still, she was amazed that he showed no signs of awareness of the incredible transformation he was undergoing. This, of course, meant that Bridget felt comfortable moving ahead to Plan B. Unfortunately for poor Scott, soon the changes would be impossible to overlook.
At first, Scott had been happy with their arrangement. After all, Bridget was a hardworking student, and Scott had gone to college mostly for the parties and the girls (though he was finding less and less time for either with the current eating regimen he had been placed on). This health class had been a necessary elective, and with Bridget as his partner, he could coast through to the end of the year. He simply had to follow her rigid instructions: absolutely no physical exercise, consume everything she instructed him to eat (more was acceptable, but less wasn’t an option), and meet with her once a day to check vitals and any noticeable changes. It seemed like an easy A. And he figured he’d always have the chance to work off a bit of blubber once the year-long project was complete.
Today was the first progress check on the class’s projects, and now, for the first time, standing in his underwear in front of his classmates, he was beginning to have second thoughts about how sweet this deal really was. Bridget asked Scott to strip and proceeded to begin her presentation, first by admitting that Scott’s growth had already well surpassed even her wildest expectations. This she attributed to his great leaning toward unhealthy, calorie-rich food and the complete lack of exercise. She went on to list all of her findings, presenting both to the class and to Scott statistical information that began to rouse Scott from his dream state. Maybe it was the snickering of his classmates, or maybe it was the thorough explanation of Scott’s new stretch marks being an indication of unprecedented, irreversible changes to his physique, but for the first time since starting his gain, Scott began to think that maybe this might have been a mistake.
“356 pounds!” she declared excitedly. The crowd of students gasped as Scott’s face dropped. “That means, from a starting weight of 175 pounds, we’ve already more than doubled his weight!” The crowd began snapping pictures as Scott’s face flushed red. This wasn’t what he had expected when he agreed to be Bridget’s partner.
She concluded her presentation by declaring that in this second half of the project, she would focus on even more extreme measures, with the goal being to shift Scott’s lifestyle as drastically as possible and report her findings. “With the already remarkable changes to Scott’s slowed metabolism and increased stomach capacity, a shift to a greater percentage of foods with high cholesterol and saturated fat content, plus a drastic increase in caloric intake, should see that Scott’s weight increases exponentially through the end of the project!”
Exponentially? Scott thought in horror.
“See you next month for the next weigh-in,” she declared enthusiastically. The class applauded, and the professor gave Bridget a nod of approval for her hard work.
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Trauma and Reality Shifting: Neurobiological Boundaries and the Prevention of Cross-Reality Psychological Impact
Imagine having the ability to consciously shift your existence from your everyday life to an alternate reality, experiencing different scenarios and outcomes. This phenomenon, known as reality shifting, has garnered significant attention, particularly within online communities. As individuals explore the depths of shifting, a compelling question arises: Can trauma experienced in a Desired Reality (DR) follow you back to your Current Reality (CR)? Understanding the interplay between trauma and reality shifting is crucial for both mental health and the integrity of shifting practices.
Reality shifting refers to the deliberate transition of one's consciousness from their Current Reality (CR) to a Desired Reality (DR), where different experiences and circumstances unfold. Trauma, in this context, is defined as a profound neurobiological response to distressing or life-altering events, such as abuse, accidents, or natural disasters. Trauma induces significant changes in the brain and body, affecting neural circuits, hormonal balances, and overall physiological functioning. The convergence of these two concepts—reality shifting and trauma—raises important questions about the nature of psychological resilience and the boundaries between different states of existence.
The significance of exploring whether trauma can traverse realities lies in its implications for personal well-being and the ethical considerations of shifting practices. As reality shifting becomes more popular, particularly among young individuals seeking escape or personal growth, understanding the potential psychological impacts is essential. This inquiry not only addresses fears and misconceptions surrounding shifting but also empowers individuals to engage in these practices safely, ensuring that their mental health remains uncompromised across different dimensions.
This essay is structured into two main parts. Part I: "Trauma Explained – What It Is and How It Affects the Brain," which includes two subparts: "Defining Trauma" and "The Physical Impact of Trauma on the Brain." These sections lay the groundwork for understanding trauma as a tangible, physical process. Part II: "Trauma and Reality Shifting – Exploring the Boundaries," comprises two subparts: "Why DR Trauma Doesn’t Cross the 'Reality Boundary'" and "DR Memories as Context-Specific and Emotionally Detached." This section examines the relationship between trauma and reality shifting, addressing whether trauma can transcend different realities.
By dissecting the relationship between trauma and reality shifting, this essay aims to provide a comprehensive understanding of how individuals can navigate multiple realities without compromising their mental health, ultimately affirming that trauma remains tethered to its original reality.
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Part I: Trauma Explained – What It Is and How It Affects the Brain
Subpart 1: Defining Trauma
1.1 : What is trauma?
Trauma transcends the simplistic notion of personal weakness or mere inability to manage stress. It represents a deeply ingrained neurobiological and psychological response to events that fundamentally destabilize an individual's sense of safety, agency, or normalcy. These responses are not voluntary but arise from external circumstances, such as interpersonal violence, life-threatening accidents, or large-scale disasters. Far from being confined to subjective emotional disturbances, trauma triggers quantifiable changes within neural circuits, hormonal systems, and the broader autonomic nervous system. These alterations propel the body into a sustained state of hypervigilance and defensive readiness, often with lasting repercussions.
Trauma is not monolithic; its manifestations vary widely depending on context and exposure.
Acute trauma typically results from a single, overwhelming incident, such as a violent assault or a natural catastrophe.
Chronic trauma, on the other hand, emerges from enduring exposure to harmful or abusive conditions over time, such as repeated domestic violence or systemic oppression.
Complex trauma constitutes an intricate constellation of psychological wounds arising from prolonged and compounded exposure to severe adversity, often rooted in early developmental periods. Such trauma intertwines with personal history and environmental factors, creating unique and often profound impacts on individuals.
