#m sorry

[purplelilies]

the face he makes half a minute before having his hand in Raffy's pants:

[minutemanblues]

did trevor write this card against humanity

[wickedcriminal]

LING'S MOVING CASTLE????

[sockssketchingshack]

Living with chronic pain summary

Rant under cut

I'm just so tired. I'm tired of being told what to do about my own problems. I know I should be getting up. I know I should be doing things. But my whole body freaking hurts. At the very least a dull constant throb of ache and at worst sharp pin needles like piercing pain. My whole body trembles when I use it too much. How am I suppose to do anything when the pain and shaking gets worse when I do do something?

I'm so tired. The ache in my fingers when I draw makes me want to break something. The way my legs tremble when I need to lower myself to the ground is anger inducing. The way my shoulders ache just from standing is enough to make me grit my teeth.

I'm not even in physical therapy anymore because the issue isn't in my physical muscles. It's in my brain. That's the worst fucking part. If it was physical I could do physical therapy, help the muscles find their way back to themselves. But no, it's not a physical injury or problem. It's a nervous system issue. No amount of physical training could help that.

I'm barely twenty and I'm moving less efficiently than people in their sixties.

I shake and twitch like a traumatized Chihuahua

The pain gets overwhelming to the point I wanna tear off my limbs.

But I know there's nothing I can do. And that's the worst part. The doctor themselves said the best thing to do now is try to live with the pain and find remedies.

They don't even know officially what's wrong with me. They throw around possible diagnosis's but they keep double guessing themselves.

I'm sorry for rambling but it just gets so freaking hard sometimes and I need to rant about it to someone. Aka you guys.

Hope you guys are feeling better than I am. Love you.

[strwbryluver]

this is tmi but i have too many sub!liam + gemliam thoughts all the time. so im sorry....

like goshh i need liam all pathetic and worrying about being too much after upsetting gem and reader because of his jealousy and always wanting to be the big tough guy.. which gets tiring real fast. so when he does piss gem off on tour he shuts liam out and gets all cold with him but liam just can't stand going without his attention. so he gets all bothered as he's genuinely sorry but doesn't know how to say it because he worries he's no good with words.

reader gives in to him first though, comforting him as he tucks his head into your shoulder sniffing and mumbling on about how cruel gem has been ignoring him. although you know that gem isn't genuinely angry, just maybee a little fed up. until you calmly tell him while stroking his hair, "you're gonna have to apologise darling."

"dunno how.." he mumbles. and well, someone's gonna have to show him how to properly say sorry. like, where are the good manners at his grown age? so you take mercy. and it ends up with the two of them at gem's, liam already overwhelmed by how riled up he's been, following every instruction you give him on how to make it up to gem.

"you want something you work for it. good lads are honest," you tell him, and he does.

"m'sorry," he drawls, tugging at gem while you guide him onto his knees. "m'sorry, i'll be a good lad."

and he isn't. but he does try really hard, dropping the tough guy number in favour of getting on gem's good side.. sucking him off as you toy with his hair, keeping him in place and encouraging him to give back while baiting him with gem's good will. "c'mon liam, y'know he loves you, now don't be greedy."

but he is. and yes, because neither of them can actually stay angry at him he can have a little treat later too.. reader sitting on his face while gem wanks him off with two fingers inside him.. until he is drooling all over and shaking beneath the both of them.

right... packing it in now.

-🍺

my beloved beer anon...this got so lost in my inbox im genuinely so sorry because i remember reading this and saving it for when i could add some delicious thoughts but...i forgor...im so sorry beer anon.

i am such a slut for liam being the big ol' tough guy in the gemliam aspect and playing hard to get...but deep down he's so desperate and needy for the both of u that he tries so hard to impress you guys while playing hard to get...i love that lil bitch...and he would so get off being told what to do and being all slutty and needy to make sure you and gem are satisfied w him <3 sigh he would let u and gem use him until you're both satisfied and he's so hard and desperate for you guys but he's trying to make it seem like he's not expecting something in return....SIGGHHHH....need dat...dream date...cute

[dafliwali]

when you shoot your shot with a guy online and he starts talking to you too but now you don't want to talk to him anymore. fuck.

[evilbookworm]

🧑🏽🔫

[pavlovsd0g]

TW for sh

Eijirou relapsed, and luckily Katsuki was there to help or else Eijirou might’ve gone overboard

can I post this? I’m kinda nervous