Race recap: Vancouver marathon 2016
13C / 55F start, 18C / 64F finish. Sunny and clear.
I find it hilarious that my time is 3:30:01, not 3:29:59. I love it. Because it pretty much sums up how I felt about any time goals when I crossed the finish line! 😂
I’ll get back to finishing thoughts later, but for now I’ll stick to some sort of sequential order. The morning started with sharing a 5:45 am cab ride with a previously unknown neighbour, she asked us if she could share a ride to the start. We got some upbeat pre-race chat going on early with our new friend.
We got there for @fuelingforfitness‘s half marathon start at 7am, then the plan was to sit in the shade until the later marathon start at 8:30am to lower the core body temperature. Future note: waste of time, doing this is no substitute for a cooler race!
Pre-race crowds, and doing some kind of weather man impression with friends Megan & Allan.
I met up with friends Sarah and Jeremy soon after watching the half marathon runners went by, and the 90 minutes went by quickly. Jeremy was aiming to run a 3:15, so I started to run the first couple of miles with him.
If it was going to be hard, I might as well be happy at the start, right? Selfie fun with Sarah & Jeremy in our corral.
Once the uphill at the start was out of the way, we ran together for a bit and found a rhythm. I let him go in front soon afterwards, as I kept telling myself to hold back on the slight downhills in the first 4 miles. He had run this course before and pulled out sub 3 hour times on it, so he knew what he was doing. But a 6:35 downhill pace was about as fast as I wanted to go here, with the Rotterdam fade still haunting me.
At 5.5 miles in it was time to start the main uphill grind of the course.
The 6th mile was mainly part of this uphill, and the rolling remnants afterwards. I was getting passed by absolutely everyone. I took it as a sign that I was doing everything right.
One more climb in the 8th mile, and I was clear of hills for a while. The aim was to reel back in a 6:50/mile (4:15/km) pace while monitoring my heart rate, which was somewhere in the high 160′s.
The 11th and 12th miles had a few surprise rollers, but I was still able to keep pace and HR consistent.
About to take on the big downhill.
I breathed some relief when I was starting the huge downhill component of the course, just over a mile long from UBC. My coach and I had discussed this section. Thanks to Orienteering, I’m not one to be bothered by leg pain that you’d get from hammering down an early downhill, so I let the pace drop a bit while catching my breath in the 160 bpm range.
I wish that muscle pain - that lactic acid leg burn - was my biggest problem in the marathon! But like last time, I never got to experience it in the end due to problems above the waist.
Just after this cruisey and relaxed downhill is where the alarm bells started. Not a fade like in Rotterdam, but more of a small WTF when I was coming up to the half checkpoint. I suddenly got a massive chest cramp above my ribcage. For a few seconds I thought, “easy come, easy go, ride it out”. Then it dragged on for about a minute and I started to think, “is this what a heart attack feels like?”. I have no idea but it was like a more painful version of heart burn.
I stopped and walked for about 30 seconds, then it kind of faded, so I started to run again slowly, and I picked it up when it didn’t come back. For a moment I thought my race was over. I was not only confused about why I was getting this, but also why I was getting it this early when I had run many half marathons before, and at a much faster pace (fact check: 6 out of 9 to be exact).
I crossed the halfway point in 1:35:16.
Some of these pics are hard to tell, but I’m pretty sure this is just after the halfway point. Trying to get as much shade as I could.
Freaking rollers. This section was a grind, and we were running east with the sun just punching us in the face the whole way. Although I like Sarah’s description of “fireball” for the sun, very adequate in this section.
Definitely the hottest and hardest section of the course to get into a rhythm. Every uphill was minor compared to the first half, but it was still enough to slow you down between 15-30 seconds per mile.
It culminated in the running over the Burrard Bridge, the final hill before hitting the flat and shaded seawall.
Mile 15. The only benefit of the hill going up to 4th Ave, was that it had shade!
Mile 19. Cresting over the 2nd last hill of the whole course, the Burrard Bridge.
I finally got to pick up the pace again after the bridge and settle into a rhythm. Although my heart rate was in the 170′s by this point, I still didn’t feel anywhere near my limit.
I saw a few friendly faces cheering here, including Alison who I almost missed, and Steph who had just finished pacing duties for the half marathon. Such a lift whenever you see people out there late in the course!
Alison saw me before I saw her, but I was thrilled when I realised it was her.
Although somewhere between when I saw Alison and Steph, somewhere in mile 20, is when my chest pain came creeping back in. The 3:15 pace group started to overtake me from out of nowhere, and Steph was telling me to run with them. I started to pick up the pace but after a few minutes the pain was so bad I couldn’t breathe. It was like I had a broken rib, and every slight movement of my diaphragm would cause severe pain.
There are times to push through pain and there are times when not to, and I think with racing experience comes the ability to recognise which is which. I feel fortunate that my life has so far exposed me to many different races and conditions, and has taught me to recognise any unusual signs.