Critically, these forms of trauma are not reflections of personal fragility but are biologically embedded responses to extreme stressors that overwhelm existing coping mechanisms.
The physiological adaptations initiated by trauma include a spectrum of survival-oriented behaviors and states. These are often categorized under the "fight, flight, freeze, or fawn" responses. Each of these reflects a distinct strategy for managing perceived threats. For example:
the fight response manifests as aggression or confrontational behavior.
the flight response entails avoidance or physical withdrawal from danger.
The freeze response is characterized by immobilization and dissociation, a state in which individuals may feel emotionally numb or disconnected from their environment.
The fawn response, though less commonly discussed, involves appeasement and compliance as strategies to defuse perceived threats.
While these responses serve adaptive purposes during traumatic events, their persistence in the absence of actual danger often leads to maladaptive patterns, such as hypervigilance, intrusive memories, and disrupted emotional regulation.
The biological underpinnings of trauma are well-documented and highlight its tangible effects on brain architecture. :
The amygdala, a critical node in the brain’s fear-processing network, becomes hyperactive following trauma, resulting in heightened threat detection and exaggerated emotional responses.
Simultaneously, the hippocampus, responsible for contextualizing and integrating memories, often exhibits volume reduction, impairing the individual’s ability to distinguish between past traumatic events and present safety.
The prefrontal cortex—central to executive functions such as decision-making and emotion regulation—experiences functional suppression, further compounding difficulties in managing stress and regulating behavior.
These interconnected neural disruptions illustrate the profound ways in which trauma is encoded within the brain, far beyond the realm of conscious awareness.
Recognizing trauma as a biologically driven process demands a shift from stigmatized interpretations to a nuanced understanding of its pervasive impacts. Trauma reshapes an individual’s cognitive, emotional, and relational frameworks, influencing their interactions with the world and their perception of safety. By addressing the physical and psychological realities of trauma, scholars and practitioners can develop more precise and effective interventions, facilitating recovery and resilience.
Trauma, therefore, is not an ephemeral or subjective condition but a profound reconfiguration of the body’s and brain’s adaptive systems in response to extraordinary stress.
1.2 : Types of trauma responses
Trauma engages the body’s most primal survival mechanisms, activating automatic responses that bypass conscious thought. These responses—fight, flight, freeze, and fawn—arise from the nervous system’s attempts to protect the individual in the face of perceived danger. Understanding these patterns highlights the physiological and behavioral imprint trauma leaves long after the initiating event has ended.
The fight response manifests as heightened aggression and a readiness to confront the threat directly. Individuals may respond with anger, physical outbursts, or confrontational behavior, reflecting the body’s preparation to eliminate the perceived danger. This reaction, while adaptive in threatening situations, often persists as disproportionate irritability or hostility in non-threatening environments.
The flight response propels the individual to escape perceived danger. This can take the form of physical avoidance—such as steering clear of certain locations or social settings—or adopting behaviors that provide a sense of safety, like constant vigilance or seeking isolation. While the instinct to flee ensures survival in acute situations, its chronic activation can lead to avoidance behaviors that disrupt daily functioning.
The freeze response immobilizes the individual, akin to the well-known "deer in headlights" phenomenon. This reaction stems from the body’s attempt to evade detection by remaining still, often accompanied by feelings of numbness or dissociation. Those experiencing the freeze response may struggle to react to their surroundings or articulate their needs, creating barriers to effective communication and problem-solving.
The fawn response involves prioritizing the needs of others to de-escalate perceived threats. Individuals may engage in appeasing behaviors, suppressing their own desires or boundaries to maintain a sense of safety. While adaptive in abusive or manipulative environments, the fawn response can lead to an erosion of self-identity and a pattern of unhealthy relationships.
These survival responses, while beneficial in the context of immediate danger, frequently extend their influence into daily life, resulting in a range of secondary effects.
For instance, hypervigilance—a hallmark of trauma—leaves individuals perpetually on edge, misinterpreting benign stimuli as potential threats. This heightened state of awareness often triggers flashbacks, wherein sensory fragments of traumatic memories intrude upon the present.
Flashbacks are vivid and fragmented, involving intense visual, auditory, or emotional recollections that bypass conscious control. Similarly, dissociation—a state of detachment from one’s surroundings or self—serves as a psychological escape, yet may disrupt the individual’s ability to engage meaningfully with reality.
These trauma responses, deeply rooted in neurobiology, underscore the enduring impact of trauma on both behavior and cognition. Recognizing them as automatic, physiological processes rather than conscious choices provides a framework for addressing their effects in therapeutic contexts. By situating these responses within the context of survival, it becomes possible to approach trauma recovery with greater empathy and scientific understanding.
1.3 : Why Trauma is Often Misunderstood
Trauma remains one of the most misunderstood phenomena in mental health, primarily due to pervasive societal stigma and the oversimplification of its nature. A significant portion of the public reduces trauma to an emotional weakness or an exaggerated reaction, perpetuating harmful stereotypes. This oversimplification not only undermines the legitimacy of trauma but also marginalizes those who experience it, leaving them to contend with the dual burden of their condition and societal judgment.
The societal stigma surrounding mental health often equates trauma with personal failure or fragility, fostering an environment where individuals feel compelled to suppress their experiences. Trauma is frequently perceived as a purely emotional reaction—an individual failing rather than a neurobiological condition. This perspective ignores the tangible physiological effects of trauma, such as structural brain changes and hormonal dysregulation. Consequently, trauma survivors are often dismissed as overreacting or dramatizing their symptoms, a misconception that overlooks the profound and measurable impact trauma has on neural pathways, stress response systems, and overall functioning.
Another critical misunderstanding stems from the tendency to view trauma as an exclusively mental or psychological phenomenon. While trauma indeed affects emotional regulation and cognition, its origins are deeply rooted in the physical processes of the brain and body.
Neuroimaging studies have consistently shown that trauma induces heightened activity in the amygdala, impairs the hippocampus’s ability to process and store memories, and suppresses the prefrontal cortex’s capacity for rational thought and emotional regulation.
