#loving again

[thetypewriterdaily]

gentle reminder: it’s safe to let love in 💕❤️🚪💌

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[kitschtarot]

📚 Should you come out of your shell and love again? 📚

Yes or no answer tarot reading - choose 1 , 2 or 3

Answers :::

1- yes, even if you are not feeling so confident, a partnership of acceptance and care will help you gain balance. Let go, take courage because in this instance you will need another person's help to make yourself ready, able to be in a loving relationship. I feel this is the fruit of all the good things you have sown, it is a blessed, guided relationship 🎍

2. Yes, but you need enduring courage. You are very afraid, anxious, defensive, have a tendency to walk out from trying situations instead of face them; but, you are desperate for a change that you are willing and able to let go of what weighs you down. Take a deep breath and take that hopeful, brave step to love, and then another step, and another 🍸

3. Yes, but something in you is in the way. This is a huge change for you perhaps this is something that is too good to be true? Is this something you're not expecting? Or does this make you lose control and you fear it? - which is natural because this time, you are sharing. Give in to your passions, trust yourself. It is stability, joy, a loving home and you deserve this 🥖

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I wish we love ourselves enough making us capable of loving others too 🙏📈

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[mariko42]

I'm scared that I'll always be in abusive relationships. That I come from bad things and that's all I'm going to get. It's hard to trust someone now after everything.

[daxtheman]

I found a good one. A truly amazing one. But, as she moves closer my chest tightens and the feeling of fear overcomes my entire being. I breathe deeply and tell myself it’s all okay. It’s okay to let go. I am safe. The fears eventually leave me and a feeling of peace replaces it.

Don’t get me wrong it can still be hard at times, but this is how I’ve learned to cope. Sometimes the breathing doesn’t even help at all, but patience and understanding within myself gets me a long way.

Slowly one by one I’m breaking these walls down, and I’m learning that no one can do it but me. I want to love again, and soon I will. After all, she deserves it more than anyone else ever has. I’m just waiting for my heart to realize it too.

[modern-classique]

I'm going to run. As far away as I can. I need to retreat.

I slowly opened up to you...and honestly, it is scares me how you were able to break down my walls. I don't want to be vulnerable.

I have so much baggage. I fear that if I open up anymore, you might run away.

So I'd rather be the one to run first. I'm sorry. This wasn't meant to happen.

[soulmates-twinflames]

Love comes to those who still hope after disappointment, who still believe after betrayal, and who still love after they've been hurt.

www.relationshipsreality.com

  Art: Janka Lart

[skylarmoon71]

E2 Harrison Wells x Meta Reader- Chapter 14 (Final)

Cliff was currently at the back, so you moved to assist the next customer in line. “What can I help you with today si…”

To your surprise, it was Harry.

“Morales.” you flush, not really expecting him to just show up like this. Still you appreciated it.

“Would you like to have coffee on your break?” you nod, playing with a lock of your hair.

“Y-yeah I’d really like that.”

“Hey kid, pass me the cloth.” you turn at Cliff’s call, tossing it to him. He caught it easily, stopping for a second to watch Harry.

“You alright kid?”

He must have been a bit weary because of the scowl on Harry’s face.

“Oh! Y-Yeah I’m fine this is Harry he’s my-”

“Boyfriend, and you are?” your face palmed. He was already picking a fight. Cliff straightened, moving closer and placing a hand on your shoulder. 

“I’m her boss. You know I think she mentioned you once. You’re that old guy with a bad temper.” Harry’s jaw set, whether from the comment or the hand that was comfortably on your shoulder.

“F-Funny guy! Well I’m gonna take my break see you later Cliff!” you jumped over the desk, taking Harry’s hand and rushing out the store. Harry kept glaring at Cliff until he could no longer see his face. Once in the clear, you sigh. Harry’s gaze moved to you. “Old guy with a bad temper huh.”

“T-That was back when we first met okay. In my defense you were pretty mean at the start.” He still looked annoyed, but followed you down the street. 

“I’m starting to notice a pattern. Matt, Cliff, me?”

“C-Cliff is like a brother to me Harry, quit being paranoid.” Harry wasn’t an idiot, Cliff was a good looking man.

“So you’re saying at no point did you find him attractive.”

“Ummm…..”

Damn it.

“Your fetish is alarming, should I be worried that you might leave me for someone older.”

“J-Just be quiet!!” he’s lucky you were in public, otherwise you would have given him a piece of your mind.

“I swear you get jealous so easily.”

“I’m not jealous.” His face was telling a different story.

“Sure you aren’t.” It was a bit cute, that angry little face he wore when he was disgruntled.

“What about you, I’m sure it isn't a chance that you’re dating me. Like them a little younger.” You were just poking fun at him.

“My late wife, she was four years younger than me.” You stop for a second, because there’s pain present in his words. You’d never intended to bring up bad memories. Though, if you thought about it, Harry didn’t seem like the type to just date any kind of person. He was even so guarded at the beginning. “Wait...Harry, have you been with anyone since your wife?” His eyes won’t meet, but he still shakes his head. 

“I haven’t.”

So, why you? Why take a chance on you. You were far from his type, and as you’ve just discovered, age had absolutely no appeal to him when choosing a partner.

“Why did you decide to pursue me then?” You have to know. Now he looks at you. This is the first time you can say that Harry is wearing his heart on his sleeve.

“Because you’re special (Y/N).”

Such a simple answer did wonders to your heart. Your abilities, to you that’s what you thought was special, but the way he’s looking at you, that’s the real gift. Because Harry doesn’t see a metahuman, or a naive little hero. No, he sees you. The person.

“A lot has happened since coming here, so much unplanned. I’m grateful that I was able to become a part of Team Flash, and I’m very grateful to have met you (Y/N) Morales.”

It’s like he was on a mission to make you cry.

“I love you (Y/N).” 

This was the second time he said it to you. The first was when you were so terrified of losing him. You love Harry you do, but back then you just couldn’t get yourself to say the words. You’ll always hold a fear that you’ll lose the people you care for the most. But right now, that seems so irrelevant. If Harry, someone who was previously emotionally stunted, could be vulnerable, then you could do it too. He gave you the strength to.

“I love you too Harrison Wells.” He’s in a state of awe.

“You...you said it. “You smile.

“I did. I love you!” Your smile becomes brighter. Safe to say his mood has changed drastically now.

“Does this mean you won’t get jealous every time you see me talking to a guy.”

“I wasn’t jealous.” you grin. “Of course not. Harrison Wells does not get jealous. That’s for us regular people.”

“Precisely.”

He really is a piece of work, but you know that your life, it wouldn’t be the same without him.