Some slight knee pain that I got when running across the bridge in mile 19 was a time to push through pain. This was not though. I wasn’t sure if it was an extreme stitch, or something related to the heart, or something else. If it was a stitch, I had never had one that bad. So I stopped and walked for a bit.
Now on reflection, the only reason why I didn’t pull out at this stage was that I thought it could disappear as quickly as when it did in mile 12. Also, because I was in a worse state at this stage in Rotterdam from just walking (due to hyponatremia), I thought I was at least still in a capable state of walking to the finish.
So from mile 21 I let go of any remaining hope of time goals, and just focused on run/walking to the finish. Also in contrast to Rotterdam, I wasn’t emotional at this point. It was almost like I was expecting this kind of shit to happen the whole time, and by the time it did, I was mentally ready to deal with it.
I walked for a bit until my chest stopped hurting, then I ran for a bit until it hurt again, and I kept doing that over and over. But the chest pain never quite stopped, so I did this all the way to the finish. Everytime I’d start running I’d try to see if my heart rate could get a little higher and I could get a little faster. But my chest pain would get to the point where I couldn’t breathe again if I went any faster than about 150 bpm.
About a mile to go at this point. I don’t why I’m giving the photographer the “get me the F outta here” stare. What do I expect him to do?
To be honest, I wasn’t even looking at my time that much after getting the chest pains from 20 miles in, so I wasn’t even aware of what time I was going to be finishing in. Until I saw a clock on the course at 40k showing 3:15, I actually just assumed I was going to be finishing in about 4 hours.
I was concentrating so hard on spotting friends in the crowd when running into the finish. They saw me but I couldn’t see them. I guess there’s one drawback to having your name on a bib, because everybody’s yelling your name and you don’t realise when somebody you know is shouting for you or not.
Shira accurately captured the shuffle run into the finish.
Now regarding the part where I mentioned how much I loved my 3:30:01 finish time - in the final stretch I didn’t care about fighting down to the seconds to get a sub 3:30 or anything. I could’ve fought for it, I mean almost anyone in almost any depleted or injured state can shave off just 1 or 2 seconds in that final 100 meters. But those 2 seconds wouldn’t have been the difference between a satisfying result or not, so there was no point in chasing anything down.
The only thing that satisfies me about racing is getting anywhere near, even vaguely near, the kind of result that should reflect your training. That’s a big part of the experience for me!
I was training to be at a level between 2:50-3:00 hours (2:50 being for a flat & cool course). So I didn’t even get vaguely near. I know it’s popular to say, “I’m ok with my result”, but I’m not going to say that because it’s just not true, haha. Being real is a far greater currency than being popular (sometimes real is also popular, but not always).
We can admit stuff like this without coming across as whiny brats. Ironically anyone who whines about someone’s authenticity, is actually being a whiny brat.
Having said that though, at the time I didn’t think I would feel any satisfaction in just finishing. But I did, and that surprised me a lot. Which is probably another reason why I didn’t give a shit about getting a sub 3:30 at the time, because I was just so damn happy to finish without getting carted off in a wheelchair. That is an achievement for anyone.
This is smiling during a marathon. Coming up to the finish.
This is smiling after a marathon.
Yesterday I went to the doctor to start a bit of an investigation to see what was wrong with me. Normally I’m hesitant, because I expect the doctor reaction to be, “here’s your cure - stop running”, but I was relieved to hear from my doctor that he’s training for a half marathon. He gets it, you guys!
He referred me onto a cardiologist, and also to have some blood tests taken. I don’t know if I mention it much, but I used to have a heart condition called SVT until I got operated on in 2007. But I don’t really think about it much because it should be gone, and I don’t like to use it as an excuse. Even though SVT and social anxiety (mentioned in my pre-recap) have been my main challenges in life, they’re just as much motivators for me. Once I get the clear that I’m medically ok to run marathons, I’ll focus on finding a cool weather marathon next time.
I didn’t make this connection until blogging out this recap, but all of my 4 most recent half marathon PR’s have been raced in 4C/40F or less. Being a guy with an excessive sweating disorder, this is probably why I haven’t experienced any body weirdness in my half marathons before.
This wasn’t the hardest race that I’ve run, regarding intensity and reaching the limits of mental strength - I still had a lot more to give there. But it was definitely one of the most challenging and annoying races that I’ve run. For this reason, I don’t particularly want to run another marathon until I have these body issues investigated. But I do hope that I can sort it out and get what reflects my training in a marathon.
I know a lot of runners who run their first marathons, and the X+Y training they've put in gets them X+Y results. I'm frustrated that it's more complicated for me for some unknown reason - whether that’s a heart issue or sweating issue. But I'm not as frustrated as after Rotterdam. I'm less defeated this time and more determined to find answers.