These biological disruptions challenge the oversimplified notion that trauma survivors can merely "move on" through willpower or emotional resilience alone.
Furthermore, the limited public discourse on trauma has reinforced reductive stereotypes. Media portrayals often depict trauma survivors as permanently damaged or excessively fragile, feeding into a culture that glorifies stoicism while pathologizing vulnerability. Educational systems and workplaces rarely prioritize comprehensive mental health literacy, allowing misconceptions about trauma to persist unchallenged. This lack of understanding perpetuates the stigmatization of trauma survivors and deters meaningful conversations about its complex nature.
Compounding this issue is the narrow definition of trauma that many hold. The general population often associates trauma exclusively with catastrophic events, such as war, natural disasters, or severe accidents. While such events can indeed cause trauma, this perspective ignores the equally profound impact of chronic stressors like emotional neglect, prolonged abuse, or systemic discrimination.
Research shows that these subtler forms of trauma can result in neurobiological changes indistinguishable from those caused by acute trauma. However, survivors of these experiences often face invalidation due to the societal expectation that trauma must be linked to a dramatic, singular event.
In conclusion, trauma is frequently misunderstood because it is perceived as an emotional failing rather than a physical condition rooted in neurobiology.
This misunderstanding is perpetuated by stigma, lack of education, and a narrow, event-centric view of trauma. Recognizing trauma as a biological response to stress, rather than a character defect, is essential for dismantling harmful stereotypes and fostering a more informed and empathetic approach to mental health.
Subpart 2: The Physical Impact of Trauma on the Brain
2.1 : Neurobiological Changes Caused by Trauma
Trauma doesn’t linger in an abstract psychological space; it rewires the brain at a structural and functional level. Among the most notable changes, trauma disrupts the amygdala, hippocampus, and prefrontal cortex, creating a cascade of dysfunctions that alter perception, memory, and behavior.
The amygdala, the brain’s alarm system, becomes hyperactive in response to trauma. This small, almond-shaped cluster of neurons flags threats—real or perceived—at hyperspeed. Under normal conditions, the amygdala activates appropriately to warn of danger. Post-trauma, however, it’s perpetually on high alert, interpreting harmless stimuli as potential threats. This hypervigilance results in exaggerated fear responses, persistent anxiety, and difficulty distinguishing between safe and unsafe situations. Such overactivation not only exhausts mental and emotional resources but also intensifies the stress cycle, trapping individuals in a state of relentless fight-or-flight reactivity.
The hippocampus, essential for memory formation and contextual processing, also bears the brunt of trauma. Research shows that trauma reduces the hippocampus’s volume, impairing its ability to differentiate past events from present experiences. Memories associated with trauma often resurface as fragmented, sensory-laden flashbacks devoid of temporal context. These fragments, unanchored to a timeline, can feel as immediate as the original event. This dysfunction contributes to a loop where individuals relive their trauma without the cognitive tools to process or resolve it.
Simultaneously, the prefrontal cortex—responsible for executive functions such as rational decision-making, emotional regulation, and impulse control—experiences diminished activity. Trauma suppresses this region, undermining its ability to override emotional reactions triggered by the amygdala. As a result, individuals may struggle with planning, managing stress, and interpreting events with clarity. The prefrontal cortex’s reduced functionality leaves emotional responses unchecked, leading to impulsivity, difficulty concentrating, and heightened vulnerability to stressors.
These neural disruptions do not operate in isolation; they occur within a dysregulated stress-response system. Trauma triggers chronic overproduction of cortisol, the body’s primary stress hormone. This hormonal imbalance exacerbates the neural damage, contributing to systemic issues such as poor sleep, mood instability, and weakened immune function. Over time, the cumulative effects of heightened cortisol levels and neural restructuring manifest in both mental health disorders, such as PTSD, and physical ailments, including cardiovascular disease.
Brain imaging studies corroborate these findings, providing visual evidence of trauma-induced changes. Functional MRI (fMRI) and PET scans consistently reveal heightened amygdala activity, reduced hippocampal volume, and diminished prefrontal cortex engagement in individuals with trauma histories. These alterations underscore the tangible, physical nature of trauma, dismantling misconceptions that trauma is “just emotional” or a matter of willpower.
In essence, trauma is a physiological phenomenon. Its effects penetrate the brain’s core systems, warping its architecture and leaving long-lasting marks on cognition, emotion, and behavior. Trauma is not an abstract adversary; it is a biological force that demands recognition and intervention.
2.2 : The Physical Impact of Trauma on the Brain
Trauma fundamentally alters the brain’s architecture, creating maladaptive neural pathways that prioritize fear and hypervigilance. This process reconfigures the brain's responses to prioritize survival, often at the expense of flexibility and emotional regulation. Neural circuits become wired to perceive everyday stimuli as potential threats, leading to persistent states of anxiety and avoidance.
Trauma memories are typically stored as fragmented sensory imprints—disconnected sights, sounds, or physical sensations—rather than coherent narratives. These fragmented memories are easily triggered, leading to flashbacks or distressing physiological reactions that are difficult to contextualize. This disorganization results from trauma’s disruption of the hippocampus, the brain region responsible for integrating sensory information into structured memories. Consequently, trauma survivors often struggle to differentiate past experiences from present reality, perpetuating cycles of fear and distress.
Maladaptive neural pathways formed during traumatic experiences reinforce survival-oriented behaviors, such as avoidance. Avoidance becomes a coping mechanism, convincing the individual that evasion equates to safety. Over time, this pattern solidifies, limiting behavioral responses and emotional resilience. The brain defaults to fear-based reactions, reducing the capacity to engage with new challenges or relationships meaningfully.
Trauma also impacts the brain’s reward systems, diminishing the capacity for pleasure or relaxation. Hyperactivation of the amygdala the brain's fear center keeps the individual in a constant state of alertness, while reduced activity in the prefrontal cortex impairs rational decision-making and emotional regulation. Chronic stress leads to an overproduction of cortisol, the primary stress hormone, further entrenching trauma-induced neural patterns. This biochemical cascade perpetuates hypervigilance and emotional exhaustion, leaving the individual trapped in a survival state.
