Once upon a time, I had you
No, it's not a love story but a story of love that's lost. Let me tell them ours. When I had you.
I still have the moments buried inside my heart. I seem to cannot forget it anyway. What I could not remember was the reason why we came to this point.
We always have each other’s back. We knew each other so much. You knew my dreams. My wants. My favorites. From what color is best for me to what is not okay. No one could break what we have or at least that's what we once thought 'cause now, it seems we lost it. Neither of us knew it will happen. I did not see this coming. The promise of forever has gone. After you, no one attempted to know the little things about me. After you, I had no one to call mine.
There was no misunderstanding. No arguments. We just stopped talking until we seem to grew separately. Well, maybe that's just it. We grew apart. We got overwhelmed to the new world that we've discovered. The world without each other and i am here. Stuck in wonder. I woke up without you in my life anymore. your hands slipped away from mine without me noticing but don’t get me wrong. I am not mad at you. It just saddened me knowing things are a lot different and we can never be the same old us and God knows how bad I miss the times when I could still lean on your shoulder to recharge. My heart breaks whenever I remember us. Whenever memories slip in my mind, but know that until this day you will always be my first favorite person and if the universe will take me back to where we first promised to be the best buds forever, I’d definitely let myself go back on that very moment. I am not sure if you would but I hope you’d want that too.
