obiecuje, że spale całe lasy, żeby uratować ostatnią cząstkę dobroci w tobie, którą mi pokazałeś
nie jesteś zły. to świat wykreował cię na potwora
pamiętasz bestie? bella go ocaliła miłością
chce być twoją bellą.
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obiecuje, że spale całe lasy, żeby uratować ostatnią cząstkę dobroci w tobie, którą mi pokazałeś
nie jesteś zły. to świat wykreował cię na potwora
pamiętasz bestie? bella go ocaliła miłością
chce być twoją bellą.
Healing is hard when
Your inner child wants love
Your teenage self want revenge
Your current self want peace.
Dafür hasse ich die Liebe.
Sie gibt dir die schönsten Gefühl,
Welche für die es keine Worte gibt.
Aber genauso
Auch die schlechten.
Это не так уж и много. Но это все, что у меня есть. Мое сердце принадлежит только тебе. Но мне так больно.
This is not so much. But that’s all I have.
My heart belongs only to you. But it hurts me so much.
slow death
i don’t know if even five people will read this, i just need a place to rant and tumblr seems safe.
he dumped me a month ago. we dated for half a year. and throughout that relationship of ours i told him that if he had the power to be my saving grace then he had the power to ruin me. but always, always, he looked me in the eye, held my hand and said,”i will never even ruin you, you saved me, too.” and as i cry myself to sleep every fucking morning, i can’t help but wonder, where did i go wrong? what did i do? did i stop saving you? or did you get tired of me?
i’ve always believed that you did. that you did get tired of me. and i understand, i do. this is not the first time someone has walked out of my life because i’m always moody and anxious. this is not the first time someone stepped all over me because i gave them my heart. maybe i’m fated to be alone. or maybe i’m too young to know what love is. but if i can feel pain at this age, i think i can feel love, too. i feel contrasting things, i think contrasting things. i could run to you and wrap you in my arms, and at the same time i could shout at you, yell at you for putting me through everything. but i don’t have the strength to do either. i just have a few questions. do you miss me? do you think we really as meant to be, that we really will run into each other in a few years and fall in love all over again? when did you stop feeling love for me?
and lastly, when will you stop killing me?
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I can't fall in love again, it's a suicide.
Hey! If you aren't in love, just be happy, be in love is the worst shit!