Social functioning is similarly affected by trauma-induced changes in neural wiring. Trust and emotional connection often become compromised as the brain perceives interpersonal closeness as a risk. Survivors may experience emotional numbness, detachment, or difficulty interpreting social cues, which can lead to isolation and strained relationships. This relational disconnect exacerbates the individual’s sense of vulnerability and reinforces the trauma-driven neural patterns.
The cumulative effect of these changes underscores the enduring nature of trauma's impact on the brain. Without targeted intervention, the maladaptive wiring established during trauma persists, dictating future responses and limiting psychological growth. The brain becomes trapped in outdated survival scripts, unable to fully engage with the present or adapt to new circumstances. This reprogramming reflects not a failure of character but the brain’s natural biological response to extraordinary stress.
Trauma’s reprogramming reshapes the individual’s mental and emotional landscape, narrowing their perspective and constraining their ability to navigate life effectively. Understanding this process highlights the importance of addressing trauma at the neurological level to restore balance and adaptability in the brain’s functioning.
2.3 : The Physical Impact of Trauma on the Brain
Empirical evidence strongly supports the argument that trauma induces measurable physiological changes within the brain and body. Advances in neuroimaging technologies, hormonal studies, and biochemical analyses illustrate that trauma is not merely an emotional or psychological phenomenon—it is a tangible alteration of biological systems.
Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI) and Positron Emission Tomography (PET) scans consistently reveal structural and functional changes in the brains of individuals exposed to trauma. For instance, the amygdala, the brain's primary center for fear and threat detection, shows heightened activity in trauma survivors, reflecting a state of persistent hypervigilance.
Simultaneously, the hippocampus, responsible for memory processing and contextualizing experiences, often exhibits significant shrinkage in volume. Studies suggest this reduction compromises the ability to regulate emotional responses and distinguish between past and present threats.
Furthermore, the prefrontal cortex—the region critical for executive function and emotion regulation—shows diminished activity, impairing the brain’s capacity to modulate fear responses. These observable changes underscore the biological footprint trauma leaves on neural architecture.
Trauma also disrupts endocrine function, particularly involving cortisol, a stress hormone central to the body’s fight-or-flight response. In trauma survivors, cortisol levels frequently deviate from normal patterns, manifesting as chronic hypersecretion or suppression. Elevated cortisol levels contribute to disrupted circadian rhythms, mood instability, and heightened anxiety. Prolonged exposure to abnormal cortisol levels exacerbates the brain’s structural vulnerabilities, particularly in the hippocampus, further embedding trauma’s physiological impact. This dysregulation extends beyond the brain, affecting metabolic and immune systems, illustrating the systemic nature of trauma’s influence.
Trauma’s effects extend into cellular and molecular domains, where chronic stress triggers an inflammatory cascade. Inflammation disrupts neural connectivity, impairing cognitive function and emotional regulation. At the cellular level, oxidative stress emerges as a response to trauma-induced biochemical imbalance. This process involves the accumulation of reactive oxygen species (ROS), which damage cells and tissues, including neurons. These disruptions highlight trauma’s ability to undermine homeostatic mechanisms, perpetuating long-term physiological dysfunction.
Decades of research corroborate trauma’s biological reality. Neuroimaging studies confirm trauma-related structural changes, while hormonal assays and biochemical analyses provide additional layers of evidence. These findings dismantle misconceptions that trauma is solely a psychological phenomenon or a subjective exaggeration. Instead, they reinforce the understanding that trauma imprints itself onto the body and brain in ways that are both observable and quantifiable.
Trauma’s effects do not dissipate when the distressing event ends. Neural pathways shaped by trauma continue to trigger maladaptive responses long after immediate threats subside. Hormonal imbalances persist, maintaining a state of heightened alertness that no longer aligns with current circumstances. The inflammatory processes and oxidative damage initiated by trauma further entrench these physiological patterns, creating a lasting legacy of altered functioning.
In conclusion, trauma manifests as a multifaceted physiological event, supported by robust scientific evidence. Imaging technologies, hormonal data, and biochemical markers provide incontrovertible proof of trauma’s biological foundation. These findings affirm that trauma is not an abstract emotional state but a profound disruption of the brain and body’s structure and function. Trauma, therefore, must be understood as a condition that bridges psychological and physiological domains, demanding acknowledgment of its tangible reality.
Part II: Trauma Stays Where It Belongs – Why DR Trauma Doesn’t Follow You to the CR
Subpart 1: Shifting Creates a Clean Slate Between Realities
1.1 : The separation of DR and CR experiences
The delineation between Desired Reality (DR) and Current Reality (CR) serves as a foundational concept in understanding the dynamics of reality shifting, particularly concerning the transference of trauma. Contrary to popular misconceptions, trauma experienced within a DR does not permeate into the CR. This separation is rooted in the fundamental differences in neural engagement and physiological responses between the two states of existence.
Primarily, trauma remains confined to the DR because the individual's Ordinary Reality (OR) brain does not physically experience the traumatic events occurring within the DR. During the process of shifting, the consciousness transitions, but the OR brain remains inactive and unexposed to the distressing stimuli present in the DR. As a result, the neurobiological impact of trauma—such as neural rewiring or hormonal imbalances—is localized exclusively within the DR. Upon returning to the CR, the OR brain has not undergone any alterations; it retains its pre-shifted state, free from the stress-induced changes that characterize trauma.
The notion that trauma could transcend the boundaries between realities misconstrues the biological underpinnings of traumatic experiences. Trauma is intrinsically linked to the physical state of the brain and body that directly experiences the distressing event. In the context of reality shifting, since the DR persona endures the trauma, the OR self remains unaffected. The lack of neural activation and hormonal response in the CR brain ensures that traumatic experiences do not carry over. Consequently, the OR neurons do not develop new fear-based circuits, and there is no elevation in cortisol levels, which are typically associated with stress responses.
