#mean asks

[gloopdimension]

happy halloween! here's your trick! (curtain falls to reveal 7 being lowered into a pool of circling sharks)

RELEASE HIM

[gummygoatgalaxy]

Ugh

I know i shouldn't let it upset me, but getting 3 anonymous asks about me being a groomer/pedophile hurts..

[wowbunniesniceys]

having "endo headmates" doesn't make sense because splitting arbitrarily is just... part of the disorder. it doesn't make you endo

ime mixed origins and i love my endogenic and wilogenic and neurogenic head friends

[idreamofticklehugs]

I think we need to know the spots 😏

Mmmmmmnope I don’t think you do not necessary at all why bother there’s no point no nuh uh mm mm nope

Armpits, and the first time he tried lickling my bellybutton😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[totallytimtastic]

Yeah okay Timmy. We all know you're just some rich brat nobody wants. You're probably paying that "boyfriend" of your's. There's even a rumor Jason beat you bloody once, and you probably deserved it too.

(Ooc: just gonna shove a bit of Jason guilt in there. Again, love your work)

My boyfriend is here because he wants to be in a relationship with me, and Jason didn't do that much. He just freaked out during a panic attack and I got caught in it- Jason didn't mean to do it.

[shallowseeker]

eileen or rowena

This is the cruelest ask I've ever gotten.💔 How dare.

It should be clear by now that I'm partial to the MacLeods, especially their class struggles. Their lives were so bleak when they lived them. Rowena was left in a puddle of her own blood after giving birth. Crowley was tricked in an alleyway for his sexual insecurities and then tortured in Hell.

Like rats, they both kept fighting until they were temporary, tenuous Kings and/or Queens of the vermin. But even once they'd secured their respective thrones, everyone was dying to pledge allegiance to the "True Royalty" instead (Heaven, angels, princes of Hell, etc). We saw that even Rowena was struggling with insurrection in season 15!

And the tragedy is that when they choose ambition at the expense of everything else, they're doomed to lose, and that rocks my socks! It's a losing battle that burned Crowley out, and it's going to burn Rowena out, too. It's that old threat of nihilism that looms on the horizon, isn't it? The thing is, they're both deeply insecure and flitting from one strong protector to the next, barking loudly and pathetically posturing to cover up their own weakness. It's awesome. More than anyone else, they're both shown to want attack dogs, and their great mutual irony is that they consistently go after dangerous protectors that they cannot actually mold or subdue, no matter how much barbed innuendo or strongman-words they fling at them.

I think of Metatron's taunting to Hannah, that she wants someone, "Large and in charge." I think of Crowley going after Lucifer in season 12 in order to have, "A nuke in his pocket." You can't have something that powerful and also expect it to be an obedient automaton. You just can't. No matter how much you manipulate it.

Anyway, they consistently pick battles that they cannot win and bite off more than they can chew. When it comes to relationships, they'll sometimes posture, but also sometimes woobify themselves to try to cozy up to anyone who will tolerate them. Anyone.

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I like Eileen. Eileen has the bones in her to be just as interesting as other mainstay SPN characters, and Shosannah is a superior actor of the highest quality, and she's one of the most athletic-looking hunters onscreen. (That lady is fast!)

That said, even her Hell arc is slept on, and how can a Hell arc be boring? It's boring because she didn't get to make enough mistakes. Eileen became interesting in season 12 when she accidentally shot a human and despaired over that mistake. She became interesting when she admitted to having major trust issues and a toxic mentor.

But the most interesting thing Eileen ever did was walk out of the bunker after her Chuck-induced existential crisis.

ON the whole, I need her to break Sam's heart a few more times in the sequel-I'm-going-to-sell-my-soul-for in order to place her in the Hall of Fame where she belongs. I need the scrumptious disillusionment and the complicated business of coming together as an imperfect partnership, that thing beyond the initial mooney phase of Charming-Acres-coded Margaritas.

To me, the fascinating thing about Eileen is that Eileen's bodily communication style stifles Sam's tendency to verbal vomit/overanalyze, and as a result, he opens up to her like a starved flower. It's a consistent opening, not just in regards to hunting and trauma, on a scale he does not do for other characters. They're dorky together. They cook together. That's so interesting to me! (Which is why I desperately need them to Break Each Other's Hearts and Disappoint Each Other and Disagree on Things.)

I want Sam to finally understand how uniquely difficult it can be when a spousal lover lets you down (he knows how it feels when family does it). I also want sequel!Sam to see how tough it is to strike that whole parental balance of safety versus independence with Dean Jr. It keeps me awake. I Think About It.

[edrecovery-space]

You’re okay with people being transgender but not okay with transabled transage, transrace, or transx? That’s hypocritical and illogical. It’s all appropriation in equal measure or it’s all valid. You don’t get to cherry-pick.

being trans abled is nothing like being transgender do not come here with this bullshit

do not come to me with any of this

and do not compaire your bullshit to gender identity

my being disabled is nothing like my experience with my being transgender and thats not even scratching the surface here

get the fuck off our page and think clearly about this please