Wish that were us right now. Miss him. Why's he busy? Why am I not? Why did no one tell me that being in love literally hurts?

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Wish that were us right now. Miss him. Why's he busy? Why am I not? Why did no one tell me that being in love literally hurts?
I feel so much like smashing a wine bottle. More than I feel like drinking wine. Smashing things
Annual vet visit time! Monkey's so mad at me. #monkadoodledoo #stinkeye #madsad https://www.instagram.com/p/BydBqsyl3ib/?igshid=11u1gvjaprwi
BRO NOTHING IS WORKING, I WAS READING A FIC AND THEN IT JUST DISAPPEARED WTF???
The loss is immeasurable and so is this pain, The age would not matter the pain would stay the same. Either way, my love for you will never ever change. The void in my heart will always be there, but I take comfort in knowing you hold my heart close, until one day we can meet and be together once again. 💔Mom #grief #brokenheart #RIP #madsad #mysonshine #untilwemeetagain #loveyoumore #yesyoucan #love #iwilldoitforyou #strength #courage #sadlymissedbutneverforgotten🌹 (at Westport, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/COWPF_QhyXj/?igshid=1xsqwx708m4wy
I think I might have reached the peak of my sadness, I actually considered looking up how to be happy on YouTube.
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....... 🤔 I still might though.
school is akways ruining my plans in some kind of way
next year i drop tf out
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