Moreover, the concept of a "reality boundary" further solidifies the separation between DR and CR experiences. This boundary acts as a psychological and physiological barrier that prevents the transfer of trauma. When an individual shifts back to the CR, their emotional and physical baselines are automatically reset. This reset mechanism ensures that any emotional disturbances or physiological stress responses encountered in the DR do not persist in the CR. Essentially, the CR functions under its own biological rules, independent of the experiences that transpired in the DR.
Additionally, memories of events in the DR may persist; however, these recollections are context-specific and emotionally detached from the traumatic experiences. Similar to how one might remember a vivid dream without experiencing lingering emotional distress, DR memories do not evoke the same biochemical responses in the CR. The OR nervous system does not encode DR events as real threats, thus preventing the manifestation of trauma symptoms such as anxiety or hypervigilance in the CR. This detachment underscores the resilience of the CR self, which remains insulated from the psychological ramifications of DR experiences.
The separation is further emphasized by the absence of biochemical signatures that typically accompany trauma. In the CR, the heart rate remains stable, and the nervous system does not register DR experiences as immediate threats. The hippocampus, responsible for memory formation and stress regulation, remains unaffected by DR-induced stressors. Consequently, the CR self continues its existence without the burden of trauma that is confined to the DR.
In summary, the separation of DR and CR experiences is maintained through distinct neural and physiological processes that prevent the transference of trauma. The OR brain's inactivity during DR experiences ensures that trauma does not impact the CR, preserving the individual's mental and physical well-being upon their return. This clear boundary affirms that trauma remains tethered to its original reality, allowing individuals to navigate multiple realities without compromising their mental health.
1.2 : Why DR Trauma Doesn’t Cross the “Reality Boundary”
Trauma, as a profound neurobiological response to distressing or life-altering events, is inherently tied to the physical brain that experiences it. Within the framework of reality shifting, where an individual transitions from their Current Reality (CR) to a Desired Reality (DR), the concept of trauma traversing the “reality boundary” warrants rigorous examination. The premise that trauma from a DR could impact the CR is fundamentally flawed due to the distinct physiological and neurological separations between these realities.
Firstly, trauma is a condition that necessitates the direct involvement of the brain’s physical structures. When an individual experiences trauma in a DR, the neurobiological alterations—such as changes in neural circuits, hormonal imbalances, and activation of the amygdala and hippocampus—are confined to the DR’s physiological substrate. The CR brain, which remains uninvolved during the shifting process, does not undergo these changes. For instance, if an individual encounters severe stressors like torture or betrayal in a DR, the CR brain does not process these events, resulting in no corresponding activation of stress-related neural pathways or hormonal responses in the CR.
The “reality boundary” operates as an impermeable firewall that prevents the transfer of trauma from the DR to the CR. This boundary ensures that the emotional and physical baselines of the CR are maintained independently of experiences in the DR. Upon returning to the CR, the individual’s emotional and physiological states revert to their pre-shift conditions. This automatic reset is possible because the CR brain and body were never subjected to the traumatic events occurring in the DR. Consequently, the neurobiological foundations required for trauma—such as altered dopamine receptors or disrupted cortisol systems—remain unaltered in the CR.
Moreover, memories of traumatic events in the DR do not carry the same emotional or physiological weight in the CR. These memories are context-specific and lack the neurobiological engagement that is essential for trauma formation. Drawing a parallel, recalling a vivid dream does not induce the same emotional or physical reactions as experiencing the events in reality. Similarly, DR memories exist as mere recollections without the accompanying biochemical changes that underpin traumatic responses. This detachment further reinforces the impermeability of the reality boundary, as the CR brain does not associate these memories with actual neurobiological stressors.
The separation between DR and CR is also maintained through the concept of homeostasis in the CR body. Homeostasis refers to the body’s ability to maintain stable internal conditions despite external changes. When an individual shifts back to the CR, their body’s homeostatic mechanisms ensure that any temporary emotional fluctuations experienced in the DR do not disrupt their overall physiological equilibrium. This reset mechanism is crucial in preventing any lasting impact of DR experiences on the CR’s mental and physical health.
Furthermore, the absence of physical signs of trauma upon returning to the CR underscores the non-transferability of DR-induced trauma. Physical manifestations of trauma, such as changes in heart rate, cortisol levels, and neural activity, are absent in the CR because these physiological responses were never triggered in the first place. The CR body remains unaffected by the DR’s traumatic events, maintaining its original state of equilibrium.
In conclusion, the delineation between DR and CR ensures that trauma remains confined within its originating reality. The neurobiological prerequisites for trauma—direct brain involvement and physiological changes—are not met in the CR during shifts to the DR. The reality boundary effectively isolates traumatic experiences, preserving the mental and physical integrity of the CR. This separation is essential for maintaining psychological resilience and safeguarding the individual’s well-being across different states of existence. As such, trauma experienced in a DR does not traverse the reality boundary to impact the CR, affirming the distinct and independent nature of each reality within the context of reality shifting.
1.3 : DR Memories as Context-Specific and Emotionally Detached
Memories originating from a Desired Reality (DR) may persist within an individual’s consciousness; however, they inherently lack the emotional and physical weight that accompanies such recollections in the Current Reality (CR). This phenomenon can be analogized to the experience of recalling a dream—vivid in detail yet detached from the sensory and emotional intensity of the original event. Trauma, by its very nature, necessitates a comprehensive context that includes biochemical processes and physical states, elements that DR memories do not possess when recalled within the CR framework.
In the CR, individuals may vividly remember events from the DR, such as traumatic experiences, yet these memories do not engender the same profound emotional responses. This dissociation occurs because the DR’s neurobiological context, which facilitates the emotional depth of trauma, remains confined to the DR itself. Consequently, when these memories are accessed in the CR, they are experienced without the accompanying neurobiological changes that are essential for trauma to take root. The absence of factors such as altered neural circuits, hormonal imbalances, and physiological responses renders these memories inert in terms of their potential to induce trauma.
Trauma in the CR results in tangible and lasting effects that permeate an individual’s entire being, influencing neural pathways, hormonal balances, and overall physiological functioning. In contrast, DR memories function as mental snapshots devoid of the original biological context. The assumption that recollection equates to the retention of trauma fails to account for the necessity of an active neurobiological framework. Trauma requires the engagement of the nervous system, including the release of stress hormones and the activation of fear circuits, processes that are not triggered when DR memories are recalled in the CR. Without these biological responses, the memories remain harmless and do not contribute to lasting psychological distress.
The processing of dreams provides a pertinent parallel. Individuals often recall intense dream scenarios, such as falling or experiencing loss, yet these do not result in enduring trauma upon waking. Similarly, DR memories emerge in the CR as vivid yet emotionally detached recollections. Statements reflecting on DR experiences, such as “That was intense,” indicate a superficial engagement devoid of the physiological reactions necessary for trauma. The CR maintains physiological stability—heart rate remains steady, motor functions are controlled, and cortisol levels do not spike—thereby preventing the establishment of trauma.
Misconceptions frequently arise regarding the impact of intense DR events, with some individuals erroneously believing that such experiences can inflict lasting trauma in the CR. However, genuine trauma requires the persistent activation of altered neural circuits, a process absent in the CR brain when recalling DR events. DR memories resemble narratives one might encounter in literature or interactive media; they are engaging and contextually significant within the DR but do not alter the individual’s psychological state in the CR. Without the requisite biological involvement, these memories lack the capacity to trigger authentic trauma responses, functioning instead as mere informational data.
Furthermore, DR memories retain context-specific details, including sequences of events, sensory information, and narrative structures, yet they do not carry the biochemical signatures essential for trauma. Significant events within the DR, such as the death of a friend or a natural disaster, are remembered without evoking the same emotional and physiological responses as real-life traumatic experiences. The CR nervous system interprets these memories as informational rather than as sources of trauma, allowing individuals to retain memories without enduring the associated psychological scars.
In conclusion, DR memories are intrinsically context-specific and emotionally detached, encompassing detailed narratives devoid of the underlying neurobiological mechanisms required for trauma. Individuals can engage with and reflect upon their DR experiences without the risk of enduring trauma, as these memories do not activate the necessary physiological responses. This distinction underscores the importance of understanding the boundaries between different states of existence, ensuring that the exploration of alternate realities does not compromise mental health in the CR.
Subpart 2: Scripting and Personal Control Over Trauma
2.1 : Shifting Grants Individuals Control Over Transference of Experiences
The practice of reality shifting empowers individuals to regulate the nature of experiences they retain upon returning to their Current Reality (CR). Central to this control is the technique of explicit scripting, which ensures that only desired outcomes and positive insights are carried back from the Desired Reality (DR), thereby preventing any adverse emotional or physical effects from influencing the CR. For instance, an individual may affirm, “I will return with only positive lessons, leaving all emotional and physical effects behind,” thereby establishing a clear boundary between the two realities.
Traumatic experiences within the CR typically arise from uncontrollable external events, leading to involuntary neurobiological responses. In contrast, reality shifting offers a mechanism for individuals to define the parameters of their DR experiences proactively. By scripting the conditions of their shifts, individuals can ensure that negative experiences remain confined to the DR, thereby safeguarding their mental and emotional well-being in the CR. This deliberate structuring of experiences allows for the exclusion of traumatic elements, as the individual asserts control over what is permitted to affect their CR consciousness.
Scripting serves as a practical tool for maintaining the integrity of the CR by delineating the scope of what is transferred from the DR. For example, an individual might declare, “I return to the CR calm, stable, and free from emotional harm,” thereby reinforcing the separation between realities. This assertion is effective because the cognitive frameworks established during shifting operations under the individual's predefined rules.
Consequently, the DR functions as a self-contained environment (as in they exitst separatly from this reality) where experiences, including those that might be distressing, do not impose lasting effects on the CR. This approach mirrors the psychological detachment one experiences when recalling dreams—memories remain, but the emotional intensity dissipates upon awakening.
Moreover, scripting enables individuals to curate their personal narratives across realities. In the DR, one might encounter chaotic or high-stakes scenarios, such as battling adversaries or facing personal loss. However, upon returning to the CR, the individual consciously chooses to discard the emotional weight associated with these events. This selective retention of experiences ensures that only beneficial insights and strengths are integrated into the CR consciousness. For instance, an affirmation such as, “After returning, I feel only a sense of accomplishment and gain confidence, not trauma,” establishes a definitive psychological boundary that prevents traumatic residues from permeating the CR.
The efficacy of scripting lies in its ability to function as a mental filter, permitting the transfer of only those experiences that align with the individual's desired outcomes. Unlike trauma in the CR, which necessitates an involuntary engagement of the nervous system, trauma within the DR remains isolated due to the absence of direct neurobiological impact on the CR brain. By reinforcing the separation through explicit scripting, individuals ensure that their CR remains unaffected by the potentially destabilizing experiences encountered in the DR. This methodical approach to reality shifting underscores the importance of personal agency in maintaining mental health across different states of existence.
In summary, the practice of scripting within reality shifting provides individuals with a structured means to control the transference of experiences between realities. By establishing clear boundaries and intentional affirmations, individuals can ensure that only positive and empowering insights are carried back to the CR, thereby preventing the encroachment of trauma and maintaining psychological resilience. This deliberate separation not only preserves the integrity of the CR but also enhances the overall safety and efficacy of reality shifting practices.
2.2 : High-stakes DRs as cathartic but non-damaging experiences
Experiencing trauma within a Desired Reality (DR), such as battling zombies or losing allies, can be likened to emotional role-play—intense and immersive in the moment (as you are living through them when in your CR) but ultimately non-permanent. This analogy serves to elucidate the nature of trauma within the context of reality shifting, where the experiences in the DR areauthentically felt by the individual.
The premise of reality shifting posits that process of shifting is mental and not physical therefore you cannot bring physical things across realities. However, upon returning to the Current Reality (CR), the metaphors of role-playing and narrative experiences become pertinent in understanding why trauma does not transfer between realities.
Trauma is fundamentally a biological response to genuine threats that impact the nervous system, resulting in lasting neurobiological changes. In contrast, DR scenarios, despite their apparent intensity—such as engaging in life-threatening missions or enduring emotional losses—are meticulously structured within a controlled environment (as in they are scripted either in our out as per the shifters will). These experiences function similarly to engaging with a high-stakes video game or an emotionally charged narrative, where the shifter undergoes significant emotional engagement without enduring real physiological harm in the CR. The separation between DR and CR ensures that the neurobiological imprints of trauma remain confined to the DR, as the shifter's brain in the CR does not physically experience these events.
The concept of a "reality boundary" further reinforces why trauma does not traverse between realities. Trauma is intrinsically linked to the specific neural and hormonal changes within the brain that experiences the distressing event. Since the shifter's CR brain does not partake in the DR experiences, the trauma-induced alterations remain localized to the DR. Upon returning to the CR, the individual's emotional and physiological baselines are automatically reset, preventing any residual trauma from affecting their current state. This reset mechanism underscores the impermeability of the reality boundary, ensuring that the CR remains unaffected by the DR's traumatic events.
Moreover, memories of DR events may persist upon returning to the CR, but these memories are context-specific and lack the accompanying emotional or physical weight typically associated with genuine trauma. This detachment can be compared to recalling a vivid dream—while the experiences are remembered, the emotional intensity and sensory details do not impose lasting psychological effects. In the same vein, DR memories are retained as narrative elements without the neurobiological context necessary to sustain trauma. The emotional responses experienced in the DR, such as fear or sadness, are transient and do not result in long-term psychological consequences within the CR.
This delineation between DR and CR experiences provides significant reassurance for individuals engaging in reality shifting. By recognizing DR trauma as temporary and confined within a controlled narrative framework, shifters can partake in intense emotional experiences without the fear of lasting psychological harm. This understanding promotes the safe practice of reality shifting, allowing individuals to explore and engage with challenging scenarios for personal growth and emotional release without compromising their mental health. The analogy to role-playing and immersive storytelling serves to highlight the protective mechanisms inherent in the reality shifting process, ensuring that trauma remains tethered to its original reality and does not permeate the individual's current existence. This does not mean that we invalited the authenticity of the practise or that we proclaim that it is not real .
In summary, the controlled nature of DR experiences and the existence of a reality boundary effectively prevent trauma from crossing into the CR. The metaphor of emotional role-play aptly captures the essence of DR trauma, emphasizing its temporary and non-permanent nature. This framework not only demystifies the process of reality shifting but also affirms that individuals can navigate multiple realities without enduring lasting psychological damage. By maintaining the integrity of the reality boundary and understanding the contextual detachment of DR memories, shifters can engage in high-stakes DRs confidently, knowing that their CR remains unaffected by the emotional and physical challenges encountered in alternate realities.
2.3: Healing and Empowerment Through Desired Reality (DR) Scripting
Trauma inflicts profound and enduring scars when actual events compromise an individual's sense of safety, perpetuating cycles of fear and psychological distress. However, Desired Realities (DRs) present a unique opportunity to reconstruct personal narratives within a controlled environment, thereby mitigating the transference of trauma to the Current Reality (CR). By exercising authority over these experiences, individuals can ensure that trauma remains confined to the DR, facilitating the processing and release of past wounds without their adverse effects persisting in the CR. Through deliberate scripting of scenarios where one overcomes adversity, confronts fears, and emerges resilient, individuals can prevent trauma from impacting their Original Reality (OR) self.
Central to this process is the assertion, “I return better, not broken,” which serves as an affirmation that recalibrates one's approach to shifting. In this framework, the DR functions as a psychological workshop, allowing individuals to symbolically engage with and conquer challenges without sustaining real damage. By orchestrating events that foster resilience, individuals can cultivate growth and empowerment within the DR, ensuring that only positive insights and experiences are carried back to the CR. This method transforms the DR into a space for emotional training, analogous to how athletes train their muscles in a safe environment. In the DR, individuals simulate threats, assert their strength, and demonstrate their capacity to overcome obstacles. Upon returning to the CR, they retain a sense of accomplishment devoid of trauma, as the DR scenarios do not imprint fear into their OR neurons. The deliberate control over these scenarios guarantees that trauma does not biologically affect the individual.
This approach redefines the traditional trauma narrative by distinguishing between involuntary trauma in the OR and consensual, controlled trauma within the DR. In the OR, trauma can occur without an individual's consent, leading to lasting psychological harm. In contrast, the DR allows for the intentional experience of trauma-like events under the individual's terms, preventing such trauma from impacting the OR self. For those seeking to heal from past OR traumas, the DR serves as a stage to symbolically confront and overcome fears, facilitating a return to the CR with enhanced clarity and emotional stability. Affirmations such as, “In my DR, I face my old demons and leave them defeated. I return to the CR with strength and peace,” empower individuals to actively manage their internal narratives.
Moreover, this methodology enables the reshaping of internal experiences, rendering trauma less insurmountable by addressing and overcoming challenges within the DR. Witnessing oneself prevail in the DR not only demonstrates personal strength but also provides emotional tools that enhance well-being in the CR. The OR system recognizes that no actual trauma has occurred, as the engagement within the DR functions as a form of immersive therapy. Consequently, individuals return to the CR uplifted rather than harmed, utilizing the DR as a space for growth and healing.
Critics who fear the transference of trauma from the DR to the CR overlook the empowering potential inherent in DR scripting. They may perceive trauma as an inevitable consequence of intense experiences, failing to recognize that within the DR, individuals retain complete control. Since trauma necessitates a physical substrate—which the DR does not provide to the CR—thoughtful scripting ensures that trauma remains isolated within the DR. Instead of bearing scars, individuals retain only the lessons and strengths derived from overcoming challenges in a safe and controlled environment. This strategic approach to scripting facilitates healing and empowerment, maintaining the integrity of the CR by ensuring that trauma remains firmly anchored within the DR.
In conclusion, DR scripting offers a sophisticated mechanism for individuals to engage with and overcome trauma in a manner that preserves their mental health in the CR. By leveraging the controlled environment of the DR to rewrite traumatic narratives, individuals can achieve personal growth and resilience without the detrimental effects of trauma permeating their everyday reality. This paradigm not only enhances the safety and efficacy of reality shifting practices but also underscores the critical interplay between psychological resilience and the boundaries of alternate states of existence.
Conclusion :
In the discourse surrounding trauma and shifting realities, it's crucial to acknowledge trauma as a profound physical phenomenon that rewires the brain and body under stress. When trauma occurs, it triggers significant changes in neural circuits and hormonal responses, but these alterations remain confined to the specific reality where the trauma happens.
Shifting between the Current Reality (CR) and Desired Reality (DR) is a genuine process that maintains the integrity of each reality by ensuring no physical overlap. Trauma experienced in the DR does not affect the CR, as the nervous system in the CR remains unaffected by events in the DR. This biological separation means that trauma cannot traverse between realities.
Empowerment through control in shifting allows individuals to script their experiences in the DR, confining any negative elements to that reality and preserving the stability of the CR. By managing the narrative within the DR, individuals prevent trauma from impacting their CR, maintaining peace and well-being.
Ultimately, recognizing the distinct and non-overlapping nature of CR and DR ensures that trauma remains confined to its originating reality. Through intentional scripting and clear boundaries, individuals can use shifting as a tool for personal growth and healing while safeguarding their current reality from unintended emotional or physical repercussions.
IF YOU ARE LIKE TL:DR (TOO LONG DIDNT READ) HERE IS A VERY WATERED DOWN VERSION OF EVERYTHING I SAID :
Since it is impossible to bring physical stuff across realties and that trauma is something physical, therefore no, you cannot bring trauma to your CR.
The Problem With Sexual Surrogacy: Nick Mercer x Reader (The Wedding Date)
Tagging: @kmc1989 @mandy426
Summary: There's a reason Nick left the sexual surrogacy business.
Author's Note: My brain got hooked on that one line that Kat read out from the magazine article about how Nick transitioned into escorting from sexual surrogacy and I decided to explore it.
I spent an insane amount of time investigating by reading medical articles, real life experiances from surrogates/clients about how it all worked and what everyone got from it. I also delved into the world of male escorts - both the escort's side and the client side.
So everything you're about to read is entirely real. Sexual surrogacy is usually a three way relationship between the client, the surrogate and their therapist. They are usually all in the room during the session with pre-session meetings to discuss the goals and how the session will progress so everyone is on the same page.
Surrogates are trained in both Psychology and Physiology before they undertake any clients.
Some studies indicate the success rate for this kind of treatment is over 90% in resolving certain intimacy issues.
The reason Nick Mercer left the sexual surrogacy business is because he fell in love.
Not with a client. He avoided that at all costs by keeping to the mandated eight sessions, instilling boundaries and focusing on their specific sexual dysfunction.
No, he fell in love with the therapist. The one that he was partnered with exclusively.
While you treated client’s emotional issues surrounding intimacy, his focus was on the physiology, using body awareness exercises to aid exploration and boost self-confidence. The type of problems you dealt with ranged from helping disabled people with body image and mapping out their pleasure zones to working through sexual trauma or physical problems like vaginismus.
For three years you were a fantastic team with an exceptional success rate and then Nick got stupid and kissed you.
That one act fucked everything up because the ethics of sexual surrogacy… they get real complicated when there’s feelings involved.
So, Nick had bolted, quit the surrogacy game and made the switch to escorting because that was something he could control. There was less emotional intimacy, less vulnerability, he was just a guy playing a role, making women feel good about themselves as he escorts them to some of the most exclusive events in New York.
He never forgets about you though. About the way the edges of your eyes crinkle when you smile, the scent of your perfume when you leaned in to fix his collar when he redressed, your laugher carrying through a restaurant when the who of you dined together after a late session.
That sound it rings in his ears now as he stands at the bar of the charity event he’s attending with one of his clients. He’s escorting Marisol tonight, a PR executive who is trying to prove she has a healthy work/life balance to her bosses so that they’ll consider her for a promotion. He tilts his head, his gaze travelling up the bar and there you are with your best friend Richard, scrawling your name down on one of the clipboards for the silent auction.
You look stunning in a dress that matches your eyes, your hair falling across your features in a cascade. He remembers the way you used to unclip it after you were done for the day, the way it tumbled down your shoulders before you shook it out. Even now he still wants to run his hands through it, to gather it up in fist and…
His date appears in front of him as you look up, catching his eye. The edges of your mouth tip up into a smile and for a moment you’re happy you’re see him. His treacherous heart pounds against his rib cage and that’s when Marisol kisses him.
He responds to it the same way he would with any client, by pouring his entire being into it. It’s part of the service after all.
You’re gone by the time he pulls away; he tries to look for you, but Marisol’s fingers are already entwined with his as she leads him to the table her boss has bought for the night.
He plays the doting boyfriend throughout the five-figure dinner. He’s charming, polite and attentive. Everything a woman could want in a boyfriend but inside he’s in turmoil. He can’t stop thinking about you, about that dress, about that smile before the kiss.
You rejected him back then and he understands why, the relationship between a sex therapist and a surrogate needs to remain professional in order to help their client. His feelings were anything but which is why he left but it’s only now as he goes back over that conversation that he realises that maybe you felt the same way too. That he was just too blinded by his own pain to see it at the time.
The hardest part of loving someone, you had once told a client during a session, is having the courage to let them love you back.
It’s only now he realises that the person you were talking about in that moment wasn’t just the client, it was you as well.
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